Chapter 18: An Unexpected Script
When I was in school, my teacher once said that the script that allows the audience to guess the ending is not a high-level script. So I think that the routines that can be guessed by the audience are not high-level routines.
How could I write a script that people can guess?
Heather's soft hands grabbed my arm, it was almost a breakthrough acquiescence, I thought, maybe next is a romantic rainy night, there are too many ways to continue, but at the moment when she softly held me, I was almost reflexive, electrocuted, and vigorously shook her off.
"Ah~"
She shouted coquettishly, and was vigorously pushed into the rain by me, and in a blink of an eye, her whole body was drenched, and she looked at me incredulously, and her wet hair was a little aggrieved.
I gasped and said, "Yes...... I'm sorry!"
Shi Nan saw that I was unusual, didn't blame me, and walked over despite the rain, "What's wrong with you?"
I looked at her with complicated and sad eyes, and didn't speak, she was surprised by my sudden change, caught off guard, and stepped forward to hold me, I subconsciously took a step back, immediately threw the umbrella to her, turned around and ran, ran in the pouring rain, didn't look back, and left her behind with a stunned face.
……
I put on a show to my heart's content, and as a result, I got drenched and caught a cold.
The senior sister thought that I was moaning without illness, not only did she not come to see me, but also deducted my salary. Yu Pang praised my mature acting skills, affirmed my spirit of sacrifice for art, and then asked me to drink more hot water, but I didn't come. Unexpectedly, Cui Peng and Zhao Ke came to see me and took some fruit.
"I know that you two have never forgotten me as an introducer. "My snot came out of my nose.
Cui Peng saw me like this and said, "It turns out that I really have a cold." After speaking, Zhao Ke took out a hundred yuan and handed it to him.
"What do you mean?" I don't feel right.
Cui Peng smiled and said: "We bet a hundred yuan, Zhao Ke said that you are a liar, I don't believe it." ”
"You two came to see me to see who won the bet?"
Fuck, stuff stay, people fuck off!
I was choked with anger, and Zhao Ke gloated: "You deserve it, did you deceive another girl and be punished by God?"
"If you make friends carelessly, you two will be brought together, and God will punish me. ”
She ignored me and walked into the house with Cui Peng swaggering, I really don't want the people who came to see me to be the two of them, Zhao Keming knew what was going on, and deliberately came to ridicule me.
Sure enough, as soon as I entered the house, she criticized my living situation in many ways, and I complained to Cui Peng about how he endured Zhao Ke's transformation from a young woman to a young woman, Cui Peng said that Zhao Ke was usually very good to her, and there were no more women.
"That's, you're obedient, if I'm looking for a girlfriend, whether it's in bed or under the bed, I definitely have to take the initiative. ”
When Zhao Ke heard this, he glared at me: "Are you worthy of finding a girlfriend, just choke to death by drinking cold water." ”
Zhao Ke, are you here to see a patient? You're here to kill me.
After all, Zhao Ke taunted me and went to the kitchen to cook, so that the two of us were not allowed to move while sitting on the sofa, so as not to affect her. I feel like I'm back in college, I met Zhao Ke earlier, don't look at her always laughing at me, in college, she took the most care of me, in her words, I was poor like a dirty kitten at that time, I wouldn't take care of myself, she often went to my dormitory to bring me food.
After she and Cui Peng were together, they rarely enjoyed her care, and I missed it all of a sudden.
"Peng, do you mind if I talk to your daughter-in-law for a few words. ”
He said indifferently: "If you are not afraid of her scolding you, I will not suggest it." ”
"Cut, I'll help you find your Wenqing Zhao Ke today. ”
I went directly into the kitchen, and Zhao Ke, who was stir-frying, immediately asked me to go out, I stood aside and sighed, "I haven't eaten your cooking for a long time." ”
She was stunned for a moment, remembered the past, and said with a smile: "I used to see that you bought all the food." ”
"I know you're really coming to see me, and you've bought all the food. ”
"It's good to know. ”
"Then why bother when you enter the house and start taunting me. ”
"It's annoying to see how you are, when you change your ways, I won't talk about you. "When she spoke, I almost thought she was wearing a red scarf.
"What does it mean to change the evil and return to the right? Am I so bad? I am also a good boy who has been educated by Marxism. ”
She picked up the spatula angrily: "That's a lot of, get out!"
When the negotiation didn't get a result, she beat me out with a spatula. I also don't understand, she usually has a good attitude towards me, why Zhao Ke can't wait to strangle me as soon as she hears about me flirting with her sister, of course I'm sure that her relationship with Cui Peng is stronger than Jin Jian, and she is growing old together, Zhao Ke and I are purely friendly, so I don't understand it anymore.
Maybe it's really the grinding of life that makes us no longer agree with each other's attitude towards life? At least, in the eyes of Zhao Ke, who lives a stable life, I am a plaything who is discouraged and does not seek progress, and she has opinions about me, which is understandable.
During the meal, Zhao Ke, who was in a perfect relationship, gave me another paternalistic lecture, saying that I am not young anymore, don't mess around all day, it is time to fall in love with the Eight Classics, and I have to give birth to a positive child, Cui Peng secretly laughed. I feel that a generation of academic female literary youth has disappeared.
Two days later, I appeared again in a glass of time, trying to behave naturally, as if nothing had happened, Shi Nan sat there, saw a flash of expectation in my eyes, opened his mouth to ask, and held back his curiosity, Store Manager Lin said, she has been here for the past two days.
I suddenly felt that there was a good side to it without contact information.
"I'm sorry, I didn't catch a cold for the past two days, but you didn't catch a cold that day. I opened my mouth to apologize, she shook her head, I sneezed, trembled all over, Shi Nan seemed startled, and cared: "Is your body ......?"
"What do you want to ask, it rained you that day, and I should give you an explanation. I confessed, and she hesitated, "Maybe I'm offending by what I said, you were so sudden, did you take drugs?" ”
I was startled at this time, and asked her, "Am I so unbearable?"
She breathed a sigh of relief, quickly apologized, and said, "It's okay if not, I misunderstood." ”
I also marveled, it was raining that night, and I acted so realistically, it was like a drug addiction?
"Why are you apologizing, in fact, I am the one who should apologize. I pretended to smile lightly, and she returned to normal, blinking her beautiful eyes, and said, "Yes, you are too much to leave me in the heavy rain and not even say a word." ”
"But you don't seem to be angry. ”
"See if you explain it well or not, and then I'll decide what to do with you. ”
"What if the explanation is not good. ”
"Decapitation on the spot. She smiled and waited for my explanation.
I used my actions to get her to take the initiative to raise questions, and it seemed that she had done a good job, and she was curious about me.
I eased the mood and said, "Actually, it was because you touched me that night." ”
She frowned, puzzled, "I touched you?"
"I used to be like that. ”
Her eyes widened slightly, and she looked at me seriously: "You will be like this when you are touched by others?" Her tone was not convincing, and I corrected, "To be exact, it is the girl who touches me like this." ”
She blinked her eyes wide, and I sighed seriously: "Maybe it's a mental illness, as long as there is physical contact with a girl, I will be anxious and nervous, and I have a conditioned reflex." ”
"But the first time we met, I bumped into you. ”
"It was an accident, and besides, I was only anxious and nervous about intimate physical contact. ”
She was silent for a moment, as if wondering whether my words were true or false, and I was thinking about how to keep her believed, when she suddenly asked, "When did it start?"
"That's it after separating from my first love. I was a little embarrassed, and she asked, "Didn't you go to the psychiatrist?"
"I don't want to give my privacy to the doctors. ”
She nodded, showing understanding, saying that she didn't trust the psychiatrist either, and then asked me, "So, you haven't had a girlfriend since your first love?"
"I've handed over a few, but they haven't solved this problem. After I finished speaking, I teased myself that it was all platonic spiritual love.
I was a little surprised by her successive questions, and said to her, "Can I ask you a question now?"
"Good. ”
"Why did you think I'm addicted? Am I so dangerous in your eyes?"
She smiled awkwardly, "You are alone in a big city, working as a freelance writer, and you can write that kind of thing, I can't help but think of those who are engaged in art work, and they often report on the news, and they have caught a lot." ”
Oh, it turns out that I look so artistic, I can be on par with those actors and directors.
"Hey, I'm always so unbearable in your eyes. ”
Her eyes softened, and she said, "I don't feel so unbearable now, the situation seems to be a little more serious than taking drugs." ”
I laughed at myself: "Am I stupid, there are beautiful women taking advantage, I can't grasp it." ”
"That's good, the abstinence department looks safe. She smiled at me.
I asked her if she was satisfied with this explanation, and she pouted, "Fortunately, I am in good health, I didn't catch a cold, and now you are the one who is sick, which is considered a punishment." ”
She helped me get a cup of hot tea and laughed at me that she accidentally touched my special switch that night and got drenched. She blamed herself for the accident, too much like her weird insistence.
"I'm curious, why do you write adult fiction when you have this obstacle, don't you contradict yourself?"
"But my heroine seems to be the same person. ”
She remembered what I had said that day and seemed to understand something, and I was lost in thought and whispered.
Maybe I really got a special kind of drug addiction, and the person who infected me was my first love, and I wrote sensual adult novels, but I was in a platonic spiritual love with her through novels, constantly changing heroines, but every heroine was so much like her. This addiction is my biggest obstacle, and I vent it with novels, and I am so contradictory that I seem to have a split personality and can't distinguish reality.
After the statement, I was also stunned, I didn't know if I was talking about the script or myself.
"Am I perverted?" I bowed my head.
"No, it's pathetic. ”