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From the second day after I saw Zhou Wei come back, Zhao Wei didn't call me, but I didn't answer, so I asked Lin Cheng to help me buy a new phone card and replace it. Lin Cheng was quite happy to know that I had changed my card, and he thought that this was going to be a cut off from before.

He was very busy in those days, and he was supposed to take me to the prenatal checkup on the weekend, but he was called away at the moment. He said that our house was in place, and he had to hurry up and make sure it was settled and move in. I wasn't very happy at the time, and honestly, I live the same everywhere I live now. Anyway, it's all torment, it's a cage everywhere, but it's just a place where no one is noisy.

During the week, Lin Cheng arranged everything and drove me to see the new house, he took me by the hand and took me closer to a beautiful world. It was a duplex, and the furniture in the room was all on display, which was blue and white that I liked, and there was a faint feeling of freshness. I stood in the center of the living room, Lin Cheng excitedly pointed to this side, pointed to that side, and told me which room we will live in in the future, which room is for children, and which room is for nannies. There can be a rocking chair on the balcony, I like to read, and I will sit there to read in the future. He seems to have everything planned, just waiting to move in.

"We can't do it right away, the house is painted, and it smells, and if you're pregnant with a child, it's not good to move in right away, wait another ten days or so, and then it's okay. Lin Cheng said.

I nodded. I just feel that I don't care. I used to want to move out, but it was just to stay away from Zhao Suyun, but now, there is no difference between Lin Cheng and Zhao Suyun, what do I care about?

The son lived like this, I calculated the due date and waited for the child to pass day by day.

When Lin Cheng was away, I often sat on the balcony alone. Looking back on my life in the past 20 years, I have been very tired in the past two or three years. It seems that God is afraid that my life will be too short, and he has eaten all the suffering for me at once. I often sit like that, and I sit until the afternoon.

The stomach pain is also getting more and more frequent, but fortunately, it is not as bad as before, and the vision is blurred. When the pain was so dark, I rolled on it, sweating profusely, and my whole body collapsed, and the sweat was the size of a bean hanging on my forehead, and I couldn't open my eyes. When I was taking a bath, I felt my lower abdomen, and it began to have the same small lump as the collarbone, so I specially called Qin Zeyang and asked his mother if this would affect the child. She said no, and I was relieved.

It's been almost four months, and my belly is getting bigger, because I eat very little, and I often eat what I eat, vomit and spit out, rinse my mouth, and then eat again, eating countless meals a day, but I can only eat something soft and easy to digest. I don't have an appetite, but I have to eat it for the sake of my children.

Especially these days, I'm either throwing up, or I'm on my way to vomit.

However, all this was when Lin Cheng didn't see it. When he came back, I pretended to be nothing. At most, I can't help it when I want to vomit. When he saw me throwing up, he touched my stomach and said gently, "Baby, don't torture your mother, you see how thin your mother is now."

I thought my son was living like this, waiting hard for the morning to dusk. Little by little, time passed through my fingers.

What really made me unbearable was the morning after a week.

That day, Lin Cheng went to work very early, after he got up, I couldn't sleep, after a while, he washed up and went downstairs to have breakfast, thinking that I was still sleeping, I slowly got up to brush my teeth, and then went downstairs with tiredness to prepare for breakfast.

However, as soon as I reached the halfway point of the stairs, I heard a conversation between Lin Cheng and Zhao Suyun. It seems that Lin Cheng told Zhao Suyun that we were going to move out to live, Zhao Suyun couldn't help but be angry, the two of them quarreled and blamed each other, but it was Zhao Suyun who had a more intense attitude, she seemed to throw a bowl and smashed it to the ground, I only heard a crisp sound. Then, Zhao Suyun's roar followed.

"You are now hardened Lin Cheng's wings! I worked hard to raise you so big, and in the end you treated me like this? It's just a woman, and now you want to abandon me, a crippled and useless mother, for him, you have stayed with Gu Wanjing for a long time, you have learned everything, you unfilial son!"

I couldn't see Lin Cheng's watch, I only heard him say, "You're really enough, this kind of drama doesn't need to be staged anymore." You are not a loving mother, and I am naturally not a filial son. How did Dad go, you know very well in your heart, is it really because he and Wanjing's sister stole Mom, although I was not born by you, but after all, you have raised me for more than 20 years, and I still respect you very much. But if you continue like this, everyone will not have a good face. ”

It turned out that Lin Cheng already knew the truth of the matter? I held the handrail tightly, and heard Zhao Suyun say hesitantly, "What did you say?

"Do you think I'm a fool, do you think I don't know anything?" Lin Cheng's tone was a little sarcastic, and he snorted coldly, "You know who you found, and I know it." You didn't ask him why he didn't come any longer? No, I don't think you can find him at all right now. ”

Zhao Suyun said in horror, "What did you do to him?"

"What can I do? I'm not going to kill like you to keep a secret, I'm just telling him to make it clear and keep him out of my sight. He and I are inconsequential people all our lives. So, you don't want to be with me, I have to move out. Lin Cheng still said in a tone that was neither salty nor light.

I suddenly felt scared, Lin Cheng seemed to understand everything clearly, looking at this family, the person who lived the most clearly was Lin Cheng.

"No matter what he says, it's ........." Zhao Suyun paused, unable to say anything about the rest of the words. He only choked up and said, "I have feelings with your father, Lin Cheng, do you think I don't have him? It's him who hooked up with Gu Yunyi, how can I bear it? Do you think I'm not in pain all these years?"

"Oh, are you really afraid that your father will leave you before you drive into him? Mom, I know you, why do you pretend to be in front of me? You are just afraid that the secret you have hidden for many years will be exposed. Lin Cheng said.

I remembered Qiao Chen's email to me, she said that Lin Cheng was the son of Zhao Suyun and that man, before Zhao Suyun married Lin Cheng's father, Zhao Suyun and he were lovers, but Zhao Suyun's family looked down on him, and after being frustrated, he gambled badly and became a mud that couldn't support the wall. Lin Cheng's father is in Zhao Suyun's family, the two of them did not intersect, and Zhao Suyun did not plan to be together, but at that time, Zhao Suyun was now pregnant, and for a month, if he told his parents that the father of the child was that man, Zhao Suyun was afraid that he would suffer. So, Zhao Suyun designed and pretended to be married to Lin Cheng's father, and as a last resort, Lin Cheng's father married Zhao Suyun. In this way, he failed my sister who was waiting for him in the countryside, Gu Yunyi.

Zhao Suyun and Lin Cheng's father didn't feel it at first, and the marriage relationship has always been light, but the more they went later, the more Zhao Suyun showed the charm of Lin Cheng's father, and slowly fell in love with him. Lin Cheng's father accidentally showed Zhao Suyun's secret, that is, Lin Cheng's world, the two of them quarreled at home, just at this time, my sister and Lin Cheng's father revived, Lin Cheng's father filed for divorce, Zhao Suyun refused, and was afraid that Lin Cheng's father would tell her parents the truth, and he was also afraid that Lin Cheng's father would divorce, so the drunk Zhao Suyun impulsively drove on the elevated highway and killed Lin Cheng's father and my sister and me.

Zhao Suyun regretted it, but she thought that in this way, this secret could be kept for a lifetime.

"You eat it yourself, I don't have the heart. In the future, Mama Wu will take care of you, and I will come back often. After saying that, I heard the sound of pulling a chair, and then I took two steps back to the top, and I thought Lin Cheng was coming. Where I stood, I couldn't see the dining room, but I could see the living room. I thought it was Lin Cheng coming, so I pretended to have just come downstairs.

But he didn't come over because Zhao Suyun stopped him.

"You think it's good if you move out? Lin Cheng, you're so stupid. Zhao Suyun said sarcastically.

"So what's going to happen?"

"What can I do? No matter what, you're my son, and I'll think for you. But what about Gu Wanjing? Have you ever thought that one day she will forgive you if she knows the truth of the matter? Lin Cheng, have you thought about it? Gu Wanjing is your father's daughter, the daughter secretly born to Gu Yunyi, do you think Gu Yunyi is her sister? I don't believe you haven't thought about this question. Gu Yunyi died at my hands, she won't forgive me, let alone you. Because of you, took her place for so many years. Your dad hasn't even met her, Lin Cheng, do you think she'll forgive you?"

Lin Cheng was silent for a while, and then said, "She won't know these things you said, and she won't know them in her life." ”

I held the railing, my heart was in turmoil, and the unspeakable despair spread in my heart.

"Can you hide it for the rest of your life?" Okay, this may be an eternal secret, but what about the child? Three months of deformity is just preliminary, what about four months? What about five months? With so many contraceptive pills, can you guarantee that the child must be healthy?" Zhao Suyun asked.

My heart tightened suddenly, what kind of contraceptive pills?!What does it mean! My eyes suddenly widened, Zhao Suyun's words got into my ears, and my brain didn't reflect it all of a sudden, what do you mean! I checked for deformity because I took a lot of painkillers during pregnancy, why did Lin Cheng care so much about deformity?!

"You don't have to worry about that. If the child is deformed, I can only blame myself. Wanjing and I have been coming for a long time, and we still have half a life to go, and I am not afraid that I will not have a chance to have children again. Even if we don't have children, so what, I just want her, my life," Lin Cheng said slowly but surely, "I just want her." ”

"Hehe, aren't you afraid that she will know the truth?!, are you not afraid that she will know that you acquiesced to me to let Mother Wu put birth control pills in the cow?" Zhao Suyun suddenly raised his voice and said.

I suddenly understood what the ancients said, there is no greater mourning than death.

At this moment, I only felt hopeless.

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