094: Deliverance
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Since this afternoon, Qin Zeyang and Qiao Chen began to help me prepare the things to be used after the operation, the child's clothes or something, I prepared them a long time ago, but they were all bought with the help of Qiao Chen and Auntie, during the time when I was hiding in the city, except for the prenatal checkup, I basically didn't go out shopping, the prenatal checkup was done in Shanghai, Qiao Chen would occasionally pull me out for a walk, but I was too lazy to go, it was too much effort. The fastest update and the best Ranwen 123 reading network.
My aunt came home and brought me soup, with a sad and distressed expression on her face, and sat in front of the bed and drank the soup for me one bite at a time. She also brought porridge, but I couldn't drink it, maybe because of the glucose loss, I didn't feel hungry at all.
In the afternoon, a nurse came to take me for a check-up, and did some pre-operative preparations, such as blood drawing, cross-preparation, skin preparation, skin test, and training the habit of urinating on the bed before surgery in order to prevent postoperative urinary retention. After tossing and turning, I felt tired. In the afternoon, Qin Zeyang and Qiao Chen came back with the things they had prepared, and bought cheesecake again, wanting me to have a little appetite and eat a few pieces, but I looked at it a few times and was not in the mood at all. Qiao Chen thought I was nervous, moved a stool and sat in front of me, helping me peel apples while chatting with me, asking me if I wanted a boy or a girl.
I laughed and said, "I haven't really thought about it, but it's good for boys and girls." If it's a boy, you must be resilient, if it's a girl, don't be like me," I buried my head, looked at my bulging alone, and said lightly, "It's not good to be like me, it's too stubborn." ”
"It's true that a girl like you is too stubborn, but she must be a girl worthy of love. Qiao Chen said.
At this time, Qin Zeyang pushed open the door and came in, his face was full of solemnity, but the moment he saw me, he was trying to hide his emotions, and I appeared.
"My mother said that the operation time should be advanced, and the examination report came out, and it could not be arranged tomorrow afternoon, so I had to arrange it early tomorrow morning, and the doctor and the operating room were arranged. Qin Zeyang said that Fang Cai should have gone to check the report for me and talk to his mother about my situation by the way.
Looking at Qin Zeyang's appearance, in fact, I have already guessed a few points, my own physical condition, I can't be clearer, otherwise I wouldn't want to give birth in advance.
It's been the time when it hurts so many times that it goes into shock, and who knows how long it can last?
I nodded and hummed softly.
"The nurse said that you should not eat at the beginning, you can drink some water, and then you can't drink anything four hours before the operation, can you hold on?" Qin Zeyang looked at me worriedly.
"Okay, I got it. ”
Then Qin Zeyang looked at Qiao Chen and made a look, and then Qiao Chen followed Qin Zeyang out, but on the surface he said that he was going to the bathroom.
I was alone in the hospital room, full of anticipation for the new life in my belly. A good secretary must share it, go and share Ranwen 123.My child, I am finally going to open my eyes and see the world.
The night in Nanjing slowly falls, and the lights of the city are lit up, illuminating the loneliness and loneliness in the dark night. Like a wounded bird, I curled up lonely under my feathers, seeking a glimmer of warmth.
At such a time, I thought of many people, many, many, Lin Cheng, Zhao Wei, Jiajia, Dasheng, as well as my mother, my grandmother, and even Zhao Suyun.
These people who have been haunted in my life are about to part. I remembered a long time ago when I saw a sentence on Weibo, "Love or hate, you will never see each other again in the next life." ”
In this world, many things are conserved. There will always be someone to make up for what you have suffered.
I don't know what Qin Zeyang and Qiao Chen said, I think Qin Zeyang definitely doesn't want me to know, otherwise he will capture the thief in front of me and tell me that since he is carrying me, there must be his reasons.
Thinking about it, the pain in the lower abdomen hit again, and although it was big, I clearly felt the lymphatic lump on it, which was the same as above the collarbone.
It was the first and only time I felt scared because I was afraid that the child would be affected, and when the first pain hit me, I rang the bell and called the doctor, I was afraid that there would be something that would affect the child before the operation.
After a while, I came with a sound, but by this time I was sweating profusely because I habitually closed my eyes when it hurt, and when I opened my eyes, it was pitch black in front of me, and my God, I was blind again.
Then, the nurse gave me a tranquilizer, and gradually, I fell asleep.
In my sleep, I dreamed of Lin Cheng, he held my hand and sat on the edge of the bed and shed tears, the cry was bursting one after another, and it hurt in my heart. I wanted to reach out and touch him, but I didn't have the strength to lift my hand, and when I did, I couldn't touch him.
He's right in front of him.
We hadn't seen each other for months, and he seemed much haggard, looking scumbag-faced, with sadness and regret in his godless eyes. He grabbed my hand and kissed my finger with tears on it, and I felt hot.
At that moment, I must have cried, although in a dream, I clearly heard my own sobs, and I could already feel two lines of tears slipping from the corners of my eyes.
I heard a lot of people standing by my bedside talking, calling my name all the time, Qin Zeyang, Zhao Wei, and my mother.
Lin Cheng took my hand and said I'm sorry, I'm sorry, everything is his fault, he is too selfish, he hurts me for his own well-being, and puts me in pain for his own peace of mind. He said, Wanjing, you forgive me and let me repay you with my whole life.
He said, for the sake of the child, even for the sake of the child, please give me a chance, let me make amends to you.
I thought it was all true, but when I woke up and wanted to say that I had forgiven him, it was just a dream, an untouchable dream.
Actually, I have forgiven Lin Cheng a long time ago. From the moment Qiao Chen told me that he was not Zhao Suyun's son at all, I understood how tormented Lin Cheng, who knew the truth of the matter, should be. Thinking about his situation, I seem to understand him a little. After all, I used to be so miserable.
Zhao Suyun is not Lin Cheng's mother at all, and that man is indeed Lin Cheng's father. Zhao Suyun and the man's child, at the time of production, because the heavenly spirit was incomplete and could not survive, Zhao Suyun found a way to find the child to top the bag. Because if she didn't have children, she was afraid that Lin Cheng's father would divorce her.
And at that time, it happened that the child born by the man and other women, that is, Lin Cheng was born prematurely, happened to be in the same hospital, and Zhao Suyun had no choice but to think of such a way. She said to the man, "What good life can the child have with you? Can you guarantee that he will have no worries about food and clothing? Can you guarantee that he will have fine clothes and food for the rest of his life? With a muddy father like you, maybe the child will live the same life with you in the future, and he will be collected for debts every day." ”
In this way, Lin Cheng became the child of the Lin family.
It's just that the secret will be revealed one day, and the appearance of this secret comes from a blood donation, Lin Chengxian's blood type is different from his father, and he said in the chat, "Now the blood sample test of the blood donation vehicle is not accurate, I am obviously O, but the inspection said that it was A." ”
He didn't mean to say it, but Lin Cheng's father listened to it in his heart.
And such a seemingly smiling beginning unveiled the bloody storm behind.
Zhao Suyun's secret was exposed, and Lin Cheng's father and my sister rebuilt their old friendship and filed for divorce. Zhao Suyun was anxious, so he thought of killing people.
And Lin Cheng knew this secret, and it was revealed in his father's rimmography. That is, the study I went to quietly once.
I opened my eyes and tears flowed. I didn't tell Qin Zeyang that I dreamed of Lin Cheng, and I wouldn't know it, but I think Qin Zeyang must know what I was thinking.
Qin Zeyang asked me, Wanjing, will you regret it? I regret not letting Lin Cheng stay with you. You don't want to take revenge on him at all, if you want to take revenge on him, why not let him see you as you are now, and let him spend the rest of his life in guilt and remorse.
I smiled and said, there is no love for no reason in this world, and there is no hate for no reason, Zeyang, do you know? Mrs. Li, the favorite of Emperor Liu Che of the Han Dynasty, refused to see Liu Che before she died, which made him miss him for a lifetime. I thought that I wanted to give Lin Cheng a chance to forget about me and start over, but I didn't show up until this moment, in fact, I wanted him to remember me for the rest of my life.
In this life, he can't forget Gu Wanjing.
The next morning, I got up early, Qin Zeyang and Qiao Chen watched over me all night, and the two of them fell asleep leaning on the sand. I got up slowly, put on slippers and stood by the window, the scenery from the seventh floor was very good, and it was a rare good spring.
At about eight o'clock, the nurse came to wait for me to disinfect and start to prepare for the operation. Qin Zeyang and Qiao Chen are all right, helping me do things, and both of them are cheering me on.
I plucked up my courage and asked Qiao Chen for a phone number, and then called Lin Cheng. Dialing the number smoothly and naturally, I clicked the call button with a trembling hand.
I called, but no one answered after a long time.
I waited until I was reminded on the phone that no one answered for the time being, and I hung up, and I called again, but no one answered.
I gave Qiao Chen the phone and said, "Look, providence makes people, and I don't even have a chance to contact him for the last time." That's fate. ”
Lin Cheng, I may never be able to hear your voice again in my life.
You see, God really hates me and won't even give me a chance to say goodbye.
I smiled wryly, then hugged my stomach and followed the nurse to prepare for the operation.
During this period, I have been worried, and before I went in, I told Qin Zeyang again that he must remember what I told him.
He nodded, a little tear in his eye.
Go to the operating table, administer anesthetic, and start the operation.
After the anesthetic, my whole body was in a state of sleep, a little hazy feeling, because when I went to the operating table, I began to hurt again, the effect of the anesthetic just suppressed the pain, and the only insistence I left in my mind was that I must give birth to the child safely.
I couldn't ask for anything more.
I don't know how long it took, but I felt like I was going to be exhausted and paralyzed, and the faith I had been holding up was about to collapse.
Then, I faintly heard the child's cry.
I can finally relax, leave everything behind, rest, and be relieved.
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