But when my words came out of my mouth, I regretted it, because of Yi Jin's facial reaction, he didn't seem to know what I meant by the so-called child.

I instantly felt that I was too reckless, and as soon as I encountered something about my child, I couldn't calm down, and even exposed myself.

Under Yi Jin's scrutinizing eyes, I immediately stabilized my flustered mood and said to him, "I was too excited just now, don't you mind." ”

After I finished speaking, I got up from the sofa with my mobile phone and hurried away outside his office, until I reached downstairs, I used my mobile phone to call Zhao Zhou again, after the phone was connected, Zhao Zhou's voice came from the other end of the phone in a daze, he seemed to be sleeping.

There was silence inside for two or three seconds, and Zhao Zhou suddenly raised his voice and asked, "Xiao Fan?!"

This was the first time I called him after our divorce, but I didn't have time to catch up with him, but asked directly: "Zhaozhou, where is your mother?"

Zhao Zhou heard the anxiety in my tone, he didn't understand what was happening, so he replied to me: "My mother is at home, what are you looking for my mother for?"

I said, "The child is gone." ”

Zhao Zhou asked loudly, "What did you say?!"

I didn't have time to repeat his words, but quickly explained my main idea, I said: "Some time ago, your mother gave me a phone call and asked about the divorce between the two of us, when she was very excited on the phone and said let me return Xiaoqi, I was very busy during this time, so I have not paid attention to it, until today the secretary on the old man's side called and said, Xiaoqi is gone, Zhaozhou, I suspect that the child was taken away by your mother." ”

Zhao Zhou immediately denied it on the phone, saying: "How is it possible?! How can my mother do such a thing?"

He may have felt that his words were maliciously excited, and immediately calmed down and said, "Okay, I'll call my mother now, and you wait for me." ”

Just as I was helplessly stopping the car on the road, Yi Jin's tug suddenly stopped behind me silently, and Yu Manting stepped out of the car and said to me, "Miss Yi, where are you going?" ”

As soon as I turned around, Yi Jin sat in the car and looked at me, as soon as I met his eyes, a voice kept telling me in my heart that I must not let him deal with the child's affairs with me, never.

I wanted to refuse, but as soon as the words reached my throat, I suddenly had the illusion that there was no silver three hundred taels here, I didn't know what to do, Yu Manting urged me again, I opened the car door and got into the car.

After arriving at the car, Yi Jin glanced down at my hand holding the phone, and said: "Just now I called the old man and asked about the situation, I heard that Xiaoqi was only a child at noon, according to the school teacher, it was a person who claimed to be the child's grandmother who took the child away, if I didn't guess wrong, it should be Zhaozhou's mother who took Xiaoqi away." ”

Yi Jin's words hit the nail on the head and guessed what I thought in my heart, yes, besides Yi Jin's mother, who else would take Xiaoqi away, the last time I made a phone call, I was too careless.

I didn't speak, I sat there tensely, Yi Jin held my hand holding the phone tightly, and he said softly: "If Zhaozhou's mother took away the child, this matter is not a big problem, don't worry too much." ”

He comforted me, but how could I not feel at ease, there was no mother who was not worried about her child, and her whereabouts were unknown.

I checked my phone again and again, trying to see if Zhao Zhou called me, almost, I looked at it three or four times, Zhao Zhou's call reminder appeared on the mobile phone screen, I pressed an answer button hard, and Zhao Zhou's voice came from the phone again, he said anxiously on the other end of the phone: "Xiao Fan, I called my mother just now, Xiao Qi is indeed there for her, and now they are on the train, and my mother took it back to the countryside." ”

Before I could speak, Zhao Zhou immediately apologized to me on the other end of the phone and said: "Xiaofan, this matter is indeed my mother's fault, I didn't handle it well, don't worry, I'll pick up the child for you now." ”

When he was about to hang up, I interrupted him and said, "No, I'll take it myself." ”

When we hung up, I seemed relieved, and I looked at me and whispered, "How's it going, huh?"

I said: "Zhaozhou's mother took Xiaoqi to the countryside, I guess I won't be able to come back today, I'm going to the countryside to find it now." ”

Yi Jin listened to my words, raised his hand and glanced at the watch on his wrist, and he whispered to the driver: "Drive directly to the train station." ”

I was a little surprised and asked, "How do you know that Zhaozhou's fucking hometown is in Yao County?"

The moment I asked, I felt that I was an idiot with this sentence, how could Yi Jin not know, he knew everything about my situation, and there was nothing he didn't know about it.

Soon the car arrived at the train station, Yi Jin did not let Yu Manting and them follow, but led me towards the crowded train station, at this time I was still a little flustered, so I could only let him lead.

Yi Jin rarely used the train, but he had a good sense of the direction of the road, so after leading me in, he took me into a box, because it was a temporary ticket, and there were few trains to Yao County, when Yi Jin saw the mess inside, he frowned, he has a habit of cleanliness, I know.

I was just about to reach out to clean up, but Yi Jin said, "Don't touch it." When I subconsciously looked at him, he looked at me, took off his coat, and then covered the small bed, and he said, "First will do." ”

I just wanted to say that I don't have a cleanliness fetish, and it's not that I'm going to settle down, but when I think of Yi Jin's frowning appearance, I know that this dirty environment makes him grumpy and irritable, I didn't add fuel to the fire, I didn't care about him anymore when I lay down, my mind was full of how to pick up Xiaoqi from Zhaozhou's hands, I don't know if it was too shaky on the train, and before I knew it, I actually fell asleep.

When I woke up again, I was curled up on the bed, and Yi Jin was nowhere to be found in the box, I looked up and looked around, only to find that the people in the box with us were also looking at me with curiosity.

I don't know why, I panicked inexplicably, alone on a strange train, a strange person, and a strange look, I quickly rushed out of the box, stumbled around in the train car, looked for him for a long time, and found him at the junction of the second car.

He was leaning on the car and talking on the phone, with a half-lit cigarette in his other hand, and his coat was thrown on the bed, so he was wearing only a crumpled white shirt and tie loosely tied there, and he didn't know who he was talking to on the phone, and he didn't have much expression on his face.

The whole person was shrouded in the sunlight projected outside the window, and even the hair was plated with a layer of light, and the indescribable lazy wildness of people was more uninhibited and less elegant than the usual well-dressed appearance.

I stood there and looked at him for a while, I don't know why my heart was down, I was about to walk towards him, suddenly from the carriage behind him came a woman who was talking, it seemed that she was borrowing cigarettes from Yi Jin, Yi Jin who was talking on the phone, looked up at the woman with heavy makeup in front of him, and then slowly handed the whole pack of cigarettes from his trousers to the woman opposite.

The woman looked at him with an extremely ambiguous look, and after smoking out another cigarette, she borrowed his lighter and lit it, and when it was all done, she returned everything to Yi Jin.

It's a pity that Yi Jin didn't answer, just snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, hung up the phone, stood up straight from the carriage and walked back.

The woman didn't understand what he meant, and stood there with her cigarette in her hand.

Yi Jin walked in front of me after seeing me standing not far away, and his first movement was to hold my cold fingertips, and asked gently, "Awake?"

I looked at the woman here reluctantly and asked, "Who is that woman?" ”

Yi Jin followed my line of sight and looked back, he smiled, smiled and asked, "Borrow a cigarette." ”

He didn't say anything more, he hugged me in his arms, and escorted me back to the box, now is the peak time to move around, after I was in Yi Jin's arms, it was easy to go back to the box, he found someone to bring breakfast on the train, and sat aside to watch me eat.

Halfway through eating, I suddenly remembered a question, and I said, "Brother, do you want it?"

He glanced at it, didn't say no, didn't say yes.

I thought about it and handed him a piece of chicken with chopsticks, he glanced at it with a little disgust, he was a person with high requirements for food, but seeing my expectant face, he still cooperated with the small piece of chicken.

After a while, I took another piece of meat and handed it to him, and looked at him again, and he saw that I was playing tricks on him, and he suddenly sneered at me and said three words to me: "Clean." ”

Hearing his words, I shrank my hand holding the chopsticks, and finally didn't dare to challenge him again, so I put the piece of meat he didn't eat into my mouth, the meat here was hard, light, and fishy.

I chewed him.

Yi Jin probably thought that my expression was very interesting, so he leaned there lazily and laughed.

The laughter was so seductive that even the two little girls lying on top of us peeked down.

For the first time, I found out that Yi Jin is really very popular with women.

I no longer looked at him, but lowered my head to focus on the plate of food under my hand, and soon the car staggered to Yaoxian Station, Yi Jin took me off the train, although I knew that Zhaozhou's maiden home was from Yao County, but I had never been here, so I relied on Yi Jin all the way.

This is about a habit in my subconscious, whenever I encounter any trouble, the first thing that comes to mind is always him to help me solve it.

Yi Jin took me to a hotel in the town for two hours to rest, and the two of us took a shower before he took me to his fucking mother's house in Zhaozhou according to the exact address sent by Secretary Yu.

After we found Zhaozhou's fucking mother's house, the old people in the village told us that they didn't see them come back, and I thought they were slower than us, so I waited in the village until the evening, and until the evening, I realized that something was wrong.

Yi Jin just came back from the call, and he came to me and said, "It is estimated that his mother in Zhaozhou did not get off at Yaoxian Station, but at the previous station to prevent us from finding them." ”

When I heard this, my first reaction was to take out my mobile phone and call Zhaozhou again, but when the phone called, Zhaozhou's phone was also unanswered, I was a little anxious, I was even so anxious that I didn't know what to do.

Seeing my appearance, Yi Jin directly snatched the mobile phone from my hand, and then took me away and said: "There are only two places close to Yao County, the first brother and the old woman will definitely not go far with the child, we will live in the town now, I will send someone to solve this matter, what are you panicking about?"

I said, "It's not your child, of course you don't panic." ”

I didn't know why I was crazy to say this, but after hearing this, he looked at me with a star, and for a long time he smiled and said, "Why don't we have one?"

It's better for us to have one, he really said it easily, but I didn't dare to say any more.

Yi Jin took me from the countryside to the town again, obviously we shouldn't have called Zhaozhou's mother at first, she knew that we were coming to her, and it was strange that she didn't run, but if you didn't confirm it, how would you know that the child was taken away by Zhaozhou's mother?

It's really a problem that's hard to solve perfectly.

After returning to the original hotel, Yi Jin has been sitting on the sofa on the phone, I lay on the bed and watched him for a while, my mind was a mixed nightmare, one moment was the car accident, my mother's scream, one time, it was Xiao Qi who walked in front of me with a bloody face, and another time it was Yi Jin who stood in front of me with Xiao Qi with a bloody face, he was smiling at me, and his smile was very weird.

I wanted to snatch Xiaoqi back from him, but who knew that as soon as the body was shocked, the person woke up, after waking up, I lay on the bed and kept looking up and panting, watching the light above my head swaying in front of me, I suddenly remembered, what about Yi Jin?

I walked down from the bed barefoot, looked around the room, only to find that he was still on the balcony calling, I just arrived behind him, he just turned the phone to the line, the moment I turned around, I saw his calm face, I inexplicably had a bad premonition, I stood there and did not move, Yi Jin arrived in front of me, he held my hand, the first sentence was: "You may have to calm down in the next thing." ”

I pulled my hand out of his palm, pulled the corners of my mouth and forced a smile and said, "What are you telling me to calm down?" I asked tentatively: "Could it be that something happened to Xiaoqi?"

Actually, I haven't thought about it at all, after all, Xiao Qi is brought by his mother-in-law, how can he have something, although it is the first time that his mother-in-law takes Xiao Qi to the countryside, but no matter how big the matter is, it is just two people missing and lost, Yi Jin is so strong in finding people, there is no problem at all to find them.

Just when I was thinking about the chaos in my mind, Yi Jin finally spoke, he said: "Xiaoqi was found, but in the hospital, when they took the car back to Yao County last night, the car overturned at the bottom of the mountain on the spot, and Zhaozhou's mother died on the spot. ”

I couldn't understand what he was saying, as if he was telling me, like the words of heaven, and I took a step back, and this retreat, almost fell to the ground.

Fortunately, Yi Jin's hand grabbed my waist in time, I didn't dare to ask him about Xiaoqi's situation at all, I didn't dare, I just struggled out of his arms, and then stumbled back to the room, and found my mobile phone on the messy bed, I called Zhaozhou with trembling hands, but the phone was broadcast again and again, and no one answered.

At this time, Yi Jin walked in, I rushed into his arms, pulled his shirt, and asked hoarsely: "Where's Xiaoqi? What's wrong with Xiaoqi, tell me quickly, tell me quickly!"

Yi Jin saw that I was panicked, and he clasped my trembling voice tightly and said, "You calm down." ”

I cried and said, "I don't want to be calm! I want to know about Xiaoqi's situation! Yi Jin, tell me!"

I was too excited, Yi Jin's shirt was torn off a button by my strength, my whole body was trembling, I couldn't stop trembling, Yi Jin knew very well what I meant now, he knew that he couldn't appease me, but he didn't tell me about Xiaoqi's situation, just whispered: "Go to the hospital first." ”

He led me to turn around and leave, after arriving downstairs, Yu Manting drove the car and quickly arrived downstairs, I don't know when Yu Manting arrived, Yi Jin pulled the car door and stuffed me into the car, followed by me and sat in, he instructed Manting: "Go to the hospital." ”

Yu Manting didn't dare to say too much, so she immediately drove to the central hospital here, and when I arrived at the hospital, I found that Zhao Zhou and Zhao Weimei were all there.

Zhao Zhou was sitting on the ground floor of the corridor, holding his head in his hands and couldn't see his face, and Zhao Weimei, who had a big belly, stood there and looked at him silently, so quiet that only footsteps could be heard in the corridor, and Zhao Zhou's subtle crying sound came, which was very depressing.

It turned out that this incident happened yesterday, but Yi Jin didn't tell me until this morning.

I didn't know how to go over to ask about the situation, and even my legs were weak, and the strength of my whole body was completely supported by Yi Jin, Zhao Weimei, who was standing behind Zhao Zhou, just wanted to walk towards us, but she only walked a few steps, and there was a sound of the door opening in the rescue room, and a doctor walked out of it and said to the empty corridor: "Who is the child's family?"

At the moment when the doctor's words fell, I struggled out of Yi Jin's arms, immediately rushed over, and when I arrived in front of the doctor, I grabbed the doctor's hand like grasping a life-saving straw, crying and saying, "I am, doctor, I am." ”

The doctor was taken aback by the sudden rush of me, but he still looked at me intently, and he said, "You are the mother of the child?"

I almost blurted out, "Yes, I am." ”

The doctor put back the mask on his mouth and said to me, "The child is now going to have an emergency blood transfusion, and you are now going into the operating room with the child's father." ”

The doctor didn't have time to say much about me, and when he had said this, he turned and left, and I grabbed him from behind and asked, "I'm the child's mother, can I do it alone?"

The doctor didn't expect that I was still stalling at this time, he frowned and asked in a low voice, "The child's father is not here?"

I said, "Yes." ”

When the doctor heard what I said, he shook my hand and said, "Come in together, don't waste any more time, it's not a joke, such a young child has lost too much blood, why are you still struggling with this question as a mother?" ”

After the doctor finished speaking, he hurriedly walked in the operating room, the cold wind in the corridor lifted the corners of his robe, and also blew on my face, I staggered back a few steps, even Yu Manting was watching from the side, she suddenly said to Zhao Zhou, who was still squatting on the side: "Hurry up, the child wants a blood transfusion, you and Miss Yi go in together!"

Zhao Zhou raised his face from the palm of his hand to look at Yu Manting, but moved his gaze to me, as if waiting for me to make a choice, I stood there and did not move, Yu Manting saw that Zhao Zhou also did not react, and became even more anxious, and urged: "What are you still in a daze? The child is now life and death, can't you even give up this bit of blood?"

Yu Manting's slightly harsh words to Zhao Zhou made Zhao Weimei on the side interject with a smile, and she said: "Secretary Yu, it's not that we Zhao Zhou is unwilling, but sometimes we can't do anything. ”

Yu Manting listened to this meaningful sentence, frowned and asked, "What do you mean?"

Zhao Weimei moved her gaze to me, and she laughed out loud without answering.

I don't know how long it took, Yi Jin, who had been standing there without speaking, suddenly took off his coat, untied the cufflinks on his wrists, and rolled up the cuffs one by one, he walked up, grabbed me, and took me in the direction of the operation under the eyes of everyone.

At that moment, I didn't struggle anymore, but followed him with vague steps, I didn't expect everything to come so unexpectedly, so unacceptable, I didn't even leave the slightest preparation, this matter suddenly approached me.

He finally knew about it, I didn't know if I was mentally heavy or relaxed, and my whole mind was blank.

After being taken to the operating room by her, I saw Xiao Qi lying on the operating table at a glance.

At that moment, when I watched his small body being plugged into various instruments, I stumbled and fell to the ground.

During the small operation, the orderly nurse suddenly let out a small exclamation, and someone said, "Go and help the child's mother." ”

As soon as this sentence fell, there were hands ahead of the nurse, and I was brought up from the ground, and after he put a mask on my face, he calmly led me towards the blood transfusion place, I didn't dare to Xiao Qi on the operating table at all, I only felt that the pain on his small body at this moment was doubling down on me, and I didn't even feel anything at the moment when the needle was inserted into my arm.

I lay in the chair and felt dizzy, and finally the nurse realized how unbearable such a scene could be for a mother, even if they put an eye patch over my eye, I didn't know what was behind it, I just felt the constant dripping sound of the surrounding instruments in my ears, and the blood in the blood vessels in my hands was constantly pumped out.

I felt weaker and weaker, and my consciousness became more and more blurred.

When I woke up again, I was awakened by a nightmare, I shouted: "Xiaoqi!" and immediately sat up from the bed, but as far as the eye could see, it was dark in front of me, and there was only the sound of the monitor in my ears, I just wanted to get out of bed and go outside to ask the nurse about Xiaoqi's situation, but I only landed on the cold ground with one foot, and I saw a flickering spark flickering at the position of the window.

I put down my foot and took it back.

Soon, the light in the room was turned on at that moment, and Yi Jin turned to look at me from the position of the window, his eyes were sharp, and it was the coolness of a December day.

I stepped back, and he snuffed out the spark of the cigarette in his hand with his fingertips, and then threw it on the ground and walked towards me, knowing that this moment had finally come.

I've imagined it thousands of times, and I've even dreamed of it countless times, but I never thought that it would be in such a scene, in the affairs of children.

But how should I explain it, tell him that the child is not his? He can give the child because we are relatives, so Xiao Qi can accept the blood he gave?

Obviously impossible, who would believe such a false lie, but he knows that the child is his, so what should we do, Xiaoqi is his son, will he let us go?

No, you don't have to think about it.

I was thinking in a very confused mind, I don't know when Yi Jin was already sitting in front of me, he had always been clean and loved clean, but at this time, the shirt was crumpled into a ball, and there were faint blood stains on it, he looked at me with an expressionless face, sitting upright, looking like a negotiation.

He didn't wait for me to speak, but waited for me to take the initiative to admit it, my throat seemed to be blocked at that moment, and it took me a long time before I squeezed out a sentence from my throat: "Xiaoqi"

Yi Jin's voice didn't have much emotion and said, "Xiao Qi is fine. ”

In fact, I already expected that Xiao Qi would not have anything to do, but I didn't have anything to say to confirm, but I was still relieved, and after uncovering the quilt on my body, I said in a panic: "I'll go to the bathroom." ”

Yi Jin didn't stop me until I reached the bathroom door, and he said behind me, "Think about your words inside first, don't blame me for not giving you time to prepare." ”

Hearing his words, I paused, I pushed the door open and entered the bathroom, and then closed the door.

When I was finally the only one left in the bathroom, I rushed to the sink and splashed my face with cold water, trying to calm myself down, but this calmness was not enough, I filled the water in the sink, and sank my whole face into it, and everything in my ears was suddenly far away and blurry from myself, and when I was so deep in the water that I almost drowned myself, I lifted my face from the water, and the person fell on the cold floor, and I covered my face full of water, and breathed as hard as I could in the ground.

I don't know how long it took, I cried, yes, I cried out, the cry was enough for Yi Jin in the ward to hear, but at this time I didn't want to hide anything, I just sat on the ground and cried happily.

Yi Jin didn't come to urge me, he kept waiting for me to cry enough to confess all this to him.

I cried in the bathroom until my throat was hoarse, then I opened the door and walked out with red and swollen eyes, and Yi Jin was still sitting there with his back to me.

I walked over to him, step by step, and when I got behind him, I said, "I'm fine." ”

(Tianjin)