076. Break up
After arriving in the apartment, Lin Rongshen was busy in the kitchen, I sat on the sofa and watched TV, in fact, I didn't see much of the picture on the TV, just staring at the front in a daze, and occasionally I could hear the noise from the kitchen.
When Lin Rongshen prepared dinner almost completely, I went into the kitchen to wash my hands, but because I had something in my heart, I was reckless in doing things, and I didn't even notice that the sleeves on my wrists were not tied up, but Lin Rongshen on the side saw it, surrounded me from behind, grabbed my wrist and rolled up my sleeves, and then asked softly in my ear: "What are you thinking?" ”
He suddenly got so close to me, I shook my body, and I looked up at him, only to find that he didn't know when he was behind me, I shook my head a little panicked and said, "No, it's nothing." ”
Lin Rongshen didn't ask much, just hummed, and then washed my hands seriously, probably because of occupational diseases, he washed my hands very carefully and seriously, I actually felt that the touch of his water and the touch of his fingertips were very comfortable, so I just stood there and let him wash it.
After Lin Rongshen finally thought it was clean, he used a white dry towel to dry my hands for me.
After Lin Rongshen confirmed that I was coming to my senses, he patted my head and said, "Okay, go to the table and wait." ”
I nodded, and walked away from the kitchen.
When Lin Rongshen put the last dish on the table, I raised my face to look at him and whispered his name: "Rongshen." ”
When he heard me calling his name, he put down what he was holding, took off his apron, and sat down across from me before he mumbled, waiting for what I had to say.
He seemed to have anticipated what I was trying to say.
I said, "I think we need to have a good conversation." ”
He poured me a glass of juice and asked, "How do you want to talk." ”
I said, "After talking." ”
Lin Rongshen put down the container in his hand, looked at me and said, "You say." ”
I said, "I think you and Millie are a good fit." ”
Lin Rongshen didn't move when he heard my words, and his eyes fell on me very calmly.
I added, "I hope we both think calmly now." ”
He sat down in a different position and leaned back in his chair, looking up at me with a look as if he was waiting for me to say something.
But since some words have been started, I will naturally not back down.
I said, "Let's not see each other again." ”
The room was quiet, no one spoke, and Lin Rongshen did not answer.
I stood up from the table and said to Lin Rongshen, "I wish you and Millie to grow old together, this is what I want to say today, nothing else." Looking down at the rich dinner on the table, I added, "Thank you for today's dinner." ”
After I said this, I pushed away the chair behind me and turned around and went back to the bedroom, closing the door by the way, and didn't care about Lin Rongshen in the living room.
I stayed in my room all night, and when I opened the door the next morning and came out, there was a cold meal on the table, and there was no one in the living room, it was quiet.
I made a round, and after making sure that Lin Rongshen had left, I washed and changed my clothes in the usual order, and went downstairs to buy breakfast and take the bus to work.
But as soon as I arrived at the door of the company, I met another person I really didn't want to see, this person was naturally Millie, and I knew that she would always come to me, so I was not surprised at all.
Instead of hiding, I walked generously towards Millie, and when I reached her, I greeted her and said, "Morning." ”
Millie looked at me with red and swollen eyes, I think it should be the reason for crying a lot these days, I have always felt guilty about her, and I don't want to avoid her anymore this time, so I took the initiative to say to her: "There's a breakfast shop next door, do you want to try it with me?"
Millie called out to me in a hoarse voice, "Sister Laylay......"
I smiled and said, "I just want to talk to you too." ”
She nodded and said, "Okay." ”
I know that she came to wait for me so early, must not have eaten breakfast, after taking her to a nearby breakfast shop, I ordered a lot of things that I think are okay, she seems to have never been to this kind of small breakfast shop, originally had no appetite, but I saw that the table was full of tricks, after eating a few bites, she was also eliminated a lot one after another.
I looked at Millie eating with relish, and thought to myself that she was really still a little girl, and no matter how troubled she was, a delicious meal could make her forget about it for a while.
After she had eaten almost enough, I cut to the chase, and I said, "I think you came to me today for Lin Rongshen's business, right?"
Millie immediately nodded and said, "Yes." ”
I said, "Do you like him very much?"
Millie made no secret of it: "I like him very much, I liked him from the first time we met, and I have been ...... to so many years. ”
I was curious and asked, "What do you like about him?"
Millie didn't even think to answer me, "I like everything." She bowed her head a little sadly and said, "Even when he ignores me and says ugly things to me, I like it, and I can't hate him at all." ”
Millie spoke too much like me before, and even he hated me before, and I liked it, but now that I think about it, I was like a magic barrier at that time, as if I didn't live in the same city as him, and I felt like I couldn't live anymore.
I said, "Don't you hate me?"
Millie looked at me with wide eyes and asked, "Why should I hate you?"
I said, "I ...... Lin Rongshen"
Millie smiled cheerfully and said: "Although I am a little jealous of you, I don't hate you, after all, Rong Shen likes you, and it is not your fault, I can only blame myself for not being capable." ”
Millie's words made me feel a little ashamed, if I were her, I would hate myself, right? After all, she cried so badly that day, and I always stood by as a victor.
I have such a heart, and I can't compare to a little girl.
I smiled and said, "A kind girl will always be accompanied by good luck, and I believe that what you want will come true in the future." ”
Millie didn't understand what I meant, looked at me blankly, and said, "Lin Rongshen and I will not have results in this life, so you don't have to be sad, work hard, if you work harder, maybe your wish will be fulfilled." ”
Millie didn't understand and said, "Why?"
I shrugged my shoulders and smiled and said, "There's no why, we're just not a good fit." ”
Millie put down her chopsticks, sighed and said, "What's the use of my efforts, he doesn't even look at me." ”
I smiled and said: "Liking someone is like doing a math problem, you must find a way to solve the problem that suits him, it is not a reckless rush to get a response, in fact, as long as you find a way to solve him, it is easy to catch him." ”
When Millie heard me, her eyes widened and she asked, "Is it true?"
I shrugged my shoulders and said, "I don't know, I don't seem to have untied him for so many years." I laughed awkwardly twice and said, "I'm sorry I can't help you." ”
Millie waved her hand at me nonchalantly and said, "It's okay, I'll have a lot of time to get to know him later." ”
I said, "When are you going to go back abroad?"
Millie shook her head and said, "I don't know yet, I'm still waiting for Rong Shen." ”
I said, "If there is a result, I must send the candy." ”
Millie blushed, and she said a little shyly, "It doesn't necessarily have a result yet." She thought for a moment and said, "But if I do succeed, I will be the first to send you candy." ”
I smiled, glanced at the clock on the wall of the breakfast shop, and found that I was going to be late for work, so I called the proprietress to read the bill, and said to Millie, "I still have to go to work, so I'll go first." ”
Millie was a little reluctant to ask me if she could still have dinner and chat with me later? Of course I said generously, Millie was very happy, and rushed up to hug me.
I hugged her back.
On the way back to the company, my heart was sour, but I still forced a smile and said to myself, it's okay, you have long broken off, and it is also a good thing to have a better girl to take care of him.
Since you have already been cleaned, why bother to entangle with him again, even if you continue to entangle, there may not be results, but you will make your life bloody, to be able to do this, Chararelai, it means that you have finally let go and matured.
Since then, I've been busy with work, like a spinning top all day, busy and around, and my mom has called me a few times in the evening, but I always refused to answer her calls.
I'm doing well now, I don't have much money, but at least I'm not hungry, and I don't want to hear her talk any nonsense to me.
But a few days later, Millie suddenly sent me a message, saying that Lin Rongshen had agreed to go abroad with her, and that she might go there to discuss the engagement on the plane at ten o'clock tonight.
When I saw this text message, I was sitting in a fast food restaurant and gobbling up food, I carefully looked at the text in my phone for a long time, until I could recite this line very smoothly, I put down my phone and continued to eat as if nothing happened.
But after eating, I felt that the more I ate, the more I panicked, so I could only put down the chopsticks, settle the bill, and leave the restaurant.
After I got home, Zhang Xiaoya was waiting for me at the door, her expression was very anxious, I had a hunch of why she came to me, I took out the key and arrived at the door without expression and said in advance: "I don't want to hear anything about Lin Rongshen today, Zhang Xiaoya, if you say half a word, we will break off our relationship." ”
I first stated that Zhang Xiaoya was stunned, she said: "No, Charlai, don't be like this, you let me finish speaking, I'm very anxious." ”
I looked at her sideways and said in a serious tone, "I'm not joking with you, but I'm really breaking up." ”