My mom's seizure was so sudden that I wasn't even caught off guard and didn't even react to it.

She pushed me to the door, and I subconsciously reached out and grabbed the door frame, and cried out: "Mom...... Don't ...... that."

"Mom, can you please stop making trouble!" my brother quickly caught up and tore her away in front of me.

I was so frightened by my mother's behavior that I could only hold on to my brother's arms and hide behind him, tears falling down like beads with broken threads.

"Yangyang, get out of the way!" My mother tried hard to push my brother away, but after a few pushes, my brother didn't move, so she stopped, beat her chest, and cried more heartbroken than when she hit my brother just now: "Yangyang...... Yangyang, you don't know...... You don't know how bitter Mom is......"

"Mom......" My brother was so troubled by her that his brows were directly tied into a dead knot, he moved, as if he wanted to step forward to persuade my mother, but I was really frightened by my mother's appearance of driving me away just now, and just grabbed my brother tightly with tears in her eyes.

My brother had no choice but to pat my hand and signal me not to worry, but how could I not worry, what did my mother say just now, saying that I killed my father?

I let go of my brother, reached out and wiped the tears on my face, and called out to my mother timidly: "Mom......" My mother was still crying heartbreakingly, and didn't pay attention to me at all, I sniffed hard, and could only cast a look of help to my brother: "Brother...... What the hell is going on?"

"What else can I do, it's just that I shouldn't have softened my heart and left you for a while!" My mother suddenly got up and rushed towards me, "You go, you go quickly, our Di family should have never had your daughter......"

I was pushed hard by my mother, stumbled backwards, tripped directly over the threshold, and fell out of the hallway outside...... My brother hurriedly reached out to grab me, but unfortunately he didn't.

In the fog of tears, I only saw my brother's stunned eyes and my mother's pained expression, hitting a wall of flesh behind me, and Lu Xudong's voice immediately sounded in a low voice in my ears: "...... This...... What's wrong?"

He lifted me up in his arms, looked at my brother and my mother in bewilderment, and I leaned helplessly into his arms like grasping a life-saving straw, and my heart ached beyond words.

My mom really wanted to kick me away, she really didn't want me anymore!

Lu Xudong was obviously frightened by my appearance, he hugged me, and asked a few more times one after another: "What's wrong?"

My brother kept a calm face and didn't make a sound, but my mother was silent for a while, and suddenly said very calmly: "Since you want to ask, then I will make it clear today, Cersei has married to your family, she marries a chicken with a chicken, she is born as a person of your family, and death is a ghost of your family, and it will have nothing to do with our Lao Di family in the future, you have lived your rich life, and everyone will not come back and forth in the future, so as not to stab each other!"

"Mom!" my brother snorted at her angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about, you come at me when you're angry, don't throw it all on Cersei, okay?"

"Yangyang......" My mother looked at my brother and then at me, her expression was very depressed and sad, I looked at her like that, as if she had buried her heart for many years and was about to be gently covered, and suddenly trembled uncontrollably.

I didn't want Lu Xudong to let me lean on, I would definitely not be able to stand, I leaned on Lu Xudong weakly, clenched my palms, bit my lip and didn't dare to let myself cry again.

"Mom......" My brother softened his tone, and said with some pleading: "You know that these things today have nothing to do with Cersei, it's all me, it's me who can't see your unconditional tolerance of Xiaolan, it's that I don't want you to be wronged again and again, Mom, do you just want me to be caught in the middle of this?"

I don't know if my brother's softened tone soothed my mother, but my mother just shook her head gently and said, "You don't understand ......"

She paused, turned her head to look at her own room, and said with a slightly fluttering look in her eyes: "After you were born, your father always thought about asking you for another brother or sister, afraid that you would be too lonely, but it was not until you were almost seven years old that I found out that I was pregnant, how happy your father was at that time, only a month ago thinking about what to name the child, and said very sure that this must be a little princess." ”

Tears slowly flowed from my mother's eyes, but she didn't seem to notice it at all, just stared blankly at the room, I knew what she was looking at, her room hung with a black and white picture of my dad.

I was vaguely a little panicked, and I didn't know why I was so panicked, my mother's voice sounded low again, with a particularly heavy sadness: "At that time, your grandmother was still there, she was superstitious, and went to find someone to help me calculate the hexagram for this child, and people told her that this child can't be wanted, saying that the child is in the wrong life, and your father and I don't believe it, but I am only three months pregnant, and your father found out that he has stomach cancer, and from the onset to the death, it was only a short fourteen days......

She clenched her hand into a fist and slammed it into her heart: "Yangyang, you don't know how much your mother regrets it, how much your mother regretted it at that time...... Your dad has always been in good health, he has never had stomach pain, but suddenly he suffered from stomach cancer...... It's all because I didn't listen to the persuasion, you know...... If your dad hadn't told me to give birth before he left, I wouldn't have wanted to keep her...... Yangyang, you don't understand that over the years, every time I see her, I think of her as the murderer who took your father's life...... What's the point if she suffers some grievances for you, she owes this family too much......"

There was a bang in my head, and it felt as if the world had collapsed in an instant, and all the sounds had become distant and indistinct.

Lu Xudong's hand holding me tightened slightly, I knew that he was worried about me, and I wanted to try to pretend that he didn't care, but the tears were really not angry, and all the shouting in my head was that it was like this, it was like this.

No wonder my mom didn't like me since I was a child, no wonder my grandma never paid attention to us when she was alive, she hated my mom and hated me, and even my brother didn't want to see me.

But how can this be, the father in the black and white photo I hated since I was a child, he made me born in this world, and I have been looking forward to my mother who can love me more, she resents me so much......

I couldn't accept the fact that I couldn't hear my mother babbling again, she turned back to her room, she didn't even want to look at me again, I wanted to call her out, I wanted to go over and hug her, but my hands and feet were weak, and I felt that there was a fog in front of me, and I couldn't see anything clearly.

I vaguely heard my brother say something in a low voice, and then his body was lifted up in the air. I leaned against my familiar chest, not even daring to breathe.

It wasn't until Lu Xudong put me in the co-pilot, he helped me fasten my seat belt, and was about to get up and go back to the driver's seat, that I suddenly came to my senses, grabbed his collar and choked and sobbed, "Don't go...... Don't leave me behind......"

"Fool!" a gentle kiss fell on my forehead, and Lu Xudong's voice was low with pity, "Don't worry, I won't go, I'm always there!"

I finally couldn't help it, grabbed him by the collar and began to cry: "Mom...... My mom she's ...... What should I do......"

"Good boy...... Don't cry......" Lu Xudong patted my back gently, "It's okay...... Mom just said it in a moment of anger, and it will be fine in a few days...... Don't cry...... Oh, if you cry again, people are going to think I'm bullying you......"

I cried so hard that I choked and choked for a while before I calmed down under Lu Xudong's comfort, but because I cried so sadly, I still pumped until he finally returned to the driver's seat and started the car.

Lu Xudong stretched out a hand worriedly and shook my hand, "Don't worry, it will be fine in two days, don't think nonsense, besides, don't you still have me?"

I want to say it's not the same at all, he's him, my mom is my mom, but when I opened my mouth, the tears couldn't stop falling, I took a deep breath, turned my head to look out the car window, my mind was a mess of porridge, and even my heart was empty.

When he was about to get home, Lu Xudong's phone rang, he was driving, and the Bluetooth headset he connected directly to, it was estimated that it was a call from his mother-in-law, but he only heard him perfunctory a few times, and said impatiently: "I'll go back another day!" and then hung up the phone.

The tip of my nose instantly became sour again, and I was afraid that Lu Xudong would be worried more, so I could only try to force back the hot tears that welled up in my eyes again, and pretended to ask him casually: "Yes...... Is it Mom?"

Lu Xudong turned his head and glanced at it, his eyes were full of worry and concern, "Well, she asked when we would go home for dinner, it's okay, I told her for a few days!"

I let out an "um" and leaned back in my seat to look out, thinking in a trance that it seemed like we hadn't been to my parents-in-law for a long time.

My brother works far away from home, and it takes a long time to come home, and my mother talks about it almost every day, looking forward to his return. Just like my mother-in-law will look forward to Lu Xudong and Lu Yanxi coming home, only me, only I am the only one who no one cares about!

The sun was shining outside and shining through the car window, I looked at it in a daze for a while, and then closed my eyes tiredly, and suddenly felt so tired and tired......

Later, I didn't know when I got home, but I woke up because I heard someone calling me in a trance, and I opened my eyes in a daze, only to know that people were already at home.

The curtains in the bedroom were closed, so I couldn't see the sky outside, but the lights in the room were on, so Lu Xudong leaned over and stood in front of the bed and looked at me with concern: "Get up and eat something, you haven't eaten at noon." ”

I looked at him in a daze, my thoughts stagnating slightly, and it took me a long time before my head started to work again...... We went home at noon and my mom kicked me out...... She told me to, and she said I killed my father......