I brought the cup to Lu Xudong's mouth and called him softly: "Oh, the water is here!"

He opened his eyes slightly, looked at me a little confused for a long time, and then drank a whole glass of water with my hand, and then quickly closed his eyes.

Not even a thank you!

I put the cup back on the coffee table and glared at him for a moment.

Lu Xudong's wine is not bad, he leaned quietly on the sofa after drinking water, if it weren't for the strong smell of wine on his body, he wouldn't look like a drunk person at all.

Looking at his frowning eyebrows even when he fell asleep, I inexplicably felt a softness in my heart, where was there still half a bit of anger, and then it was all distressed.

Even though I knew that he was drinking like this, it would definitely not be because of me, and it wasn't for me that he frowned, I still felt sorry for him.

Thinking about it this way, I am really cheap.

Lu Xudong scolded right, he just treated me better than others and took care of me more, I can't wait to clean myself up to repay him, isn't it naïve and stupid?

However, the other half of the reason that can make me sink / fall is not because I really regard him as a husband who wants to join hands for the rest of my life?

I felt that if I sat beside him like this again, I was afraid that the weak defense that I had built up with great difficulty would collapse again.

Carefully got up from the sofa, tiptoed about to leave, my wrist suddenly tightened, I didn't stand firm at all, and I was immediately dragged back to the sofa, and I was able to sit in Lu Xudong's arms.

"Don't go!" he wrapped his arms around me, holding me firmly in his arms.

I was stiff and stiff by Lu Xudong from behind in his arms, the summer clothes were thin, I could clearly feel the temperature of his body on the back of my chest close to his chest, and his body was very hot.

I thought a little sluggishly, did he quarrel with his boyfriend like this? I vaguely remembered the man who hugged Lu Xudong and shouted "Don't leave me" that night, and I smiled bitterly again.

It turns out that the small contradictions and awkwardness between lovers are all similar, no matter how ruthless they are, they will not beg each other not to leave when they are drunk and unconscious.

Lu Xudong hugged me and muttered indistinctly for a while, and his arm finally loosened slightly.

I took the opportunity to break away from him and stood up, but Lu Xudong was faster, and before I could step out of my feet, or even react, he had already turned over and pressed on the sofa.

"What are you doing?" I was shocked, and my pores suddenly tightened, and my whole body was flustered by the warm breath he sprayed on my face.

I don't know what happened to him and "that one", was it the kiss he kissed with me last night that made Lu Xudong misunderstood? or something else?

"Don't be afraid!" Lu Xudong's scorching breath sprayed on my face, his voice trembled slightly, his eyes were misty, his fingers gently caressed my face, gently rubbing back and forth.

For a moment I lost my mind, almost sinking into his tenderness. But the pungent smell of alcohol reminded me that he had just drunk too much and recognized me as someone else.

"Be sober!" I pressed my hands against his chest, trying to push him away, "See, I'm not ......"

The rest of the word "he" was blocked by Lu Xudong's lips, he still had the spicy taste of wine in his mouth, and there seemed to be a trace of sweetness, and his tongue drove straight in, and I was immediately kissed and dizzy.

I tried to reach out and push him, but my body was so close that I couldn't move it, and my hands couldn't do anything at all.

His arm was like a lock, firmly holding me in his arms, and he began to sweep the ground, sparks overflowing wherever his big hand passed.

My head was in a mess, trying to avoid his confusion at the moment, but there was another thought in my heart, clamoring for compromise.

In fact, even if I don't compromise, I can't compete with his strength at all, and I can't break away from him at all.

I comforted myself with these words and slowly reached out to hug him.

Lu Xudong paused slightly, and the next second, as if he was encouraged, his broad palm quickly poked into the hem of my clothes......

It wasn't until the end that everything was ready to go that Lu Xudong suddenly stopped, and his eyes looking at me seemed to be a little shocked and a little clear.

The disgusted look in his head flashed back to him last night, and I gritted my teeth and endured the pain, not caring whether he had woken up or not, and clinging to his neck with both hands, not giving him a chance to retreat in hesitation and regret......

When I woke up the next day, I was already in bed. The blackout curtains were not drawn, and the sunlight outside shone in through the gaps, and it looked like it was not early.

I squinted and thought for a long time before turning my head to look at the other side.

As expected, no one!

I sat up slowly and looked around the room, there was no movement in the bathroom, the door was open, presumably Lu Xudong carried me in, and then went out again.

The dull pain in my lower body reminded me of how intense last night was. Lu Xudong drank wine, and I took the initiative, he was completely irrational. In the end, I just fell asleep.

Well, he's ...... now Sobered up?

I confessed myself as if I was angry last night, and when I thought of Lu Xudong's possible reaction, I felt a little drumming in my heart.

A kiss can disgust him so much that he doesn't return all night, so the current situation is ......

My heart tightened, I got out of bed in a panic, my legs were weak, I almost didn't stand, I held on to the bed, I couldn't look for my shoes, and ran straight out...... As a result, he stepped on the wound again......

I gasped, and was in a hurry, so I jumped to the door with one foot, opened the open door, and jumped out.

There is no one in the second bedroom and the small study, and there is no Lu Xudong in the living room, kitchen, guest bathroom, etc. The fear in my heart was like a net, covering me firmly.

Annoyed and regretful, I sat down on the sofa in the living room with a dejected expression, biting my lip and almost falling into tears.

The so-called stealing chickens and eating a handful of rice is what I'm talking about, right? But now it's too late to regret it, what will happen to Lu Xudong next? He must be disgusted with me to the extreme, and he never wants to see me again, right?

I suddenly remembered something, and quickly got up and went to the second bedroom.

Lu Xudong's clothes were still neatly hung in the closet, and I breathed a sigh of relief, but my heart immediately rose to my throat: would he be so disgusted that he wouldn't even want to stay in the same room with me for an extra minute?

Just like last time, let Lu Xi come over and help him get something, and give me an excuse to perfunctory me by the way?

I slowly slid my wardrobe to the floor. The sun was shining outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, but I felt that my world was cold.

I don't know how long I sat there, but I heard the phone ringing somewhere, and the sound of "bell ring" poured into my head from my ears, and it took me a while to react, it was a landline in the living room.

The people who can call the landline at home, except for Lu Xudong, are either from the Lu family or my mother.

I got up slowly, only to move to the door, the bell has fallen silent, I hold on to the door frame and wait for a while, it doesn't look like the phone will ring again, see that I am still wearing pajamas, I want to go back to the bedroom to change clothes, but there is a sound of the door opening from the entrance.

I felt like my heart was about to jump out, and I held my breath and stared at the door as if I were facing a great enemy.

With the turn of the doorknob, Lu Xudong pushed the door in, I quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and there was a fine sour feeling in my heart, it turned out that he didn't leave!

When Lu Xudong saw me, he closed the door slightly, put the bag in his hand on the cabinet, and then spit out two words at me casually: "Awake?"

His voice was emotionless, and his face was similarly expressionless.

But I still noticed the remorse that flashed in his eyes, and although it was slightly better than the previous disgust, I still couldn't help but feel guilty.

"I'm sorry!" I slowly moved over and stood at the junction of the dining room in the living room, apologizing to Lu Xudong.

I don't want to have a complete fight with him because of what happened last night, and although I think it's ridiculous, I really don't want to divorce him.

I have never been more clear about my feelings for him, even if he likes a man, even if my existence is just a shield for them, as long as he is willing to give me marriage and a home, I will admit it!

Lu Xudong, who was changing his shoes, was stunned for a moment because of my sudden apology, he turned his head and glanced at me, his eyes were full of inquiry, and then he hooked his lips and smiled a little self-deprecatingly, and said lightly: "I'm sorry what?"

I didn't expect him to ask like this, I was a little stunned, my heart was in a state of confusion, I didn't have time to think about it, so I replied squeaked: "Yesterday...... Last night's ...... It's my fault, I shouldn't have ...... while you're drunk."

But then I thought that it was obviously he who took the initiative to pick the head first, and I just didn't give him a chance to escape when he wanted to retreat, and I was speechless with a red face for a while.

Lu Xudong changed his shoes and stood in the hallway facing me without moving.

I stared at the side of his face for fear of missing any of his subtle expressions.

But Lu Xudong was expressionless from beginning to end, he stood for a while, then turned around and looked at me with a faint expression: "Are you hungry?" I bought some breakfast by the way when I was running just now. ”

He pointed to the bag that had just been placed on the cabinet, vaguely a few packing boxes.

I sniffed hard, and there was a smell of food in the air, but I was too nervous to ignore it.

Since I was hungry last night, my stomach "gurgled" twice at the right time, and I looked at Lu Xudong a little helplessly, he had already picked up the bag and swept past me calmly, and went straight to the restaurant.

He wasn't angry?

He took the initiative to kiss me the night before yesterday and he ran away with a disgusted face, and I slept with him last night, and he wasn't angry?

I had a little difficulty accepting this recognition, and my shocked eyes kept moving with his figure, and I thought to myself, is it because I am the one who took the initiative, so he is not so careful?