044. Child
When I told Lin Rongshen the news of my pregnancy, it was when the child was almost two months old, I went to the north again to find Lin Rongshen, I sat in the café near Lin Rongshen's school and waited for him who was still in the laboratory, while waiting, I kept humming songs and kept looking out of the door.
Finally, a familiar figure finally appeared on the opposite road, he was walking towards this side, and when he was about to arrive at the door, I immediately greeted him with a smile, put my hands around his neck and said, "Rong Shen, I've been waiting for you for a long time." ”
Lin Rongshen wrapped his arms around my waist, ignoring the eyes around him, just panting slightly and asking me in a low voice, "Is the menstrual affair coming this month?"
I winked and smiled and said, "I haven't been here for two months." ”
He said, "Give me your hand." ”
I didn't understand what he was doing, but I obediently handed my hand to him, and he put his fingertips against my wrist to listen to my pulse, and after about a minute, he took my hand instead, with a slightly solemn expression, and took me out of the café.
He took me to the hospital and arranged for me to have a check-up without saying a word, and I honestly didn't say anything, thinking in my heart, let you be so arrogant before, scared you to death, right?
At that time, I had no idea that this child would make our relationship deteriorate again and go to the point of no return, I just playfully thought that with a child, he would not be able to get rid of me.
After the results came out, Lin Rongshen saw the content on it, and then crumpled the paper in his hand into a ball, his face was cloudy, and he lowered his voice and asked, "Didn't I prepare medicine for you?"
I didn't expect him to have such an expression, so terrible, so I said a little weakly: "Maybe the medicine is useless, I checked it on the Internet, and they said that it is impossible to avoid it 100% after taking medicine." ”
Lin Rongshen was so smart that he asked, "You didn't eat that day, did you?"
My dead duck stiffly said, "Why, I ate it." ”
Lin Rongshen suddenly grabbed my hand and said with a very terrifying expression: "Chararei, do you know what you are doing?"
I shrank back in fright from his reaction and whispered, "Why are you doing this, you're just pregnant, aren't you happy?"
Lin Rongshen laughed angrily, he said, "Happy? Do you think I'm happy now?"
Without even thinking about it, he pulled me up from the chair and said, "The child can't have it." ”
I panicked, stood still and refused to leave, and asked, "Why?"
Lin Rongshen said, "Why do you ask me?" He asked with a sneer: "You want to tie me up with this child?" Do you think that if you have this child, I will let go of my prejudice against you and your mother?
He said, "There's no way I'm going to let you conceive my child." He pulled me and walked towards the doctor's office, I didn't expect him to be so unexpectant of this child, I immediately panicked, this is my child, this is the child of the two of us, I have worked so hard to get it, how can I give up on him so easily, no, I can't.
In order to escape from this terrible place, I didn't even think about biting Lin Rongshen hard, he felt the pain, and the strength of grabbing my wrist was a little looser, I took advantage of the situation to immediately escape from his palm, covered my stomach and turned around and rushed towards the elevator entrance.
After escaping from the hospital, I flew back to O City at two o'clock in the afternoon, and when I returned to school, I felt that I was finally safe, but I didn't expect that not long after I came back, Lin Rongshen also followed, and he came back suddenly, which made my mother and Lin Haixin feel a burst of doubt.
But doubts are doubts, Lin Rongshen is a person who doesn't even come back for the New Year, Lin Haixin misses him very much, and is naturally happy to see him, and my mother, as a stepmother, in order to make a good family relationship, cooked a sumptuous dinner by herself after Lin Rongshen came back, and after I came back from school, I saw Lin Rongshen who was suddenly airborne in the Lin family and was stunned for a long time.
My mother's expression changed subtly at that time, Lin Rongshen sat at the dining table with an expressionless face and looked at me, the atmosphere in the living room suddenly became very serious, or Lin Haixin stood up from the chair, pulled me in from the door with a smile, and asked me jokingly: "What's wrong? I haven't known Brother Rong Shen for so long? Do you think he is too much, looking at Lailai's expression is stupid, hahaha." ”
As soon as Lin Haixin's quipping words fell, the bowl in my mother's hand was put heavily on the table, and it was obvious that she didn't like Lin Haixin's ambiguous ridicule of me and Lin Rongshen.
Lin Haixin had no choice but to laugh twice and pull me to the table, and after the nanny brought the food, my mother smiled at Lin Rongshen and said let's eat.
After eating, I was about to go upstairs, when Lin Rongshen, who was sitting with Lin Haixin, suddenly said to this side: "Wait a minute." ”
My mother happened to come out with fruit at that time, and when she heard Lin Rongshen talking to me, her expression changed slightly, but Lin Rongshen didn't care about her face at all, walked in front of me, and said to me Come with me, and walked towards the entrance after speaking.
My mother was a little anxious, she followed and asked Lin Rongshen where she wanted to take me.
Lin Rongshen smiled and said, "Auntie, don't worry about anything, I'm just saying a few words to Lailai." ”
My mother didn't agree with me and Lin Rongshen, and just wanted to say something, Lin Haixin immediately walked up and grabbed my mother, and told her that the child's affairs should be left alone.
My mother was entangled by Lin Haixin and couldn't get out at all, and I could only walk towards Lin Rongshen slowly, he took my shoes out of the shoe cabinet and put them in front of me and said, "Put them on." ”
I glanced at him, put it on slowly according to his words, and he handed me another down jacket, and after I wrapped myself honestly, Lin Rongshen had already walked out of the door.
I glanced at my mother, and kept beating the drum in my heart, but I still followed Lin Rongshen out of Lin's house, it was about eight o'clock in the evening, it was completely dark, and the side of the road was full of people who came out for a walk after dinner.
I didn't dare to say a word after Lin Rongshen, for fear that as soon as I opened my mouth, he would ask me to go to the hospital to remove the child, so I always kept cautious.
And Lin Rongshen, who kept moving forward, suddenly stopped, he didn't look back at me, but stood under the street lamp and asked me: "You really want this child." ”
I didn't expect him to ask me this question, and I hurriedly replied, "Of course, this is our child, it's a life." ”
Lin Rongshen said: "But you are still a child. ”
I said, "I'm going to try to mature for him." ”
Lin Rongshen finally turned around and said to me: "I won't change the relationship between us because of this child, Charlelai, this is your choice I respect, but this child has nothing to do with me after birth, do you remember?"