071. Dependency

Just as I was drinking, someone suddenly snatched my cup directly from my hand, and when I raised my eyes to look, the person sitting opposite me was a person I felt strange but very familiar, I couldn't remember where I had seen him, looked at his face and was stunned for a long time, pointed to his face, and asked with a big tongue: "Lin ...... Rong Shen?"

The person sitting across from me shook his head, and he said, "I'm not." ”

I laughed again and said, "You look like you." ”

I wanted to continue drinking, so I shook my hand again to get the wine glass on the table, but who knows, the wine glass was snatched from my hand again, and I got angry, and looked at the person sitting across from me with wide eyes and said, "What the hell do you want to do? Do you want to drink? Isn't there here? Why are you here to rob me? And I don't even know you. ”

At this time, I was already seven or eight points drunk, and I couldn't recognize who was who, let alone Jian Ting, who had only known me for a few days on the other side.

When Jian Ting saw that I was drunk like this, he looked at me helplessly, sighed and said, "Why bother, am I not good?"

I drank greedily from the glass, swallowed heavily, and listened to his words, and did not forget to contradict him, I said, "What is good? Do you think I will believe that you really like me?"

I sneered and said: "I have self-knowledge in my heart, I don't have the conditions and capital to make people like it at a glance, otherwise why would Lin Rongshen hate me so much? Can't look down on me? I am not as beautiful as Millie, not as young as her, not as gentle as her, and she is also kind-hearted, this kind of girl compared to me, I am simply an old and ugly cauliflower." ”

When Jian Ting heard my adjective, he suddenly burst out laughing, and he looked at the drunken me and asked, "Cauliflower?"

I got a little angry and said, "What are you laughing at? Cauliflower is funny? What? I don't even deserve cauliflower?"

Jian Ting immediately denied it and said: "No, no, where are you like a cauliflower now, you are now a peony with charm." ”

I cried out at once, these four words are a cruel knife in my heart, it turns out that I have reached the age when the charm still exists, I suddenly felt that the sip of wine in my throat could not be swallowed anymore, so I lay on the table and cried out regardless of the image, Jian Ting originally wanted to comfort me, but I didn't expect his words to do not play a role in comforting me, and even made me collapse and cry, he felt a little terrifying, and a little helpless, and I don't know which sentence he just said was wrong, in order to stop my tears, he patted my back with his hand to comfort me。

But it didn't work, I cried even more sadly, and while crying, I complained loudly: "You men are so superficial, and you always like young, pretty, and clean little girls." I patted my chest and said to Jian Ting with tears on my face: "But I've also been young, but now how can I compare with her, this can't be compared at all, I'm so old, I'm still a divorced woman, who will take a fancy to me, they all dislike me for not being able to have children, and it's still a second marriage." ”

I covered my face and couldn't accept myself like this, and whispered in the palm of my hand, "Why is this happening, why is it ......?"

Jian Ting looked at my appearance, he sighed and asked me, "Why do you want to compare with others?"

He said, " Youth is indeed capital, but there are too many people in this world who are young every day, and too many people are aging day by day, just like you said, you were also young, and Millie will be old one day, and she will be compared to those young girls, Lailai, this is simply not comparable, because a person cannot be young forever, but in people's lives, youth is the most beautiful part, but it does not mean that the rest of the age is worthless, it depends on how you look at yourself, and you are only twenty-five or sixteen, just entering maturity, where is the old you sayMillie is only two or three years younger than you. ”

I said excitedly: "You don't understand at all! Lin Rongshen dislikes me for being old!"

Jian Ting was startled by my volume, and asked me in disbelief after a long time: "Ah...... Is there one?"

I said, "Yes, from the first time we met, he hated me for being old, and said that Milley was so young and young, why should he dislike me for being old? Why should he say that he dislikes me when he is old!

Jian Ting laughed out loud again, and was very unkind and couldn't help laughing: "My cousin is indeed a scumbag, he likes young and beautiful little girls, look at me, how good I am, I only like you, I don't like others." ”

I took a sip of wine and pointed my finger at him and scolded, "You liar, you're a liar." ”

The wine has come to this, and when it comes to this, I suddenly don't want to stay any longer, I'm going home, only going home is the safest, only when I go home, no one will be younger than me, prettier than me, scolding me for being old, I need to hide, this world is too cruel to women, I can't accept it.

I finally staggered to my feet, my hands just supported the table, only to find that the world in front of me was spinning, my body was a little weak to fall back, fortunately Jian Ting stood behind me, hugged me, he said to me in a puddle of mud: "Okay, I'm still in the stage of pursuing you, so I'll send you home." ”

My mind was still clear, but my body didn't have much strength at all, so I could only struggle a little in his arms and say, "I don't want it, I don't want it." ”

But this whispered protest was directly ignored by Jian Ting, and after he called the proprietress to settle the account, he took me out of the hotel with half a hug and half a support, and opened the car door to carry me into the car.

Because Jian Ting still had to drive, he naturally couldn't control me the whole time, so he could only put me in the back seat and lean against me, and then tie my body with a seat belt to confirm that I couldn't struggle and move, and then he sat in front and went to drive.

But it turned out that I didn't have much strength to struggle anymore, and I honestly lay in the back and slept like a pig, and Jian Ting, who had been sitting in front of the car, looked at me with a somewhat uneasy side face, and saw that I was lying there quietly, and he was relieved.

When the car was parked downstairs in my community, Jian Ting parked the car, and pulled me from the back seat, just picked me out of the car and was about to go upstairs, when he suddenly found that there seemed to be a car parked in front of him, and there was a person on the body, the figure of the person made him feel very familiar, he held me who had long been unconscious and looked ahead for a long time, his back stiffened, and he shouted: "Cousin." ”

When the man heard his voice, he slowly walked out of the darkness and stood in the light of the street lamp, his expression uncertain.

Jian Ting laughed a few times, and said to Lin Rongshen, who was one meter away: "Cousin, why are you here, what a coincidence, I would have called you to pick up Lailai if I knew it, you don't know how much she talks when she is drunk, I sat in the hotel and listened to her nagging you for a whole hour, an hour." ”

Lin Rongshen stood under the street lamp and didn't move, looking at him with a kind of Jian Ting's inexplicably creepy eyes, and his voice was cold to the bone marrow and asked, "What did she say about me?" ”

Jian Ting didn't dare to make anything more at this time, his cousin was usually very gentle and easy-going, but once he got angry, he felt cold, although he hadn't seen Lin Rongshen angry, but he didn't dare to challenge Lin Rongshen's bottom line.

He could only smile and say: "What she said was your good words, he said that you are very good to her, she likes you very much, and misses you very much, cousin, I think Lailai is really a good woman, I like you so much, even I have to be moved." ”

Jian Ting didn't realize how fake his words were, people like Lin Rongshen, who still had my words in his stomach, knew what I was going to say, and saw through Jian Ting's nonsense at a glance.

But Lin Rongshen was not in a hurry, and continued to ask: "What else?" ”

This stumped Jian Ting, where did he have so much time to think of what I would say out of thin air for a while, so he smiled a little embarrassedly, and could only change the topic and said: "Cousin, it's cold outside, why don't you send Lailai upstairs to rest, I still have to go to the company to deal with things, and I'll hand Lailai over to you." ”

As he spoke, he walked towards Lin Rongshen with me in his arms, trying to hand me to Lin Rongshen, but Lin Rongshen didn't plan to reach out to pick me up, but looked at Jian Ting with a slightly cold look, Jian Ting could only try to ignore that look, Lin Rongshen couldn't hold me all the time if he didn't pick him up, and it was even more impossible to send me into the room in such a situation, so I could only come up with a way to think of a way, that is, to put the unconscious me on the cold ground, so he smiled awkwardly at Lin Rongshen and said: " Cousin, I'm here, I've got something to really do. ”

After he said this, Lin Rongshen was not allowed to agree, so he pulled his legs and ran towards the end of his car, and after sitting in the car, he did not forget to wave to Lin Rongshen from the window and said, "Cousin, please enjoy this beautiful night, goodbye!"

The car swiped in the dark and sped away.

Lin Rongshen was left to look at me who was lying on the ground sleeping like a dead pig, he stood beside me and watched me for about a minute, and then slowly squatted down, brushed away my hair covering my face with his hand, wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and hugged me from the cold ground.

I was carried into the complex and upstairs, and when I arrived at the door of my apartment, I found the key from my bag, opened the door and carried me in.

After Lin Rongshen put me on the sofa, he glanced around my simple room, he went to the kitchen and brought me a glass of warm water and walked out, but I who was put on the sofa by him was already awake at this time, and was sitting cross-legged, sitting on the ground with a decadent and blank face, and I didn't know where I was and what I was doing now.

Lin Rongshen stood at the kitchen door and looked at me for a while before he came over, he didn't speak after he arrived in front of me, just squatted down with me, he lifted my chin with his hand, handed the glass of water to my lips, and slowly fed me to drink.

I am also thirsty, and my head is still a mess at this time, so I will drink whatever he gives me, after a glass of water bottoms out, Lin Rongshen looked at me with a still demented expression, and after a long time, he suddenly leaned down and kissed my lips.

I didn't move, I didn't know what he was doing, I just felt warm on my lips, as if something had been sucking me.

I just opened my eyes like that, watching Lin Rongshen kiss me little by little with his eyes down from shallow to deep, and kissed me to the back, Lin Rongshen gently picked my teeth with the tip of his tongue, and then deepened the kiss.

I was kissed so deeply by him, the kiss was a little breathless, but I didn't know how to struggle, just stupidly as if I was going to suffocate myself, but Lin Rongshen finally let go of me, but he didn't leave my face, his hand was on the back of my head, the tip of his nose and the tip of my nose were against me, we were very close, I could hear his subtle gasp when I was close, he said, "Do you like him." ”

I don't know who he's asking, just shaking his head and nodding like a fool.

Lin Rongshen's warm snort sprayed on my face, he didn't speak for a long time, the two of us kept this posture for about two or three minutes, Lin Rongshen opened his eyes and looked at me, stroked my red and swollen lips with his hand, and said, "Lailai, do you want it?"

This time I still nodded and shook my head, Lin Rongshen chuckled and asked, "Do you want it or not?" ”

I shook my head vigorously, and pushed him with my hand, making a gesture of refusal, Lin Rongshen didn't pay attention, just held my hand and pushed his chest, he said, "But I miss you very much." ”

There was a little seduction in his tone, he took his hand from my lips, and his eyes seemed to be magical, a little heart-wrenching, I looked into his eyes in a daze, and he whispered to me, "Do you want to?"

I can't react, I like him kissing me, I really like it, I like to be held in his arms, he is really seductive at this moment, but can we do it?

Lin Rongshen saw that I didn't answer, and saw that I was still stupid and stupid and looked at him blankly, the smile in his eyes grew stronger, and he raised his hand and rubbed my head and said, "Stupid and stupid, it seems to be quite cute." ”

After he said this, he didn't wait for me to answer, he held my chin and lips and kissed me again, this time his kiss was not as soft as before, now he was burning me like a fire, although I didn't know how to respond to him, but under his fiery kiss, his body was much more honest than his brain, and the reaction was very intense.

In such a situation, it is almost impossible not to happen, I don't know how I got over that night, I just feel that it feels so good to be held in his arms, coaxed by him, kissed, and buried in his arms, so good that I can't even tell whether this is reality or a dream.

At the happiest time, I was buried in his arms and cried out inexplicably, and pushed him with my hand, Lin Rongshen just controlled all the movements of my limbs, kissing me over and over again, creating a drunken pleasure for my body, so that I was powerless to resist anything.

I was so dependent on him.