Chapter 185: I Believe in Him

There is only one chance, not to mention that this time it is a matter that has almost no evidence more than ten years ago, and now to put it bluntly, it is the process of exchanging hole cards between the two sides to compete, if Ji Guangfan's crime cannot be completely exposed this time, and when he is prepared and sees through the behavior of our side, then Su Yiyang will have no chance to make the things of the year clear, at this juncture, I have to stand on his side....."

"Moreover, I believe that Su Yiyang will not do anything that is not good for me. Yu Gong, if he wants to force Ji Guangfan to the brink, external factors are indispensable to constantly build momentum, and Spring is obviously the best bargaining chip. Yu Private, Su Yiyang knows best what this troupe means to me, even if there is really a sacrifice, this sacrifice in Su Yiyang's heart will not be me. Since mutual suspicion and mutual thoughts will only make things collapse, but the absolute trust between each other can solve all problems, then why don't I believe that Su Yiyang can handle everything well and not let me down?"

As Gu Nanqiao's words fell, Xiao Fangran didn't speak for a long time.

Although it was in anger, she was not an unreasonable person, seeing that Gu Nanqiao was so eloquent and reasonable, and the anger in her chest also faded by three points.

To put it bluntly, Ms. Xiao is like an extremely elegant and arrogant cat, it is normal to scratch people when she is fried, and it is also an indiscriminate injury.

So at this moment, Xiao Fangran hooked the corners of her lips and sneered, and the high shelf was still there, but she snorted coldly without being salty, but there was only the outer strength and the inner flicker, and the gentleness hidden in her attitude was self-evident.

"Okay, Su Yiyang won't hurt you, then I'm your mother, we are blood relatives, I will harm you?"

Gu Nanqiao's beautiful eyes were bent, and when she saw that her mother was relieved, she hurriedly lowered her tone more softly.

"Of course I know that you won't hurt me, and I can see how hard you have worked on me over the years. At first, I did think about the reason for all those strictness and supervision, but after a long time, I didn't care. Now..... I just want to think about everything on the best side, I believe you love me, today we will say it thoroughly, what sounds good, what doesn't sound good, all put it on the table, and without a knot in the future, our relationship will get better and better. ”

Seeing that Gu Nanqiao had a good attitude and took the initiative to soften, Xiao Fangran's anger had already disappeared by half.

It's just that the anger in her heart has subsided, and she still refuses to let go easily on her face, but she just raised her eyebrows and glanced at Gu Nanqiao: "You can say it with this mouth, you have to make me angry, only to know that you rely on these rhetoric to make me happy." Don't you really think you're reasonable, Qiaoqiao, haven't you thought that if I want to stop you, you just don't agree?"

"Everything I said is true, where does the rhetoric come from, as for you disagree-my mother is so well understood, I believe you can understand these things, not to mention, I have never asked you for anything, this is a rare time, you should be for me, and you will not refuse...... What's more, in the face of human life and death, what else cannot be forgiven. Take 10,000 steps back, I don't have any intention of disobeying you, the reason why I told you this in advance is that I don't want to hide it from you, if I really want to violate the yang and yin, I can make my own decisions...... You know, I do have that ability now. ”

"So, your wings are stiff and you want to fight me?"

"I'm just analysing the current situation with you and stating the facts. ”

Speaking of this, Gu Nanqiao's tone paused slightly, her clear and moving eyes were a little deep, looking straight at Xiao Fangran, and she did not hide the sincerity and expectation in her tone.

"So, Mom, can't you really help me once?"

The faint scent of tea permeated the air, filling the nose with wisps of tea.

Gu Nanqiao was holding the teacup in her hand, and the mist was reflected in her eyes. The cool moonlight filtered in through the window, dappling the wooden floor with a silvery white glow. The soft moonlight sprinkled on Xiao Fangran's cheeks, outlining her delicate and moving outline, and also reflected the light in Gu Nanqiao's eyes, with a determined expression and an indescribable proud aura.

It wasn't until this moment that Xiao Fangran suddenly realized that her daughter had really grown up.

In my memory, I still babbled Gu Nanqiao when she was a child, Xiao Fangran urged her to practice the four skills and five methods of Peking Opera, pressing her legs and hanging her voice, and her hands were round.

It was also in the old house of this family building, and even the clock on the wall did not change.

All the past events are vivid, at that time, Gu Nanqiao was only as tall as the second-floor cabinet next to the TV, and his thin figure stood by the wall, practicing those Peking Opera training that was almost harsh for a little girl, the four skills and five methods practiced day and night, as well as the endless singing passages, the waist and legs that could not be bent, and the basic skills that could not be finished......

Back then, Xiao Fangran certainly vented her dissatisfaction and pressure in this way, making her feel better. But doesn't she really hope that the child will learn solid skills, so that no matter where he goes in the future, he can stand up and fight for an inch of foothold with his own ability?

Probably even when it is the most extreme, her love is not fake.

Xiao Fangran didn't get any help from her original family, all her arrogance and loftiness came from her outstanding talent, but because of such amazing talent, she suffered from the warmth and coldness of the world. She knows better than anyone what her outstanding ability means to a Peking Opera actor - that is the golden rice bowl in her hand and the capital with the right to speak.

Xiao Fangran has always wanted to give the best things to Gu Nanqiao, but she is always worried that the child is not sure of her mind and will not be able to go through her life. Because she was too afraid that she would take a detour, all the protection Xiao Fangran said in a forced command tone, and Gu Nanqiao's obedience and acquiescence also made these controls even more severe.

So much so that she didn't realize until this moment that Gu Nanqiao had already grown up, her artistic attainments were blue, and her sensitivity to business was far above herself, even if there was no one to check it, she could handle things well.

Gu Nanqiao does have the confidence and ability to call out, but he still said so sincerely-

"So, Mom, can't you really help me once?"

At this point, Xiao Fangran finally began to reflect, how did she get to this point?

......

The intricacies in his heart couldn't be calmed down for a long time, and when he spoke again, Xiao Fangran's tone was very light, and even the end of the words was still trembling with subtle tremors that were not easy to detect, as if he was trying to suppress something.

"Child, you answer your mother a question first, do you really love Su Yiyang?"

Hearing the sudden questioning, Gu Nanqiao was a little stunned, she expected her mother's interrogation and rebuttal, but she never expected Xiao Fangran to ask about these things in the end.

"What..... Mom, you mean, Su Yiyang and I?"

For her mother's strength and autocracy, Gu Nanqiao has the most right to speak.

Except for the apology for the reunion after a long absence, Xiao Fangran hardly showed the slightest low profile at any time, especially in the matter of the Mei family, she never made any concessions. So for today's negotiations, Gu Nanqiao originally expected more things, at least he didn't have the stupid idea of convincing Xiao Fangran simply by playing the emotional card.

Gu Nanqiao clearly has more things to say, such as carefully discussing the current situation of Chun Semanyuan with Ms. Xiao, and analyzing the current situation in a reasonable and rational manner. If you really want to deal with the Shang Ji family and the Mei family, how far can you do it with the two of them alone, and how much can you do with the help of Su Yiyang and Feng Tan.

For another example, I talked to Xiao Fangran about things related to ideals and pursuits, and talked to her about my understanding of Peking Opera performances, theories about the operation of small theaters, and even my expectations for a bright future.

But these words have not yet been spoken, but they are directly blocked by this question. Of course, Gu Nanqiao understood the meaning of Xiao Fangran's words, and the long silence was nothing more than because she was too surprised-she never thought that what made Xiao Fangran give in the end was just a "love" word.

And Xiao Fangran's tactful and beautiful voice continued to pass.

"Jojo, if you really love him, you have to defend him to that point, Mom can take a step back, and indeed like you said, I will be considerate of you...... But tell me, how much do you love him?"

"You mean, how much I love him......"

An extremely light and faint murmur slipped out of Gu Nanqiao's mouth. Many complicated thoughts were repeatedly entangled in her mind, those bits and pieces of getting along with Su Yiyang, as well as the coincidence of their young encounters, the firm love words they had spoken, and the tenderness and sweetness inadvertently revealed, all replayed in her mind like a slideshow.

She knew the weight of Xiao Fangran's words, and she also knew that this was the best time to convince her mother.

However, those false promises and touching love words like pure honey were obviously not sincere enough, and those were not what she wanted to say. When Gu Nanqiao traced back to the purpose bit by bit, many answers that had not been studied in depth, and those things that had not been carefully considered, finally had a clear outline.

When did she start to stop using spring as a bargaining chip, but just do what she wanted to do? and when did she realize what she wanted and work hard for it?

If it had been placed in the early years, Gu Nanqiao would never have imagined that he could come this far.

The reason why dreams are called dreams is probably the same as the moon and stars in the water, and it is precisely because they can't get that they become more and more precious, and people will always want to pursue them, and regard them as the thoughts of their lifelong struggles. It has always been Gu Nanqiao's dream to be able to put into practice the attempts in his heart, let go of his hands and feet to carry out Peking Opera reform, and make a name for himself in the Peking Opera circle. However, how much can he achieve for his dreams that may not have results, how many risks he can face, and how many sacrifices he can accept, but Gu Nanqiao has never made up his mind.

Earlier, when she was in a dilemma between Chun Se Manyuan's private theater troupe and her own work, Gu Nanqiao did not completely understand those involvements and concerns, and she did not know how she should choose. Otherwise, she would not be caught in the middle, and both sides were reluctant to give up, and she was involved in dreams, pursuits, realities, favors and many other reasons, and she had been delayed for so many years.

It wasn't until she met Su Yiyang that she really embarked on a new path.