I sat up from the bed, looked at him and said, "Just woke up." ”

He smiled and whispered, "It's time for dinner, get ready." ”

I picked up the clothes on the bed and wrapped myself in them, and then I stretched out my hand to him and said, "Help me down, I've been lying on the bed all day, and my head is dizzy." ”

Yi Jin didn't seem to suspect anything, after he helped me out of bed, I sat in a wheelchair, I glanced at the rain outside, and found that it still didn't stop, I looked up at her again and asked, "Have I been lying down for a long time?"

Yi Jin pushed me towards the living room and said, "I've been sleeping for almost an afternoon." ”

After the maid at home prepared dinner, I don't know if it was the reason why I ate too much at noon, I didn't eat much for dinner, or even a little little, and even wanted to vomit a little, and people gradually began to feel uncomfortable again.

But I didn't show it too obviously, trying to make myself look like a normal person, but even so, Yi Jin still saw it, he saw that my appetite didn't seem to be very good, so he put down the chopsticks in his hand and asked, "What's wrong, uncomfortable?"

I hurriedly said, "I guess it's a bit of a bit of a stagnant food, so there shouldn't be much of a problem." ”

Yi Jin said to the housekeeper on the side: "Call Dr. Zeng and ask him to come over for an examination." ”

After hearing Yi Jin's instructions, the housekeeper didn't dare to delay the time, so he immediately went to call the doctor, thinking that I would have to get an injection as soon as my doctor came. I was about to say no, but apparently it was too late, the butler had already left the restaurant, I glanced at him, and he seemed to see the grief in my eyes, so he got up from his chair, bent down and tucked the blanket for me, and said, "It's just a check, if it's okay, there is no need for an injection." ”

I retorted, "Every time you say that, the doctor doesn't just give me an injection." ”

I immediately put my hand out to him and said, "Look, the back of my hand is full of holes left by injections, and it's not healed yet." ”

Yi Jin's eyes fell on the small blue and a little purple bruise on the back of my hand, he didn't speak, but grabbed my hand with his hand, I have lost weight now, and my hand has become much smaller, and there is only a small lump in his palm.

Later, the doctor came and said that I was a little malnourished and needed to supplement iron and electrolytes, and I was given two bottles of medicine for something, and I knew that this would be the result, so I was a little angry, and Yi Jin ignored me when he talked to me.

I can't figure it out, I've eaten enough, why I've been malnourished for a long time, and then I lose weight, I can hardly look at it, thinking of this, my mood for a good day is getting worse and worse, and I don't want to take medicine and pull needles.

Yi Jin made trouble with me for a while, and he didn't care about me, he knew that when I was over, I would be like no one, the medicine was smashed, and he asked the back kitchen to boil again, but this needle, I wanted to pull it out, but I still didn't dare to look at him.

After making a fuss like this, I was a little tired, and I kept lying on the bed with potions, while Yi Jin sat on the side and guarded me.

When I woke up after sleeping for half an hour, Yi Jin was not by my side, probably leaving temporarily, and I didn't pay attention to it, but I was a little thirsty and wanted to find someone to pour water for me, but there was no one in the room, so I sat up from the bed and shouted a few words in the direction of the door: "Annie!

There was still no one, I was a little angry, there was always no one around when I needed them the most, I simply pulled out the needle on hand, after pulling it out, I climbed off the bed with a lot of energy, and finally sat on the wheelchair, I seemed to hear someone talking outside, thinking that Anne and they were lazy again, so I angrily turned the wheelchair and walked that way, but when I walked to the door, I opened the door, and there was no Anne outside the door, but two servants were sitting on the sofa, chatting with melon seeds.

I didn't expect them to be so bold, they dared to sit here at night and talk lazy, I just wanted to rush up and reprimand them, but before I could speak in a hurry, I heard one of the servants with his back to me, chatting while knocking melon seeds: "If you want me to say, now our errands are not good, this Miss Yi has a big temper, and she plays Miss Miss's temper at every turn, if it is not for Mr. Yi's habit, who is willing to take care of her paralyzed." ”

Another servant also said, "What are you doing with a dying person, her body is getting worse day by day, and she can enjoy a few more blessings? A doomed death, indeed. ”

The man knocked on the melon seeds and said, "No, I don't bother to bother with a person who is about to die, but it's a pity that I was born in such a good family, but I am a short-lived ghost." ”

The two servants didn't notice that I was behind them at all, and the ground was full of melon seed skins that they had knocked on the ground, and one of the servants fell on the sofa after knocking the melon seeds in his hand, sighed comfortably and said: "Hey, rich people are good, the sofas are softer than other people's." ”

The other person also fell down, and even took off his shoes and socks, wiped them twice on the sofa, closed his eyes and said with great enjoyment: "We can't rest for too long, be careful that Mr. Yi comes back and bumps into him." ”

The man said, "What are you afraid of, Mr. Yi has an urgent trip, and it is estimated that he will not come back tonight." ”

While the two of us were resting comfortably, I quietly pushed the wheelchair back to the bedroom.

After about twenty minutes, Anne rushed back, and when she came back, she saw that I had pulled out the needle, and when she came up, she said, "Oh! Miss Yi, why did you pull out the needle!"

I ignored her, just leaned there very quietly, she didn't notice my abnormality, and Anne should have gone out to the back kitchen to get me Chinese medicine, she was carrying a thermos cup specially filled with medicine, she put the thermos cup down, when even looked at my hand, after confirming that there was no bleeding, she breathed a sigh of relief, looked at me and said, "What's wrong with you? It's just a little bit of medicine, why did you pull the needle yourself." ”

I asked expressionlessly, "What about Yi Jin?" ”

When Anne heard me ask Yi Jin, she remembered something, and she hurriedly said, "Mr. Yi went to deal with some urgent matters just now, and he may not be able to come back tonight." ”

I listened and didn't speak.

Anne took the medicine out of the thermos cup again, it was still very hot, and the black liquid emitted bursts of white mist, and she blew at me: "It's a little hot, I'll blow you cool and blow cool, and you can drink it later." ”

As soon as Anne put down the medicine, two servants who had been lazy outside the living room walked in, and they had my dinner for the day in their hands, and after carefully setting it aside as usual, they did not linger long, and immediately withdrew.

But before they could get to the door, I said, "Wait." ”

Because they didn't need them to eat with me, Anne on the side thought I was talking about her, and Anne, who was giving something to give medicine to cool off, looked at me.

I said, "It's not you, it's Sister Ju and Sister Qing." ”

The two men who had already walked to the door all looked at me, looking at me with some uncertainty, and I said, "Yes, it's the two of you." ”

The two servants looked at each other, and probably didn't know what I was looking for them, but they both looked at each other, and then they came up, and I took a look at tonight's food, and said to them, "I don't eat the bean sprouts." Pick them all out. ”

They didn't expect me to let them do such a thing, they hesitated for a while, and one of them took the initiative to pick up the chopsticks and said, "I'll pick it for you." ”

The other one was standing aside, and I looked at her and said to her, "Bring me the medicine, I want to drink it first." ”

Anne immediately reminded: "It's still a little hot." ”

I ignored her, and the other servant who was standing there immediately came over with the bowl of medicine that was a little hot for me, it was indeed a little hot, and when she carefully held it and just wanted to hand it to me, I didn't take it, but pulled the quilt on my body with a faint expression and said: "Hold it well, if you spill a drop, you will deduct half a month's salary, and if the bowl falls." Just fuck off. ”

The two of them looked at me in surprise, but I didn't look at them.

Anne thought I was in a bad mood again, and was about to intercede on behalf of the two servants, but I had already said in advance: "I don't want to hear anything now." ”

Anne tried to ask for mercy, but swallowed it anyway.

The one named Sister Qing was picking up the dishes for me, and that Sister Ju was sweating profusely holding the bowl of particularly hot medicine, her hands were shaking all the time, and the hand holding the bottom of the bowl was red, it seemed to be very hot because she looked at me very uncomfortably, and even said with a hint of pleading: "Miss Yi, it's too hot"

I smiled and looked at her hand that was shaking more and more, and asked, "Soup?"

She immediately nodded, probably expecting me to let her go.

I sneered. He said to Anne, "I'm thirsty and want to drink water, so go and pour me a glass of water." ”

Anne didn't know what I was going to do, but now I was in their eyes, I had become a cloudy person, Anne was afraid of getting into trouble, and the wise choice was wise to protect herself, she didn't say a word and immediately went to pour it for me, but she just walked to the door, and I added a sentence later: "Boiling water." ”

Anne looked back at me in astonishment, and I looked back at her, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Seeing that there was no smile on my face, Anne immediately shook her head and said, "No, nothing." ”

Then she walked out, and in a few minutes she came with a glass of freshly boiled water. I glanced at her with a smile, and then said to Sister Ju who was serving the water, "Come here." ”

Sister Ju didn't know what I was trying to do, but she didn't dare to resist me, so she could only follow my instructions and come over with the bowl of medicine that was getting cooler, and when she arrived in front of me, I said, "Put the medicine lower." ”

She looked at me again, although she still didn't know what I was going to do, she still followed my words, put the medicine bowl in her hand a little lower, I took the cup of hot water in Anne's hand, and said to Sister Ju with a smile: "It's steady, if you spill a drop, you still have to get out." ”

After I finished speaking, I raised the glass of water in my hand and stopped above the medicine bowl. I took the glass of water and poured it down slowly, and the 90-degree water formed a droplet, which continued to enter the medicine bowl, and the higher the water level in the bowl, the more and more liquid was splashed outward, and the denser and denser it became.

When the liquid in the bowl filled up from the edge of the bowl, she finally did not resist, and she raised her voice: "Ah!", and the bowl fell in response, and all the liquid was poured on her feet in cloth shoes.

Before she could even react to anything, she hugged her feet and fell to the ground screaming.

Anne immediately bent down to help her burn on the ground, Sister Qing, who was picking vegetables, saw that her companion had become like this, and she probably realized something, her face was a little pale, and the hand that picked up the vegetables for me was shaking all the time, I smiled and glanced at her, and her hand trembled even more.

But I didn't have the energy to worry about anything with her, so I just said lightly: "The sofa outside is dirty, go wash it." ”

When she heard my words, as if she had been pardoned, she hurriedly put down the chopsticks in her hand, and then she turned pale and stammered, "Yi, Miss Yi, I'll go now." ”

I don't know what Sister Ju's feet are burned, but I think that such hot water, even if it is not very bad, will definitely make her hurt for a while.

I asked Anne to bring a doctor to treat her, and after so long, and I didn't bother to take the medicine, I asked people to push me out for a walk, and the rain outside had stopped, and it was wet outside, and I looked at the fish that were still active in the water with the lights in my daze.

After Anne had set up Sister Ju, she saw me sitting outside without even a blanket, so she immediately walked out and said to me, "Go in quickly, be careful of catching a cold." ”

I ignored her.

At this time, a servant chased him out of the house and said to Anne, "Anne, Mr. Yi's phone number." ”

Anne glanced at me and said, "Mr. Yi called, probably to ask about your situation." She didn't linger any longer, and ran toward the house.

Not long after, Anne hurried out again, handed me the phone, and said, "Sir, let you answer the phone." ”

After I took it from her hand, Yi Jin's voice came from the other end, and he asked with a characteristic gentleness towards me, "Haven't slept yet?"

I also came in and said, "I slept too long during the day and had a little insomnia." ”

I thought about it for a while, and hurriedly asked, "When will you come back?"

He smiled and said, "I can still take care of something outside, maybe tomorrow." ”

I said, "Then you're busy, I don't need you to worry about it." ”

Yi Jin asked with some disbelief, "Really?"

I said, "I'm not a kid, of course." ”

When Yi Jin heard me say this, he smiled lightly and said, "Okay, Anne just said that you punished two servants?"

I didn't expect Anne to make a small report to Yi Jin, so I snorted coldly and said, "Who made their mouths dirty?"

Yi Jin felt that there was another meaning hidden in my words, and he asked, "What's wrong?

I said, "They called me short-lived, they said I was dying, and they said I was paralyzed. ”

Before I finished speaking, Yi Jin asked in a cold voice, "Who said these words?"

I said, "Sister Ju and Sister Qing." ”

Yi Jin didn't say anything after hearing this, he was silent for a while on the other end of the phone and said, "I'll let the housekeeper handle this matter, and the subordinate chewed the root of his tongue indiscriminately." Don't worry about them. ”

I sneered and said, "I'm too lazy to bother with them, anyway, that Sister Ju is not having a good time, I burned my feet, and it is estimated that I will not be able to get out of bed for ten days and half a month." ”

Yi Jin said: "Okay, this matter will end here, don't think about it anymore." ”

I said, "I'm not cranky, I'm fine now, how can I believe them, if I'm really a dying person, where is my mother still in the mood to work abroad, there must be a plane coming to take care of me." ”

When Yi Jin saw me say this, he said, "Well, don't listen to the servant's nonsense, I'll come back as soon as possible tomorrow." I said, "Okay, bring me a present." ”

He suddenly laughed. "You've always remembered that," he said. ”

I said, "Of course I can't forget that." ”

Yi Jin smiled and said, "Okay, go back to the room quickly, don't suffer from the cold." ”

Hearing his words, I naturally replied: "Okay, I'll reply." ”

Yi Jin asked me to give the phone to Anne again, and after I gave the phone to Anne, I ignored her and walked towards the house in a wheelchair.

When I returned to my room, I didn't let Anne follow, and when she was talking to Yi Jin on the phone, I immediately locked the door.

After making sure that there was no one in the bedroom, I tried to get up from the wheelchair and stood up on my own little by little, and I clearly remembered that my previous self was able to move around, which must be the reason why I was discharged from the hospital and did not exercise during this time. I held the wheelchair with my hands stubbornly, trying to force my body strength to my feet, but I only stood firm for three seconds, my whole body fell weakly to the chair again, after I fell, I still refused to admit defeat, I used all the strength in my body, stood up from the wheelchair, this time standing a little longer, ten seconds, twenty seconds, thirty seconds, fifty seconds, after a minute passed, I smiled.

That's it. If people don't connect, it's like a machine, it will get more and more rusty, how can it be good, it turns out that I'm too lazy.

After discovering that I could stand for so long, I tried to move forward little by little, one step, two steps, three steps.

Before I had time for ecstasy, on the fourth step, I fell to the ground hard, and the moment I fell, I clearly heard the dull sound of my body hitting the floor.

Every bone in my bones hurts, and I still think it's a problem that I didn't stand up just now, at least more than when I first stood up. Much better, at least a few steps this time I struggled to get up from the ground again, but this time I had just stood on my feet, and I fell backwards again.

After falling to the ground this time, I never got up again, I couldn't move, I felt like my body was frozen up, I couldn't speak, I couldn't shout, I could only listen to Anne's knocking and calling outside the door.

She thought I was mad at her, she thought I was asleep, knocked a few times, and saw that I didn't respond. Not daring to knock down, she left the door of my room.

My body twitched twice, and after two strokes, I could clearly feel my body under the floor, getting colder and colder.

I lay in this cold ground all night, trying to get up from the ground several times, but each time I put my arms on the floor and fell down again.

After that, I didn't have any strength to struggle anymore.

The next morning, Anne knocked on the door again, and I still didn't answer her, she didn't know what was going on, and the butler seemed to be outside, "Or, I'll go get the key and open the door." ”

Anne immediately said, "Don't yet, maybe you're sleeping." Miss Yi sometimes has to sleep until noon, so let's wait. ”

The housekeeper listened to Anne's words and didn't dare to come in rashly, but who knew that when they were planning to come in again at noon, Yi Jin didn't know why, he came back early, after he came back, Anne went to him and told me about my situation, the first time Yi Jin came back, when he knocked on the door outside the bedroom door, he called a few times: "Xiao Fan?"

Seeing that there was no response in my room, he knocked a few more times, and Yi Jin probably knew that something was wrong, so he asked Anne outside the door: "Has it been like this since last night?"

Anne immediately replied, "Yes." After making the phone call with you, there has been no movement inside. ”

As soon as Annie's words fell, there was a loud bang outside the door, the door was kicked open by Yi Jin, he saw me lying on the ground, and immediately rushed over, he picked me up from the ground, and shouted a few times: "Xiao Fan, Xiao Fan?!"

Seeing that I didn't just open my eyes and didn't react, he immediately shook my hand with his hand, and found that it was cold, he looked at Anne with a blushing face, but he didn't say anything, hugged me and quickly got to bed, and immediately wrapped me tightly with the quilt, after he wrapped me, he immediately ordered Anne on the side, and asked her to call the doctor immediately.

But when he had finished speaking, he brushed away the hair on my forehead, and felt that my look and eyes were wrong, and he immediately said the word wait, and when he finished speaking, he suddenly took me in his arms together with the quilt, and ran towards the door of the room without caring for anything.

I clearly felt my breathing getting heavier and heavier, I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say a word, I could only use all my strength to grab Yi Jin's shirt, I wanted him to see me, I wanted to talk to him, but my strength was too small, and the hand on his shirt didn't have any strength at all.

And Yi Jin was so busy putting me in the car that he didn't have time to notice my small movements.

After Yi Jin carried me into the car, the driver immediately started the car and quickly drove away from here, Yi Jin grabbed my hand that fell on his chest, and he kept comforting me and said: "It's going to be fine, don't worry, we will be at the hospital soon, Xiaofan, not me." ”

He covered my face and said, "Look at me." ”

I looked at him according to his words, I wasn't worried at all, but Yi Jin's eyes were all slowly flustered, but he was still restraining himself, he stroked my face and still spoke to me softly: "Is it uncomfortable? It'll be fine soon, just wait until we get to the hospital, don't be afraid, Xiaofan, I'm here, don't be afraid, my brother is here." ”

I burst into tears, my body was cold, but the tears that flowed unconsciously from the ends of my eyes were indeed extremely hot.

At this moment, I knew that he lied to me, he lied, and I was lying to myself. I kept thinking I could be okay because he never lied to me, and he said it was just a matter of time.

But today, I suddenly realized that my body did not get better, but was extremely bad, and it turned out that they endured my extremely bad temper because they sympathized with me.

It turns out that ten years later, I am like this, fragile and vulnerable, and I am a short-lived ghost who will not live to be thirty years old.

My mom, why did I become like this, she never came to see me.

Is it so useless that I even abandoned her.

I don't know how long our car has been going, our car kept running a red light halfway through. After arriving at the hospital in the city, it should have been more than an hour, and an hour later, my body was put on the emergency table, and the violent lights shone on it, and many doctors held something to my heart, and pressed it and pressed it again.

I felt like I was in pain, but I couldn't scream, my soul was imprisoned.

For another while, my ears were filled with the scrambled voices of doctors, and then they injected something into my arm, and the last vestiges of my consciousness finally fell asleep with the effect of the medicine.

This time I fell asleep, and it was another messy dream, and I dreamed that my parents were in a car accident. I dreamed of the day Zhao Xiaowen was shot, it was a heavy rain, I dreamed of Xiaoqi, the roaring sea, his cries, gunshots.

I struggled in my dreams to avoid the horrible images, but they kept chasing after me, and I clutched my head and screamed with all my might, and the images were shattered by my voice like a glass ball.

A beam of light came into my eyes, and suddenly I woke up, and when I woke up, I was still in the hospital.

Yi Jin is by my side.

He looked at me, and my hand was held in the palm of his hand. Yi Jin smiled and said, "Fan Fan, are you awake?"

I didn't have the strength to speak, and this time I found that it was very different from the first time I woke up, I was full of tubes and instruments, like a monster, a robot, a person who was going to die in a TV series, all of them acted like this.

The first thing I said to Yi Jin was "Yi Jin, I can't get better"

When he heard this, he tightened his grip on my hand, but the emotion on his face remained at a normal level, and although he was laughing, the strength with which he held my hand betrayed him. He wiped tears from my face and said, "It's a process, we're going to take our time." ”

I shook my head and closed my eyes tiredly, I knew he was lying to me again, but I knew in my heart that the servants had said that I was a short-lived ghost.

I said, "I'm a little tired." ”

Originally, I was just saying this, but as soon as I said it, it was like tears bursting.

I wanted to wipe it with my hands, because I didn't want to cry in front of him, it was a hand full of tubes, and those tubes were like a stab in my already fragile heart, I cried out, and I said, "Yi Jin, it's really hard like this." ”

(Tianjin)