083. Ants on a hot pan
After I came back from Jianting's company, the mobile phone in the bag rang suddenly, I took it out and looked at it, but I immediately put it in the bag when I didn't see what I saw.
But my heart was confused because of this phone call, why did Lin Rongshen call me suddenly, why did he call me? What does it mean for him to call me at this time.
I didn't come back to my senses when the car arrived downstairs in the community, but the driver in the car reminded me that I had arrived at the destination, so I came back to my senses and got out of the car to give money.
When I walked upstairs to the door and was about to open the door, I suddenly thought of something, if Lin Rongshen just came to ask about my child, what would it mean if I didn't answer the phone?
In thinking about it, I think that this phone call I think is called back, losing people does not lose battles, and lying naturally can't make you appear more empty-hearted.
Now is the first step in the formal forehead, and I naturally can't be half cowardly, only if I think that this child is not Lin Rongshen, everyone will think that it is not, if even I don't think it is, then how can others believe it?
I thought about it for a long time, and I didn't rush into the room, but found a quiet place to broadcast a phone call back to Lin Rongshen, and in about half a minute, the phone was connected, and when I heard Lin Rongshen's voice on the phone, my heart chuckled.
Subconsciously licked his lips and said, "I'm Charles." ”
He said, "I know. ”
I said, "You didn't receive a call from me just now, so you are looking for something from me." ”
Lin Rongshen really came to the problem of the child, he said: "I heard that you are pregnant, and the child is Jianting's." ”
"So you're so well-informed. I said with a slight sarcasm.
Lin Rongshen said: "So, aren't you going to explain?"
I said, "I don't think I need to explain anything. ”
Lin Rongshen laughed, not knowing whether to sneer or hum, he said: "The month of the child, I don't think that in the month that I left, the time you and Jian Ting spent together could create a child. ”
I said, "Who said this child had to be made at this time?"
Lin Rongshen said, "Oh?"
I said, "The child is two months old, and it will only be there during the time when Jian Ting and I are on a blind date." ”
Lin Rongshen said: "You think I will believe it?"
I said, "Now the person who asks the teacher about sin is not you should be me." ”
I said in an angry voice, "You say I'm infertile for life? I want to ask what's going on?"
Lin Rongshen smiled and said, "You know. ”
I said: "Lin Rongshen, if you were in front of me now, I would have killed you, if it weren't for your test results, you would have thought that Zhan Dong and I would have divorced? You obviously guessed that the crux of my marriage with Zhan Dong was the child, so you deliberately fabricated my physical condition to lay hidden dangers in my marriage with Zhan Dong, you are the driving force behind my divorce, what do you mean by knowing now? Do you think I won't know?"
Lin Rongshen heard my angry words, his tone was very calm, and even some things that had nothing to do with him, he said: "I never wanted to deny it, yes, I was the one who let you divorce, and I deliberately said that the person who was infertile was also me, and now that you know, what can you do?"
I took a deep breath and said, "Do you think I'm so boring with you?" Lin Rongshen, what I owe you has long been paid off, and now I just want to live a good life, I hope you don't bother me again. ”
After I said this, I wanted to hang up the phone, but as soon as I put my finger on the hang up button, Lin Rongshen's voice came from the other end of the phone, and he said, "Aren't you going to explain the child? If you don't explain, I don't mind going back to China now to verify it myself." ”
I knew that he was not such an easily deceived person, how could someone like him believe my flawed explanation?
This time, I was simply defeated by Jian Ting, a stupid guy, but the hateful thing is that I was too careless during this time, and I forgot that there was a Jian Ting who suddenly appeared behind me and was eyeing me, so I ended up with nothing to say now.
I put my phone to my ear again and said, "I said the child is not yours." ”
Lin Rongshen said: "You think I will believe it?"
I said, "I'll go to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up, and I'll mail you all the test materials, believe it or not." ”
Lin Rongshen said: "You should know that I am a doctor, so, Chararelai, do you think I will believe this kind of thing that the examination report can be falsified?"
I said, "So what do you want?"
He said, "What else, I'll come back and check it out myself." ”
I said, "Impossible!" As soon as I said this, Lin Rongshen hung up the phone directly, and there was a beep on the phone, and I looked at the phone for a while, and I couldn't react for a long time.
If he comes back, needless to say, eighty percent of this matter will be known to him, but what should he do now? Is there any way to prevent him from coming back?
Obviously, there is no way to prevent him from coming back, because I am not a customs officer, so am I waiting for him to come back and check on this child?
No, no, no, I will never let this kid know that he exists.
Now the only way I can do it is to get rid of the child, so that we will be completely disconnected, even if he knows.
But I ......
This question tied me up and I didn't know what to do.
After I took the key and went back to the room with a heavy heart, I wanted to find someone to discuss this matter, I just wanted to call Zhang Xiaoya, and suddenly felt that it was wrong, her personality is not suitable to help me deal with this kind of thing at all, and Zhang Ze is still Lin Rongshen's friend, if I tell Zhang Xiaoya the whole thing, then she accidentally said that she leaked her mouth to Zhang Ze, then this situation is even more dangerous than now.
So who else can I get help figuring out?
Sister Tan? I suddenly thought of Sister Tan.
She's a very sane person, and she should be more mature in her approach to this kind of thing than anyone around me, and she should be able to tell me what to do.
Thinking of this, I didn't have time to think about it, so I immediately called Sister Tan, and Sister Tan answered quickly, and she asked me on the phone if I was resting and wanted to go to work.
I said, "Sister Tan, I have something I want to discuss with you. ”
Sister Tan heard that my tone was wrong, so she asked, "What's the matter?"
I said, "Do you have time to say to your face?"
Sister Tan said, "Yes." She directly booked a meeting place for me and said, "It's over there at Nanshan Cafe." ”
I said, "Okay, I'll come over now." ”
After I made an appointment with Sister Tan, she also arrived early, and when she saw my hurried look, she got up to greet me and asked, "What happened?"
I gasped, and there was a cramping pain in my lower abdomen, so I could only sit in a chair, and Sister Tan also sat down with me.
After the waiter came with two cups of warm water, Sister Tan immediately gave me a glass, and I drank it in one gulp before I felt a little more comfortable.
Sister Tan noticed that something was wrong with my face, so she asked me if I was not well?
I didn't think about hiding it, but said directly to Sister Tan: "I'm pregnant." ”
Sister Tan didn't know if she didn't hear clearly, or didn't understand, so she asked again: "What did you say?"
I said, "I'm pregnant." ”
Sister Tan asked, "Who is the child?"
As soon as I wanted to answer, Sister Tan had already opened her mouth to ask me, "My ex-husband's?"
I shook my head and said, "No." ”
Sister Tan said, "Whose is that?"
I said, "Lin Rongshen." ”
Sister Tan said in a surprised tone, "The doctor?"
I nodded.
Sister Tan suddenly realized and said, "I suspected that there was a problem between you early on, but I didn't expect that there was really a problem, so what are you going to do now?"
I said, "I don't know, that's why I called and asked what you should do?"
Sister Tan didn't ask about the situation, but went straight to the center and asked, "Do you plan to stay with this child?"
I thought about it for a moment and said with some hesitation, "I'm not sure right now." ”
Sister Tan said: "Lailai, this is not good, since you want to ask me for help, you must be clearer than anyone else about the question of whether the child stays, otherwise I will not be able to help you at all." ”
My hand on my lower abdomen tightened a little, this answer is actually better than anyone else, no matter who this child is, I was a murderer once, I don't want to be a second time, because I am sure, so now I am so troubled and overwhelmed.
I gave Sister Tan a positive answer, and I said, "I want to stay with this child." ”
Sister Tan said, "Are you sure?"
I said, "Yes, I'm sure." ”
Sister Tan said, "Since that's the case, then how do you plan me to help you?"
I said, "I don't want him to know about this child, but now that he knows about this child, what should I do?"
Sister Tan asked incomprehensibly: "Since you are pregnant with his child, why don't you want him to know about the existence of the child?"
I said, "Because we can't be together." ”
Sister Tan said: "So now you want to give birth to a child alone, so that the child has nothing to do with him?"
I said, "Yes, that's what I thought. ”
Sister Tan was silent for a while, frowned and said, "Then this problem is a little difficult to handle." Sister Tan asked again: "He now knows about the existence of the child, but does he know that the child is his?"
I said, "He may still be at the stage of speculation, and he should not be sure who the child is, but he thinks that the child will be his, but he can't be completely confirmed, and he will come back to check the child." ”
Sister Tan said: "Then this is troublesome, he is a doctor, and this child will not be able to hide it from him as soon as he comes back." ”
I said, "That's why I'm here to ask you what to do, is there anything I can do?"
Sister Tan replied to me without thinking about it, "No." ”
I looked at her in amazement.
Sister Tan said: "First of all, he is a doctor, so any kind of fraud in medicine must not be able to hide from him, and moreover, any bit of panic you have now will confirm to him that this child is his infallibility from the side, this matter is indeed tricky, because you can't find any good way to hide it from him, there is only one way that is not a way......"
Hearing her words, I looked at her with anticipation on my face.
Sister Tan said: "That is to simply have a showdown with him to negotiate conditions, since neither method can be hidden, there is only this method that is not a way, it may be better to open the skylight and say bright words." ”
When I heard her say this, my first thought was to refuse, and I said, "Impossible, I can't let him know about this child, and he's going to be engaged to someone else in a while, and it's even more impossible for me to let this child mess with all this." ”
Sister Tan said: "Unless you beat this child, otherwise, Lailai, you can't hide it at all, if it's an ordinary person, it's okay, he is a doctor, and he is a very powerful doctor, do you think there is any way to hide him?"
What Sister Tan said is also a fact, but this is not the ideal way, if you have a showdown with him directly, then there is no need to be so flustered now.
Sister Tan saw that I didn't answer, she sighed and said: "Lailai, although I don't know what happened between you, and I don't know what reasons you can't be together, but I hope you think about it calmly, some things can't be escaped for a lifetime, and it's impossible to hide for a lifetime, even if you hide it now, it's just a hidden danger for your future."
Sooner or later, this matter needs to be solved and faced, so what do you think is the point of you running away now?"
I said: "Sister Tan, you don't understand the problem between us at all, if the relationship between us is just as simple as an ordinary relationship, I would rather spread this matter out, but once it is spread, my life will be a mess, a mess that you can't imagine at all." ”
Sister Tan said, "Okay, tell me what your relationship is?"
I thought for a moment and said, "Lin Rongshen's father used to be my stepfather. ”
Sister Tan was about to drink water, and looked at me with wide eyes.
I said: "Although we have no relationship now, but because there is always a conflict between our family and his family, my mother can't accept him at all, and his family can't accept me, even if I want to be with him, but this road is not so easy to walk at all, and it will not be possible between us at all." ”
After Sister Tan heard my words, only a trace of surprise flashed on her face, but after the surprise passed quickly, she didn't feel how shocked she was by this incident, but her expression was very flat and said: "If it's impossible, if you don't want to have a bond, then you can drain the child." ”
Sister Tan put the water cup on the table and said, " Lailai, as a person older than you, I naturally know better than you, the situation you are facing now, it is indeed as you said, if once this matter is spread out, this is simply explosive news for the families of both of you, your life will indeed be a mess, not to mention that he is still a person who is about to have his own family, if you really want to leave him, then I advise you to beat the child, after all, with a child, it is impossible for you to be free of bonds, the child is a very troublesome existence, he will make the two of you have more and more intersections in the future, I will tell you the truth, if you keep this child and want to break off with him, there is simply no such possibility. ”
Sister Tan said in a serious tone: "Actually, what you need to consider now is not whether he knows the existence of this child, but whether this child should stay." ”
I said, "Sister Tan, what if it were you?"
Sister Tan said: "Intellectually speaking, I would mind if you beat it, but emotionally speaking, it is not easy to conceive a child, and it is even more difficult to take out a child, I can't make a decision for you on this matter, this matter should be thought about by yourself." ”
Talking about this, I don't know if I'm too nervous or what, I feel more and more uncomfortable in my lower abdomen, and my lower body feels wet and sticky.
Sister Tan saw that I was frowning and my hands were always covering my lower abdomen, so she asked me, "What's wrong with you?"
I felt that my lower body was too uncomfortable, so I hurriedly shone a tissue in my bag, and after finally finding it, I said to Sister Tan, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”
Sister Tan still wanted to say something, I couldn't care about it, I was crumpled into a ball with a bag of tissues in my hand, I got up from the chair and hurriedly walked towards the bathroom, but the distance was only halfway through, and the feeling of colic became more and more uncomfortable, making me a little unsteady.
Because I was uncomfortable, I could only squat on the ground with my lower abdomen in my hands to ease up.
Sister Tan, who was sitting in the position, heard the mobile phone ringing, picked up my mobile phone and just wanted to say to me that the phone rang if she didn't go far, but when she saw me squatting on the ground with a pale face, she instantly felt bad, so she quickly walked over to me, pushed the waiter around me away, grabbed my shoulder, and asked me: "How are you?"
I couldn't stand the pain anymore, but I still didn't want to make a fuss, after all, I smiled at Sister Tan in public and said, "I'm fine, just go to the toilet." ”
Sister Tan saw my face, she didn't look like a person who was okay at all, she didn't bother to talk nonsense with me, she took out her mobile phone to call the hospital as soon as possible, and after she finished calling, she helped me to the sofa on the side with the clerk here and sat down, about twenty minutes, the ambulance rushed over.
Sister Tan and the nurse helped me up and put me in the ambulance.
At the moment when I was lying in the ambulance, I suddenly had a premonition that this child seemed to be unable to stay, and I might not have to worry about anything anymore, maybe God had made a decision for me early in the morning, I thought to myself.
In the back, I couldn't stand the pain in my lower abdomen, and I was dazed, and in the end I didn't know whether I fell asleep or fainted, and I gradually became unconscious.
When I woke up again, I was woken up by someone's voice, I opened my eyes in a daze, only to find that the person talking in the room was Zhang Xiaoya, and she was talking to the person opposite emotionally.
When my gaze finally eased a little, I realized that the person standing opposite her turned out to be Zhan Dong, I was so scared that even if I wanted to sit up from the bed, a pair of hands immediately pressed me down, I raised my face to look, only to find that the person holding me down was Sister Tan.
She said, "You can't move your body yet, you lie down." ”
I glanced at Sister Tan, and then at the person opposite Zhang Xiaoya, and I frowned and called out a name: "Zhan Dong?"
Zhan Dong, who was facing Zhang Xiaoya impatiently, looked at me sideways after hearing my voice, and when he saw that I was awake, he walked up to me and asked me, "Are you awake?"
I looked at him and asked, "Why are you here?"
When I asked this question, Zhang Xiaoya also walked up quickly from behind, squatted on the side of the bed and held my hand, and said with a worried and happy expression: "Thank God, Lailai, you finally woke up." ”
I continued to look at Zhan Dong and asked, "Why are you here?"
But it was Zhang Xiaoya who answered for me, she said: "I called, Lailai, it is indeed my fault to advocate for you, but I have to do this, what is he doing when you are lying in the hospital bed for this child? He is having fun with his ex-girlfriend and his son and his family of three in the playground, why? Why do you want to take such a big risk, but his family of three thinks about family fun?"
I suddenly felt a dull pain in my scalp, Zhang Xiaoya clenched my hand and continued: "Lailai, you don't have to be afraid, if he doesn't give a result today, I won't let him leave easily." ”
Zhan Dong didn't speak, just looked at me like that, and he seemed to see something.
I was suddenly very grateful to him for his silence at this moment, and I could only say to Zhang Xiaoya: "Xiaoya, can you let me talk to Zhan Dong alone?"
Zhang Xiaoya said angrily: "What are you talking about? A person who doesn't recognize his children, what else can he talk about?"
I said, "You don't have to worry about it, I'll just talk to him." ”
Fortunately, there was Sister Tan on the side, she knew what was going on, so she grabbed Zhang Xiaoya and said, "Since it is a matter between them, you can let the two of them have a good chat, we outsiders can't help here." ”
But Zhang Xiaoya was still very angry and said: "He used to be a scumbag, he just divorced, this divorce certificate has not been covered yet, he turned around and married his ex-girlfriend, how can I rest assured that Lailai will talk to him about such a person? Now he doesn't even want to admit the child in their womb, how can he talk about this? What else is there to talk about with such a scumbag?!"
Zhang Xiaoya was still chattering, and Sister Tan could only forcibly drag her out, and closed the door for us by the way.
When there were finally only the two of us left in the room, Zhan Dong asked me on the hospital bed, "What happened?"
I was a little embarrassed and said, "I'm sorry for the trouble." ”
Zhan Dong asked, "Whose child is it?"
I said, "I can't tell you this." ”
Zhan Dong said: "Lin Rongshen's?"
I just wanted to deny it, but Zhan Dong sneered and said: "I guessed that it was his, except for her, who would be worthy of you to keep this child so desperately, and I don't really understand, aren't you infertile for life? Why are you suddenly pregnant now?"