066: Ice Release (3rd Watch)
Qin Zeyang leaned back against the sofa, his eyes staring directly at me, as if he wanted to read something from my eyes. I dodged slightly, smiled and said, "Don't do that, I'm serious." I didn't care for a long time, if I cared, I would try. But when I said this, I clearly felt that I was powerless.
"Well, I know you don't want to talk about the past. However, Wan Jing, Lin Cheng has been anxious recently, and things in the company are very tricky, and he may not have a good face when he goes. You two take a break and don't fight all day long. Seriously, Lin Cheng has really not been easy in the past few years. Qin Zeyang adjusted his sitting posture and said with some emotion, "Originally, their company was co-founded by several people, and his father was the main force, but he passed away suddenly, leaving a pair of things that were not dealt with. Lin Cheng is Chairman Lin's only son, and Lin Cheng was supposed to take over, but everyone felt that they were the most suitable, and Lin Cheng was just a milky child. At that time, my dad was still working as a legal counsel for their company, and most of the things in it were told to me. Lin Cheng was busy studying, and at the same time, he was busy with the company's affairs, in order not to let those brainless so-called elders ruin the foundation that his father had worked so hard to leave behind. But now, the company is facing a crisis, energy projects are getting harder and harder, and he is looking for partners everywhere, and he is going crazy. ”
I was a little stunned. All this time, I never knew what Lin Cheng's job was, I didn't care about him, and he didn't think to tell me. Suddenly hearing such Lin Cheng from other people's mouths, I felt a little sad. My heart trembled slightly, and I remembered Lin Cheng, who sat on the edge of my bed that night and carefully stroked my arm.
"These ....... I don't know. I buried my head and whispered.
"You certainly don't know, he doesn't say, you don't ask. ”
I didn't speak, and I was deeply entangled. Qin Zeyang's words made my hard-hearted heart soften. I suddenly felt very sorry, Lin Cheng not only had to struggle between me and Zhao Suyun, but also had to deal with the people in the company. I'm still trying to find something to do, am I too disgusting?
"There's one more thing I have to tell you, Wanjing. Qin Zeyang looked at me with a serious expression, and said slowly, "Director Zhang of the company has always wanted to match Lin Cheng and his daughter Zhang Wei, but Lin Cheng has not agreed to match for more than a year. If Lin Cheng didn't have you in his heart, then he would have promised Director Zhang a long time ago. Not only can he get the beauty, but he can also get the support of Director Zhang, why not be quiet, sometimes don't be too stubborn. You and Lin Cheng are not good at words, if you continue like this, you will have to do something. ”
"Zeyang, I think you're talking too seriously. If you knew what happened between us, you wouldn't think so. Lin Cheng hates me and hates me to the bone. I told you that he didn't marry me because he loved me. I shook my head.
Qin Zeyang looked at me with a look of hatred for iron and steel, "Gu Wanjing, as a man, I am qualified to say such things. You trust me. If you've been to Lin Cheng's office, you'll know if he loves you or not. In addition, if you get along day and night, I don't believe it, you can't feel Lin Cheng's love for you. He may be hiding, but you can definitely feel the clues. ”
I was speechless by Qin Zeyang. Or rather, Qin Zeyang's words made my heart begin to waver. My original revenge, my original hatred, became ethereal after Qin Zeyang's words.
On the way home, I repeatedly asked myself, does Lin Cheng love me? Does Lin Cheng love me? I think back to the bits and pieces of these days, as if there are some clues to follow.
Does he really love me?
He deliberately waited for me to eat breakfast but scolded me for being slow, I had a stomach ache in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep, tossing and turning, he thought I didn't sleep well and covered me with a quilt, and in the early morning he thought I didn't wake up and peeked at me, and the dishes I liked were always placed in front of me when I ate, and Zhao Suyun was also on my side when he dealt with me.
If these are the words of his love for me, then why does he roll the sheets with Rebecca on his wedding night or in front of me? If he loves me, why does he grab Zhao Wei's handle and force me to get married? If he loves me, why poke my scars once and remind me of the pain in the past?
I just can't figure it out.
He and Zhao Suyun had a pimple in their hearts, and they were obviously using me to stimulate Zhao Suyun. But Qin Zeyang said that no man would joke about marriage........
I struggled until Lin Cheng came home, and I sat on the sofa and looked at the sky outside the window in a daze. Lin Cheng came back, took off his coat, threw his bag aside, saw me sitting motionless, ran to me to see me, and asked me what was wrong.
The evening glow spilled into the room through the window and shone on Lin Cheng, which was particularly beautiful. I looked at Lin Cheng's face from the afterglow of the sunset, and slowly came out of my mind, remembering that when I was studying, he stood on the rostrum and looked at me standing below, and said loudly, "Gu Wanjing, I like you, I like you, I just like you!"
The ghost sent the gods, and I actually reached out to touch Lin Cheng's face. He just squatted and looked at my face motionlessly, and I don't know why, I actually cried.
Tears slid down his cheeks and fell on the back of Lin Cheng's hand, and he slowly reached out to touch my face, and then held my chin, wanting to come forward and ask me.
The distance between the two faces is getting closer and closer, closer and closer, and they are about to come together. Close enough I could see the pores on his face.
It's just that the moment my lips touched and felt soft, I immediately ran away. I pushed Lin Cheng away, ran to the bathroom barefoot, turned on the shower, and stood in front of the mirror crying.
What's wrong with me?
Lin Cheng also followed, first knocked on the bathroom door, I didn't move, he didn't continue to knock, stood outside the door for a while, and then went downstairs.
After crying for a while, I took a shower and went downstairs. Because just now, I was a little embarrassed, I tried my best to be light, but fortunately, Lin Cheng pretended that nothing happened.
At dinner in the evening, I smelled the oily smell and threw up again. The moment I saw Wu's mother serving the soybean pig's trotters, my stomach turned over and rolled over, I couldn't help it, covered my mouth and ran to the toilet.
Wu Ma and Lin Cheng hurriedly followed, I hugged the sink and vomited out the sour water in my stomach and the apples I came back to eat in the afternoon. How can I describe the feeling of dying? Tears rolled down my eyes involuntarily, my legs went limp, and I couldn't stand at all.
Lin Cheng hurriedly supported me and asked Mother Wu to bring me water and rinse my mouth. At that time, I didn't have the strength at all, so I didn't push Lin Cheng away.
After standing for a while, the feeling of the world spinning was finally much better.
Mother Wu brought water, I reached out to get it, but Lin Cheng took the first step and came to my mouth to feed me. I took a sip and then moved a few times and spit it out.
Looking at myself in the mirror who was tortured indecently, I thought to myself, God, I'm going to die anyway, you should come quickly.
I thought my vomiting was because of my stomach.
Lin Cheng in the mirror, his brows were tightly locked, and his eyes were full of anxiety. He helped me and asked, "Wanjing, are you ......." Lin Cheng hesitated a little, but still said, "Are you pregnant?"
I felt his hand grip on my arm strain slightly.
I looked in the mirror, glared at him, frowned, and said, "No." I just had a stomach problem, and I had a little cold, and I wanted to vomit when I saw a greasy one. ”
Lin Cheng sighed and insisted, "Could it be that night....... " Because Wu's mother was beside him, Lin Cheng was a little embarrassed to say, "Forget it, I'll take you to the hospital for a checkup tomorrow." Just in case. ”
Mother Wu was standing on the side, in the mirror, her face could be said to be colorful, that kind of frightened expression, I don't know why Mother Wu has.
Even if I'm pregnant, I won't do anything to Mother Wu, and my child won't go back to rob her property, why does she look frightened?
Because it was very strange, I looked at Wu's mother more at the time, and she was stunned with the tray. I turned to Mama Wu, "Mama Wu, what's wrong with you?"
Wu's mother reacted suddenly, and then said hesitantly, "No....... It's nothing. I....... That one I'll go out first. ”
Later, when I understood the truth of the matter, I realized why Wu's mother was so frightened when she heard Lin Cheng ask me if I was pregnant.
After Wu's mother went out, Lin Cheng said again, "I'll ask for leave tomorrow and take you to have a look." ”
"What do you see? I said I don't have to go. Lin Cheng, do you think I can get pregnant so easily? The two of us are just like that, and it's a safe period, do you think it's possible?" I snapped.
I didn't want Lin Cheng to take me for a check-up, because the test required a blood test, and once I took a blood test, it was likely that Lin Cheng would know that my stomach was not good.
Lin Cheng's expression was gloomy, and he sighed and said, "Be careful to sail the ship of ten thousand years." Let's go and see, don't look at me like that, I mean you don't have a bad stomach, so you don't take some medicine. ”
"I see, I'll take the time to go. You don't have to accompany me. "Anyway, I tried to find a way not to get Lin Cheng to accompany me.
When I was sleeping at night, Lin Cheng suddenly hugged me, put his arm around my shoulder, and rested his chin on my shoulder.
I didn't move, I pretended to be asleep. But after a while, Lin Cheng suddenly said, "Wanjing, I know you didn't sleep." Let's talk a little bit. ”
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Lin Cheng's hand rested on my shoulder, gently caressing the ugly scar on my shoulder. His fingers slid lightly over there, cold, cold.
"Hmm. "People at night are always vulnerable, I admit. Especially after talking to Qin Zeyang during the day.
After Lin Cheng let out a long sigh, he actually said abruptly, "Wanjing, I'm tired." It's not a long life, I just want to be nice with you. ”
His sentence "I want to be nice with you" completely broke my hard heart. Tears poured out like a flood that broke the embankment.