Lin Jingshen said while untying his tie: "Xerox is a designer, her ability is very good, and I need her this time, so I notified her to come back." ”

"Really?" I chuckled.

Lin Jingshen frowned slightly, and he said, "What are you thinking about?" Tang Yan, I said, Xerox is just my cousin, that's all!"

"You rest first, I'll take a bath. ”

After saying that, he hung the coat he had taken off on the hanger, then turned around and walked towards the bathroom, and a second before he walked into the bathroom, I called out to him, and I said, "Jing Shen." ”

Lin Jingshen turned his head to look at me.

I looked at him motionlessly: "Did you go to France before leaving Yucheng?"

"Yes. He replied calmly.

For some reason, the more he was like this, the more unsound my heart became, my hands clenched tightly in the quilt, and I pretended to be calm and asked, "Did you go to France to see Xerox, why didn't you tell my mother to tell me?"

"Are you still afraid that I know?"

"It's just that before leaving, I went to discuss things with Xerox temporarily, but I didn't have this plan at first. ”

"What are you talking to her about?" "Shouldn't you talk to me, as a wife, about something?" Whether it's work or private matters, I'm confident that I'm a good person to talk to.

I think of him going on a business trip with Secretary Zhao before, and then he went to France alone, just like leaving Yucheng without saying goodbye this time, there was no news, and he didn't say a word when he came back, although I was sure that he also went to see Xerox, but I really want to know why Xerox was sneaky, is there any ulterior secret?

"Some trivial matters, none of your business, so don't ask again. Lin Jingshen said this sentence again, why is he always like this every time I ask about Xerox?

What are you trying to hide?

Or did you poke something in his heart?

I smiled bitterly, and my temper suddenly came up, and I said, "I know it has nothing to do with me, but it should have something to do with you, right? We are husband and wife, since we have a relationship with you, then I also have the right to know, right? Lin Jingshen, what are you hiding? Why do you react so much?"

"Can't you just say it to me?"

The expression on Lin Jingshen's face froze together, and with a displeased aura between his eyebrows, he said, "It's okay anymore, so don't ask anymore, I'm tired, take a bath and sleep." ”

With that, he turned around and walked into the bathroom, watching the bathroom door shut, although it was only a door, but I felt that we were so far away from each other.

I sat on the bed in a daze, the sound of running water from the bathroom kept echoing in my ears, I tried to calm the anger and stubbornness in my heart, I kept telling myself that Lin Jingshen said that Xerox was just his cousin.

Why should I think about it?

Thinking like this, I lay down on the bed again, but I couldn't sleep, and soon, Lin Jingshen came out of the bathroom, and followed, he lay down beside me, his hand habitually put on my waist, and hugged me into his arms.

Gradually, the sound of his steady breathing came and I knew that he was asleep.

But I didn't feel sleepy at all, I just opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling, my mind went blank.

.......

The next day, I woke up early, weak, didn't want to do anything, drank a glass of cold milk and went for a walk.

Walking on the country road, the air is particularly fresh, and the fragrance of flowers and plants on both sides of the road makes people feel relaxed and happy.

With my head bowed, my hands in the pockets of my clothes, I strolled forward.

Looking at the mountains as far as the eye can see, for a moment, I had an idea, if I could, I would rather live here with Lin Jingshen, without the interference of others, the intervention of outsiders, and trivial worries.

Ordinary and insipid to old age is not a kind of happiness.

It's a pity, just thinking about it.

I'm not willing to be like this, and so is Lin Jingshen.

When I was tired of walking, I sat on the rocks on the side of the road to rest, this is a tourist resort area, and it is morning, so there are very few people coming and going.

Xiao Yan. Suddenly, a male voice came from behind him, I don't need to look, I know who it is?

I looked sideways, and between Lu Feng running towards me in casual equipment, we put yesterday's incident behind us, looking at each other as if nothing happened, I smiled and waved at him: "Lu Feng, why are you so early?"

"Running. He walked up to me, stopped, looked at me and asked, "What about you, why are you so early?"

"The air here is fresh, wouldn't it be a waste if you didn't come out early and enjoy it, besides, if you were occupied by you alone, wouldn't you have earned it?" I stood up, looked at Lu Feng and said softly, After speaking, I continued to walk forward, and Lu Feng followed.

We walked side by side.

He burst out laughing.

I frowned and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"Laugh at you, still the same as before. Lu Feng retracted his gaze and looked ahead, I understood what he meant, I talked to him, it has always been like this, but since he left, I have never been like before.

It's not that I don't want to, I just can't do it.

I looked at him faintly and walked forward with him.

Today's weather is good, there is sun, after we finished walking, we returned to the villa at eight o'clock, everyone got up, Cen Xi was the first to see me and Lu Feng walk in together, she stood up and ran in front of me, took my hand and said softly: "Where have you been? ”

Listening to Cen Xi's words, I glanced at Lin Jingshen, only to see him sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper with a blank face, while Xerox sat next to him.

I didn't respond to Cen Xi's words, but walked over and picked up the paper towel on the coffee table and wiped my hands, Lu Feng turned around and went upstairs, it should be to change clothes.

Xerox looked at me and said, "Good morning!"

"Early. "I only responded with one word.

The atmosphere suddenly fell silent.

Suddenly, Lin Jingshen put down the newspaper, he looked at me questioningly, and asked, "Where did you go?"

"Walk. ”

"Is it a walk or a tryst?" he said in my repercussions.

I frowned and looked at Lin Jingshen expressionlessly: "I said, I'm just going for a walk." ”

After speaking, I stood up and wanted to leave, Lin Jingshen said in an ordered tone: "Stop, Tang Yan, do you know your identity again?"

"Lin Jingshen, I don't need you to remind me what my identity is, between us, only you are the one who doesn't know your identity. ”

"I won't be like you, even though I'm married, but I'll always look like an unmarried person. ”

After saying that, I didn't stay long, turned around and went upstairs.

As soon as I arrived at the staircase, I met Lu Feng, he stood on the stairs with a blue face, I was slightly stunned, and walked up directly, when I passed by Lu Feng, he reached out and held my hand, I struggled, and heard him say softly: "Tang Yan, I have already given up, but now, I think I still have a chance, so I don't plan to give up." ”

After Lu Feng's words were finished, he took the initiative to let go of me and went downstairs.

And I stood there firmly, Lu Feng's words, I didn't understand, I just thought he bothered?

He knew me, but once he had made a decision, how could he change it?

He's so stupid.

After lunch, we set off from the villa back to Chongqing, in the past, Secretary Zhao drove, Xiao Yang sat in the co-pilot, Lin Jingshen and I sat in the back seat, and today there is more Xerox.

Lin Jingshen sat in the middle, and Xerox and I sat next to him, and I suddenly felt that this scene was very ridiculous.

Along the way, I didn't say a word.

When I arrived in Yucheng, Secretary Zhao drove the car back to the villa directly, Xerox naturally lived in the villa, Xiao Yang and Secretary Zhao helped take the luggage into the house, I followed in absentmindedly, Zhou's mother and the housekeeper had already cleaned up the room where Xerox was staying, and Lin Jingshen took her up.

And I sat in the living room like a discarded baby.

Time passed by second by minute, and Lin Jingshen never came down.

I don't know if I'm angry with myself, or if I'm angry with Lin Jingshen, as if I'm saying to myself, as long as he doesn't come down, then I will definitely not go up today.

After a while, Lin Jingshen finally came down.

He stared at me and asked, "What are you doing again?"

I raised my eyes to meet his gaze: "Lin Jingshen, your words don't count, you are duplicitous, two-faced." ”

My voice was skeptical and angry, and I rarely do that.

It's like a faucet that has opened the floodgates, once it is opened, if you want to turn it off, you have to spray out the water that has overflowed, I glared at Lin Jingshen, and I said: "In your eyes, have you never been my wife? What you want is just a piece of wood that will not react no matter what you do? If so, then Lin Jingshen, you are really wrong, I am a human, I am not a wood, I also have feelings and feelings, I am fed up with such ......"

"You clearly said that no matter who comes to live in the house in the future, they will discuss with me, why are you still silent this time? Xerox is your cousin, I understand, but we have our own lives, why do we have to mix with others?"

Since the last time Xerox came, Lin Jingshen had already promised me that when guests came to the house in the future, he would ask for my wishes before making a decision, but this time, the person who came was the same, and the result he did was the same.

I sneered: "Could it be that what you said is empty words?"

Tang Yan. He shouted in a stern tone.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop, I just came down and got something. Xerox also appeared in sight, and she smiled slightly: "Jing Shen, Xiao Yan is right, I came here for work this time, I can't live with you for a long time, right?" and ......" Shi Le stopped talking, she paused and continued: "I have already contacted the house, I will move out tomorrow, Xiao Yan, I'm sorry for the inconvenience caused you and Jing Shen." ”

"I didn't mean to drive you away. I whispered.

Actually, I didn't want Xerox to move out or anything like that, since she is Lin Jingshen's cousin, why should she live in her cousin's house?

What I care about is Lin Jingshen's attitude, he doesn't treat me as his wife at all, no matter what, he makes his own decisions, and he has never discussed.

It's okay once or twice, but after too many times, it becomes a habit.

Whatever happens after that, there will be no negotiation.

Lin Jingshen kept looking at me, and he said, "Xerox, you go upstairs to rest first, if there is anything, I'll ask Mother Zhou to bring it to you." ”

"Jing Shen, have you listened to me? I'm serious, I'm ....."

"I said, you live here first, I will let Secretary Zhao arrange the house, and now you go upstairs to rest." Lin Jingshen's words, with an order, with a tone that could not be refused, Xerox looked at him, then at me, and could only turn around and go upstairs.

After Xerox left, the coldness on Lin Jingshen's face deepened, he glanced at me with cold eyes, and said unhappily: "Tang Yan, can you be reasonable? Xerox hasn't been back to Yucheng for a long time, and she only has a few of our relatives, can you bear to let her move out to live?"

"Why can't you bear it? Lin Jingshen, who are you? You are just her younger brother, she will have her own life, have you asked Xerox if he is willing to make such a persistent decision?"

"Tang Yan, now it's not whether Xerox will be willing, but your jealousy makes me think terrible. Can't you be more empathetic? Why is it so unreasonable now?" Lin Jingshen was full of anger and kept coming at me.

For a moment, I was stunned.

He said I was unreasonable?

Say my jealousy makes him feel terrible?

I smiled coldly, and I mocked: "Lin Jingshen, I have never said that I Tang Yan is a good man and a woman, women's jealousy is innate, in this family, I am the hostess, why did you arrange for other women to live in without my permission?"

"Mother Zhou is also a woman, and other servants are also women, why can't you tolerate Xerox?"

"Are they the same? They are not the same Lin Jingshen at all. ”

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