In contrast to our anxiety, the attending doctor seemed unhurried, he wiped his sweat first, and then said to us: "The patient is out of danger for the time being. However, whether she can wake up or not depends on her personal creation!"

After saying that, he sighed and left straight away.

At this moment, I suddenly felt that my whole body went soft. All the tense nerves were discharged, fortunately, Xiaoyue did not die, fortunately, I still have hope to say sorry to her. Now I only hope that God willing, bless Xiaoyue to wake up soon.

We waited outside the door for a long time before Xiao Yue was pushed out, I rushed to the side of the push bed for the first time, and saw Xiao Yue who was unconscious, her head was completely wrapped in gauze, leaving only a bleak face, and her face was dull. Like a dead man, my heart unconsciously hurt again, as if something was drilling, wringing and aching.

I followed the bed all the way to the ward, and Xiaoyue's father was being pulled by the school leaders and was talking about something.

In the ward, I sat quietly beside Xiaoyue's bed, looking straight at her, for a long time. I was able to look at her so closely, even though she had no expression or movement, her face would invisibly attract me and make me can't help but touch my heartstrings.

The words of Xiaoyue's father were still lingering in my ears before, and after slowly calming down, I realized more deeply that I was wrong to blame Xiaoyue, and my loss and hatred for her were actually caused by love, and only now did I find out. I have never really forgotten Xiaoyue, she has always been in my heart, deep-rooted, my love for her cannot be easily eliminated, it is an initial ignorance and the most unforgettable love.

When I was so cowardly, I stood up for her several times, and every time I touched her eyes, I was completely immune, and I couldn't control my impulse to do it for her. I was so easily moved by her. Perhaps, this is the power of love in the bones. At first, I really thought that I was afraid that my parents would make mistakes again and again on the road of breaking the law, so I let Xiaoyue go, but now that I think about it, I was actually influenced by Xiaoyue, I couldn't stand her pleading eyes, and I let her go.

I know that there is only one reason for my soft-heartedness, that is, I fell in love with Xiaoyue at first sight, at that time, I was a rural person who had never seen the world, and I regarded Xiaoyue as a fairy at first sight, and she took root in my heart at once. A person can forget anything, but this ignorant first love is really unforgettable, no matter how deep the blow and how big the blow I suffered later, I can't forget this deep love in my heart.

In college, I also didn't dare to get close to Xiao Yue because of low self-esteem, I actually didn't think about her pure, but, I didn't expect that Xiao Yue didn't dislike me at all, it turned out that she also had so much helplessness, she also hid her love deep in her heart, at this moment, I seemed to understand the true meaning of that meaningful sentence, when I was in the moat, Xiao Yue said the last thing to me when I was separated, the fish didn't eat the bait it it wanted to eat, it swam away.

She said that to me in that situation, which clearly means that she actually has me in her heart, but she can't be with me, so she can only choose to leave.

In the past, even if I had a little courage and a little self-confidence, it would make us misunderstand each other deeper and deeper, every time Xiaoyue took the initiative to find me, I disguised myself, for fear of exposing my toad's intention to eat swan meat, it was my attitude of rejecting people thousands of miles away, which made Xiaoyue get farther and farther away from me, so that she listened to her father's words, thinking that I only love money. As a result, it is equivalent to me personally giving Xiaoyue to Luan Yu.

When I think about it, I can't help but die.

Love, it's really hard to understand, I always thought that I was single-minded, thinking that with Tao Wanxin, my heart couldn't accommodate anyone, but I didn't expect that until Xiaoyue had an accident, I saw my true heart clearly, she was always by Luan Yu's side before, so I never worried about her, and now that something happened, I know how important she is to me, and I can't bear her leaving.

So, at this moment, I didn't think about anything, I just knew, sitting here and waiting for her, waiting for her to wake up, waiting for me to explain to her, apologizing to her, and repenting with her.

The person who blames and is anxious like me is, of course, Xiaoyue's father, originally, Xiaoyue's father knew, it was I who pushed Xiaoyue to the forefront, he should blame me, but after all, the root of all this is still caused by him, and he blames himself more.

What we can do now, in addition to repentance, is only to pray, praying that Xiaoyue can wake up safely, but Xiaoyue's state is very bad, extremely unstable, several times the doctor rushed to first aid, every time I see her life in crisis again, I can't wait to replace her with my life, I am on the verge of collapse, maybe even I didn't think that Xiaoyue's accident would hurt me so much, and it would make me so involved and so concerned.

Even, Xiaoyue's matter overshadowed Tao Wanxin's matter, and in the next few days, I didn't leave the ward for half a step, and stayed by the bedside, my brothers took turns to bring me food, and at the same time, they were also worried about Luan Yu's revenge, so they all accompanied me and stayed in the hospital, although in the next few days, Xiaoyue's condition was finally stable, but whether she could wake up, the doctor's answer was still to see if her own will was firm enough, and whether her desire to survive was strong.

I know that Xiaoyue doesn't want to wake up, she doesn't want to return to this cruel world, just like when I was hit by Tao Wanxin's car, I have been in a coma because I was so desperate at that time, so desperate that I didn't want to return to reality. I want her to know that there is still warmth in this world, I talk to her every day, never leave, encourage her every day, move her with sincerity, I hope she can hear my voice and wake up quickly.

It's just that no matter what I say or say, Xiaoyue has no sign of waking up, and my whole body is haggard, more and more tired, and more and more decadent.

The brothers are a little incomprehensible when they see me becoming like this for a woman, after all, none of them have any feelings for Xiaoyue, even if she blocked a knife for me at a critical moment, but she is always Luan Yu's woman, I am depraved and depressed for other people's women, and the brothers can't even stand it anymore.

Just the day before the National Day, the dog couldn't hold it back and said to me: "Brother Tian, Tao Wanxin is going to get engaged tomorrow, don't you care?"

I raised my hazy eyes, looked at the dog, and said weakly, "What's the matter?" have you thought of a way to deal with the Luan family?"

Goudan shook his head and said, "No matter what you say, you can't just leave it alone!"

I said weakly: "Xiaoyue has been lying here for so many days, Luan Yu can't help it, isn't he just preparing wholeheartedly, waiting, waiting for me to die tomorrow?"

When the dog heard this, he was immediately displeased, he stared at me in surprise, and asked, "You are afraid of death, so you don't care about Tao Wanxin?"

I smiled bitterly and said, "You know, I'm not afraid of death, but what can I do to sabotage Chen Lin and Tao Wanxin's engagement? Don't you can't think of a way?"

I couldn't help but look at Xiao Yue who got off the bed, then turned around, looked at the dog, and said in a deep voice: "Look at this woman on the bed, she has already stepped into the ghost door with one foot, do I want to involve another woman and wander between life and death? Perhaps, Tao Wanxin's father did the right thing, only Tao Wanxin followed Chen Lin to keep her safe, and to make her and her family peaceful." ”

After listening to my words, Godan's eyes widened, and he said in disbelief: "This is your love for Tao Wanxin?" To be honest, Brother Tian, I don't understand, I think you and Tao Wanxin are the most matched, I remember the first time we came to this city, it was also to save Tao Wanxin, I witnessed you and Tao Wanxin together, you have experienced so much together, I really didn't expect that you would give her to others so easily." Do you know that no woman will wait a year for a man whose life and death are unknown, this is tantamount to gambling with her youth, this is the woman who truly loves you, you have to learn to cherish it!"

I laughed self-deprecatingly, and said sadly: "I'm a person, I don't deserve to have feelings, a woman who has a relationship with me is destined to be hurt, Xiaoyue is because of me, I became like this, I can't watch Tao Wanxin spend time in danger anymore, don't say that I can't save Tao Wanxin this time, even if I rescue her, let her follow me, so what should I do later? Luan Yu will definitely retaliate against me crazily, Tao Wanxin will follow me, it will only be more dangerous, she can't be happy, I don't want to harm others and myself." Besides, I can see that Chen Lin really loves Tao Wanxin, and I believe that as long as there is enough time, they will be happy in the future, at least they don't have to live a frightened life!"

After speaking, I turned my eyes to Xiao Yue on the bed again, at this moment, I am like a person who has lost my soul, but in fact, my heart is clear, I have seen a lot, and I have let go of a lot.

Xiaoyue's incident has taught me a profound lesson, I can't bear to lose anymore, I've killed my brothers, I've also affected women, if I just think about revenge anymore, just want to be happy in my heart, then, more people will be hurt because of me, I really don't want to hurt anyone anymore.

So, all I can do now is wait, wait for Xiaoyue to wake up, I feel that this is the only thing I can make up for the past.

The brothers saw that I was iron-hearted, and they didn't bother to persuade me anymore, but obviously their faces still showed deep helplessness, I know that in the hearts of the brothers, the sister-in-law who made them more acceptable was Tao Wanxin, especially Shanying, he admired Tao Wanxin's bravery and infatuation very much, and he would never forget Tao Wanxin's unyielding loyalty when he was arrested.

The night soon fell, the time before the National Day is getting shorter and shorter, and the brothers are getting more and more anxious, only me, still with a calm face and not leaving Xiaoyue's bedside, the brothers know my personality, and it is useless to persuade what they believe, so they can only look at me helplessly with a calm face. The fork is long to carry.

And when the wall clock on the wall pointed to ten o'clock in the evening, the dog who was smoking outside the ward suddenly came in eagerly and said to me, "Someone wants to see you!"