135: This is a memory
Did you ask Xerox to meet?
Lin Jingshen's words creaked in my heart.
I smiled self-deprecatingly, I thought he was coming to question me because he saw me talking to other men, at least because of me, but after listening to his words, I gradually understood.
I looked up at him, and saw him standing in place like a tall pillar blocking everything, leaving him alone in my eyes.
I sneered: "Lin Jingshen, you came to me just to ask me this?"
Lin Jingshen was silent and didn't speak, his scarlet eyes looked at me coldly.
I continued: "Xerox told you that she asked me out?" I took a deep breath: "Lin Jingshen, what kind of character am I, I thought you knew best, but I was wrong, you don't know me at all, maybe you never thought to know me, if you think I asked her out, then yes!"
"Tang Yan, can't you be generous and talk about human feelings?"
"Be generous? Why should I be generous? I am your registered wife, why do you call me generous? Lin Jingshen, don't you think your request is too much? Let me tell you, as long as I maintain a husband and wife relationship with you for one day, then I will be qualified to let those unruly women around you get rid of one day! And you are not qualified to ask me how to do it?"
"Tang Yan, how can you say such ugly words? Don't you think your jealousy is hateful?"
Lin Jing shouted coldly.
His words were like a sharp bayonet piercing me straight into my heart.
I was so angry, I kept holding back, but at this moment, I couldn't help it.
I glared at Lin Jingshen, my hands were subconsciously clenched tightly, and I said, "You didn't know me for the first day, I can't hate you for finding out now, isn't it too late?" I gritted my teeth and broke free of his hand, without looking, I could imagine that the place he held must have been bruised.
I said, "Mr. Lin, if there is nothing else, I will leave first, and if it is this matter in the future, don't look for me again." ”
With that, I turned and left.
Naturally, I wouldn't stay any longer, so I pulled Wu Yan and asked him to send me back to the hotel.
On the way, Wu Yan looked at me expressionlessly, and he asked tentatively, "What's wrong with you and your family?"
I looked at him and didn't speak.
Wu Yan continued: "There won't really be a junior, right?"
"I don't look like a junior, but like an old love. ”
"Old love?" Wu Yan reiterated incredulously, "then you lose, old love will generally win." ”
"Xiao Yanyan, I'm the main palace now, and I have a good chance of winning, so don't say I'll lose until the end. "I don't think so, at present, I'm not sure if Xerox and Lin Jingshen have ever been together?
All I have to do now is calm myself down and then go and determine the relationship between the two of them.
And I've already figured out this breaking point.
Wu Yan sent me back to the hotel, and then he had to go to the reception site, and I took a shower and changed my clothes after returning to the hotel, and then saw that it was not too late, so I called Ms. He to meet her.
Ms. Ho told me to go directly to her residence, and asked me to pick up a change of clothes and stay with her directly tonight.
I did so and drove to Ms. Ho's residence.
She lives alone in a very small apartment, very simple in decoration and even more simple in furniture.
Ms. He boiled me white fungus lily soup, and then we sat on the sofa in the living room while drinking and chatting, and she asked me, "Xiaoyan, you came to me, do you have anything to say to me?"
"Mom, how do you know?"
Ms. He pursed her lips and smiled, put down the porcelain in her hand, she picked up a tissue and wiped her mouth, and then said slowly: "Xerox came to me yesterday, you and Jing Shen are having an awkward relationship, and I know it." ”
"Xiao Yan, what you want to ask, my mother knows it in her heart, what my mother wants to tell you is that Xerox and Jing Shen grew up under my watch, they only have a sister-brother relationship, and other than that, there is no other relationship, no matter what you see or hear, don't believe it easily. ”
"When Jing Shen returned to the Lin family from me, it was Xerox who went to the Lin family with him, and Xerox suffered a lot because of Jing Shen, so Jing Shen was closer to her than to me, not for anything else, but to blame herself for guilt. ”
"Xiao Yan, my mother knows Jing Shen's character, you must have been wronged and moved out to live, Jing Shen has a lot of things hidden in his heart, no matter good or bad, he bears it alone, and he doesn't want to tell others, but it's different for you, at least he will show his happiness and displeasure, it can be seen that he likes you very much. ”
"Listen to Mom, forgive him!"
Ms. Ho's words left my mind blank.
I was silent, not knowing what to say.
After a while, I came back to my senses, I looked at Ms. He, only to see her staring at the TV like a nobody, her side face is very similar to Lin Jingshen, although she is not young, but Ms. He looks very young, the most important thing is that although she dresses simply and plainly, she is very temperamental.
I took a deep breath and whispered, "Mom, I see." ”
Although I don't know what Xerox suffered because of Lin Jingshen, I believe that Ms. He will not deceive me.
I believe her.
Ms. He turned her head to look at me, her eyebrows were smiling, and she said, "Eat quickly! ”
"Good. I nodded.
I was just about to eat when the phone in my bag rang.
I put down the porcelain watch and picked up the mobile phone in my bag, it was Fu Yuandong calling, I frowned, why did he call me suddenly?
It can't be a quarrel with Cen Xi, right?
I still thought about it, I really sympathized with the same disease, and then pressed the answer button, and before I could speak, I heard Fu Yuandong say anxiously on the other end of the phone: "Tang Yan, you immediately come to the city's emergency center." ”
"What's wrong?"
"Something happened to Jing Shen. ”
I had a bang in my head, I only heard this sentence, and the others couldn't hear it, I sat on the sofa with all my heart, Ms. He noticed that something was wrong with me, and she asked me softly: "Xiaoyan, what's wrong?"
It took me a while to adjust my mood and look at Ms. He, and I smiled lightly: "It's a little thing, Mom, I'm afraid I can't accompany you, my friend Cen Xi has something for me to go over, so I have to rush over now." ”
"Go ahead! Be careful on the road. Ms. He smiled.
"Hmm. I didn't dare to look at her again, so I stood up, picked up my bag, and strode towards the door.
I drove to the emergency center, and my mind kept pouring out what happened to Lin Jingshen?
I didn't care about waiting for the traffic light to pass directly, which attracted a lot of scolding, but I didn't care at all, I just wanted to know what happened to Lin Jingshen at this time?
When I arrived at the emergency center, I realized that my hands were shaking at the door and my feet were numb.
I walked down quickly, my feet kept shaking, Cen Xi had been waiting for me at the door, and when she saw me coming, she hurriedly ran forward to help me, and I asked anxiously, "How is he?"
"The doctor said it was caused by drinking, and now he is still resuscitating, and he just drank a little wine at the drinking party, and then vomited blood. ”
"I heard Fu Yuandong say, Lin Jingshen has been drinking every day in the past few days, and then he has been living in the apartment, Xiaoyan, you ....."
"Who are the family members?" As he spoke, Cen Xi and I had already walked to the emergency door, and the doctor came out of the emergency room with the medical record book.
Hearing the doctor's words, I hurriedly responded, "I, I am his wife." ”
"A little bleeding in the stomach, caused by alcoholism, from the examination, on the one hand, it is not resting well, on the other hand, it is dieting, the situation is not very optimistic, now there is no big problem for the time being, first push to the ward for 24 hours observation, the specific situation has to wait for the patient to wake up to determine. ”
Listening to the doctor's words, I nodded innocently, and then saw Lin Jingshen push out of the emergency room.
His face was pale, without a trace of blood.
At the cocktail party tonight, I didn't notice that he was emaciated, and his eye sockets were a little protruding, which made people worry about it.
The nurse pushed him back into the ward, and I quickly followed.
But Fu Yuandong stopped me, and he said: "Tang Yan, I shouldn't have said anything more about the matter between you, but you also saw that you are responsible for the way he is now." ”
"I understand. "My eyes on Fu Yuandong, Lin Jingshen has him as a friend, which is quite worthwhile.
Fu Yuandong frowned and let me go, Cen Xi shouted to me to hurry up and see Lin Jingshen, and then she began to educate Fu Yuandong.
I didn't stay longer, but went straight to the ward.
Lin Jingshen was lying on the hospital bed, and the nurse said that he was asleep now, and there was a sleep-promoting potion in the drip, so he should not wake up until tomorrow.
I moved the chair in the ward to the edge of the bed, then sat down, reached out and held Lin Jingshen's hand, cold, looking at him lying motionless, my nose was sore, and I suddenly wanted to cry.
I just watched Lin Jingshen like this, I didn't sleep all night, the nurse came in in the early morning to take a look, basically stable and no big problem, so I was relieved to lean on the side of the bed and fell asleep.
The next day, I was woken up by a shout.
Xiaoyan..... Xiaoyan ....."
Hearing the voice, I opened my eyes in a daze, only to see that Lin Jingshen had woken up, his eyes looked at me, the whole person looked very unenergetic, I quickly stood up, and I was happy: "Are you awake?"
"Is there anything wrong with that?"
"Does it hurt?"
"Is it uncomfortable?"
I asked several questions in a row, and even I felt incoherent, Lin Jingshen suddenly held my hand, and the corners of his mouth flashed with a smile: "I'm very happy." ”
I was stunned, I don't know what he meant?
I saw that Lin Jingshen was like a little pot friend who got sugar, the smile on his face deepened, and he said slowly in a gentle voice: "I knew you would be good if I was sick, I should have been sick early." ”
There was a look between his eyebrows and eyes, which made people can't help but look into God, but his words were not so good, and I said slightly angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Lin Jingshen didn't speak anymore, just smiled lightly and held my hand, I broke free slightly, then walked to the side and poured him a glass of water, and moistened his lips according to the method taught by the nurse, who knew that Lin Jingshen actually said: "This method is too stupid, I'll teach you a new method." ”
I looked at him with an eyebrow raised, only to see him raise his hand and pull me into his arms, and then it happened to be on his lips, which were dry, icy, and had a faint fishy smell.
Before I could react, he took away my breath and left all that was his.
I gently pushed him away: "You're sick, can't you be honest?"
"Help me up. He said softly.
I asked, "What are you going to do?" I'll help you, and the doctor will give you a review in a while, so lie down first. ”
"Are you sure you want to help?"
"Sure, say, what are you going to do?"
"I'm going to the bathroom, can you help?"
I stopped talking, so I obediently walked over and helped him up, and then helped him to the bathroom.
When I tried to get out of the bathroom, he grabbed my hand and wouldn't let me out, I glared at him, "What are you going to do?"
"Didn't you say help me?" Lin Jingshen's tall figure became taller and taller in the small space of the bathroom, and he pushed me against the corner of the door and the sink, and he exuded a faint smell of disinfectant water, but his own breath completely overshadowed the smell.
We looked at each other. I raised my hand and gently stroked his chest, and I said, "Mr. Lin, are you really sure you want me to help?"
"Madame is considerate, and I naturally don't want to refuse. ”
"Shall I start then?"
Cold, not very well, even later.