The spring breeze in April always reminds me of too many things from my student days.

At that time, I always thought that I was too ordinary, and there was no merit in attracting girls, but a minor who wears a school uniform every day can have a fart ability? Youth is always so secondary. So, in order to pursue Xiaobai, the girl in the next class, Da Zhuang in the class asked me and Yu Pang to play a hero to save the beauty, and Yu Pang and I readily agreed, and the genes for the movie may have awakened from that time. In order to be realistic, the two of us also specially bought a special flower shirt for gangsters from the stall, with a cigarette in his mouth, to stop the girl who came home from school, Xiaobai was very well-behaved, she was scared to cry when we didn't speak, Da Zhuang stepped forward, what we didn't expect was that Da Zhuang, the king of the eight, really beat us both in order to be realistic......

The next day, in order to thank the two of us for our sacrifice for art, Da Zhuang took the initiative to invite us to eat beef noodles, but as soon as the three of us left the school, we met Xiaobai, who was carrying a schoolbag, and ran over obediently and shyly to thank him, and when he looked up, he saw us three hooked shoulders on his back......

It's embarrassing.

The atmosphere froze for a few seconds, but I reacted quickly, pulled Yu Fat and said, "Brother Zhuang, we both knew that we were wrong yesterday, and we will mess with you in the future." Another soft laugh came from the other side.

I turned my head with a smile, the sun was shining, and the spring breeze in April seemed to blow my eyes, so that I could not get out of the memories of April for the rest of my life. I vaguely remember that day, Xiaobai also brought a friend with her, her mouth was small, as cute as a baby, she said her name was Shen Qingqing.

"Get up!"

On the phone, my senior sister's screaming blew me out of my dream, and I almost peed my pants in the morning.

"Damn it!

"The official account hasn't been updated for a week, get up and write!"

Damn,Few people read the broken public account.,Only when you write a bed story.,There will be a message.,How long has it been since I've had a bed story.,How can I have the inspiration to write.。

Urged to get up by my senior sister, I was not in the mood to sleep lazy, every April, always let me have strange dreams, in the dream I desperately want to change the people and things in the past, if I didn't know it from the beginning, it would be great, but every time I was woken up.

"Hey, how long has it been since you contacted your dad?" On the phone, my senior sister suddenly asked me, and she always reminded me like this when I was in college.

"You have a crush on my dad?"

"Your dad would have beaten you to death, and I wouldn't have known you, the one who owed the beating. ”

"Cut, monopolize my young body, and want to be my stepmother, I won't let you succeed. "My dad's body is tougher than mine, and I can't beat him until now, so why do you need my attention.

When I was in college, I once wanted to get drunk with my senior sister, but I got drunk first, my dad called, it was ten o'clock in the evening, and my senior sister answered it for me, and I don't know what she said, but since then, for a while, my dad has always thought that senior sister is his future daughter-in-law.

Got up early on the weekend and went straight to a glass of time, since I met Shi Nan there, I like to spend time there more and more, and I don't like to go home. I knew that Shi Nan wouldn't be here on the weekend, so I could write a few bed stories with peace of mind, but I miscalculated.

"Big liar, did you come to me? ”

"No, it's not. ”

"You lied to me, you are. ”

Lin Qiaoqiao pretended to be angry with a small face, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curl, girl, deceiving people is a technical job, and I have practiced for more than 20 years to have such a realm, you are too bad.

Looking at her slightly baby fat face, regardless of my objections, she sat opposite me, I scolded the senior sister in my heart, why did I get up so early, why did I forget, Lin Qiaoqiao will come in the morning.

"What to eat, I'm in for a treat. ”

She pursed her lips and said stubbornly, "I won't spend your money." ”

Store Manager Chu sent me a few desserts, and he seemed to smile at me, all mocking, believe it or not, I made you a martyr with a brick!

Seeing Lin Qiaoqiao eating in front of me, but not leaving, I had no choice but to tell her that my profession is really a screenwriter, and I have to write something today, otherwise I won't be able to make a difference, and I will be unspoken by the female boss of more than 300 pounds.

She burst into laughter at the cake in her mouth, and I hurriedly handed over the tissue, but she squinted at my hand, and I froze in the air, not knowing what to do.

I am indeed shameless and lustful, deceitful and full of lies. But I don't indulge in ambiguity, enjoy unclear relationships, I don't enjoy it at all.

"Girl, don't be like this, wipe it yourself. "I know that if I don't talk to her today, she won't be at ease.

She opened her eyes, her long eyelashes were fanning, like a fairy, and I liked her smart breath, which would lighten the gloom in my heart.

"There have been a lot of classes at school these days, and I forgot to scold you. She wiped her mouth, her mouth was also very small, and the mouth of the heather was also very small, I was shocked, and a brick flew in my mind, it turned out that I was so stupid and stubborn.

"Why don't you find a goddess and give me a bow, and curse me to go out and drown in. "I don't blame her at all, who let me lie to her.

She laughed loudly, bright as a child, "I see that you can still be saved, and you are not so hateful as to go to hell, so you won't look for the goddess, look for me." ”

I was puzzled, she smiled mischievously: "Your problem is not impossible to solve." ”

I yelled for help: "What kind of psychologist are you looking for again?"

"That's right, my senior sister is a well-known academic expert in the school, and her papers have been published a lot, and the school is ready to escort her abroad. ”

I chattered about her, crying and laughing, Lin Qiaoqiao persistently told me about it, it has been twice, she is also a stubborn person.

I understand the stubborn person and scare her: "I am a mental patient, and excessive stimulation will kill people, are you afraid of it?" ”

"I've experienced it more terrible than mental illness, would I be afraid of you?" she shook her head indifferently, her hair dangling, and I realized that she had a lot of pigtails on one side today, which was very funny.

Lin Qiaoqiao is the most simple and kind girl I have ever seen, the world in her eyes has no negative emotions, and her three views are too positive, is it too good to be protected by her family?

She ate for a while, and finally spoke, "People's psychological defense mechanism is very powerful, and when encountering psychological difficulties, a protective mechanism will be automatically formed, which is often called self-comfort." ”

From the mouth of a young girl, saying such academic words, the picture is very strange, I laughed: "This is what your senior sister taught you, right, have you memorized it?"

She ignored me and said to herself: "For example, some people often say that ordinary is good, everyone has desires, but most people can't achieve it in their lifetime, strong gap emotions, serious suicide, and most people, psychology will automatically form protection, looking for a reasonable explanation to make up for the gap, in order to smoothly soothe the emotions, ordinary is good, is to give comfort and resonance." ”

I was speechless, her senior sister studied philosophy......

No one wants to live an ordinary life, no one wants to become crooked because of a few cents of vegetable money, no one wants to change themselves in order to live, but not everyone can realize their dreams and satisfy their desires, ordinary is good to comfort themselves to get by, and then become numb, become recognized, and forget the strongest pursuit.

Why are inspirational youth movies popular, because ordinary we, who are not satisfied, can only look for the climax of life there.

"All that I say, I have a desire that I can't satisfy?" I entered into her question, as if I was talking to her senior sister through Lin Qiaoqiao.

She ignored me and continued to say seriously: "There are many kinds of psychological defenses of people, and psychological dilemmas are usually difficult to solve, so in severe cases, they will turn into externalized actions to protect themselves, which is unconscious of themselves. ”

My eyes widened, and I suddenly felt very cold, Lin Qiaoqiao breathed a long sigh of relief after speaking, rubbed her face, and changed her energetic appearance again, and whispered: "I memorized it for a long time last night, and I was tired of this fairy." ”

"Who is your senior sister sacred?" I was also relieved, but her energetic appearance made me feel no pressure.

She continued to eat the cake and said, "So I'm not angry with you, senior sister said, maybe you have experienced something sad before." ”

"Everyone has experienced sad things, and I'm not the only one. ”

She thought for a while, then suddenly stomped her feet in a hurry, and said angrily, "Oh no, I forgot what to say next." ”

Yes?

The serious atmosphere was destroyed in an instant, her anxious appearance made me want to laugh in my heart, Lin Qiaoqiao can always give me the feeling of childhood, carefree, I comforted her: "Your hair is very beautiful today." ”

She blushed and pursed her mouth: "It's not for you." ”

It's the dumbest lie I've ever heard.

"Well, I'm really going to write today, you should go out on the weekend, don't waste time with me. ”

"Liar, I don't believe you can write, you must be waiting for other girls. ”

"Yes, I'm just waiting for other girls to continue to deceive new girls. ”

"I'll find the goddess to lower your head now!"

She ran out with her schoolbag on her back in a huff, and the store manager Chu followed out with a panicked face, I apologized and ran away from his guests, who knew that the store manager Chu said: "She hasn't given the money yet!"

One afternoon, I hid in a corner and wrote two stories about co-eds in college, which were not yellow, but seemed to sell well.

I was about to leave in the evening, the door of the store opened, and the senior sister came in so generously, and she wore a long skirt that covered her ankles.

"Why are you here?" I asked her.

She was very natural, "My uncle said that he is an old friend with Store Manager Chu, and he is not there, so I can come and sit and have a show when I have time." ”

I suddenly felt that there was one more frequent visitor here, and that a glass of time was so magical?

Since the senior sister is here, as my boss, I have to rely on her for dinner, she shook her head: "Thank you Store Manager Chu for your help today, but I can't take care of you." ”

"I'm very familiar with Store Manager Chu, it's okay to have one more me. ”

As a result, the store manager Chu came over, "Brother, I don't have my share in the matter of eating, it's the business of the two of them." ”

"Who else are they?" I asked, and the senior sister said, "Someone who helped me." ”

As he spoke, the door of the coffee shop was pushed open, and he was greeted by a fiery red.