Now I am like the living dead, without any thoughts, no matter how emotional outsiders are. I still just kept this cold face, and I wasn't the slightest bit interested in what the dog said that someone wanted to see me, so I replied to him directly: "No!"

After saying that, I continued to keep my head down. Mu Ne looked at Xiao Yue.

In a moment, a familiar magnetic female voice came into my ears: "What, is the little sky shelf big?

I reflexively raised my head and found a familiar figure, standing at the door of the ward, she turned out to be the fairy sister who helped me heal my leg, Sister Yu! I haven't seen her for so long, she is still beautiful and does not eat fireworks in the world, and in my heart, she always gives me a warm bosom sister, and when I suddenly see her at this time, my heart still can't help but tremble. A lot of memories came to my mind unconsciously.

At the beginning, if it weren't for her, I'm afraid I would still be a cripple with low self-esteem, her kindness to me was greater, and her later acceptance of me also made me unforgettable, and the development of my relationship with Tao Wanxin was also due to her letting me be a tutor, and the reversal of my whole life had a great relationship with Sister Yu, so. When I saw her again, I really couldn't be indifferent, so I suddenly stood up and shouted, "Sister Yu!"

Sister Yu glanced at Xiao Yue on the bed, and then looked at me, her always gentle and peaceful eyes showed a look of reproach at the moment, she asked me coldly: "Can I take some time for you to come out, I want to talk to you alone!" Her tone, which seemed to be asking, was actually unquestionable.

Although I made up my mind to protect Xiaoyue and ignore anyone or anything, Sister Yu's words. I have to listen, no matter what, I can't be an ungrateful person, Sister Yu is here in person, and I can't escape if I want to.

So, I nodded stunnedly, and Sister Yu saw that I agreed, and immediately turned around and left.

I instructed the dog to help me watch here, and then quickly followed Sister Yu and followed her downstairs in the hospital. We sat on a bench in the grass, this place used to be where Sister Yu and I used to come often, when I was hit by Tao Wanxin, and I was also hospitalized in this first hospital, I remember very clearly that Sister Yu always accompanied me at the beginning, and often took me to bask in the sun below, but now, things are people, but the mood has changed, and the relationship between people has also changed.

The two of us sat here quietly for a while before Sister Yu took out a makeup mirror from her bag and gave it to me, and then said to me indifferently: "You take a picture of yourself and see what it looks like!"

I took the mirror and looked at my face, indeed, I was shocked, I didn't expect that I hadn't looked in the mirror for a few days, my face was like this, very haggard, dark circles, scum, hair like a chicken nest, messy, isn't this a homeless man on the street?

No wonder even Sister Yu can't get used to me, it turns out that I don't know that I have become like this, I gently handed the mirror back to her, and said by the way: "I'm sorry, I made you laugh!"

Sister Yu glanced at me with a little disgust and said, "Ge Tian, are you just for the girl on the hospital bed to become like this?"

I kept my head down, not daring to admit it.

Sister Yu said again: "You don't plan to take care of my cousin's affairs, do you?"

I looked at Sister Yu blankly and said, "Is she okay?"

Sister Yu tilted her head slightly, stared at me, and asked, "What? Do you still care about her? Don't you already have someone else in your heart?"

Sister Yu's attitude today makes me very uncomfortable, in the past, she always took good care of me, always understood me, I think she is the most understanding sister in the world, but even she treated me like this, am I really wrong? I shouldn't think about Tao Wanxin's happiness from my point of view? Or am I really too selfish?

I didn't know, my head was lowered, and after a long time, I struggled to squeeze out three words: "I'm sorry!"

Sister Yu snorted lightly, and said again: "Sure enough, men don't have a good thing!"

This sentence came out of Sister Yu's mouth, and it pierced my heart even more, I know that Sister Yu has always hated men, and even has a spiritual cleanliness fetish, but she is special to me, and she can let me live in her villa, all because she thinks that I am an honest person and simple-minded.

However, after all this time, I have changed, and I have become nothing different from the Ge Tian I used to be. For my changes, Sister Yu seems to be disgusted in addition to disgust. Perhaps, she not only hates me because I am half-hearted, but also because I am too far behind the simple Ge Tian in the past, so she is so indifferent!

Thinking of this, my heart is very uncomfortable, I feel that I am really useless, no matter what I do, it will hurt people, I looked at Sister Yu dryly, and said in a deep voice: "Sister Yu, did you come to me because of Tao Wanxin? What happened to her?"

Sister Yu turned her head, looked ahead expressionlessly, and said lightly: "It's nothing, it's just that she believed the wrong person." Blame me too, if I hadn't introduced you into the house, I wouldn't have hurt Xin'er, she is too simple, she trusts people too easily, and she is too easy to get emotional, and she is the one who gets hurt in the end!"

After speaking, she also sighed, at this moment, the night is very quiet, every word of Sister Yu has penetrated into my heart, I think it is impossible to deceive myself, Tao Wanxin's appearance keeps appearing in my mind, and even saw her desperate expression, my heart hurts, it hurts.

At this time, Sister Yu's soft and reproachful voice sounded again: "Ge Tian, do you know? Originally, Xin'er had two choices, first, that is, she agreed to break up with you, and the family sent her out of the country for her safety, and second, she promised to marry the Chen family. As a result, Xin'er's stubborn temperament directly rejected these two choices, she insisted on being with you, it was useless to persuade anyone, her father really had no choice, so he forcibly made a choice for her and let her get engaged to Chen Lin!"

Speaking of this, Sister Yu sighed deeply again.

And I, like being whipped hundreds of times with a thick whip, my whole body is spicy and painful, Tao Wanxin for me, in order to stick to this love, sworn to defend to the death, and even did not hesitate to fight stubbornly with the family, she has been waiting for me, believe me, but what about me? I am guarding another woman, and I am ready to give her away. I closed my eyes painfully and inhaled the night air hard, and then I opened my eyes, looked at Sister Yu, and asked bitterly, "What about her now?"

Sister Yu sneered and said, "What do you say, can she be okay? Isn't she always waiting for you with a faint hope? Her father has already told her about you, saying that you are accompanying another woman in the hospital and giving up on her, but she doesn't believe it, she always thinks that her family lied to her, and trusts you like crazy, in her heart, she decided, believes that you are a trustworthy person, and she thinks that you will not ignore her no matter what."

However, so many days have passed, you have not moved, and tomorrow is the day of her engagement, she couldn't sit still, crying and begging me, let me see, are you really guarding a woman in the hospital, she only believes in me now, and told me that if you really give up on her, she will compromise, and willingly agree to get engaged, if you don't give up on her, she would rather die than engage Chen Lin, she is just waiting for me to go back, waiting for me to give her a clear answer!"

The more sober she is, the deeper the pain will be, I really don't understand, how can I not understand Tao Wanxin like this? What I think about being happy for her is to let her be engaged to Xiaobaiyan, and she can live safely from then on, but I didn't expect that Tao Wanxin will be happy in that kind of life? With her persistence and her love for me, will she easily get engaged to other men? If I hadn't given up on her, she might have died, and it would have been impossible for her to marry a man she didn't like, and she promised me to be my woman for the rest of my life.

But on the other hand, I also promised her and guarded her for the rest of my life, but now I treat the promise as a fart, and let it go. Have I ever asked my own heart, can I really let go? Is my love for Tao Wanxin so superficial?

I was really messed up and miserable, and I didn't know how to explain it to Sister Yu.

Sister Yu saw that I was still hesitating, she stood up directly, sorted out the bag, and then said to me in disappointment: "Actually, I don't believe it myself, I don't believe that Xiaotian I once knew will become a heartless person, in my eyes, Xiaotian will always be a timid and obedient little boy." But... Okay, now that I'm here and I've seen it, what they said is right, I know how to reply to Xin'er, so I won't bother you!"

After saying that, she turned around and left, and walked very decisively.

I wanted to stop her, but my throat seemed to be blocked by something, and I couldn't shout, so I could only watch Sister Yu leave, and the disappointed back made my heart ache.

It wasn't until Sister Yu's back completely disappeared into the night that I returned to the ward in despair.

Looking at Xiaoyue on the hospital bed and looking at a group of helpless brothers, I had a lot of thoughts, I was very annoyed, very messy, and I had the urge to tear myself apart.

The night was completely dark, and I told all my brothers to go back to rest.

The ward fell into a deathly silence in the middle of the night, I was alone, sitting on the edge of the bed, accompanying Xiaoyue, looking at her quietly, and at this moment, what kept circling in my mind was the past with her and Tao Wanxin. Those complicated experiences, intertwined and turned over and over, that kind of different feelings, kept stimulating me, my head was about to explode, but I still couldn't think of a reason.

Until the sky was bright, I was still thinking that my eyes were already full of red bloodshots, and I had reached a state of madness, but, after a night of painful ideological struggle, by now, I had opened up my thoughts and secretly made a choice in my heart.

So, I raised my stinging eyes and looked at the time displayed by the wall clock on the wall, and then, I lowered my head and looked deeply at Xiao Yue, who was still unconscious, and slowly, I leaned down and kissed her lightly on the forehead.

Immediately, I stood up straight, clenched my fists, and rushed out of the hospital room like a madman...