He finally asked this question, but I didn't know how to explain it to her, did I tell him that this was a conspiracy by Lin Rongshen, a conspiracy to break up my marriage?

I think that Zhan Dong will definitely want to kill Lin Rongshen if he knows it, so I can only lie and say: "Because I have been conditioning recently, I ......"

Zhan Dong sneered more and more, he said: "It seems that even God is helping you, you have been married to me for so many years, you have not been pregnant, and you have been diagnosed with lifelong infertility, but after divorcing me, lifelong infertility suddenly got better, and suddenly had a child with Lin Rongshen, what do you say is not God helping you?"

I said: "Zhan Dong, in such a situation, I know that you are unwilling, and it is also my fault to hide from you that you have taken birth control pills for so many years, but these things have long ended after the breakdown of our marriage relationship, I hope that when you say these words now, you will not have any previous emotions, after all, we are all divorced." ”

Zhan Dong smiled mockingly and said: "Yes, we are all divorced, what does these things have to do with me?" But I was still forced to come over by your good girlfriend today, and I heard her scold me for a whole hour, this is all divorced, and this kind of thing falls on me, I really don't understand." ”

I said: "This matter is indeed that I am sorry for you, and I let you carry this black pot after the divorce." ”

Zhan Dong said: "Forget it, I've scolded everything, and it's not interesting to talk to you too much." He glanced at the time and said, "If it's okay, then I'll go first." ”

I immediately said, "Wait." ”

Zhan Dong stopped to look at me and asked, "Is there anything else?"

I said, "Zhan Dong, will I trouble you one last time?"

Zhan Dong's first reaction was to frown, obviously he didn't want to be involved in this trouble, but he still asked me: "What's the matter?"

I just wanted to say something, but suddenly found that it didn't seem to be necessary, such a thing was simply paper that couldn't hide it, what was the use of hiding it from Zhang Xiaoya alone, so I shook my head and said, "It's nothing, I'm causing you trouble, you can go." ”

Zhan Dong was not in a hurry to leave, and after his eyes fell on me for a while, he said: "Sometimes I am quite unwilling, Lin Rongshen seems to always occupy the right time and place, even your infertility is such a thing, when you marry me, you can't give birth to a child, and after the divorce, this incurable lifelong infertility suddenly gets better." ”

He laughed and said, "Isn't that funny, do you think it's God helping him?" Or is it artificial?"

"But ......," he said, with a sarcastic smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, "it doesn't matter anymore, now I should wish you happiness, and at last everything is all done." ”

After he finished speaking, he didn't linger any longer, opened the door and left.

I looked at the light sneaking in from the corridor outside the door for a long time, closed my sour eyes, and said in my heart, yes, I got my wish.

At this time, I had a vague sense that a storm was brewing towards me.

Sure enough, in the next second, my door was pushed open, and Zhang Xiaoya rushed in angrily and ran in to ask me whose child it was.

Sister Tan followed behind Zhang Xiaoya and gave me a look and told me that she had already told Zhang Xiaoya the truth, if Sister Tan didn't say it, I would take the initiative to tell him later, and now it just saved me some saliva.

I said to Zhang Xiaoya: "The child is Lin Rongshen's. ”

Zhang Xiaoya asked, "Why did you lie to me Zhan Dong?"

I wanted to explain, Zhang Xiaoya clenched her fists and said, "Are you afraid that I will leak this matter to Zhang Ze, right?"

I said, "Xiaoya, I didn't mean that......"

Zhang Xiaoya felt a little ridiculous, she said: "Charlai, friends and classmates for so many years, you can't trust me so much, it turns out that I am so untrustworthy in your mind, let me worry about you like a fool, scolded Zhan Dong for you for a whole hour, and still felt angry, I want to ask for justice from Zhan Dong, but now it seems that I don't need to." ”

I know Xiaoya's personality, so I clearly understand that she will be very angry about this matter, but I really don't know how to explain it, I can only say weakly:" Xiaoya, I don't trust you, but I'm not ready to tell you about this matter at all, when I am not sure that I want to stay with this child, I definitely can't tell you, I know that you really want me to be with Lin Rongshen, so when I have this child, you will undoubtedly match the two of us, but Xiaoya, it is really not as simple as you think, it's not that I'm not afraid to be with Lin Rongshen as desperately as before, my mother is old, I don't want to toss her anymore, and Lin Rongshen and his grandfather's side are even more of a big problem, Lin Rongshen's mother's deathDo you know how much I want to be with him? But for the sake of a fruitless relationship, do you think it's worth turning your life upside down with the people around you?"

Zhang Xiaoya said: "Yes, it's not worth it, so it's always been my wishful thinking, it's my stubbornness to match you, so that all this has become what it is now, I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't ignore the wishes of the parties to impose my own wishes on you." ”

Zhang Xiaoya looked at me and said word by word: "Next time I will never care about the matter between you, really, I will never care about it again this time." ”

After Zhang Xiaoya finished speaking, she turned around and left, I wanted to get up from the bed to chase her, but I was instantly held down by Sister Tan, she said: "It's better for you to let her be quiet by herself than anything else, even if you rush up and talk to her a lot now, she may not be able to listen." ”

I said anxiously, "But ......"

Sister Tan said: "There is nothing, you lie down and there is a child in your belly who will disappear at any time, you don't think about yourself, you should also think about the child." ”

I frowned and said, "Kid?"

Sister Tan said: "Yes, the child is stable, but don't be excited, now your situation is really very fragile, the doctor said that if you came to the hospital a little late yesterday, the child will really be gone." ”

I said, "The child is still there?"

Sister Tan rolled her eyes and asked, "Are you happy or what?"

I couldn't answer for a long time, I thought the child would be gone, but I didn't expect it to be there, I can't say happy or sad, but I inexplicably felt as if I was relieved, and this breath couldn't help but make me lie on the bed.

Sister Tan saw that I was lying down, so she sighed and said: "It seems that you can't go to work during this time, so you still have to take care of your body, this month, if you want to have a child, it is estimated that you will have to lie on the hospital bed." ”

I said, "Does my mom know about this?"

Sister Tan said: "Where do you dare to tell your mother." ”

I took a breath and said, "It's okay, she doesn't know, and if she does, it will be upside down." ”

Sister Tan said, "So you have a good rest." ”

In the afternoon, Sister Tan didn't have time to accompany me because she had to go to work, she called me a special escort to accompany me and went to the company, and said that she would come to see me tomorrow when she left.

And not long after she left, my attending doctor also came to my ward to talk to me about my physical condition, she said, I can conceive this child in such a physical condition is already God's grace, and said that whether the child can be kept depends on my luck, so I don't have much expectation for this child, but she will do her best, and let me also cooperate with her treatment.

The doctor's tone was serious, not half joking.

I also expected how bad my health would become, and I was so surprised that I could save my child, and when the doctor said these words to me, I almost had a bottom in my heart.

Seeing that I was very calm, the doctor nodded calmly before he spoke: "Since this is the case, you should rest in bed for the past few days and not get out of bed." ”

She was afraid that I wouldn't be able to remember, so she repeated: "I really can't get out of bed, if you have anything you want, go to the special care, remember." ”

I said, "Yes, don't worry." ”

After the doctor left, the special nurse helped me to lie down, it was just afternoon, the sun outside hit the windowsill, so that everything in the room looked lazy, the special nurse held a kettle on the windowsill and watered the bouquets sent by others in the room, but she watered for a while, and when she looked up, she found that there was a man with an extraordinary temperament standing at the door, she stopped her movements, and asked: "Hello, who are you looking for?"

The man had a piece of clothing between his arms, and only said three words briefly to the special care's question: "Chararei." ”

When I heard this voice, my body lying on the hospital bed stiffened instantly, and I didn't move, and as soon as the special nurse heard the other party directly report my name, he smiled and said, "Miss Xia is resting, why don't you come back later?"

The man standing in the doorway glanced at me, withdrew his gaze from my back, and said to the special guard, "No, I'll wait for her to wake up." ”

After he finished speaking, he walked in through the door and sat down on the sofa.

The special guard looked at him, then at me, and after a while she seemed to want to wake me up lying on the bed, and the man sitting on the sofa picked up the magazine on the coffee table and said, "No, let her rest." ”

The special guard gave him a strange look, but didn't say anything, and continued his movements, while he sat calmly on the couch and flipped through the magazine.

Lying on the bed, I tried to breathe as softly as I could, pretending to be really asleep.

This posture was maintained until six o'clock in the evening, and when it was completely dark, I thought that at this time, no matter how patient Lin Rongshen was, he should leave, right?

On the contrary, I was already aching all over.

Just when I was thinking about what to do now, the special nurse had already walked in with dinner, and saw that Lin Rongshen was still sitting on the sofa waiting, while I was still lying on the bed sleeping, she sighed strangely and asked Lin Rongshen: "Miss Xia hasn't woken up yet?"

Lin Rongshen slowly threw down the magazine in his hand and said to the special care: "If she wants to wake up, she will naturally wake up." ”

The special guard didn't understand, but he still held the thing in his hand and asked suspiciously, "Then do I want to wake her up now?"

Lin Rongshen got up from the sofa and said to the special guard, "Give it to me." ”

The special guard glanced at him, then at me lying on the bed, and finally thought about it, and slowly handed the dinner in his hand to Lin Rongshen.

After Lin Rongshen put it in his hand, he said to the special guard: "It's none of your business here." ”

The special protector said: "But ......"

Facing Lin Rongshen's gaze, she finally nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll go first, if there is something troublesome to call me." ”

Lin Rongshen nodded.

After the special guard left, the room was quiet again, Lin Rongshen sat on the sofa again with the tray in his hand, he didn't look at me lying on the bed like a dead corpse, but took out the food in the tray leisurely, and when he took out the last soup, Lin Rongshen put a spoon in the bowl and said, "Don't you plan to wake up yet." ”

Lying on the bed, my body shook slightly, Lin Rongshen took the slightly hot soup bowl in his hand, stirred it with a spoon a few times, and said, "You have been maintaining this action for nearly five hours, aren't you tired?"

After Lin Rongshen's words were finished, I finally didn't hold back the soreness in my body, and moved my body slowly, but I didn't turn over to look at him, still with my back to him, but my body relaxed, and I said, "You're really back." ”

Lin Rongshen, who was sitting on the sofa, snorted.

I sneered and said, "It seems that you still don't give up." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "I'm here to confirm, the child is not mine, so naturally I won't do more entanglement." ”

I said, "What if it's yours, what are you going to do with it?" ”

Lin Rongshen stopped what he was doing, looked at me and asked, "What do you think?" ”

I said, "That's why I'm asking you." ”

Lin Rongshen said with a smile: "I don't have the habit of letting my children have other people's surnames. ”

I sneered and said, "It seems that you are bound to win this child." ”

Lin Rongshen said unabashedly: "Of course. ”

I finally moved my body, slowly got up from the bed, sat up straight and looked at Lin Rongshen on the sofa, the lights in the room were not fully on, but still a little dim, I saw his familiar face, and said, "What if I say that the child is yours, but I won't give it to you?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Do you think I'm such an easy compromiser?"

I sneered and said, "That's the only way we can resolve the conflict." ”

He raised an eyebrow and looked at me, waiting for me to say how to do it.

I said, "That's to knock the kids out, and none of us have any, aren't they?"

Lin Rongshen, who was sitting on the sofa, suddenly laughed, his laughter was a little low, and he said, "It seems that the child is really mine." ”

I said, "Don't you have the answer yourself?"

He walked over with the bowl of soup in his hand, and after walking to the bedside, he sat down next to me, pulled the quilt on his body for me, and said, "Even if you don't admit it, I know whose child it is, Jian Ting let you get pregnant, he doesn't have the courage to do this." ”

I said, "Looks like you know your cousin quite well." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "Do you need to talk about this?"

I scoffed

Lin Rongshen seemed to feel that the temperature of the soup in the bowl in his hand was just right, so he scooped a spoonful for me with a spoon and handed it to my lips and said, "Drink it." ”

I turned my face away and said, "No appetite." ”

Lin Rongshen said in a casual tone: "Your lack of appetite does not mean that the child has no appetite, as a mother, don't you think it is cruel to a child like this?"

I Lin Rongshen also said: "All the nutrients that the child needs come from the mother's body, if he can make a sound now, he is already crying, do you know why? Because he arrived at the meal, he could not get food, and he was hungry and crying." ”

Lin Rongshen grasped my mind very well, he knew what kind of shadow the last child left in my heart, I was not so ruthless at all, and I could watch the child starve in his stomach in vain.

He brought the spoon of soup to my mouth again, and this time I didn't take it in a bad mood, but honestly took the spoon in my mouth and swallowed the mouthful of soup.

When Lin Rongshen saw me eating it, he smiled and said, "This is a good mother." ”

I said, "It's still unknown whether this child will survive, so don't be too happy." ”

Lin Rongshen scooped another spoonful of soup and handed it to my mouth and said, "If you hug it, what are you going to do?" ”

I said, "I can't give you the baby, and instead of giving it to you, I might as well abort this child, and we won't be able to get it." ”

Lin Rongshen's expression was unshocking and said, "I don't think you are ruthless." ”

I said, "I was ruthless at the beginning, and I am the same now." ”

Lin Rongshen said: "Then I'll wait and see." ”

He said: "Let's not talk about this topic first, let's drink this bowl of soup first." When he had finished speaking, he stopped talking, but continued to feed me the bowl of soup in his hand, and when he had finished feeding, I said to him, "I am not crippled, and I can eat my own food after that." ”

Lin Rongshen had already walked to the coffee table, he put down the empty soup bowl, brought the rest of the food on the table, and said, "It's all up to you." ”

Then he dragged the table out of the hospital bed for me, put the tray in his hand on it, he wiped the chopsticks clean and handed them to me, I took them in my hands and ate slowly.

After finally eating the bowl of rice in his hand, he called the special guard in to clean up the table, and as soon as the special guard left, he said to me lying on the bed, "I'll go out and come over later." ”

I didn't know where he was going, but I didn't ask much, just continued to lie in bed while a nurse came over to change my dressing.

Lin Rongshen went for about an hour, and when he came back again, there were a few more doctors around him, and my attending doctor was also accompanying him, and several people were talking while walking, and when they arrived at the room, there was an old doctor in a white robe in his seventies who asked me with a smile how I felt today.

I didn't know who he was, but in the end it was my attending doctor who said, "This is our dean." ”

I immediately reacted and smiled and said, "It's okay." ”

The dean smiled kindly and said, "Pregnant women's tempers can't fluctuate too much, you can rest assured to cultivate here these days, and I have already talked to Dr. Lin about your physical condition, so don't worry too much, just relax." ”