Chapter 202 - Yang Mo's feelings
Yang Mo's appearance at this time was worse than that of his grandfather when he was sick.
The walking dead and half-dead cannot fully describe Yang Mo's decadence at this time.
He was already in a rebellious phase, with long hair that grew beyond his eyebrows.
Usually he takes care of it carefully, and he is still quite good-looking.
At this time, it should have been several days without washing your hair, and it was covered on your head like a chicken nest.
The eyes were sometimes confused and sometimes painful, and the eyes were completely not as agile as before, but stupid and stunned.
He weakly brought the phone from his ear to his face, and his brother had already hung up.
He wanted to put down the phone, but his finger clicked uncontrollably on the icon of QQ, and the phone reacted for a while before entering QQ.
He deliberately quit QQ because he had an expectation in his heart that he didn't believe in, expecting that person to add him back.
His heart ached, and she still didn't come back. In the QQ list, which has always been 1/1, has become 0/0, but he will never forget that string of numbers.
His hand clicked to add friends, and he quickly typed in the jumble of numbers that were incredibly unique to him.
The internet speed is fast, and the search results are displayed in less than a second.
The search results show that the other person's gender is female.
QQ's nickname is no longer a nickname for a couple with him: invade his city and do his heart.
Instead, it became: Don't come unharmed.
QQ's signature not only has no connection with him, but also writes about others: Fortunately, I didn't miss it, let's come unharmed.
Yang Mo took a deep breath, wanting to stop breathing, because breathing would hurt in the heart.
He felt like he was dying, he was suffocating, he couldn't hold it anymore.
He exhaled fiercely~~~ His heart hurts, why does his breathing heart hurt so much?!The pain was so painful that he didn't dare to breathe easily, and the pain was so painful that his entire internal organs seemed to be twisted and tied together, and he was pulled violently.
He suddenly felt that the mobile phone in his hand was so heavy that he couldn't hold it anymore.
The phone fell and slammed into his face, he didn't feel any pain, he just felt heartache, heartache, heartache.
He used all his strength to finally turn his body over.
He buried his head deep in the pillow and covered his chest tightly with his hands: "Why!!!! why is this happening!!! what did I do wrong!! woo woo woo ......"
Yang Mo's head was full of incomprehensible and chaotic thoughts, and he kept talking to himself:
"Even though I always say, 'I did my best, and there will be no regrets about parting. But the way of separation really made me feel extremely powerless and extremely regretful. I'll never be able to figure it out. ”
"Actually, I already knew you didn't like me that much. Except when you first met me, your eyes were smiling, and the rest of the time, you had something else in your eyes. I could tell that none of that was about me. ”
"I usually talk and chat, and you suddenly disappear, I am very unhappy, very unhappy. I've told you several times that you've said you'd change, but in the end it's the same. I was sad, but I chose to change myself. ”
"With you, I believe everything you say. But I'm not stupid, I'm just willing to believe in you and be willing to numb myself. ”
"Wenrui Town in December is not as warm as I remember. The agreed meeting, but you seem to have disappeared and suddenly disappeared. ”
"I endured the cold wind alone at the small east gate, and kept calling you, all of which were call transfers. I sent you a QQ message, but I didn't reply. ”
"I'm angry, really angry. But an hour later, seeing you slowly appear on the street corner, I felt like it was worth the wait. ”
"I asked you: 'Why didn't you reply to my QQ messages just now?', and you said: 'The phone is out of power and turned off.' 'I believe in you. ”
"But in fact, what I see is that your QQ is online, and the device you log in to is your mobile phone. But I still believe in you, I really believe in you, your phone is out of battery and turned off. ”
Those days, I was bad. I was sick, I only slept three hours a day, and I had to help with things, and I was tired.
"That night, I was chatting with you, and then you said that you had something to do and talk later, I understand. ”
"My grandfather had an accident in those days, I stayed by my grandfather's side all night, I was so tired, I felt like I was about to fall asleep. I'll be comfortable sleeping like that, though. But I don't want to miss your news, I'm afraid you won't find me. So I turned up my phone's ringtone to the maximum just in case. ”
"I can't help falling asleep at some point, I'm already dreaming. Suddenly, there seemed to be a voice in my ears that QQ was particularly concerned about, and I immediately woke up from my dream and quickly picked up my phone. ”
"I'm a person who is angry to get up, but when I saw the expression you sent, I didn't have the slightest resentment in my heart, but I was all happy. I'm weird, but I like it because I like you. ”
"We talked for a while, and I felt my head was heavy and I was a little tired of typing, so I said, 'I miss you, can you open the video?'"
"This is what you yourself said to me not long ago, you have some problems with your mobile phone, you can't answer the phone, and you will answer the video in the future. ”
"But you say, 'I don't want it. ’”
"I felt very tired, and I suddenly felt that my mind was full of ideas. I love you, I understand you, but please can you understand me too?!I also need to be loved, I need to be cared for, especially when I am uncomfortable. ”
"I said, 'Please, can we communicate like a normal couple, like a normal couple. ’”
"You say, 'I don't.'" ’”
"I feel like my heart is clogged, I don't know what to say to make you understand me a little bit, I feel like my head is starting to be confused, I don't dare to talk to you anymore, I'm afraid I'll say something that hurts your heart. The thoughts that pop up in my head are all the changes I've made for you. ”
"I'm bad, but I'm more afraid of you. ”
"I stopped talking and said I couldn't talk anymore, I wasn't fully awake yet, and I was afraid that I would say something that would hurt you, so I would go to sleep first. ”
"You just ignore me and don't reply to my messages. That night I waited for your news until the early hours of the morning. But you, just ignore me like that. If you understand me a little, you will know that I am waiting for you. ”
"I went to bed very late, and I had to go to see my grandfather when I got up early in the morning. I was in a bad state those days, and I was under a lot of pressure. ”
"The day is spent in tension and discomfort, and I also take out my mobile phone from time to time to log in to QQ, hoping that you have not sent me a message. But, not a day!"
"At night, I've been putting up with not messaging you, you're great, and don't message me. ”
"I want to give you freedom, so I know your QQ password, but I haven't logged in to your QQ. Just log in to your QQ space from time to time, because your photo albums are set to private. I want to see your previous photos and get to know you better and get closer to you from those photos. ”
"I saw that there was a person who entered your space several times that day, and he didn't have a note, I don't know who it was. ”
"At about eleven o'clock in the evening, I accidentally ordered a special concern. Your original empty special concern appeared a person, and that person was not me, it was him. ”