Chapter 181: I can only gamble

Gu Nanqiao picked up the teacup, tested the temperature, and handed it to Xiao Fangran, so he continued unhurriedly.

"Feng Tan's temporary stay in the Spring Color Garden has indeed brought a lot of influence, but his identity is special, and it is unknown how long he can stay, and this uncertainty is not enough to call it a bargaining chip. If a performance group wants to develop for a long time, it is obviously not the best way to only put its advantages on individuals, and if it does not train new talents at this time, how can it develop in the future? Finally, the most difficult years have passed, and in the future, it will be able to retreat without advancing and become a short-lived bubble and be eliminated by the market?"

Xiao Fangran was very unimpressed with these analyses of her daughter.

"Qiaoqiao, you think far-reaching enough, look at this posture, do you really regard this troupe as a lifelong career? But how can you say the emotional thing, you are thinking about this troupe, and if you don't think about yourself, you are not afraid that one day, there will be problems in the relationship between you and the little son of the Su family, and nothing will be left behind?"

"Why, are you worried that I will work for others in vain, and I will not fall in the end? In the spring of a few years, when Semanyuan was just starting, you also said that if this troupe can develop, it can be regarded as a favor for my master. Since he didn't plan to benefit from this troupe at that time, why should he be so greedy at this time, just do his best to ensure the destiny of heaven. ”

When he said this, Gu Nanqiao hooked the corners of his lips slightly, and his tone was light and fluttering, with a little joking. But there was no smile in her eyes, only a little temptation that couldn't help but reveal in the obscurity.

In fact, after Xiao Fangran entered the house, every word Gu Nanqiao said was full of competition and trade-offs.

Over the years, years have taken away Gu Nanqiao's innocence and fragility, and the tempering of society has made her grow rapidly, and she has already grown from a girl who was ignorant of the world back then, but has grown into an excellent troupe manager who is enough to take charge of herself. Standing on the stage, she is a radiant genius Hua Dan, her talent is far from being comparable to others, when she stands next to Su Yiyang to deal with business matters together, she can also handle it with ease, and her gestures are the unique calmness and decisiveness of managers, and she has a bit of the demeanor of a strong woman.

Even if he encounters a difficult opponent, Gu Nanqiao can gain the upper hand in four or two pounds, and there is no possibility of being suppressed at all. Especially with the development of Spring Manyuan, she has more and more contacts, and her excellent emotional intelligence and work ability have been brought into full play, stimulating all the potential that was once not full.

The original arrogance and innocence faded a little, and Gu Nanqiao's edges and corners gradually smoothed out, but the style and arrogance were still retained. She can already deal with problems in a softer way, solve things satisfactorily without hurting her face, and do it so that even her opponent will feel convinced, and she can't say a word of no.

Therefore, in the face of Xiao Fangran's unique weakness, it is not that Gu Nanqiao is weak or at a loss, a lot of forbearance is just intentional restraint, she is not unable to suppress Xiao Fangran from her aura, but the blood and family affection make her ruthless at all.

To put it bluntly, it's just because of reluctance.

Probably the more things are missing, the more everyone will have different stress reactions, and some people will be bitten by a snake for ten years and be afraid of the well rope, because of the resistance to something and doubt all the possibilities. There are also people who are willing to keep a trace of beauty even in the darkest times, but they have good intentions when they do not go to a strange road, and even if it is a stalemate, they must find a new way out.

And Gu Nanqiao is obviously the latter kind of person.

Because of the lack of family affection when she was young, Gu Nanqiao regarded family affection as particularly important, as long as there was the slightest possibility, she wanted to get this relationship back. So when Xiao Fangran came back to find her, those reasons were excuses or relief, but if it was reasonable, even if Gu Nanqiao had more grievances and unwillingness in his heart, he was willing to try to understand his mother.

This is not cowardice, but she cherishes this rare and precious feeling.

Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory in the world, Gu Nanqiao knows Xiao Fangran's difficulties better than anyone, all her unwillingness comes from the gap in her heart, when the proud person recognizes the facts and begins to compromise, it means that she has to let go of her arrogance and bow to her irreversible fate.

The most unacceptable thing in the world is nothing more than a sentence if, many things in the world change rapidly, no matter whether the result is good or bad, the choice is only once. But if there is a way back, it is not enough to call it life.

All the circumstances came out by themselves, and regrets were buried in their hearts, even if they were strong and sharp as a disguise, Gu Nanqiao could still clearly perceive Xiao Fangran's emotions, at least when Xiao Fangran came back, she really regretted the choice she had made.

Therefore, Gu Nanqiao was reluctant to ask too much.

This kind of heart-to-heart comparison is completely out of the truest thoughts in his heart, Gu Nanqiao never thought of revealing his mother's scars, and the concessions over the years have also come out of understanding and distress. If it weren't for the last resort, she didn't want to have a showdown with Xiao Fangran at all, many things were delayed again and again, it was nothing more than Gu Nanqiao wanting to find a more amicable way to solve the rift accumulated over the years.

It's a pity that the "Old Dream Project" made everything sharp, and Gu Nanqiao was faced with a multiple-choice question again, so it was nothing more than delay.

Tonight's results are nothing more than two.

Either two equally proud people cannot be unified, the one who is high up and the one who controls people is unwilling to give up the initiative firmly held in his hands, and the one who is eager to express his thoughts is eager to challenge the authority and express all the emotions that have been withheld for all these years. The aggravated contradictions are irreconcilable, and the relationship that has been barely repaired over the years is facing collapse again.

Either it is a dose of fierce medicine in the increasingly relaxed relationship, and after the sharp knife throws away all the cover that wants to speak, it is like a surgery to cut off the heavy tumor, bleeding and pain are inevitable, but after the pain, the long-term wound can be completely healed, so that the purulent wound can be treated.

This kind of communication is a bit risky, and the process may even hurt the peace, but in the end it is the best. After all, for Gu Nanqiao and Xiao Fangran, a mother and daughter who are also not good at expressing themselves, there are not enough opportunities, and no one will open their hearts, which is also one of the meanings of tonight's showdown.

It's not so much a competition with each other, it's better to say that Gu Nanqiao is gambling.

She is betting that Xiao Fangran is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and since she came back, the little things she has experienced over the years are not just showing Gu Nanqiao, but Xiao Fangran's sincerity. After all, if you are as arrogant as Xiao Fangran, you don't need to use false deception to disguise some kind of illusion, deceive yourself and deceive others.

In fact, when facing family affection, she is also ruthless.

Gu Nanqiao was gambling, Xiao Fangran's soft words that were extremely difficult to say were all from the heart, and the few times she didn't say much was not a lie, but a sincerity that could not be concealed through the gaps in emotions. Xiao Fangran has always seen her purpose clearly, and when she left the old troupe, she said she didn't want to get rid of the things she wanted to get rid of. Later, when I wanted to get it back, I really regretted it, so I finally wanted to make up for it.

Gu Nanqiao was gambling, and Xiao Fangran could understand her.

No matter how proud and self-reliant people are, they will be affected by human affairs, especially those who have been sincere, and they can probably best understand the loss of control and sensibility that sprouts because of love, and do the so-called heart-to-heart comparison. Recalling those fleeting happy times in childhood, after removing all the prejudices and subjectivity, Gu Nanqiao can clearly face Xiao Fangran loves her very much, no matter how unfamiliar and clumsy this expression of love is, that motherly heart does exist.

She is betting on Xiao Fangran's invisible concern because she has already warmed her heart, and the reason why their mother-daughter relationship has not been repaired over the years is just that Xiao Fangran will not express it. The missing companionship back then was mutual, and the things that Gu Nanqiao didn't experience, such as care, respect, equality, and selfless love for no reason, were also blank from Xiao Fangran's point of view.

Delve deeper into it, because of the complex entanglement between Xiao Xiao and Mei Chi, Xiao Fangran has never experienced a normal mother-daughter relationship, and has not experienced what a warm and harmonious childhood should look like. She is also a first-time mother, even if she wants to be good to her children, she will not know how to be good, and she has to rely on her own way to show goodwill, not to mention that she is unwilling to lower her posture because of arrogance and face.

So Xiao Fangran's strength and extremeness are at least out of love.

It's just that Xiao Fangran is too self-conscious, even if she is full of enthusiasm and really wants to give Gu Nanqiao something, she can't find a suitable way, not to mention that there are many things that she can't solve by herself, and she is pulled all the way by many concerns.

Xiao Fangran only thought about instilling the things she thought was good into her daughter, and restraining Gu Nanqiao with those unfulfilled dreams and best expectations for the future. In this process, Gu Nanqiao didn't say much, she didn't ask more, and she didn't know what the child wanted until now.

But at least, Xiao Fangran's original intentions were good.

Even after experiencing many contradictions and ups and downs, Gu Nanqiao is willing to believe that Xiao Fangran's original intentions are good, which is why she dares to gamble. As for the result, it is nothing more than half of the probability of each, but it involves all her sensitive nerves.

Whether it can be reconciled or not, Gu Nanqiao doesn't dare to ask for extravagance.

I had to gamble.

.......

At this moment, Xiao Fangran obviously couldn't see Gu Nanqiao's many considerations, she only regarded tonight's conversation as an ordinary meeting, and was used to naturally mentioning her daughter, but she couldn't see the deeper reason at all.

She didn't bother to discern what Gu Nanqiao meant, she just laughed casually.

"Do your best, Qiaoqiao, this is very open-minded....... There are a few Peking Opera actors who don't want to be famous or profit-seeking, and if they don't have the idea of being a famous actor in their hearts, they won't have the hard work, how can they sing well. I really don't plan to take advantage of this troupe, I'm just worried that you will be deceived, and there will be no place to cry when the time comes. ”