Chapter 41 The sea must become a mulberry field
Ye Beibei felt that there was a wet and hot liquid flowing down her face, at first she thought it was sweat, wiped it, and found that it was tears, in the blur of tears, she looked at Liminglang's familiar and unfamiliar face, and the tears flowed faster and more urgently.
Li Minglang did these things, she should blame him, hate her, but she didn't feel this way, even if the man in front of her did all the bad things, but she just couldn't hate him, he was like her sibling, connected to her blood, no matter what he did, she would unconditionally forgive him and forgive him.
She hated herself, it was her own cowardice, she escaped, ruined her, Li Minglang, Jiang Yuezhou, if she could be braver, and take the child to do a DNA test as soon as she came back with Xiao Moyan, there would be no such things that happened later.
Li Minglang looked at Ye Beibei with tears streaming down his face, his heart fell, and he slowly stood up from the ground and said, "Beibei, I'm sorry." He hadn't thought he could ask her for forgiveness, for he couldn't forgive himself, but he didn't know what else to say other than those three words.
Ye Beibei raised her hand to wipe a handful of tears, smiled at him, and smiled again, "Don't tell me I'm sorry, I know you're good to me, really." Do you remember, when we were children, we watched "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", everyone liked Guo Jing, only I liked Yang Kang, no matter how much he was evil, but her feelings for Mu Nianci were real, single-minded, Li Minglang, I don't blame you, really. ”
Li Minglang listened to Ye Beibei's words, and his heart fell straight into the deep pool, it was cold, Ye Beibei's refusal to hate was so cruel, which made him despise himself even more.
"I know that you are still in love with Jiang Yuezhou, and it was I who caused the misunderstanding between you, I will go and explain it to him, I think, he will definitely return to you." It was difficult for Li Minglang to say these words, he was arrogant, and it was more difficult for him to go to Jiang Yuezhou for forgiveness than for him to kneel down for Ye Beibei to admit his mistakes.
Listening to Li Minglang say that she was going to find Jiang Yuezhou, Ye Beibei suddenly felt like a different world, she held the cup on the table tightly, tears rolled in her eyes, she still held back, "Don't ...... You are not allowed to go to him, you are not allowed to tell him these ...... Don't tell him ......"
For a while, she remembered Jiang Yuezhou's deep eyes, calm voice, and the figure that was forcibly suppressed day and night floated in front of her, at this moment, she was like Coptis chinensis in her mouth, bitterness spreading, how could she still have the face to go to him, in this life, I am afraid that I will be completely out of contact with him......
She used to ignore Jiang Yuezhou's love so much, and under his enthusiastic pursuit, she did not take a positive and effective way to deal with the feelings between them, regardless of his sadness; she used to cherish her self-esteem so much, and easily gave up Jiang Yuezhou under the aggressiveness of the old lady of the Jiang family, regardless of his grievances; she used to make decisions so selfishly, for the sake of her own ideas and interests, she did not leave Jiang Yuezhou a chance, regardless of his sadness; she used to be so ruthless to Jiang Yuezhou, and pleaded with her so much when he was seriously ill, she refused to go to see him, regardless of his despair……
Now, the truth is revealed, she thinks Jiang Yuezhou is the best, she feels that Jiang Yuezhou loves her the most, she thinks Jiang Yuezhou is the most suitable for herself, she knows that Jiang Yuezhou is the father of her child, she is going to go back to the person who was bruised by herself? How can she still have the face to face him?
Li Minglang is such a smart person, naturally knows Ye Beibei's thoughts, his eyes are wandering out of the window, he doesn't know where to look, his lips are pursed tightly, he looks painful and lonely, "I hurt you." ”
Ye Beibei felt an inexplicable sadness, a gust of wind blew, and she couldn't help but shudder, "It's not you, it's me, if I really love Jiang Yuezhou enough, if it weren't for my foresight, indecision, and selfishness, I wouldn't be what I am today." ”
Li Minglang listened to Ye Beibei say this, even more uncomfortable, some mistakes were destined to be made up, he loved her too much, so he hurt her too much, his own love, why did he appear in such an irrational posture," You can't be with Jiang Yuezhou now, to a large extent, it's because of me, I calculated you, deceived you, and used a lot of deception methods against you, I thought I wouldn't say it if I died, but I'm like this now, the result is the same to you as Jiang Yuezhou, I want you to feel better, I can go to Jiang Yuezhou to admit my mistakes, I'm sorry for you, and I will be responsible for the current ending. ”
Ye Beibei looked at Liminglang's sad eyes, her fingers moved slightly, wanting to touch him and pass on some comfort to him, but there was a distance between them, she calmed herself down and smiled calmly at Liminglang:" Seriously, you told me these things today that shocked me at first, but now it's okay, I don't blame you for this matter, to put it in layman's terms, a slap doesn't make a sound, I can't let you bear the criticism of fate alone, my character is inevitable, I will inevitably be hurt, and then hurt others, if you really think about me, really want to make up for your mistakes, promise me, don't tell Jiang Yuezhou all this. Ye Beibei looked at Liminglang quietly, and there was a kind of light wind in his eyes that saw through the world.
"Don't you love him, don't you want to be with him?" Li Minglang looked at Ye Beibei with some amusement.
"Love, I love him, I used to want to be with him, but now I don't. The situation is pressing, the former sea must become a mulberry field, Ye Beibei did not continue to explain, she didn't want Li Minglang to carry too heavy a burden, although he did something wrong, but for love crazy things, who hasn't done it, not to mention that there is a bigger trouble waiting for him, "Let's make such a big move, what do you want to say to the family? Will the old man embarrass you?"
"My dreams come true by myself, and I will find a way to fulfill them. It's you and Jiang Yuezhou ......" Li Minglang originally thought that she would make everything clear to Ye Beibei, she would quarrel with herself, or scold, or even beat, and then defect to Jiang Yuezhou, but she didn't expect her to act like the opposite, very calm, very calm, and stay away from Jiang Yuezhou.
"Li Minglang, I don't hold a grudge against you for these things you did, but if you want to tell Jiang Yuezhou about this, I will definitely not forgive you. Ye Beibei pursed her lips and gritted her teeth to prevent them from making trembling sounds, but her face was indifferent.
"Well, as long as you decide something, I will not go against your will again. Li Minglang nodded solemnly and agreed, he knew that Ye Beibei's self-esteem and pride were no less than his own, and now that things had come to this, how could she go back to Jiang Yuezhou again, even if she went to explain things clearly to Jiang Yuezhou, the mustard in their hearts could not be eliminated.