We argued, and the atmosphere dropped to zero all at once.

Lin Jing stared at me expressionlessly, but I didn't bow my head, the same gaze looked at him, at this time, Xerox appeared in sight again, maybe she didn't go upstairs at all, or maybe she went upstairs and heard our voices getting louder and louder, so she came down.

Xerox said in a low voice: "Jing Shen Xiaoyan, I heard your words, Jing Shen, Xiao Yan's words, it's not unreasonable, you are married, you should have your own life, I bothered me, this time I came back maybe for a long stay, so I can't live with you all the time." ”

"I've just contacted the place to live and I'm moving out now, but I'm sorry for you to arrange for a driver to drop me off. ”

"Xerox. Lin Jingshen stopped Xerox's words loudly, he looked at me angrily, and he said coldly: "Tang Yan, I repeat, Xerox is my cousin, she is my family, this is my home, naturally it is her home, I can't agree to her moving out." ”

"Then what do you mean, do you want me to move out?" I sneered and asked Lin Jingshen, the emotions in my heart are no longer under my control, and I don't care about Xerox being present to pay attention to the image.

Women are stingy.

If I can tolerate a woman living in my own home, then I'm afraid I really have no feelings for Lin Jingshen.

If Xerox was Lin Jingshen's own sister, and there was a blood relationship between them, I might not have such an idea at all.

It's just that they are not biological brothers and sisters, so how can I accept this?

After I finished speaking, Lin Jingshen was silent all of a sudden, his deep eyes had an incomprehensible look, and he said, "I didn't say that." ”

"But that's what you think?" I said.

"Jing Shen, you don't have to say a word. Xerox tried to persuade on the side, but Lin Jingshen didn't think to say a few words at all, maybe in his opinion, what he decided could not be changed no matter what happened, right?

In his dictionary, how could there ever be such a thing as taking a step back?

Lin Jingshen's eyes were cold, making people look a lot more distant all of a sudden, and he said coldly: "If you have to think like this, then yes!"

A good yes yes.

I suddenly had no right to speak, and although I was married to him, it was in his name, and I was just an outsider.

I sneered, glanced at his gaze, and then immediately moved away, I pursed my lips, reached out and grabbed the bag on the side, stood up and strode past him, Shi Le saw this, and hurriedly stepped forward to pull me, she said, "Xiao Yan ....."

"Xerox, you let her go. Lin Jingshen shouted loudly: "Since she wants to leave, then let her go." ”

Lin Jingshen's words are undoubtedly the best result.

I broke free of Xerox's palm and strode out of the hall, Zhou's mother chased out with the housekeeper, I ignored it, but snatched the car keys from the driver's hand and drove my car out of the villa.

It's not the first time I've run away from home, but every time I've wanted to go, but this time, I didn't want to, but I had to.

The car was driving so fast that the corners of my eyes were moist at some point.

I hate myself like this, I feel spineless, and I wish I could be strong enough to forget what tears are like.

But I can't seem to do it at all.

I smiled wryly and drove the car to the apartment.

The car was parked under the apartment building, I haven't been here for a long time, although everything is complete, but the moment I pushed the car door, I hesitated, I don't want to live here, there is Lin Jingshen's breath here, I don't want to see anything that has anything to do with this man now.

So I drove to a nearby hotel and opened the room for a week.

With the room card in hand, I went up to the room, I didn't even bother to take a shower, and just lay on the bed and forced myself to fall asleep under the quilt.

........

When I came out of the villa, I didn't bring anything, and when I woke up, I called Cen Xi to go shopping with him.

In the past, when I was resting, I would also call Cen Xi to go shopping, and every time I would pull Wu Yan to do coolies.

Thinking about it now, I was really happy at that time, and now, I really don't know if I chose the wrong path?

Cen Xi saw my absent-minded appearance, she didn't ask much, just shouted at me to buy it, the card I swiped was Lin Jingshen's secondary card, so I wouldn't be soft at all, but I ignored it, I didn't swipe one, Lin Jingshen would receive a text message.

A few hours later, Cen Xi and I both had large bags of clothes and cosmetics in our hands, and then we found a fancy restaurant and sat down.

Cen Xi said with a look of contempt: "Tang Yan, you called me here to make things for you? You see, I haven't bought anything myself, and all these things are yours." ”

"It's not my money anyway. I took a sip of the water in front of me, and then the waiter called out for a table of dishes.

Cen Xi asked, "What's the matter, you haven't reconciled with Lin Jingshen yet?"

"We're not having a good time at all. I said with a sigh.

"What's wrong?"

"Xerox is staying in the villa again. I sighed: "Actually, I'm not such a careful person, it's not that I can't tolerate sand in my eyes, I'm just angry that Lin Jingshen doesn't tell me anything, the more he is like this, the more I can't tolerate it." ”

"I inquired for you, Fu Yuandong also said that Xerox is just Lin Jingshen's cousin, maybe you really misunderstood?" Cen Xi said.

I smiled: "I really hope it's a misunderstanding, but I really think Xerox is very much like Lin Jingshen's old love, maybe they love each other very deeply, but for some reason they have to separate?"

This thought has been going back and forth in my head countless times.

"If that's the case, what are you going to do?"

"What can I do?" doesn't everything depend on Lin Jingshen, can I choose?

"Tang Yan, do you want to keep the initiative in Lin Jingshen's hands? You also have to think about it for yourself, count it up, except for Lu Feng, Lin Jingshen is your first man, you will marry him without any scruples, and you choose not to make it public, I know that you must like him in your heart, otherwise you wouldn't have done such a trick. ”

"Cen Xi, you can change your career to become a psychiatrist!" said as if she were me.

"I'm giving you ideas. ”

"Alright, let's eat first! I'm starving. I changed the subject, picked up my chopsticks and started eating.

But Cen Xi looked at me with a worried face and said, "You know how to eat, if you eat Lin Jing deeply, don't cry." ”

"I'm not going to cry. ”

"I don't believe it. ”

"Then we'll see!"

After eating with Cen Xi, I drove her to the Far Eastern Group, and I went back to the hotel myself.

I threw my stuff on the couch and went barefoot to take a shower, and when I came out of the shower, I heard my phone ringing.

It was Xerox calling.

I stared for a few seconds before pressing the answer button.

Xerox's voice came from the other end of the phone, and she said, "Xiaoyan, I'm sorry to interrupt you, maybe you don't want to answer my call, but I really don't mean anything else, if it's convenient, can I meet in person? There are some things I want to make clear to you face to face." ”

"Okay!"

I didn't even think about it and just agreed.

Xerox and I met at the café in the hotel lobby, and after hanging up the phone, I changed my clothes and went straight down without makeup.

Soon, Xerox arrived.

I smiled and beckoned her to sit down, then asked, "What do you want to drink?"

"No, I came to tell you, I'm sorry, because I made you quarrel with Jing Shen, I'm really sorry. ”

"You're thinking too much. I pursed my lips and said, "My character and his character are incompatible, so I don't care about you." ”

"Between husband and wife, how can there be no quarrels!"

"Xerox, you've been married a lot! Are you married?"

After I asked, Xerox was stunned.

After a few seconds, she shook her head, "No." The smile on her face stiffened, and she said, "It's not about getting married or not, it's just that I think so." ”

"Tang Yan, I know you have a misunderstanding about me, in fact, you don't have to misunderstand me, I and Jing Shen only have a sister and brother relationship now, we are just family, if I live in a villa that makes you uncomfortable, I can move out, so you move back to live! It is not safe to live outside alone, the most important thing is that Jing Shen is also worried, it can be seen that he blames himself very much, his personality is introverted, and he is not good at words, so some words are not spoken, you don't want to meet him in general. ”

Xerox's words came to my ears word by word.

I listened silently and didn't interrupt her, the more she said, the more I found that this woman really knew Lin Jingshen well, no wonder they looked very comfortable getting along, even Lin Jingshen seemed to be a different person in front of her.

I chuckled, and Xerox looked at me blankly.

I said, "Xerox, you're here to tell me this?" I glanced at her: "Lin Jingshen, I never really understood, I used to think he was like this to everyone, but you are different, it's not that I didn't care, but he didn't give me a chance." ”

"If you really want to move out, you don't come to me, you don't come to me and you don't tell me about it, you just move out. ”

"Xerox, Lin Jingshen and I are already married, if you really think of him as a younger brother, then how can you make some pictures that don't look like a sister to a younger brother at all?"

"I don't want to go on with this topic anymore, if we can, let's just sit quietly. ”

I sighed and withdrew my eyes from looking at her, this woman in front of me, I didn't want to have a deep relationship, and of course, I didn't want to offend.

I vaguely feel that she may be really important to Lin Jingshen.

But that kind of importance, I really don't know for sure or think about it.

Xerox was so blocked by me that he didn't know what to say, just looked at me silently.

We just sat like this, I don't know how long it took, Xerox's mobile phone interrupted the silence, she answered the phone, and shouted into the other end of the phone, so you can imagine who will be the person who called her?

Since I left, Lin Jingshen has not had any phone messages or text messages, how pathetic I am in comparison!

I didn't sit any further, got up and paid the bill, and went upstairs.

I don't know what Xerox said to Lin Jingshen, I don't want to pay attention to it, and I don't want to think about it.

When I got back to the room, I didn't come down, and dinner was brought up.

I was like a walking dead who had lost my soul, so I didn't behave with any enthusiasm, like a puppet.

In the next two days, Cen Xi and Wu Yan took turns to be asked by me every day, and I had the illusion that they were about to get tired of facing me every day.

On the fourth day, there was a large drinking party in the Far Eastern Group, Cen Xi pulled me to play, and I was idle in the hotel, so I agreed.

But before going, I naturally expected Lin Jingshen to go too, although I hesitated, but in the end I still felt that since he could go, why couldn't I go, why should I avoid him?

It's him who did the wrong thing, not me.

I went with Cen Xi to choose a dress, Cen Xi chose a long black dress with a wrap around the chest, and I chose a long bareback dress with silver bright diamonds.

We wore glamorous makeup, our hair was coiled, and our eleven-centimeter heels made us look taller and slimmer.

Fu Yuandong arranged for Wu Yan to drive over to pick us up, and in the car, Wu Yan looked at me from time to time: "The one from your family has already arrived, you are dressed like this, do you think he will kill you?"

"Xiao Yanyan, my husband won't do anything illegal, so you're thinking too much. ”

"I think it is to make Mr. Lin crazy and let him see a little more clearly, whether his wife is better or what sister is better. Cen Xi said on the side.

We looked at each other and nodded vigorously.

Wu Yan looked at us helplessly and didn't speak again.

When we arrived at the reception, Cen Xi and I walked behind Wu Yan hand in hand, and as soon as we entered the scene, we attracted the coveted eyes of many men.

Seeing this, Fu Yuandong stepped forward to take Cen Xi away, and I expressed my contempt for Wu Yan.

Wu Yan has a social, and I am alone.

However, there are many people I knew when I was doing public relations before who came to say hello, and I didn't refuse to talk to them.

My eyes swept around the reception site, and I didn't see Lin Jingshen's shadow, but I noticed Secretary Zhao, so it means that Wu Yan is right, Lin Jingshen has come.

The scene of the reception was too breathless, I was a little bored, so I walked to the garden outside, and as soon as I sat down, two handsome guys who accosted me came over, one of whom had worked with him before, and was the son of a certain company, he smiled and said: "Manager Tang, don't come unharmed, it's still so beautiful, it's mouthwatering!"

"It's funny, it's you, you're still so handsome, it makes people blush!"

"Really?"

"Of course. ”

"Then I don't know if it's an honor, ask Manager Tang to dance in a while?"

"Of course you can, I can't ask for it!" Dealing with these people can be described in one sentence, seeing people talking about people, seeing ghosts talking nonsense, as long as they blindly deal with what they want, then they will definitely not be embarrassed.

"Hello Mr. Lin!" Suddenly, the person who was talking to me a second ago suddenly looked behind me, I also turned my head, and really saw Lin Jingshen standing in front of me like a big tree, his indifferent face did not have a trace of temperature, and his whole body exuded cold, which made people can't help but be afraid.

I saw Lin Jing's deep thin lips lightly opened, and said coldly: "Mrs. Lin, are you done talking?"

As soon as the two of them heard him call Mrs. Lin, they only saw me as a woman in a circle, but they couldn't believe it, and stood there with their mouths open.

Lin Jingshen suddenly said sharply: "Don't you want to get out?"

The two glanced at each other one after another, and hurriedly strode out of the garden towards the reception site.

I knew which two men he was shouting at, but I was going to mistake him for me.

I walked towards him, and gradually passed by him, Lin Jingshen saw through my intentions, he stretched out his long hand and held me hard.

"Mr. Lin, please respect yourself. I looked at him sideways, his breath kept echoing back and forth on the tip of my nose, four days, has this man ever thought about me?

I don't have the courage to ask for this answer.

I was afraid that the outcome would be the exact opposite of what I wanted.

Lin Jing's deep eyebrows were displeased, and his tone was even more cold, he said: "Tang Yan, have you forgotten your identity? Do you need me to remind you again? You are already married, don't you think it's inappropriate to talk and laugh with other men in front of your husband?"

"Didn't you tell me to get out, I'm just respecting what you mean!"

"Are you against me now?"

"If you're going to think so, that's it!" I succeeded in giving back to himself what he had said to me.

How did he feel in his heart?

I pretended to be calm, like a nobody, but he held my hand and gradually increased the strength, I obviously felt a sudden pain in my wrist, but I was still desperately holding back.

Lin Jingshen may have been angry with me, he said, "What are you doing here?"

"What? Do you even care where I go?"

"Answer me, what are you doing here, dressed like this just to seduce men?"

"Lin Jingshen. His words made me gnash my teeth, and I said, "Don't think of anyone like you." ”

"Where I go is my freedom, it has nothing to do with you. ”

"You are my wife, and I will naturally take care of your affairs. ”

"Then you are my husband, and I am also qualified to take care of your affairs?" I asked rhetorically.

He no longer answered, but asked me, "Did you ask Xerox to meet?"

The number of words updated every day is about two more, but they are just updated together.

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