When she said this, Xiao Fangran half-hugged her elbows and leaned lazily on the sofa, her two slender jade legs together and sat in style. Her soft curls were curled in a delicate bun, and the scattered strands of hair hung down beside her cheeks, and they were casually pinned behind her ears with jasper studs, which made her delicate facial features particularly moving.

"You don't have to worry about it, Mom, I can handle the emotional matters by myself, not to mention that I have been with Su Yiyang for so long, and I have never encountered any contradictions that cannot be resolved, even if I really encounter problems, I should solve them myself. What's the point if you have to do these things the way you want them to?"

Gu Nanqiao considered her tone and opened her mouth unhurriedly, the words that she had once hidden in her heart and did not say because she was afraid of hurting the harmony were all said in an orderly manner at this moment. It's just that no matter how serious and serious her face is, Gu Nanqiao still has some concerns, and some of her thoughts can be seen in the slight tremor at the end of the words, obviously the words are far from being as easy as imagined.

Taking 10,000 steps back, Gu Nanqiao was still a little worried that such a fierce medicine would affect the precarious mother-daughter relationship.

"In addition to personal reasons, no matter how poor I am, I am also the art consultant of Spring Color Manyuan, even if I don't have Su Yiyang's relationship, I can afford this position. The big guys eat according to their abilities, I can change the drama and martial arts to the stage, as long as I am for a day, this drama team can't fall, who is qualified to sweep me out of the house and let me drink the northwest wind?"

Gu Nanqiao's words were not polite, and even damaged Ms. Xiao's pride a little.

This attitude is obviously quite abnormal in her relationship with Xiao Fangran, so that Xiao Fangran, who is used to her daughter's obedience and obedience, couldn't help but be stunned for a moment. In just a few seconds, she came back to her senses, glanced at Gu Nanqiao condescendingly, hooked the corners of her lips and sneered, a little bit to see what kind of wind this girl was pumping and tossing.

But her lips touched up and down, but she didn't refute anything.

It wasn't until this moment that Xiao Fangran suddenly realized that what Gu Nanqiao said was the truth, and his words were not even disobedient. The previous well-behaved and sensible ones were nothing more than Gu Nanqiao's deliberate restraint, and after fading the unique restraint and tolerance in the mother-daughter relationship, Gu Nanqiao's strength and rationality were the aura she really should have.

In fact, if you think about it, how can a genius Xiaohuadan, who can run the little-known small opera troupe of Chun Se Manyuan with his own strength, be a cowardly and unassertive person, it is nothing more than Gu Nanqiao's willingness to give in.

Before Xiao Fangran could dig into the reason, the clear and beautiful voice came again.

"Mom, in the past seven years, you have spent a lot of effort for this troupe, although you didn't come forward directly, and Fan Lao didn't know about it, but I couldn't be clearer. The idea of Peking Opera reform was brought by you, and you also gave a lot of guidance behind the performance plan and repertoire selection in the past few years...... If it weren't for you, Chun Se Manyuan might not even be able to survive the initial annual losses, let alone the current development in full swing. ”

Gu Nanqiao did not sit on the sofa, but moved a rattan rocking chair next to him and sat against the light. The pure white cotton nightdress hung down, covering her calves, leaving only a slender white ankle exposed, and the cold moonlight sprinkled on her side, like a hazy filter, making everything a little unreal.

"There are some things I have never said to you, and there is very little communication between the two of us, until you came back seven years ago, and we gradually began to communicate - to say that communication, in fact, it is more of your unilateral arbitrariness. In the beginning, it was nothing more than you telling me what to do, and I did it. Then I grew up and had my own ideas, and we started to disagree. There's no point in arguing, I don't want to complain to you about anything, just to find a compromise. You may only see that I don't listen to my advice, and think that I have disobeyed you, but in fact, I have received all your affection, and I can see all the kindness you have done to me. ”

"Since you know that I'm good to you, then don't say goodbye to me, can I still harm you?" Xiao Fangran leaned back on the sofa chair with her elbows half-folded, although she felt that Gu Nanqiao's sudden sensationalism was a little strange, but she still didn't think deeply, she just hooked the corners of her lips and snorted coldly.

"Don't play the emotional card with me, I came here in the middle of the night, not to listen to you talk about these useless things, the serious things in the spring garden have not yet been discussed, I don't have time to reminisce with you about the past. Qiaoqiao, if you accept my affection, you will do what I say this time, and I will not have to waste my words with you again. ”

"Look at it, Mom, let's start again-you, you've always been hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, you never leave room for doing things, you don't say less about offending people, you don't do less things that make people uncomfortable, and some words are nothing more than hurting others and hurting yourself, why bother?" Gu Nanqiao said and chuckled helplessly.

She casually brushed the strands of hair that fell down her cheeks behind her ears, and the emotions that were becoming more and more uncontrollable began to surge, and even her tone softened.

"Mom, to tell you the truth, I have suffered a lot of grievances because of what you have done. I don't mean to complain to you about this, I don't think through it or be indignant about anything, I just want to tell you what I really think - there were times when I did suspect that you didn't love me, and only used me as a way to relieve my heart, or as a tool for revenge, and I did resent you when I was the saddest..... There's no way, they're all mortals, and people's hearts are all flesh, and I can't let go of many things. ”

Speaking of this, Gu Nanqiao's tone paused slightly, and then he half-pursed the corners of his lips and sighed very lightly.

This sigh was very light and light, clearly mixed with heavy sadness, but it seemed as if nothing had happened under the restraint of the effort, and soon dispersed in the silent night, as if it did not exist at all.

"But no matter how uncomfortable it is, when I think about it, I can't blame you. So over the years, when I want to do something but I don't know what to do, I have learned to understand you from the heart, in fact, it is not easy for anyone, we can only take our time...... To put it bluntly, Mom, you're just too proud to express it, I know it...... So, I don't really blame you. ”

It didn't seem that Gu Nanqiao would suddenly talk about this, Xiao Fangran was obviously stunned.

For a long time in Ms. Xiao's heart, Gu Nanqiao has always been synonymous with being obedient and sensible, although children rarely express their inner thoughts and habitually hide their emotions in their hearts, Xiao Fangran only regarded this silence as Gu Nanqiao did not have any thoughts, and did not think about the so-called reason at all. After all, she is so rational and excellent, she never does those things that make people worry, and she can always handle everything quite well, even a person with high vision and pickiness like Xiao Fangran will be quite satisfied.

Just like Gu Nanqiao said, Xiao Fangran is not good at communicating with people, she doesn't understand what children think in their hearts, and she is stingy with praise and praise, so she rarely expresses such emotions. Many times she even seems rusty with the expression of love, and she can't pull down her face to say those soft and kind words, and her emotions are accumulated in the bottom of her heart, and finally she gradually falls silent.

At the end of the day, this mother and daughter are just as strong and sensitive.

Especially Xiao Fangran, her self is always not used in the right place, and her perception of emotions is far from sensitive. After that open and honest conversation seven years ago, she unilaterally agreed to settle. Gu Nanqiao promised to embark on the path she arranged, keep exercising in the spring garden, and when the time was ripe to return to Mei's house, everything was logical, without any so-called waves.

As for the deeper reason, Xiao Fangran never thought about it.

So at this moment, when she heard Gu Nanqiao say all the thoughts in her heart, and counted the grievances, expectations, and grievances over the years, even before she let go, and put out those difficult and unbearable ones one by one, Xiao Fangran suddenly realized how many problems she had ignored.

She never thought that she had ever let her child be so wronged.

And these are also what she doesn't want to see at all.

The large living room was quiet, except for the faint sound of the night breeze, and the only sound could be heard was the ticking of the hands of the quartz clock hanging on the wall. Xiao Fangran subconsciously clenched his fists, because he was too hard, a faint white mark appeared on his fingertips, and the person who had always been strong didn't know what to say at this moment, leaving only a long silence.

I don't know how long it took before Xiao Fangran subconsciously muttered.

Jojo ...... You can't get mom wrong......"

"Mom, these are not misunderstandings, I'm just talking about things. I've been thinking about what I've said tonight for a long time, and the reason why I've been putting it off again and again is because I haven't figured out what to do and what way to choose to really reconcile with you. The second is that I always feel that there is still time, and I can think carefully about what I want, so I haven't talked to you for a long time. ”

Gu Nanqiao lowered his eyes slightly, and his slender eyelashes cast a small good-looking shadow. Halfway through the words, the corners of her lips rose with a faint arc, and the smile was not bitter and self-deprecating, but with a bit of relieved open-mindedness, probably because of such open-mindedness, even the words that were rational to some sharpness became softer.

"I'm grateful that you're real, and now that you have what you want to do, and you've met someone you really want to care about, it's also true...... Mom, the communication between us should not be maintained by my unilateral compromise, all this should be more appropriate. Anyway, I can't continue to be "obedient", sorry. ”