Chapter 203 - Weak Yang Mo

"Originally, there was no note about him, but at this time the note was the eldest brother. ”

"I felt like my heart had been pierced by ten thousand arrows, and I just felt weak and my head was in chaos. I'm sure I must have been furious at the moment. ”

"But it's more powerlessness, yes, powerlessness. ”

"I dialed your phone immediately, you answered the phone, what you said in a daze, I can't hear clearly. I said: Hang up, I'll send you a message. ”

"I sent you a message without directly questioning you, for fear that I would have misunderstood, because I still want to believe you, or hold on to the last hope, the last straw, I ask you what you are doing. ”

"You said you were asleep, and I woke you up. My heart is bitter again, because of you, I have had a bad day, but you sleep so peacefully and sweetly. ”

"I said, 'I'm asking you something. ’”

"All of a sudden, you said, 'I don't want to talk to you. ’”

"There was a sudden rush in my heart, bitterness, sadness, discomfort, and powerlessness all together, and I didn't know how to describe it in order to fully describe that feeling. Because that feeling is the first time I've encountered it in my life. ”

"My fingers trembled: 'Don't think about it again?'"

"You say, 'Yes.' ’”

"I was desperate. General weakness. But I still won't give up. ”

"Me: 'Are you sure?'"

"You: 'Hmm. ’”

"Okay, I got it. I tried my best to be good to you, and the slightest affection in exchange for it has disappeared in your heart. But I'm still reluctant to let you go, I'm afraid you're not doing well. Life is in a hurry, I just don't dare, I don't want to lose news with you. ”

"Me: 'Can you tell me who the person you care about in particular is?'"

"You seem to be panicked and the first thing you ask is: 'What did you say to him?'"

"It's as if you're scared that I've said something bad to him about you, rather than worried that I'll be misunderstood. Maybe it's because you've already made up your mind that you don't want to talk to me for a long time. ”

"But I'm stupid, and I'm still willing to believe you. ”

"You say, 'He's my eldest brother.'" ’”

"I breathe a sigh of relief in my heart, he is definitely really your big brother. You have a relatively cold temperament, maybe you just didn't bother to make a note to him before, but after chatting for a while today, you just remembered to make a note to him. ”

"But I've already added his QQ, and I asked him casually: 'Do you know anyone from a certain place (your hometown)?'"

"He said, 'No. ’”

"It's so powerless, I've never been so powerless. But I'm still reluctant to let go, I'm still pleading. ”

"I: 'Can you not break up?' I still have so many fun things that I haven't taken you to experience, so many delicious things that I haven't taken you to eat, and so many beautiful places that I haven't taken you to see. ’”

"Your answer was resolute: 'I made it clear. ’”

"I gave up completely, and once again I relented: 'Let's talk a little longer, maybe we won't have a chance to talk again.'" ’”

"If I had known that I would be so humble, I would definitely punch and kick myself!

"You: 'Hmm. ’”

"I've only told you a few things, but you're starting to think I'm verbose and I'm reasoning with you. ”

"I instantly felt like I got to this point, the more I did, the more wrong I was. ”

"I'm actually afraid that you will be hurt in the future, that you will be unhappy, and that you will not be able to figure it out when you encounter something. ”

"But now that I think about it, I should have disturbed you talking to him at that point, I'm such an impersonal idiot. ”

"Me: 'Since you don't want to listen to me, then I won't say it. Is there anything else you want to tell me? If not, so be it. ’”

"You: 'Explain to me again: the flowers bloom on the Mo, and you can return slowly. ’”

"I gave you the answer at random, because I suddenly felt that I seemed to understand you a little better, and it also made me open my hand a little more. ”

"You're: 'Okay, you're relieved. ’”

"I looked at the phone screen and smiled, what else could I say?!What else could I expect from someone who could forget my birthday over and over again?!"

"Delete friends, change QQ passwords, delete everything about you. After a set of processes, there has never been a time or a woman who has made me do so without hesitation or the slightest nostalgia. ”

"Oh, I almost forgot, there is also a mobile phone in Taobao that is going to buy you. This is a New Year's gift for you, also deleted. ”

"I don't have any money, but I do, I'm willing to do many, many things for you, as long as you're happy. ”

"It's over, and looking back on this journey, it feels like a dream. ”

"When I didn't meet you, I met someone who made my heart flutter. But for your sake, I've become one of the people I hate the most. ”

"Because you're only in your third year of junior high school, I'm afraid you'll affect your grades because of emotional matters, and I don't want to be a bad person. ”

"As long as it's about your studies, I support you unconditionally. I also told you that no matter whether we will be together in the future or not, you must strive to become the best you can be. Because only if you are good is you really good. ”

"Whatever I do, I always think of your emotions first, and I am afraid that you will affect your learning because of these emotions. ”

"In the end, you became a better you, and I didn't stay with you. ”

"For you, there is no resentment, just powerlessness and incomprehension. If you really like me, I wouldn't be so powerless in this relationship. ”

"I hope you don't forget what you think in your heart and try to become better. ”

"In your life, I was a good person, but I didn't get a good reward. ”

"But who can tell me why it is so uncomfortable to figure it out and give up?!"

Yang Mo repeated what he had just done with that girl in the past few days.

That's what he thought at that moment, and he did it all the way.

But people are cheap, and after separation, it is always easy to forget those bad ones, those good memories, but they always remember them.

Yang Mo was cheap, and after only two days of separation, his spirit had been tortured to the point of collapse by those good memories, and tortured to the point that life was worse than death.

If it weren't for his childhood experience, which made his mind a little stronger than the average peer, he might have committed suicide!

In the past, others always said that breathing would hurt, and at that time he always laughed at others for being too exaggerated.

Only then did he realize that others were not exaggerating, but had not been able to describe the pain even more painfully.

He cried out in tears, he didn't know why this happened to him!!