The confused emotions in Lin Rongshen's eyes gradually cleared, and he chuckled and said: "I have always thought that human emotions are not so difficult to control, as long as this person has good self-control, he can be completely controlled by himself, after all, he is the master of this body, how can he let his emotions be controlled?" So when I joined the doctor's profession, I saw too much life and death, and I always looked at the death of human life very lightly, but I was always extremely worried and unable to let go of any small problems with your body, and I always felt that it was good for you to be healthy in front of me. ”

He smiled helplessly and said: "About this is what I like, I like to be for a person I obviously want to hate but worry about her, obviously want to hate someone, but still want to get close uncontrollably, and in the end even want to take it for himself and become his own property, I can't see her getting close to other men, I can't see it, she has other men in her heart, this kind of feeling is selfish and terrible, love, shouldn't it be great?"

I looked at Lin Rongshen's face, anxiously covered his cheeks with my hands and denied: "No, it's not like this at all, love is selfish, selfish enough to let him belong to himself, Rong Shen, you love me, you love me very much." ”

When Lin Rongshen heard my answer, he still asked me uncertainly, "Really?"

I didn't expect him to be so stupid, so smart, but he didn't understand what love was, but from the words that came out of his mouth, I knew that he loved me, and there was no doubt about that, if he didn't love me, he wouldn't have been able to say that.

I hugged my waist with my hands, buried my face in his chest, and cried with joy, before he said this, I always felt that Lin Rongshen didn't love me, if he loved me, how could he be so cold to me? Why after arguing with me, I was so emotional, but he could be so calm? So calm that it seems that my emotions have never been able to affect him, and that feeling of powerlessness makes me even feel that he doesn't love me at all, it's not a sign that a person loves someone, he's so calm, so calm that people have to doubt it.

But now I know that he is not calm at all, but he doesn't know how to express it, a person like him is too smart about everything, but for feelings, he seems to be inferior to me.

I was even a little ecstatic, as long as I knew that he loved me, everything was enough, and I already had nothing extravagant.

I cried and said, "Why didn't you say these things to me earlier?"

Lin Rongshen looked at my excited appearance, smiled calmly and calmly asked, "Is there any difference between morning and evening?"

I leaned against his chest and said, " Of course there is a difference, let me know that you are love, I will not be so entangled and self-doubting at all, you don't know, I have been guessing your mind all day long, I am wondering what you are thinking, but you are always like a mystery in my eyes, I don't know you at all, I can't see through you, whenever I think I know enough about you, you always let me understand what it means to actually not understand at all, Rong Shen, sometimes I feel so tired with you, because no matter how hard I try, but I can never keep up with your footsteps. ”

Lin Rongshen stared down at my face, his voice showed an incredible gentleness, and he said, "How come, haven't I been holding you all the time?"

I said, "Will you take me for the rest of your life?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Yes." He thought for a while, and then said, "Not only will I lead you for a lifetime, but I will also take care of you for a lifetime, and our children, as you said, we will give him all our love." ”

I buried my face in his arms, and with a hum, everything was satisfied.

After that, the two of us hugged each other relatively wordlessly, this is about the most open chat since we met, to get married, this chat, so that a thing that I was extremely entangled with was like the city gate was broken, and there was no doubt about anything, and my heart was also clear.

When I woke up the next morning, Lin Rongshen woke up from drinking, and I sat down at the table and asked him, a little deliberately asking him if he remembered what he said to me last night.

At that time, Lin Rongshen was reading the newspaper, and he was having breakfast, and when he heard my words, he raised his face to look at me with a normal expression, and asked with a calm expression: "Did I say anything last night?"

When I heard his words and saw his expression, I knew that he had forgotten, and I wanted to tease him a little, but I was a little angry and asked, "You really don't remember what you said?"

Lin Rongshen continued to lower his head, continued to flip through the newspaper and said, "I should have drunk a lot of wine yesterday. ”

I slapped the table to get his attention and said, "How can you forget that you said you love me very much yesterday in front of me?"

Lin Rongshen was unmoved by my words, he said: "Impossible, eat with peace of mind." ”

Such a ruthless denial, such an indifferent denial, such a shameless denial, what should I say?

His expression made me wonder if what I had done last night was my imagination or my delusion.

In order to force him to admit it, I snatched the newspaper from his hand and said, "How can you not count what you say?

Lin Rongshen didn't stretch out his hand to grab the newspaper in my hand, about he had finished reading this newspaper, he took a sip of the coffee on the table, then wiped the corner of his mouth with a napkin, and said, "Okay, don't make trouble." When he saw that the breakfast in my bowl had not been touched at all, he knocked on the table with his hand and said, "Breakfast is cold, hurry up and use it." ”

Then I hired a nanny and asked her to bring me a bowl of porridge.

After he finished these instructions, he got up and calmly went back to the room to change clothes, I sat there, some wanted to cry without tears, yesterday his side is rare to see in a thousand years, if I had met earlier, I should have recorded it with my mobile phone, and it would not have reached the present, he was repaid, there was no evidence at all.

I have a little grudge, even if Lin Rongshen changed his clothes and came out, this resentment still did not diminish in the slightest.

Lin Rongshen walked to the door, and didn't tell me: "It's cold outside today, stay at home and don't go out." ”

Hearing him say this, the servant who came out of the kitchen said, "It's really cold outside, and it's snowing heavily." ”

I looked sideways and realized that it was really snowing outside.