Chapter 40: Belated Honesty
Ye Beibei thought of the child's problem, raised her head in some fright, and said to Li Minglang in a pleading voice: "Minglang, no matter what happens to us, the child is innocent, you know that the child is still young and can't live without a mother, so, so can you not fight with me about the child's ......"
Liminglang's eyes dimmed in an instant, and a strange expression appeared on his face, half lonely and half sad, and said with a wry smile: "I won't compete with you for your child, countless times, I hope I have a child to fight for, countless times, my regretful intestines are blue, I shouldn't have let you go that night." ”
"What do you mean?" Ye Beibei, even if he was sluggish, could hear that something was wrong with his words, and asked in surprise.
"I have never touched you, how could you possibly conceive my child? unless you are the Virgin Mary. Li Minglang said this with a serious face, but the smile on his lips was bitter but poignant.
He never touched himself! What happened on the night he was drunk? What happened to Xiao Moyan? What happened to the DNA test results? He didn't touch her, no, Ye Beibei couldn't believe it, couldn't believe it, for so many years, she had been secretly reviewing her moral concepts, and she had always thought that she was a water-based Yang Hua person, how could he say that he had never touched himself, no, it couldn't be.
"Beibei!" Li Minglang looked at Ye Beibei, who was shocked by his words, and couldn't help but reach out to touch her face, looking at her reverently, "I really haven't done anything in my life, it seems that I just keep making mistakes in you, I kept bullying you when I was a child, and I kept deceiving you when I grew up, but the first time I deceived you was for revenge, it was deliberate, but this time it was to get you deliberately." You were drunk that night, I had a chance to do something, but you know that I have always been arrogant, I can't stand you hugging me and shouting Jiang Yuezhou, I hate it so much, so I deliberately created the illusion of us * after you woke up, in fact, nothing happened to us. ”
His words made Ye Beibei's heart a little frightened, a little shocked, a little dazed, and finally intertwined into a web full of pain, if Li Minglang really didn't touch himself, whose child did it belong to? Jiang Yuezhou's! What is the matter with her and Jiang Yuezhou now?
Liming read the blank pain in Ye Beibei's eyes, he looked at her deeply, and he didn't feel like a numb, he knew that after he said these words today, his thousands of feelings for Ye Beibei would roll away, his heart spasmed, and his palms were in a cold sweat, but his life was far away, and he never gave him a chance.
"I'm very smart, so I'm arrogant, but my dad said that my cleverness didn't work in the right place. Li Minglang smiled bitterly and self-deprecatingly: "This time you came back with the child, I tried my best to chase you back, I didn't expect Jiang Yuezhou to have the same thoughts, the two of us are like two wrestling players, but because your center of gravity is biased towards him, Jiang Yuezhou and I can't be evenly matched, and Jiang Yuezhou still loves you, you are also in love, what do I use to fight with him? If I want to win the final victory, I have to find another shortcut." I'm a person who refuses to admit defeat.,I've been trying to find an opportunity.,Trying to create a misunderstanding between you.,When Mo Yan had a fever.,I noticed the abnormality between him and Mo Ting and your blood type.,And then use my interpersonal relationships.,Easy to find out the fact that Mo Yan and Mo Ting are not brothers.,So I used my smart mind again.,Let yourself become Little Mo Yan's father.。 ”
Li Minglang paused when he said this, as if he was waiting for Ye Beibei's reaction, waiting for Ye Beibei to digest this fact, but Ye Beibei just looked at him blankly, listening to him say such words, and did not burst into flames, nor did he cry hoarse.
"Beibei, you're okay!" Li Minglang knew Ye Beibei's ability to bear it, she looked very strong on the outside, but in fact, she was extremely fragile inside, he was really afraid that the fact he said would break her.
Ye Beibei's eyes were a little red, her mind was in chaos, Liminglang's words were like sharp knives, and every time she stabbed her, her flesh and blood were blurred, "Why...... Why do you have to say it? Haven't you persevered for so long? Haven't you endured it for so many years? Why do you tell me, why don't you hide it, why do you tell me?"
Listening to Ye Beibei's mournful voice, the people of Dawn were trembling, he felt sorry for her, he sat down next to her, trying to hug her comfortably, but she pushed him away, pushed him hard, and he fell to the ground.
Li Minglang sat on the floor like this, looking up at Ye Beibei blankly, and after a long time, he called her name softly, low and dumb: "Ye Beibei." ”
Ye Beibei heard him call her in this voice for the first time, and couldn't help but look up at him, seeing that he had a dreamy smile on his lips, which actually made her feel the last tenderness before breaking up, she looked at him in a daze, and her heart was numb.
"I know that in your life for more than 20 years, I have always played the role of a wicked person, but I am just fascinated by you, there is no way, you have probably put a poison in my body, no one can solve it, only you are the antidote, but you refuse to solve it for me, what can I do? I could have lived with pride and spirit, but because of you, I have nowhere to run and swallow my anger.
Do you know how tired I am in this love war that is destined to be a supporting role, you don't love me, all I have is my own wishful thinking, and when there is a disturbance on your side, I can't sleep.
There is also the matter of the child, I can't get close to him, whenever I see him, I think of Jiang Yuezhou, I know, it's Jiang Yuezhou's child, I can't love him, I can't pretend, I don't even treat him well to Xiao Moting, I know, sooner or later you will find out about this fact.
During these days, the closer I get to the happiness I dreamed of, the more desperate I become, because of your hidden sadness, despair, watching you fight your spirits, try to smile, endure so hard, pretend to be so tired, I hate myself, I have put you in this miserable situation.
I always thought I loved you very much, but I didn't know how hard I was hurting you, I wanted you to be happy, happier than when I was by Jiang Yuezhou's side, but it brought you more sadness, I regretted it, I regretted it more and more. I have the most precious and coveted thing in the world, but I don't know what the meaning is, these days, I have been living by the inexplicable passion in my heart, but now, this passion is also gradually lost in your painful and desperate eyes. ”