When I woke up in the morning, I saw the man next to me, and I saw the clothes on the floor under the bed, and I wanted to ask, what's going on?

What am I doing? Who is the man next to me, what's going on with this dress? How can this be?

My head was full of question marks in capital letters.

Just when I was in a state of confusion, the man lying next to me sat up lazily beside me, then hugged me from behind, rested his head on his shoulder, and said to me in a deep nasal voice, "Did you sleep well last night?" ”

I was naked, and so was the man behind me, he was holding me like this, the two of us were skin to skin, and I felt the temperature of my back as if it was like red-hot iron, and I kept pressing down on my back at once, and the feeling of burning fire made people unable to think normally, and my head was completely blank.

But the man next to me was not flustered at all, and rubbed my shoulder with his lips, and the hand around my waist became tighter and tighter, and he continued to ask me in his sexy voice: "Why don't you speak, haven't you woken up yet?"

I finally couldn't restrain myself, I was so frightened that I pushed hard behind me, then rolled down the quilt and rolled off the bed, sat on the cold ground and looked at him with a broken and frightened face, and asked, "What's going on, what the hell is going on! Why are you in my bed? Why don't we wear any clothes? What happened yesterday?"

Compared with my panic, the man on the bed was simply calm and relaxed, he leaned lazily on the head of the bed, looked at me with an innocent face, and said, "I don't know, I just know that you were a little scary when you were drunk last night." ”

I said, "What are you talking about? Are you saying that I was to you last night...... To you?"

Although I had not finished speaking, he seemed to understand what I meant, and he recalled it for a while, and after a long time said to me, "It seems that this is true." ”

One of the things I had with my drinking, that is, what happened the next day after I got drunk, I didn't know at all, and now my mind was blank, and panic and fear came to me at the same time.

I grabbed my hair and asked a little anxiously, "Then why don't you resist?"

Lin Rongshen on the bed looked at the floor with a frantic look on the floor as a matter of course, and said, "I'm a man, how can I resist?"

I excitedly said, "Men can resist too! ”

I stood up from the ground wrapped in the quilt, glanced at Lin Rongshen on the bed, and then at myself under the bed, I was so anxious, I saw that Lin Rongshen lying on the bed did not move at all, and asked him loudly: "What should we do now? Can you be serious?"

Lin Rongshen finally got out of bed, he bent down to pick up a shirt from the ground, put it on slowly, and said to me, "What else can I do? If you want me to be responsible, I can barely ...... it."

Before he could finish his sentence, I said directly: "I refuse." ”

I said, "I don't have that option at all, and I'm not going to hold you accountable." ”

Lin Rongshen asked, "What if I make you responsible?"

I said, "What did you say?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Otherwise, I will only go to the court to sue you for rape." ”

I widened my eyes and said, "What did you say?"

He ignored me, picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on, and then walked out of the bedroom, I wrapped myself in the quilt and followed behind Lin Rongshen and said loudly: "It's me who suffers, okay? And in that case, my consciousness is completely unclear, who knows if you raped me or I raped you? Don't you beat you up?"

Lin Rongshen didn't pay attention to me who was anxious like an ant on a hot pot behind him, he calmly walked to the kitchen and poured himself a glass of water with a cup, then leaned on the glass table and glanced at me lightly: "If you have to mess around like this, then there is nothing I can do." ”

I don't think it's time to talk to Lin Rongshen about this matter at all, the attitudes of the two of us are too mismatched, and no matter how much I talk to him, it's futile to go, I can only wrap myself in the quilt and sit down on the sofa angrily, close my eyes and keep trying to remember what happened yesterday.

But I thought about it for a long time, I only remember that I ate in the restaurant, but I drank too much wine, and when I was halfway drunk, Lin Rongshen's cousin Jian Ting happened to call me, what we said at that time, I don't remember, I only remember that Jian Ting came to the hotel to look for me, the two of us seem to have been talking for a long time, but what happened after talking for a long time?

When I think about this, the fragments in my head suddenly seem to be stuck, and no matter how hard I try to recall it, it is in vain.

And at this moment, the doorbell rang suddenly, so startled that I immediately jumped up from the sofa, Lin Rongshen, who was in the kitchen, heard the movement in the living room, stretched out his face to look at me, and looked at the doorbell that was ringing, I made a gesture to him, signaling him not to speak.

Lin Rongshen didn't seem to bother to pay attention to me, and after putting down the water glass in his hand, he went to the bathroom by himself, leaving me standing there alone and feeling a little helpless in the face of the sudden doorbell.

After Lin Rongshen came out of the bathroom, the doorbell had stopped ringing, he saw that I was not in the living room, turned around and walked towards the bedroom, saw that I was sitting on the bed with a pale face, he also expected how big a blow this incident would be to me, so he slowly walked to the edge of the bed and sat next to me, he stroked my face with his hand and asked, "What's wrong?"

I closed my lips tightly and didn't speak, Lin Rong sighed deeply, hugged me in his arms, his voice was gentle and soft, he said, "Don't be afraid, since the matter has happened, then let's face it together, okay?"

I leaned on his chest, and I didn't know how to respond to his words, I only knew that this night had disrupted the relationship between me and Lin Rongshen again, and now, how should I explain to my mother, and what will our relationship become in the future, what about Millie, what about Millie, how can I explain to her, she is such a kind girl.

Lin Rongshen lowered his eyes and asked me, "What do you want to eat?"

I said, "What about Millie." ”

I finally asked the first sentence normally.

Lin Rong kissed my forehead deeply, and he said, "This is my matter, and I will settle it." ”

I said, "I feel like you don't love me at all." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "What is love?"

I said, "If you love me, you won't dislike me for being old, you love me, you won't sit back and watch me when I'm humiliated, if you love me, why don't you ever smile at me like you did to Millie?

Lin Rongshen couldn't cry or laugh when he faced my words, he said, "Do I dislike you for being old?"

I said, "Yes, when you just came back from abroad. ”

Lin Rongshen said that he recalled it seriously and said, "Well, it seems that there really is." ”

I said, "Look, you like young people who are prettier than me, but why do you do this to me?"

Lin Rongshen said: "So, why do I want to do this to you?"

He asked me in a daze, and I couldn't answer.

Lin Rongshen whispered: "Lailai, you don't seem to understand my feelings for you, do you?"

I said, "You've never admitted anything, you've always vetoed me, and I can't tell what feelings you have for me." ”

Lin Rongshen hugged me deeply, and after a long time, he sighed in my ear and said: "Fool, you will understand in the future, what kind of feelings I have for you, this kind of feelings are very complicated, it cannot be described in words, no one will know how ...... I am I want to tie you to myself. ”

Tied to one's side, that's possessiveness, men don't know what possessiveness is and what likes for a long time, they always confuse these two things, and in the end they can't even tell themselves.

I have gradually calmed down from the chaos at the beginning, and when Lin Rongshen was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, I sat alone at the dining table and thought, I shouldn't have done any protective measures last night, should I take birth control pills?

But if I think about it carefully, I am not what I used to be now, and I don't have to be afraid of getting pregnant anymore, so I naturally don't have to take birth control pills.

After Lin Rongshen took the breakfast out of the kitchen, he arrived at the table and poured me a glass of milk and said, "Drink it while it's hot." ”

I glanced at him, and didn't speak, but drank it honestly in my hand, and the two of them ate quietly without speaking.

After eating, Lin Rongshen received a phone call, which seemed to be from someone from his family, and after he answered, his expression changed slightly, but soon, this change disappeared lightly between his eyebrows.

He grabbed his coat from the hanger and put it on, then said to me on the couch staring at the TV, "Lyle, I need to go out." ”

I sat on the couch and didn't nod my head or respond to him.

He came to me, lifted my chin, leaned down and kissed me on the lips, and for about a minute, he let go of me and whispered in my ear, "How about sending me downstairs." ”

Seeing that I still didn't answer, he stroked my face and asked me again, "Huh?"

I finally nodded.

With a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, he pecked my lips again, picked me up from the sofa, and I was held in his arms with one hand, I was next to his chest and followed him out of the door, he kept hugging me tightly in the elevator, and at the moment the elevator door closed, he still pressed me in the corner of the elevator and kissed me.