088: The Truth (2)
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Like a drowning person, without even the last straw, I held the pole and could only hear the sound of my own heartbreak. [Ranwen 123/\/%^.\] recalled that day, Lin Cheng said with great interest that he wanted to accompany me to the prenatal checkup, and specifically mentioned deformity, now that I think about it, everything he did was planned, at that time I was worried that the child might be deformed, and I didn't think about how Lin Cheng, who was good, thought that the child would be deformed.
He had been thinking about taking me to the hospital early in the morning to check for the deformity.
"Mom, don't go too far. Zhao Suyun's words really stimulated Lin Cheng, he didn't say anything for a long time, and in the face of Zhao Suyun's threat, he was obviously scared. I stood at the top of the stairs, trying to hear what Lin Cheng was going to say.
"The facts I said, don't be too happy, Gu Wanjing is not a fool, she will know sooner or later. Zhao Suyun said.
"No, no, she'll never know in her life. Lin Cheng said as if comforting himself, "I sucked you to give her birth control pills, it was because I didn't want her to give birth to a child when she hated me, I didn't want the child to be between us and become the only bond between us before the problem between me and her was resolved, I don't want my child to be like me." Hehe, speaking of which, I don't want him to have the same fate as me. I want my child to live in the love of his parents, do you understand?" Lin Cheng was a little excited, and he connected with himself, and I realized that he didn't seem to care, but in fact, he didn't know how much he minded about his life experience. "In the final analysis, I am like this because of you, Wanjing and I missed three years, hated for three years, and it is also thanks to you. ”
"Would you feel better if you put all the responsibility on me? Son, do you think I'm not tormented? Is it easy for me to give birth to you and raise you?" Zhao Suyun said this, he was a little sad, and the aggressiveness just now was completely gone.
"You gave birth to me? Are you really sure you gave birth to me? Do you really think I don't know anything? I don't have a chance to choose my parents, so I beg you, can you give me a chance to choose my lover? Why do you hold on to me?" Lin Cheng said angrily. I can imagine his expression right now.
What does it mean? Isn't Lin Cheng the child born to Zhao Suyun and that man? What does it mean? Why wasn't it born to Zhao Suyun?
I thought about it carefully, every time Lin Cheng and Zhao Suyun quarreled before, they said that they were not born to her, and Zhao Suyun was not his mother, at that time I thought that Lin Cheng was angry and found a reason to be angry with Zhao Suyun, or he just didn't want to admit that he had a mother like Zhao Suyun. I once suspected that Lin Cheng was not Zhao Suyun's child, but Qiao Chen helped me investigate behind my back, and she was clearly the .........
What's going on now?
I'm in a mixed mood right now. Heartbreak, doubt, despair, and untold pain.
Zhao Suyun roared with him, in that roaring tone, "I don't know where Gu Wanjing is?!What do you like about her!Don't you want to think about Gu Wanjing, if he knew that you had done so many things behind your back, would he still forgive you? Child, have you ever thought that you are the only son of the Lin family, and everything I have is yours, what kind of woman are you looking for? Why are you staring at Gu Wanjing?
"You're enough! Do you think I'm just like you? In order to protect yourself, marry your father, so that he can help my grandfather in the company, and so that their family can cooperate with my grandfather, otherwise how could you choose him? Are you a fool to me? Do you think my father is a fool? For so many years, you have always thought in your own interests, you are afraid that he will divorce and divide the property, you are afraid that your secrets will be exposed, so you decided to do it. A good secretary must share it.,Go and share Ranwen 123.What about now?Are you afraid that if I leave the company, the company will fall into the hands of others, your wishful thinking, every step is so fine, do you really think I don't know? Do you really think that people all over the world are fools, and you don't know anything after you calculate?"
I suddenly appeared, this family is really terrible, everyone has a conspiracy and calculation, you calculate me, I calculate you.
What a terrible cage.
I didn't know what the two of them quarreled about later, but the feeling at that moment was simply dark, and I was stunned on the stairs, at a loss, and my mind kept replaying all the things that happened after returning to Nanjing, and the rainy night three years ago.
Zhao Suyun and Lin Cheng have long known that Gu Yunyi and I are not sisters, but mother and daughter.
Twenty-five years ago, she was in the countryside, waiting for Lin Cheng's father to go back to the city to find him, but the news that came was that Lin Cheng's father and Zhao Suyun were married, at that time, she had already realized that she was pregnant with me, even if she was sad and frustrated, she refused to do anything to kill me.
My mother, no, it should be my grandmother who took her to the health center in Taizhou after knowing about it, and has already found a doctor to write a bill and prepare for an abortion. Because at that time, it was impossible for others to know that she was pregnant before marriage. Before going, her grandmother also took her to have her headed, and she looked older, like a married person. But when she got on the operating table, took off her pants, spread her legs, and looked at the cold instruments on the side, the white plate contained silver props, and the cold light seeped under the light, she suddenly became afraid, or she couldn't figure herself, so she picked up her pants and ran out of the operating room, changed her clothes and went out to find her grandmother. She knelt in front of her grandmother, crying and begging, begging her to promise to leave me, this unexpected life.
In that era, unmarried pregnancy was an eternal shame for a woman, representing infidelity and demons, who would not be able to raise her head for the rest of her life and be poked in the back. The crowd is full of gold, and the bones are destroyed. Human words are the most terrifying.
Later, my grandmother promised to stay with me, placed her in Taizhou, rented a small room, and others thought she was a married woman, and lied that her husband was dead, and I was the widow who stayed. And back to my hometown, my grandmother packed up her things and left, and said to my neighbors to find my grandfather who was digging coal in Shanxi, but in fact, I didn't go, and later, it happened that my grandfather had an accident in Shanxi, and my grandmother was sad for a while, and in desperation, after giving birth to me, my grandmother took me back to the countryside, and the neighbors thought I was my grandfather's child, and my grandmother said the same to the outside world.
In this way, my grandmother became my mother, and my mother became my sister.
My grandmother didn't tell me the secret before she died, and she wanted to take it into the coffin. I know that before she leaves, the last thing she can let go of is me and her. For more than 20 years, she has not been in love, she has not been married, she has always been alone, and her grandmother can't say anything.
This secret, which would have been a secret for a lifetime, was killed by Zhao Suyun's car after I was sorting out her relics when I was sorting out her relics, and her rigil notebook appeared in the box, which was a yellowed ri's notebook, many years ago. The first page reads, For my love. The signature is Lin.
At that time, I didn't know that it was Lin Cheng's father. I thought that he and Lin Cheng's father only met later, but I didn't expect that they had known each other more than 20 years ago and had a partner.
I think that book must be cherished by her, otherwise it wouldn't have been collected for so many years, and the corners would be broken. With curiosity in my heart, I wanted to spy on the relationship between her and Lin Cheng's father, I opened the ri's notebook, as if I had experienced it myself, I walked into a sweet love, I seemed to witness a woman's best time, the purest feelings, the most real throbbing.
In that book, I revealed a secret.
"My mother agreed to give birth to a child, but I couldn't hear her call me mom for the rest of my life. But I don't regret it, I can't wait for someone I love in my life, at least leave myself a thought, a crystallization of love. I don't regret it. ”
At that time, I wondered, who is that child, when did my sister have a child, and where is the child that was born?
What really makes me suspicious is the time I remember. The black pen in the upper right corner made my heart tremble.
Looking at that riddle, my whole body was shaking.
Calculate the time, and it's not much different from my life. So, with doubts, before my sister was cremated, I thought of a way to get her head and send it to make DNA.
I don't think I would have hated Zhao Suyun so much if it weren't for that DNA report, and I wouldn't have tried my best to kill him. I wouldn't hate Lin Cheng that much. Every time I look at Zhao Suyun, I think of the sentence in the ri's notebook.
"I may never hear her call me mom in my life........ But I don't regret it. ”
As soon as I think of this sentence, I can't wait to break Zhao Suyun's body into thousands of pieces.
Because I knew that she was going at the last moment, I couldn't even call her mom.
Although I knew that my sister and I were actually mother and daughter, I didn't know that my father was Lin Cheng's father. But I remembered that she knew that I was dating Lin Cheng, and she didn't stop me from being with Lin Cheng at that time, so I must be that Lin Cheng and I are not brothers and sisters, not such a bloody fate.
But now it's even more bloody, hehe, I'm the daughter of the Lin family.
What pulled me back from my distant thoughts was the scream of Wu's mother. Lin Cheng and Zhao Suyun have been arguing, Wu's mother may be cleaning, walking from the kitchen to the living room, I happened to see me standing on the stairs, listening to the conversation between Lin Cheng and Zhao Suyun with a blank face, and the broom she was dragging fell to the ground. Oh, she didn't expect me to stand there silent.
"You....... Why are you here?" Mama Wu glanced at Lin Cheng and them a few times, and then said hesitantly, "You....... Are you going to have breakfast?"
Lin Cheng and Zhao Suyun, who came to hear the news, saw me standing on the stairs, and their expressions were colorful. Especially Lin Cheng, how can I describe the expression on his face? I think it is a horror movie, the person who was suddenly frightened had an exaggerated and sluggish expression. Zhao Suyun was also quite surprised when he was in a wheelchair, but then it turned into a sneer. After all, this effect is what she wants.
Lin Cheng was stunned for a long time before he opened his mouth and asked me, "Wanjing, what are you doing standing here........?" How long have you been standing here?"
I looked at Lin Cheng blankly, and the despair in my heart was like a water hyacinth growing wildly, extremely crazy.
"Wanjing, you ........ What do you say?" Lin Cheng seemed to want to smile, but he was frightened, he smiled extremely ugly, his face was stiff, but the corners of his mouth were about to rise.
I didn't speak, I turned and walked slowly up the stairs.
This is really coming to an end.
Look, how fast.
Lin Cheng then followed, I didn't pay attention to it, at this moment, I couldn't say a word, I couldn't mourn more than die of heart, that's it.
When Lin Cheng stood in front of me, I was sending a text message to Qin Zeyang, I was racing against time, if I didn't hurry up, I was afraid that I wouldn't have a chance in the future.
"The plan is going to be advanced, I need you now, I'm leaving, help me. "In a short period of time, when my head was in a mess and I had to rush for time, I said this paragraph, and I wasn't sure if Qin Zeyang could understand what I meant.
God forbid.
"Wanjing, listen to me, can you give me time and let's talk about it?" Lin Cheng stood in front of me, just like that, he didn't know where to put his hand, he paddled around, and he didn't dare to come forward.
"What do you want to say?" I looked at him with a blank expression.
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