Hearing her say such a rippling sentence, I asked her, "What about you?"

My mom said, "What am I?"

I said, "Are you going to accept him?"

My mom said, "I don't know yet, I haven't decided whether to accept him or not." ”

I said, "Look what you mean now is to accept him." ”

My mom heard my dissatisfaction, and she looked sideways at me and said, "You seem to be a little dissatisfied." ”

I said truthfully: " Mom, although I am in favor of remarriage, I also agree that you have your own emotional belonging, after all, I also have my own family, it is impossible to accompany you every day, and you yourself have your own life, so you have to fall in love with me any opinion, but I want you to understand, we are all adults, and you are not small, in the face of feelings, I believe you should be more rational than anyone else, this person's identity is very suspicious, and I always feel that this real estate company is not as simple as imagined, although the information and procedures are complete, but I always feel that something strange. ”

My mom said, "You can't accept something so big, that's why you don't feel safe." My mother said with a smug smile on her face: "And Lailai, your Uncle Lu has already given me the dividends of the first half of the year, millions of dollars, and more than half of the money I invested came out in an instant, if it is really like what you said, it is impossible for this money to reach me, so don't worry about my affairs, think about you and the child." ”

My mother said so, and I don't have much to say, after all, she spends her own money, and I have no right to interfere, so I can only sigh and say, "Okay, don't bother to care about these things, you can watch it yourself." ”

After I got home, I still felt a little uneasy, so I called Sister Tan, she has been more experienced than me in this regard, it happened that she was on vacation today, so she asked me out to drink some tea, after I arrived at the teahouse, Sister Tan was already waiting for me there, I sat opposite her, and he talked about this recent incident, and said in detail.

I asked Sister Tan what he would think about this matter if she was me?

Sister Tan took a sip of tea from the teacup in her hand and gave me an extremely positive answer, she said, "Lailai, you are too sensitive. ”

I frowned and asked, "Why do you feel that?"

Sister Tan said: "Haven't you been panicking about this matter? Whether it was before you married Lin Rongshen, or after you married Lin Rongshen, you have been panicking about Lin Rongshen's prejudice against your family, but in fact, did the thing you panic about? Did he come as you expected?"

I thought about it for a moment and shook my head.

Sister Tan said: "So, all of this is just you scaring yourself, now that you and Lin Rongshen have a child again, I think, he didn't act before, and he won't take any action now, he may have let go, and you haven't let go." ”

I said, "So what should I do?"

Sister Tan said: "Learn to believe in him. ”

Biting my lip, my face turned pale, I hesitated for a moment and asked, "Is he worth trusting?"

Sister Tan said, "Your own husband, don't you know about it?" Sister Tan was a little angry, she said: "Lailai, can you not go into a dead end as soon as you encounter such a thing? Don't you think that you are completely worried about the world now?"

Hearing Sister Tan's words, I instantly felt that I was too worried, so I could only listen to her words in silence.

Later, Sister Tan kept enlightening me, saying that I should not worry so much, Lin Rongshen is not as unbearable as I imagined, and this real estate company is not Lin Rongshen first, but he will participate in it in order to give my mother courage, which can be seen from this point Lin Rongshen's sincerity.

Sister Tan also said that I need to cherish his changes, if there is still a conflict with Lin Rongshen because of his own suspicions, then we will basically walk in a dead end in the future, and there will be no way to get along harmoniously.

I think what Sister Tan said is very reasonable, if Lin Rongshen really had such an idea, he would have done it a long time ago, why wait until now, maybe I shouldn't be so cranky, I really need to try to believe him once, the person who didn't let go was actually myself.

Sister Tan enlightened me with a dry mouth, I don't know how many pots of tea I drank, and she was recruited back to the company because of a work call, and before leaving, she patted me on the shoulder and said, "Think about it yourself, I'll go first." ”

I just nodded and watched Sister Tan leave.

Because I have something on my mind these days, so I have a little cold to Lin Rongshen, after he came back in the evening, he also tried to change his state, when he walked in from the door, I immediately walked over, and when I arrived in front of him, I mentioned that he took the coat in his hand, and just wanted to ask him why he came back so late, but I could smell a little alcohol on him.

I frowned and raised my face and asked, "Did you drink?"

Lin Rongshen looked at me with affection, his lips were also a little red because of drinking, he saw me looking at him with a worried face, so he gently stroked my face, looked at me and said, "Well, haven't you slept yet?"

I said, "I'm waiting for you to come home." ”

When Lin Rongshen heard this, a corner of his heart collapsed, he saw me looking at him with a complaining face, a few muffled smiles came out from the corners of his lips, he stretched out his hand and gently hugged me in his arms, and whispered in my ear: "Waited for a long time?"

I was full of grievances, and when he came back at twelve o'clock, he was indeed drunk and smoked, although he knew that this was a man's necessary entertainment, but he was still a little unhappy in his heart.

I hummed a little reluctantly, Lin Rongshen's whole body pressed against me, pressing me directly to the entrance, I took a few steps back, when my back was against the wooden door, Lin Rongshen's hand gently protected my waist, and he laughed in my ear: "Fool." ”

After that, he lowered his eyes and chin against my shoulder, his breathing was very light in my ears, and I didn't move, I kept supporting him, for a long time, I gently called Lin Rongshen.

He snorted.

I cautiously said, "I'm a little tired on my shoulders." ”

Lin Rongshen laughed again, after he left my shoulder, he lowered his eyes and looked at me, the two of us are not equal in height, when I stand in front of him, my head can basically only reach his chin.

You have to raise your face slightly to be able to see his face.

This time, I still raised my face to look at him, looking at him for a long time, but I was still speechless, Lin Rongshen gently lifted my chin with his hand, and he asked, "Is there anything you want to say to me?"

I nodded.

Lin Rongshen waited patiently and said, "Then you say, I'm listening." ”

I looked him in the eye and asked, "Do you love me?"

As soon as his thin lips opened a little, I immediately said, "I don't want to listen to specious answers, I want to answer in the affirmative." ”

Lin Rongshen was amused by my serious expression, but the laughter on the corner of his mouth subsided slightly, and he also looked back at my eyes and said, "I don't know." ”

In my mood, it was like riding a roller coaster, up and down for a while, and my body shook, I didn't expect Lin Rongshen to be so honest, although I have asked this question countless times, but this is the first time he has answered me in such a positive tone.

I don't know why I felt that my eyes were so sore, and for a moment I wanted to push Lin Rongshen away.

Drunk and spit out the truth, and sure enough, it is true.

Just as I had been fighting with myself in my heart, Lin Rongshen said the next second: "Every time you ask me this question, in fact, I don't understand myself, whether I love you or not, and what is love? I only know that from the moment you came to my house when you were seventeen years old, I thought in my heart, that little girl is quite interesting, you may have been young at that time, so whether you talk or look at people, you will always be timid." The corners of his mouth curled up with a smile and said: "I don't know why, I hate your mother very much, but for you, I can never be really ruthless, or even really hate, as if I always want to protect you and help you when facing you, I can't help but see you cry, because I like your smile the most, carefree, eyebrows flying, people always can't take their eyes off." ”

Lin Rong took a deep breath, and he also said a little confused: "I even hate myself like this, I don't control it, and sometimes I don't like myself because of you." He frowned and said, "It's so far from what I want to be, and I don't know what I am." ”

He thought sarcastically, "This is about the love you are talking about, right?"

He looked at me uncertainly and confusedly, and I didn't know how to answer him, because the reason why he hadn't answered my question so far was because even he himself still couldn't figure out what love was, how could he not figure it out? He was so smart, no matter how difficult the medical problem was, he could solve it, but could he not solve such a thing as feelings, even I could figure it out?

I looked at him with some surprise.

Lin Rongshen said: " From childhood to adulthood, it seems that some in my world are always learning, I don't know what anxiety and bad are, I only know, when I encounter things, deal with them calmly, face them, it won't be a big problem, I don't understand, so, in my world, everything is planned by me and I are in order, but when you came to my house in your twenties, I felt as if I was in a bad and impatient situation at any time, sometimes, I was tired of playing those boring and childish emotional games with you, but sometimes, I seemed to be addicted to it, unable to extricate myself, and even a little happy, I don't know what happened to me, bored, and in itI like but hate it, I'm conflicted, I don't know how to solve such a thing, I encountered the first problem in my life, which is my own changeable and complex emotions. ”