What the future looks like, I have imagined countless pictures with him. Although it is often said that we live in the present, people tend to forget to feel the present and have excessive expectations for the future. I feel like my future self is like a kite, I always have to put myself in the hands of someone, hoping that he can always let me see the bluest sky.

Yang Tianxin sat on the big bed in the room of the Island Hotel, and repeatedly wiped her long, straight and snow-white legs with skin care lotion. and her boyfriend Xu Shaohua took the initiative to break up, and she secretly came to XG without telling her parents and girlfriends. Yang Tianxin stared blankly at the high-rise buildings outside the hotel window, and her thoughts fluctuated.

This is the sixth boyfriend she has broken up, but the impression is particularly deep in her mind. She comes from a wealthy family in HZ City, JS Province, her father is in the rubber business, there are two rubber factories in the family, and her mother is a beauty salon, and she is the leading beauty in the neighborhood. From childhood to adulthood, her parents have been encouraging to train her to be a lady, counting on her to marry a wealthy family in the future and form an economic marriage.

Therefore, Yang Tianxin began to learn to paint at the age of three, began to learn dance at the age of seven, and was sent by his parents to the Children's Palace at the age of ten to learn to play and sing. Yang Tianxin is also a "good girl" in the mouth of her parents, since she was a child, she grew up quietly according to the footprints arranged for her by her parents, but on the contrary, such a girl is the most rebellious.

Yang Tianxin looks very graceful and beautiful like a southern girl, thin and small, with long black and straight hair, likes to wear white skirts, and can often give the boys around her a feeling of spring breeze. So from elementary school to college, Yang Tianxin has always been recognized as a "little princess" in the mouth of boys.

Yang Tianxin's first love started in junior high school, and at that time, because of the children's coaxing, as the school flower, she inexplicably became a pair with the school grass in the school. But the good times didn't last long, Yang Tianxin was gentle but very cold and arrogant in his bones, and the school grass was the same person as him, so they broke up soon after the high school entrance examination.

When she was a freshman in high school, Yang Tianxin became boyfriend and girlfriend at the same table as her Xueba, who liked her knowledgeable and gentle. And she needs Xueba to lecture for her and help her with homework. This kind of love didn't last long, and when she and Xueba didn't even hold hands, Xueba was transferred to the back row by the teacher because of a plummeting grade, and they were separated like this.

In his sophomore year of high school, Yang Tianxin couldn't withstand the fierce pursuit of the captain of his school's basketball team and was with him. It was an extremely tall and strong man, with dazed limbs, and he often liked to wear a red team uniform to show off everywhere, comparing himself to Sakuragi Hanamichi in "Slam Dunk". Yang Tianxin doesn't understand basketball, but he knows how to win the peace of mind of the basketball captain, that is, squatting on the side of the court when he is playing, desperately cheering for him, and when he wins the game, he rushes to the court and pounces into his arms, making his vanity and sense of accomplishment burst.

In this way, in the next period of time, the basketball man will serve Yang Tianxin's food, clothing and play, and use his "body type" to expel all the suitors around Yang Tianxin who annoy her, and can often escape his own games, accompany Yang Tianxin to go shopping, buy clothes, watch movies, and play electric. But Yang Tianxin knew in her heart that she didn't like such a boy, she often wore a vest, revealing the long and black armpit hair under her arms, covered with stinky sweat, thick nostrils and greasy forehead after playing, and most importantly, his stinky feet that took off his sneakers after playing to dissipate heat, all of which made Yang Tianxin feel suffocated.

Therefore, in her junior year of high school, she got rid of the "basketball team captain" who often skipped games and was expelled, and fell in love with a literary man in her liberal arts class. I heard that the parents of the literary man are both university professors, and his ancestors are intellectuals. The most important thing is that there was a class party, and the literary man sat on the podium and sang three songs in a row with a guitar. All of this made Yang Tianxin almost fascinated. Especially when the literary man's bones were sharp and slender, and his young and magnetic voice stared at her affectionately, Yang Tianxin knew that he was already deeply fascinated by him.

In this way, the top student in the class, Yang Tianxin, the schoolgirl of the grade, and the literary boy in his class became a pair. The truth tells us that if you really like someone, then you want to know everything about them. After Yang Tianxin and the literary man were together, they found that in each free time, the literary man did not take himself to enjoy the wind and snow and read Tang poems and Song lyrics together.

Instead, they held their hands and walked the streets and alleys of every small alley in the city, including bars, nightclubs, and discotheques. There, the literary man introduced Yang Tianxin to a bunch of men and women with colorful hair dyed and strange costumes, and also claimed to be men and women with "literary and artistic style".

The literary man took Yang Tianxin to drink and chat with this group of men and women in the bar every day, blowing the sky. At the beginning, Yang Tianxin felt that this kind of life was particularly exciting and fun, and even if it weren't for the hindrance of her parents, Yang Tianxin almost cut off her long hair and dyed it in a different color. Follow this group of people to get drunk in the bar every day, and have a good time of getting drunk and dreaming of death.

But until one time, Yang Tianxin was drunk at night, and when she woke up, she found herself lying on a big bed, disheveled, covered with bruises and purple marks, and it was not her literary man who fell asleep next to her, but a "yellow-haired" young man in this group of people.

Yang Tianxin's first time was inexplicably taken away by a stranger, and when she found that her literary man was sleeping on the ground under the bed, she was even more angry and went crazy and even collapsed, Yang Tianxin woke up the literary man and asked him what was going on, and the literary man just looked innocent and said with panic that he didn't know. The literary man not only said this, but his attitude towards this matter was actually calm, because the "yellow hair" was a very famous gangster in the region, and the literary man did not dare to provoke him.

Yang Tianxin resolutely broke up with the literary man, this man disappointed her, and at the same time made Yang Tianxin realize that studying hard and being admitted to a good university is the most important thing she should concentrate on at present.

After the college entrance examination, Yang Tianxin was admitted to Northwest University for Nationalities, and in her freshman year, she met her fourth boyfriend, who was a classmate of her major. But after talking for less than two months, Yang Tianxin found out that her boyfriend had not disconnected from his ex-girlfriend in high school, and broke up in a fit of anger.

Then, Yang Tianxin met her fifth boyfriend, and at this time, Yang Tianxin was already a little numb to love, and even began to be disgusted. She made friends with a lot of rich ladies in her city, and she had fun all day long, ignoring the pain that love brought to her.

Finally, after Yang Tianxin found out that her fifth boyfriend was also cheating, she broke down and cried in the pavilion on campus, and it was at this time that Yang Tianxin met Xu Shaohua, a boy whose first impression was particularly silly and did not have a little good feeling.

At the beginning, Yang Tianxin didn't have much hope for this boy's pursuit of her, she thought that Xu Shaohua was just coveting her appearance, and she didn't really want to be with someone like herself.

But then Yang Tianxin slowly discovered that this boy was very attentive to what he said, for example, she told him today that she wanted to eat xiaolongbao, and the boy would send him xiaolongbao early the next morning. will also send a variety of special fresh fruits to himself, not only to himself, but also to other girls in the same bedroom, originally Yang Tianxin and other girls in the same bedroom The relationship is not very good, but the degree of acquaintance, the result has undergone substantial changes under Xu Shaohua's "fruit".

Xu Shaohua will also get some gadgets every day without knowing where to make himself laugh, sometimes he reviews his homework in the library for a whole day, Xu Shaohua will wait patiently next to him, and he will wait for a whole day. Gradually, Yang Tianxin got used to the feeling of having Xu Shaohua by her side, she had never met such a careful boy, she would set the mobile phone screensaver as her own photo, put her own poster in the dormitory, and her circle of friends was full of her own photos, Yang Tianxin carefully enjoyed Xu Shaohua's care for herself.

Three years have passed, Yang Tianxin is very satisfied with his boyfriend, and he also has a particularly clean circle, without those so-called fox friends and dog friends. However, Yang Tianxin's girlfriends do not agree with Xu Shaohua's existence, they feel that Xu Shaohua is the kind of boy who is a typical toad who wants to eat swan meat, a turtle, and a person who has no taste for life.

Yang Tianxin was very angry and dissatisfied with her best friend's view at first, but over time, as she often traveled and played with her best friend, she gradually found that Xu Shaohua had a lot of bad problems, and the living conditions at home could not match her own door, and she was super sticky to herself, just like her parents, she didn't pay much attention to hygiene, she liked to eat and drink, she liked to smoke and drink, she liked to brag, and she often liked to speak openly......

Yang Tianxin didn't dare to imagine what life it would be like for her to marry such a husband in the future, she felt very frightened and uneasy, she began to run away from Xu Shaohua, and she escaped everything about Xu Shaohua, she was afraid that because of a boyfriend like Xu Shaohua, she would lose face in her circle and make herself unable to raise her head in front of her best friend, just like that, Yang Tianxin broke up with Xu Shaohua at the instigation of her best friend.

After the breakup, Yang Tianxin did not understand the pain in Xu Shaohua's heart, although she knew that his beloved business was no longer done, and there were still several subjects that failed, and he couldn't get a graduation certificate and degree certificate, even if he cried to himself in front of the video, Yang Tianxin didn't deliberately care.

Yang Tianxin only felt a little empty after the breakup, and always felt as if something was missing in her life......