044. Cool

When he heard me say that I was all right, he pointed to the place of the bed and said to me: "Sit." ”

I had already prepared everything, so I sat in front of him very calmly, Yi Jin's long legs were overlapped, and his body leaned lazily on the chair, his eyes looked at me so casually, but I felt that his carelessness was an invisible oppression.

Now that I knew I couldn't hide it, and I didn't plan to hide it, I said, "Do you remember one night six years ago?" ”

Yi Jin's eyes fell on me, he didn't speak, and I didn't expect him to answer me, I sneered and said: " The day I took Zhaozhou home for the first time, you and my parents did not agree to my marriage with him, that night you had a big fire in my room, I cried all night, to the next morning, my parents went out to socialize, there were only two of us in the family, you forced me to have a relationship with you, it was that time I was pregnant, I was married to Zhaozhou, I knew that I was pregnant, I thought about beating it off, but my pregnancy was known by Zhaozhou's mother, her mother thought that the child was Zhaozhou's, so she asked me to give birth, I didn't want to, but at that time, I just married into the Zhao family, I didn't have any choice for the child, so Xiao Qi was born under the fucking expectation of Zhao Zhou. ”

"So this concealment has been hidden from me for six years. ”

I said, "I won't hide it from you, and then tell you, I'm pregnant with your child? In that case, do you think we can be together? Who are we? At that time, we were brother and sister, don't you know how deformed our relationship was? Once the child is born, it is the product of **, why should I tell you? At that time, I was extremely disgusted with you, and I wanted to uproot your child from my belly. I sneered, still with an incomparable resentment in my tone, and said, "I'm telling you, I'm really crazy." ”

My last words, with malicious hurt and revenge, I even faintly expected in my heart that Yi Jin would be furious and would slap me in the face, but Yi Jin didn't, he just sat there with a blank face and listened to me say these words, like a sculpture.

I said: "However, now that the child has been born, there is no way to do anything, Yi Jin, if you dare to take the child, or let people know that Xiao Qi is your son, how did Xiao Qi come here, how can I take him to death, if you don't believe it, you can try it." ”

I looked at Yi Jin with great determination, there was unprecedented determination in my eyes, but Yi Jin was not deterred by this determination, he laughed deeply, and he asked softly: "Want to die?"

I said, "Don't push me. ”

Yi Jin's negotiating posture finally changed, he suddenly leaned over and approached me, he unloaded the sharp and piercing momentum on his body, he tried to talk to me patiently and said, "Fan Fan, you think I am yours. ”

Without even thinking about it, I blurted out, "You are my enemy." ”

He laughed when he heard my answer, and the laughter was meaningful, but I didn't notice any laughter in what I had just said.

He laughed for a long time, after the smile on his face faded, the smile in his pupils was still there, and the next second, he said with great certainty: "No, you have never regarded me as your enemy, on the contrary, you have always relied on me very much, whether it was five years ago, or five years ago, do you really hate me?" He asked his last sentence with a little suspicion, but after he finished asking, he replied to himself: " No, you never hated me, the reason why you resisted me like this is only because I hurt you when you were young, you blame me, but never hate, if it was, when we were intimate when you were a child, you should have stabbed me in the heart, right?"

He smiled fearlessly and said, "At least, you can accept me physically, and before you were nineteen years old, didn't you sometimes like to do things like that with me?"

His words were like a needle in an obscure place, and the needle made me so painful and astringent, as if I had been stripped naked and paraded through the streets, so I pulled the pillow behind me and smashed it hard at him, screaming: "Don't talk nonsense to me here anymore! I didn't understand anything at that time! You were despicable!"

He took the pillow I threw over, and looked at me with a smile, and under the light gaze, I could only clench my fists and turn my face to the side to stop looking at him.

Yi Jin saw that there was a little red mark on my face, he stretched out his hand to hold my hand, I pulled it away, he held it again, I pulled it away again, he still held it, and after going back and forth several times, he simply shook it with his big hand and directly wrapped the whole hand in the palm of his hand.

There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and he said: "It's me who is mean, but what I just said, is there something wrong? You didn't hate me before, did you? The reason why you resisted so much later was just that you had more contact with the outside world, learned more and more knowledge, and felt that our relationship was becoming more and more strange, so you were scared and you wanted to leave me." ”

I said angrily, "Don't talk nonsense!"

He raised his head and slapped my chin, forcibly facing my face to his gaze, and his tone turned serious again, and asked with oppression, "Am I talking nonsense?"

I didn't answer, and my silence in Yi Jin's eyes, equivalent to acquiescence, he suddenly stretched out his hand to hug me from the bed into his arms, I fought a few times, he grabbed the back of my head and took my lower lip, I beat him twice with my hand, but after the two strokes, my body softened, and my hands subconsciously circled his neck.

I don't know how long he kissed me, until there was a knock outside the door, Yi Jin buried his face in his arms, and then raised his face to look at the person who knocked on the door.

It was a nurse, and she was a little shy when she saw such a scene, and she stood there not knowing whether to move forward or retreat, and after a while, she blushed and smiled and said, "That child is awake, you can go and see it." ”

When I heard the nurse's voice, I almost didn't dare to lift my face from Yi Jin's arms, and I even forgot that I was in the hospital just now.

Yi Jin hugged me, smiled at the nurse and said, "Well, we'll go now." ”

The nurse was obviously relieved and left as if fleeing from our door, and after there were only two of us left in the room again, Yi Jin whispered in my ear: "People are gone, still refuse to get up?"

His warm breath sprayed in my ears, and my hand on his shoulder tightened a little tighter again, and he sensed my nervousness and heartbeat, and did not break it, but just picked me up from his chair and laughed.

After that, I went to see Xiao Qi with Yi Jin, he was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes were rolling around, the monitor still hadn't been removed from him, his small body was lying on the hospital bed, and the surroundings were empty.

When I rushed over, his eyes lit up, and his voice was not as neutral as before, but it was still clear, and he shouted, "Mom." As soon as he saw Yi Jin behind me, he shouted happily: "Uncle!"

Yi Jin arrived at him and held Xiao Qi's hand, he looked at Xiao Qi's thin face, but he didn't say anything, just stroked his fingertips on his face a few times, and asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt?"

Xiao Qi shook his head and said, "Xiao Qi doesn't hurt." But as soon as he said this, tears suddenly flowed out, his eyes were on me, and he cried aggrievedly: "Mom, Xiaoqi hurts so much." ”

I was at a loss for crying from him, but I didn't dare to hug him, because he still had wounds on his body, so I could only hold his little hand, kiss his little face, comfort him and coax him and say: "Xiaoqi, it doesn't hurt, mom is here, mom kisses Xiaoqi's little face doesn't hurt." ”

But he still cried, and after crying for a while, his crying gradually stabilized, and his eyes roamed around the room, as if he was looking for something, and after looking for a long time, he asked, "Where's Daddy, Mommy, Daddy?"

When Xiao Qi asked me this, I obviously felt that Yi Jin on the side was cold, and I immediately hugged his small body, blocking between him and Yi Jin, and whispered: "Dad is at home, didn't come." ”

But Xiaoqi didn't know why today, he actually talked to Xiaoqi so much, as soon as he heard me say that Zhaozhou didn't come, he cried and said that he wanted his father.

Just when we were extremely embarrassed and couldn't coax him, Yi Jin suddenly spoke behind me, he didn't know where to take out a piece of candy, handed it to him and said, "Xiaoqi, look at what Uncle is holding in his hand." ”

Xiao Qi heard Yi Jin's voice, looked at it, the crying stopped a lot, he stretched out his hand to grab it, Yi Jin smiled, handed the candy in his hand to him, Xiao Qi gradually calmed down, did not say Zhao Zhou anymore, Yi Jin also carefully peeled off the sugar coating for him, temporarily diverted his attention.

After Xiao Qi ate the candy, he pestered me for a while, and then he fell asleep in a daze unwillingly, just after the operation, his spirit was naturally gone, Yi Jin and I sat there and looked at his sleeping side face for a while, Yi Jin's expression was slightly cold.

(Tianjin)