040. When the shoes are old, they will naturally get tired of them

I didn't pay attention to how the last night ended, and I was immersed in my own world.

My mother and Lin Haixin didn't sleep all night, and in the middle of the night, my mother dragged me to the hospital in a nervous way, and Lin Haixin stopped her and asked her where she was taking me.

My mother said with red eyes, "I'm not worried, how can they understand those things when they are so old, what if they get pregnant?"

A trace of embarrassment flashed on Lin Haixin's face, and he said, "It's so late this day, don't be in such a hurry, it's the same tomorrow morning." ”

My mother cried and said, "I'm just this one daughter, and I'm still your daughter, you said that if we have a child, what will you do with our relationship?"

Lin Haixin was also worried, and after a long time, he sighed and said, "This matter is Rong Shen's fault, I didn't expect it......"

My mother was empathetic in this nature and said: "Let's no matter whose fault it is in this matter, if Lailai is not willing, Rong Shen can't force her, it's just a willingness to fight and a willingness to suffer, the most important thing for us to think about is how to solve this matter." ”

Lin Haixin said, "Do you have to be tonight?"

My mom said, "I couldn't rest assured all night if I didn't go to the hospital for a check-up." ”

Lin Haixin couldn't resist my mother's insistence, so he could only let go and say, "Okay, I'll drive." ”

At three o'clock in the middle of the night, my mother dragged me to the hospital, and during the examination I was silent and in a trance, until the results came out and the doctor confirmed that I had no signs of pregnancy, and I suddenly moved twice.

My mother clutched her chest and breathed a long sigh of relief, as if the big stone in her heart had finally landed.

Tossed until dawn, everyone almost calmed down in this huge thunder, and the three of them went to the morning tea shop for breakfast, my mother and Lin Haixin had no appetite, and they were silent opposite each other.

My mother also knew that I was very stimulated yesterday, and she still felt a little pity for me after the anger, she put the egg in my bowl and said: "From today on, this matter should have been nothing happened, Lailai, you as a girl have suffered in this regard, you are only eighteen and so immature, this kind of thing is not what you should do at all, fortunately, there is no big problem, from now on I hope that you and Rong Shen can keep their distance, after all, you are brother and sister, if there is gossip out, what should you do with me and your Uncle Lin?" ”

I said, "You can get a divorce." ”

My mom slapped the table and roared, "What did you say?"

Lin Haixin immediately came to persuade my mother again, asking her not to care about my words, after all, I am still young.

At that time, I always thought that my mother was eccentric about Lin Haixin, and she was always thinking about what should happen to their relationship, so did she think about what the relationship between me and Lin Rongshen should be?

Why is it that if she and Lin Haixin are together, Lin Rongshen and I will never be able to? Her happiness is happiness, isn't my happiness happiness?

At the age of rebellion, even thinking about problems is extreme.

This breakfast was destined to be unpleasant, and in order to prevent me from going to Lin Rongshen during this time, my mother actually took me to the countryside without authorization to go to school for me when I was about to take the college entrance examination.

She said that my grandmother had been saying my name when she died, and that it was time for me to go there to accompany her.

I don't have much memory of my grandmother, probably because I was taken away by my mother when I was born, so when I heard about her death, I didn't have much sadness but was a little melancholy.

My mother took me to the countryside and I was powerless to resist, I was used to living in the city, and our mother and daughter were a little helpless in the face of life in the countryside, although my mother had a bad reputation before, but since she married Lin Haixin, the previous shame can be regarded as being washed away.

The neighbors here are very welcoming, and every day people I don't know come to my house, watching me and my mom, and asking me a lot of questions that I don't want to answer.

My mother married Lin Haixin and was used to living a noble life, and her days in the countryside were so boring that she let a few people pass by, but in order to cut off my love for Lin Rongshen, she decided to live for two months in such a boring day.

But I didn't give her a chance, I lived in the countryside for half a month, and on the day my mother went to the market, I took an old uncle's tractor into the town, and then took a long-distance bus from the town back to O City.

My mom didn't expect me to run away so blatantly, and even know the way myself.

She probably thinks that at the age of eighteen, she doesn't have the skills to go out alone, after all, I've never been out alone.

But now I am so anxious to see Lin Rongshen, I have a lot of questions I want to ask him, asking why he deliberately said those ugly words to hurt me and humiliate me.

Could it be that the sweetness of the past was all fake?

I must have him tell me these words.

When I arrived in O City, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and I rushed directly to Lin Rongshen's residence, but after getting there, no one else was at home, I knocked on the door for a long time, and felt tired all over my body, so I squatted there with a disgraced face.

I figured no matter where he went, I had to wait for him, I had to.

I squatted at his door until one o'clock in the morning, Lin Rongshen finally walked out of the elevator, and after he saw me squatting at her door, he stopped all his movements.

He looked at me in a static state, and his face was neither happy nor angry, and he looked very calm.

I came here so hard to see him, and finally waited for him, how happy I was, even his harsh words were forgotten by my excitement and excitement, I rushed up and hugged him, my face was close to his neck, and said in an excited tone: "Do you know how much I miss you in the past half a month? Rong Shen, I finally found you." ”

Compared with my excitement, Lin Rongshen was much colder, he didn't hug me back, nor did he push me away, just let me hang on him and say, "Why are you here." ”

I excitedly said, "I miss you so much, so I secretly ran back from the countryside alone." ”

Lin Rongshen let out a cold tone.

Then he pushed me away from him, took out the key and went to open the door.

I didn't notice his indifference to me at all, I just thought to myself that it was good, really good to be able to meet him.

When he opened the door, I followed him inside, and everything inside was still familiar.

Lin Rongshen asked me if I had dinner.

When he asked, I immediately shook my head, full of grievances, and said, "In order to come to you, I didn't eat lunch or dinner, so hungry." ”

Lin Rong didn't speak anymore and went into the kitchen, and when he came out again, he had an extra noodle in his hand, he put it in front of me and said, "Eat it while it's hot." ”

I smiled and nodded vigorously, he didn't change at all, he still cared about me as before, was good to me, and the reason why he was like that that day was because he didn't like my mother.

I comforted myself with this, because I was so hungry, I drank the bowl of clear soup and noodles without a drop of soup.

After eating, I burped and looked at Lin Rongshen, he also kept looking at me, and when he saw that I finished eating, he poured me a glass of water, I immediately held it in the palm of my hand, just took a sip, Lin Rongshen said, "I'll send you home later." ”

I drank water and asked, "Why?"

Instead of answering me, he said, "Don't come to me in the future." ”

I panicked a little and continued to ask, "Why?"

Lin Rongshen, who was sitting opposite me, looked at me with a very indifferent attitude, and he sneered and said, "I hate you." ”

The disgust in his eyes was so clear, I held the water glass tightly, and said with a reluctant smile: "Rong Shen, is something happening? Or is there some misunderstanding between you and my mother? You can tell me, we can find a way to solve it together, Rong Shen, don't say such things, okay?"

The impatience on Lin Rongshen's brow became more and more obvious, and he said: "Charlais, you are not a child anymore, I don't like it very much when someone stalks me, so you will make me feel very annoyed." ”

I asked aloud, "Haven't we only been together for a long time, and why didn't you feel annoyed before?"

Lin Rongshen said: "It seems that you still don't understand men, and the shoes you wear are old, so you naturally get tired of them." ”