074. Of course I want it

The words I reported the building number were not heard, and Zhang Ruiran had already picked me up horizontally.

He ignored my screaming and struggling, and walked forward steadily, not forgetting to continue in his mouth: "What a coincidence, my aunt lives in Building 21, don't move, I promise to just kindly send you home by the way......"

I was stiffly imprisoned in his arms, and I understood his own ways, so I simply shut up and let him go.

I comforted myself as if I had met a crazy version of Lei Feng.

Zhang Ruiran saw that I was no longer struggling, and seemed to be very satisfied, and really hugged me all the way to the elevator door, fortunately, I hardly met a few people along the way, otherwise I don't want this old face.

Zhang Ruiran didn't forget to tease me when he put me down: "I can't see that you are quite weighty!"

"......" I was speechless for a long time, but I still opened my mouth softly: "Anyway, thank you, I'll be home soon, and you ...... too"

"Are you going to drive me away?" he exaggeratedly clutched his chest and complained, "I just brought you all the way back, why don't you invite me upstairs for a cup of tea?"

If it weren't for my foot injury, I swear I would have kicked him out of the way, looking like a human being, how could he be so messing around!

Probably my face is really not good-looking, Zhang Ruiran finally got a sense of it, he touched his nose and cleared his throat: "Okay, okay, what is the smell of your face, I'll watch you get on the elevator, and I'll leave when it's over!"

I glared at him suspiciously, just as the elevator arrival prompt sounded, I wanted to say that the time to verify the authenticity was coming soon, and the elevator door had slowly opened.

I wanted to jump in immediately, but when I turned my head, I was immediately confused.

In the elevator, there was Lu Xudong, who was standing tall and jade, with his hands in his pockets and expressionless, frowned slightly when he saw me, opened his mouth, and before he could speak, his eyes immediately glanced behind me, and then his eyebrows wrinkled directly into a dead knot.

I felt that the air was a little cold, especially when Zhang Ruiran behind me gave Lu Xudong a "warm" "hi", and the temperature around me was at least ten degrees lower.

Facing Zhang Ruiran's enthusiastic "long time no see", Lu Xudong politely bent his lips and smiled, and even his voice was unhurried, "Long time no see, Mr. Zhang!"

As he spoke, he reached for the elevator door that was about to close automatically, and looked at me gently, "Do you want to come in?"

Of course I want it, I want it so badly! I didn't have time to make a point, so I moved in by the wall without saying a word.

Lu Xudong's gaze quickly swept to my feet, the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, he didn't say anything, but smiled at Zhang Ruiran outside the elevator, and said very gently and elegantly: "It's too late, I won't invite Mr. Zhang to go up and sit down, there will be a period later!"

"There will be a period later!" Zhang Ruiran still looked like a child, and the smile on his face seemed to be a little provocative.

The elevator door closed slowly, and Zhang Ruiran's face that was smiling at me with his mobile phone raised his eyebrows was finally completely isolated, leaving a neutral sentence of "Wait for my call", and the aftermath echoed in the elevator.

I was inexplicably weak for a while, standing in the elevator with my side face to Lu Xudong, only daring to stare at the square inch under my feet.

Lu Xudong didn't speak, but I could feel his gaze glued to me all the time, with a slight inquiry.

Soon the elevator reached the fifteenth floor, Lu Xudong took a long step, crossed me and went straight out, I consciously followed the out, and when I got out of the elevator, Lu Xudong was already missing in the corridor.

I finally let go of the breath I had been holding in the elevator, and then I wanted to knock myself on the hammer, what was the feeling of being caught by my husband and having a private meeting?

When I moved home, Lu Xudong had already changed his shoes, and he was sitting on the sofa in the living room, only half of his head was exposed.

I closed the door a little melancholy, looked at the slippers on my feet, and thought a little confused, ah, I forgot to change my shoes when I went out!

So should I go in or go in?

I was still hesitating, and Xu Dong might have been waiting a little anxiously, so he threw over impatiently: "What are you doing there, wait for me to go over and hug you?"

Embrace......

I feel that my heart is more empty, and I can't take care of my shoes at the moment, and I even move a lot faster.

I quickly sat down on the sofa next to Lu Xudong, straightened my back, and looked like I was ready to hear my hair at any time.

But why should I be so weak-hearted? I immediately remembered his cold text message in the morning, and he had eaten a meal to this point, shouldn't he be the one who should be weak-hearted?

So I immediately relaxed myself again and leaned back on the couch.

Lu Xudong leaned on the sofa and pinched his eyebrows with one hand, as if he was very tired.

Probably seeing that I didn't take the initiative to please him, he frowned again and raised his chin at me very unclenically, "Don't explain?"

My head turned around with difficulty, and I realized that what he said should be Zhang Ruiran, I swallowed my saliva, and said sneeringly: "I accidentally met ...... when I went downstairs to walk around."

Lu Xudong's eyes were full of disbelief when he glanced over.

I was a little annoyed, the small flame in my heart when I was pestered by Zhang Ruiran just now was close to the top of my head, and I rushed out: "Anyway, that's it, believe it or not!"

Lu Xudong's face immediately sank, but he quickly raised his eyebrows and smiled again, "Are you weak in heart?"

"I'm not angry, what's so good!" I muttered, turned my head to meet his unsmiling eyes, bit my lip again, and quickly looked away.

Lu Xudong chuckled twice, was silent for a while, and then changed his words: "Xiaoqing has been to the house today?"

"Hmm!" I thought there was nothing to hide, and nodded calmly.

"What did you talk to her about?" he said with a smile on his lips, his voice soft, as if he wanted to gossip with me.

Lu Xudong's style changed too quickly, I don't understand it, he turned over Zhang Ruiran's story so quickly, and why should he care about the content of my chat with Guo Yuqing?

I looked at Lu Xudong in a daze, his expression was faint, the smile on the corner of his mouth became more and more gentle, and he explained my doubts very casually: "Xiaoqing called me in the afternoon to ask if I still have any contact with my university where my sexual orientation is a little abnormal, and said that I would like to ask some questions about sameness/sexuality/love." ”

My heart tightened, and my eyelids jumped, this Guo Yuqing, how could she ask Lu Xudong such a question!

If my heart is invisible just now, then my heart is absolutely real at this moment, even Lu Xudong's eyes didn't dare to look at it, and he replied in a low voice with his head down: "I just thought that she had been abroad, so I casually asked her if she knew anything about same-sexual/love......"

"Really?" Lu Xudong raised his voice slightly, "You want to ask her if she knows that I am ......" He snapped back at the end of his words, as if he didn't want to mention those three words more.

My careful thoughts were pierced by him, and I was even more weak-hearted, and I shrugged my head and didn't dare to squeak.

But my silence seemed to annoy Lu Xudong, and he threw two words at me impatiently: "Speak!"

I looked up at him, knew that I was wrong, pursed my lips and replied in a low voice: "I have nothing to say." ”

Lu Xudong laughed sarcastically twice, and only after a while did he speak sarcastically: "Di Sese, you like to talk to strangers so much?"

"What do you mean?" I glared at him, and inexplicably felt that his tone was unbearable, and the weakness of my true thoughts and the panic of not being able to understand what he meant also made me a little annoyed.

Without hesitation, he spit out hurtful words from his mouth: "I said that you are so naïve and stupid, you don't know the world if others give you a little sweetness, and you can't wait to give all your hands to others to enjoy!"

"You're smart, you're powerful!" I instantly became angry, got up from the sofa and didn't even care about the pain when I stepped on my injured foot, and shouted at him with a red face: "Yes, I shouldn't have tried to find Guo Yuqing to talk to him, but are you so sarcastic? Why am I stupid when I talk to her and talk about my heart?"

"Who can't you talk to and talk about, why do you have to find someone you don't know?" Lu Xudong was louder than me, "You and Xiaoqing have only known each other for a few days and met a few times? That Zhang Ruiran is even just a stranger who accosted him in a bar!"

"Is it true that whoever I talk to and chat with in the future will have to report to you first?" I couldn't hold back my anger all night, I think he was deliberately finding fault at all, wasn't he afraid that Guo Yuqing would know his sexual orientation, as for such a roundabout sarcasm of me?

Lu Xudong also stood up and looked at me condescendingly, with a look of hidden anger, "Is your head used as an ornament? Don't you know how to have a degree when talking to people? Or are you too lacking in love, as long as others treat you a little better, you can pounce on it, shake your head and tail and dig out your heart and lungs?"

"She's good to me, and I'm good to her, what's wrong with that?" I was almost dizzy, and I glared back without showing weakness, and scolded back without saying anything: "You're a puppy! Your whole family is a puppy!"

Lu Xudong's face was so heavy that he could almost pinch out the water, I confronted him for a while, and I was afraid that I was faintly surging up, and I was forced back with hatred.

I suddenly felt a little sad, the tip of my nose suddenly soured, and when I spoke again, I was already a little choked: "Yes, I am stupid, I am simple-minded, I am stupid, if it were not like this, how could I be so naïve to marry you! If I am not like this, how can you think that I am suitable for your marriage partner?"

Lu Xudong seemed to be stunned for a moment, and a complex emotion slipped through his eyes, which were originally carrying the storm.

I sniffed and focused on expressing my thoughts: "I'm naïve, I'm stupid, others treat me well, I can't wait to do my best to repay others, but is this also wrong? Yu Qing specially brought me food, I just asked her tentatively on the spur of the moment, do you need such a prickly word?"