Lin Rongshen and I looked at the snow outside the window at the same time, and for a moment we didn't speak, but looked at it attentively, after a long time, I heard Lin Rongshen standing at the door sigh softly, and he said in a very low voice: "It turns out that it's been another year......"

Because of his emotion, I turned my face to look at him and found that his eyes were still on the snow outside the window, but soon, he withdrew his gaze, looked at me standing there, and said, "I'll go first, wait for me to come back." ”

This time I didn't talk nonsense, but simply gave him a word: "Okay." ”

Lin Rongshen saw that I was so well-behaved, so he smiled slightly and said to the nanny, "Take care of my wife." ”

After that, I pushed open the door and entered the elevator.

After Lin Rongshen left, I was inexplicably a little depressed because of Lin Rongshen's sigh and mood, he rarely showed such a look, thinking in my heart, what happened to him this morning?

Why did I find him a little sad?

I thought about it, I thought about it for a long time, and suddenly my whole body stiffened, and my hands were a little cold, and I remembered that today seemed to be Lin Rongshen's mother's death day.

His mother happened to die on this day, and it was also such a snowy weather, I remember Lin Haixin told me before.

I don't know why, I have always felt guilty about Lin Rongshen's parents, probably because my family was too evil, so that Lin Rongshen, who originally had a healthy family, became ruined.

Sometimes I am too selfish and always only think about myself, in fact, in the end, Lin Rongshen can have a hundred reasons to hate me, but I am extremely selfish and want him to let go of all his hatred for our family.

But there are some things that can't be both.

I can't be idle, I don't know why, at this moment, I suddenly want to go to see Lin Rongshen's mother, but I don't know where she is buried, Lin Rongshen has not mentioned it, my mother has not mentioned it, Lin Haixin has also not mentioned it, Lin Rongshen's mother is a can't be mentioned in the Lin family.

From the day I first entered the Lin family, I was very clear and understood.

I stood there and thought about it, then went back to the room and found my mobile phone, and called Jian Ting, about we haven't been in touch for a long time, Jian Ting was very surprised and happy when he received my call, thinking that I was here to find Lin Rongshen.

I immediately explained to him: "Jian Ting, don't tell Lin Rongshen that I gave you a phone call today. ”

Seeing that my tone was serious, Jian Ting asked me what was wrong.

I said directly, "You promise me." ”

Although Jian Ting didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in my gourd, he still agreed.

I asked him, "Do you know where Lin Rongshen's mother was buried?"

Jian Ting asked, "Why are you asking this?"

I said, "Today is Lin Rongshen's mother's death day, I want to go over and take a look." ”

Jian Ting seemed to remember something at this point, he thought for a while and said, "Don't go and see it, I heard Rong Shen say that you are pregnant again, and it is snowing heavily, what if you fall?"

I said, "You tell me the address, I want to see it." ”

Jian Ting sighed and said, "How can you be so able to toss?"

Still, he gave me the address.

After that, I went downstairs alone to the nearby store to buy money, paper, incense and candles and stopped a car to go to the address given to me by Jian Ting, but after arriving there, I thought it would be a cemetery, but no, but a barren mountain near the edge of the city, the barren mountain is a flat river, there is nothing, there is very little grass, only a lonely grave stands there, it looks inexplicably desolate.

I have never been here, I stood in front of Lin Rongshen's mother's tombstone, saw the words on the tombstone, and found that only Lin Rongshen's mother was written on it, and Lin Haixin's name did not appear.

It can be seen that this tomb was not erected by Lin Haixin, but by Lin Rongshen.

There was a bouquet of brightly colored lilies on the tombstone, which had been sitting for hours, and the flowers were already covered with snow, but the flowers were still fresh.

I don't know what to say, I haven't met Lin Rongshen's mother, and I don't know each other, so I can only squat down and sweep away all the snow on the tombstone for her, and then put some tribute and money paper incense candles.

After squatting there for a long time, staring at this tombstone that has experienced many years of wind and frost, I thought about it, and finally said softly: "Auntie, hello, I am Lailai, Rong Shen's wife." ”

There was silence in front of the tombstone, and there was no one around, which always made people feel a chill down their backs, but I didn't stop, but continued: "I know you don't know me, but I think you should know Tan Xiuqin, right?"

Although the posthumous photo of Lin Rongshen's mother on the tombstone has been dyed by wind and frost and is almost invisible, it is not difficult to see from the outline that Lin Rongshen's mother is a woman with a good temperament.

Lin Rongshen is somewhat similar to him.

I slowly threw the money paper to the ground, bowed my head to the wind and continued: "I came today, I don't want to show off anything to you, but I want to say sorry to you on behalf of my mother, I hope you can accept it, you can be relieved, and you can ...... it."

Speaking of which, I think it is too unkind and too harsh to ask her to forgive, and we have no right to ask for her forgiveness, halfway through the pause, I thought about it, or shook my head and said with a smile: "Okay, I don't have anything to say to you, I just want to tell you in person, you have a grandson, the child is only a month old now, and he will definitely grow up very healthy in the future, and I will bring the child to you in person to meet at that time, at that time he will probably know how to call grandma, will you be happy?"

There was the sound of wind and snow all around, and I knew that she would not be able to answer, so I could only smile scoundrelly and toast Lin Rongshen's mother with a glass of wine.

After that, although I had nothing to say to her, I was not in a hurry to leave, but I thought that there was not much to do anyway, so I sat there with his mother for a long time, and I don't know why I was not afraid at all, but my heart was very peaceful, and I felt a sense of security inexplicably.

Unconsciously, I sat from about ten o'clock in the morning until three o'clock in the afternoon, and found that the wind and snow were getting bigger and bigger, and the body temperature on my body was getting colder and colder, so I patted the wind and snow on my body, said goodbye to Lin Rongshen's mother, and turned around and left here.

When I left, I also looked back, Lin Rongshen's mother's tombstone, still standing there for a long time, without the slightest change, soon, the snow became heavier and heavier, and the only tombstone on the barren mountain was buried tightly, so that people could not find it at all.

I sighed, tightened my down jacket, and continued walking.

About today's wind, after going back, even if I took a hot bath in the bathroom to ward off the cold, the next morning I had a high fever, burning to thirty-nine degrees, at that time Lin Rongshen got up from the bed as usual to change clothes and prepare to go to work in the company, but halfway through the clothes, he found that I was usually tired behind him at this time, but at this time I was lying on the bed without moving, and he found that there was a suspicious flush on my cheeks.

As a doctor, his first instinct was naturally to feel that something was abnormal, he let go of the hand holding the coat, sat down on the edge of my bed, and tested the temperature on my forehead with his hand, but for a moment, he withdrew it, and touched my hot face again, he whispered two words to Lailai, and saw that I never responded.

After he covered me with the quilt, he walked out of the room without saying a word, and asked the nanny who was preparing breakfast at the table, "Is my wife out of the house?" ”

The nanny was still a little confused, why did Lin Rongshen suddenly ask like this, but after seeing the emotion between his eyebrows, she still replied honestly: "Yes, where did Mrs. go yesterday morning?"

Lin Rongshen asked, "Where did you go?" ”

The nanny said, "I don't know, my wife didn't tell us, she didn't call the driver, but went out alone." ”

Lin Rongshen suddenly increased his volume and asked, "Why didn't you call me?!"

Frightened, the nanny's body shook, a little caught off guard, and with a blank face, she stared at Lin Rongshen with wide eyes, and only after a long time did she say cautiously: "Madam...... Madame said when she went out...... Let's not tell you. ”

Lin Rongshen sneered and said, "It seems that Madame's words are much more effective than mine." ”

He said such a thing to the servant, and then said nothing, walked to the sofa and picked up the landline, and called Jane, and said to the assistant on the phone that all meetings and work in the past few days would be dismissed.

As soon as the assistant heard that something was wrong, he immediately said: "But Mr. Lin, you still have a dinner with Mr. Zhang of Wang's Enterprise today......

Lin Rong didn't think about it and said, "Push it off, no matter whose it is." ”

After he said this, he hung up the phone directly, and then gave the hospital another call, and after this call, he put down the landline in his hand and said to the nanny: "Prepare alcohol and towels." ”

After he said this, he walked into the room, and seeing that I was still lying unconscious on the bed, he did not speak, but took my hand from the bedside table, and after finding my call history, he selected Jian Ting's number and gave him a phone call.

After the phone was connected, Lin Rongshen said directly: "It's me, I ask you, where did Lailai go yesterday." ”

Jian Ting thought it was me, but he didn't expect to hear Lin Rongshen's voice, he was stunned for a few seconds, didn't forget my agreement with him, and pretended to be stupid and asked, "What's wrong?

Lin Rongshen didn't have time to play Tai Chi with Jian Ting, so he said directly: "Don't be sloppy, why did she call you yesterday." ”

Jian Ting knew that lying to Lin Rongshen was killing himself, he sighed and said, "She called me yesterday and asked me where your mother's tombstone is, I think she should go to see your mother." ”

After Jian Ting finished speaking, he thought for a while and asked, "What's the matter? Why did you come here to ask this?"

Lin Rongshen said that it was nothing, and hung up the phone directly.