The next morning, I was woken up by a stomachache, and at eight o'clock, the morning light shone through the curtains slightly, and the pure white light contrasted sharply with the black in the room. Trace labor pains irritate the stomach and lower abdomen, and little by little. At first, I just covered the painful area and shrunk my body into a ball, and my movements were very light, because when I slept last night, Lin Cheng put his arms around me and put his hand on my waist, if I moved too much, he would definitely wake him up.

I prayed in my heart a thousand times that I wouldn't deepen the pain, I really couldn't afford it. My hand slowly slid to my lower abdomen, and I gently touched my lower abdomen, feeling very sorry. Will the child be okay if he is tortured like this?

But as time passed, my prayers were clearly useless. I can't describe the pain. Now I have been tortured for a long time, and my ability to tolerate pain has increased a lot. When I was in Nanxian before, I often rolled on the bed in pain, rolled on the floor of the warehouse, sweating profusely, and when the pain was deep but I couldn't release it, I almost wanted to hit my head to death.

I couldn't help it, I gently took Lin Cheng's hand, tiptoed out of bed and put on my shoes, and the moment I just stood up, I found that my vision was blurred again, if it wasn't for this often, I would definitely lose my sense of direction, and fall because of the unstable center of gravity.

With my previous experience, I became familiar with the furnishings in the room, and slowly, little by little, I moved my steps and groped my way to the bathroom from memory.

I was in the bathroom in such a bad place, really, I can't say too much to describe it in four words, and I wanted to die when I was like this. The feeling of cramping and tingling made my hand grip on the sink harder and harder. At first, I was holding on to the sink, and my whole body leaned forward because I might vomit.

But after a long time, I didn't even throw up, but the pain simply intensified. Slowly, I couldn't hold on, I wanted to roll on the ground, I slowly sat down on the ground, and the cold touch of the floor instantly spread all over my body. The sudden coldness seemed to have a relieving effect on the pain. But when the butt warms up, it goes back to the way it felt before.

I grabbed my thigh with one hand and my lower abdomen with the other, and when the pain hit, I had no ability to think at all, and it was dark in front of me, like a night with no lights at all, and the darkness was desperate. I moaned lowly, and I didn't forget to control my volume at that moment, except that the bathroom was closed, and when the door was closed, the echo came to my ears.

Full of despair.

Just when I was about to faint in pain, Lin Cheng woke up and found that there was no one around, so he looked for me everywhere, called me twice, I didn't respond to him, he walked to the bathroom, heard my moaning, and immediately rushed in, and saw me sitting on the floor tiles, my eyes were closed, and the pain was twisted and scared him. He quickly picked me up and took me to the bed, put me on the bed, and slapped me in the face while calling my name eagerly.

In a daze, I could hear his anxiety and worry.

I finally opened my eyes, and found that the line of sight still did not reply, he should have opened the curtains, a little glimmer in the line of sight, but it was still very dark and dim. I followed Lin Cheng's voice to determine where he was, and I found that when the eyes were out of sight, the human sense of hearing was more sensitive and clear than usual.

"Wanjing, can you hear me?" Lin Cheng slapped my face, and there was a slight pain after patting too much, but this was nothing compared to stomach pain.

"Wanjing, what's wrong with you? What's wrong?Is it a stomachache?" Lin Cheng knew that I had a stomach problem, and I had it when I was in school, but he saw me holding my stomach, and he didn't know that I was protecting the child, and asked me unconvincedly, "Or do you have a stomachache?"

I didn't have any strength at all, I wanted to open my mouth to speak, but I couldn't. Lin Cheng was in a hurry, and shouted downstairs as he spoke, and then Wu's mother came up. He was in a hurry to make a mess, as soon as Wu's mother came upstairs, Lin Cheng asked Wu's mother to help me get dressed, and he went down to pick up the car, saying that he would take me to the hospital immediately.

As soon as I heard that I was going to the hospital, I became a little more sober, no! If I went to the hospital, wouldn't it be exposed? I put my hand under my leg and pinched the flesh of my thigh fiercely, although I couldn't see it, I still tried to open my eyes, and I smiled ugly, "Lin Cheng, I won't go to the hospital." It's just a little stomach ache, and it'll be fine for a while. ”

"No, go to the hospital immediately, you were so scary like that just now, you can't get up in the bathroom, don't worry if you don't go to see me!" Lin Cheng's words were urgent, but there was a taste of an order that could not be refused.

Mother Wu helped me get dressed as she said, and persuaded me, "Let's go to the hospital and have a look, you are sweaty, don't worry Lin Cheng." ”

"Mother Wu, don't help me, I won't go to the hospital. I broke free of Wu's mother's hand to help me put on my coat, grabbed her arm and said, "You go down and help me get a glass of water, I want to drink water." ”

"This ........," Wu's mother hesitated. I couldn't see it, but I imagined that she must be waiting for Lin Cheng's response.

"Lin Cheng, I don't go to the hospital! You know I hate the hospital the most, I won't go if I don't go, I don't know my own stomach pain? It's okay now, do you see I'm much better? I used to be like this, and you haven't seen it. "The pain has decreased a little, but my vision has not returned, I looked in one direction steadily, and I was sure that Lin Cheng was over there.

"But you're fainting from pain, why don't I worry? You weren't so bad before, and your face is pale now. Lin Cheng said strongly, with a little sternness in his voice, like a parent's reprimand for a disobedient child.

In the past, when I had a stomachache, I didn't like to go to the hospital or take medicine, but every time Lin Cheng pulled me, he insisted that I go, and I would get angry if I didn't go. Then he couldn't resist me, because I cried and cried every time, and Lin Cheng couldn't cry, so he went to the pharmacy to buy medicine for me.

Dealing with Lin Cheng, the trick of crying definitely worked.

But don't know now........ Forget it, I can't care about that much. I pretended to be angry, crying and fussing, and I just didn't go to the hospital anyway. Lin Cheng is helpless, it's been three years, and this trick is still so lethal to him.

As soon as my tears fell, he reluctantly said, "Okay, okay, let's not go to the hospital." Then he walked up to me, sat on the edge of the bed and put his arm around my shoulder, rubbed my stomach with one hand, and said to Wu's mother, "Wu's mother, you go and help her get water, it needs to be hot." ”

Wu's mother replied, "Hey, I'll serve it right away." ”

Lin Cheng didn't know at all, I was still in pain at this moment, little by little, I gritted my teeth, trying not to let him find out.

After a while, the pain subsided quite a bit. I counted the time, and every time this stomach pain lasted for half an hour, the pain would only subside, and then, the lost sight would return little by little.

I instructed Lin Cheng to help me get a towel to wipe my face, and when he went into the bathroom, I reached out to touch the collarbone, and there were a lot of large, hard and inactive metastatic lymph nodes above the left collarbone, which were a little more than before. Most people don't know what it is, but I also found out that something was wrong, so I checked it on the Internet.

When Lin Cheng came out with the towel, his vision had begun to recover, but it was a little blurry. He gently wiped the sweat from my face, because it was close, and I could see the worry in his eyes, and the nervous expression.

"You scared me to death just now, and woke me up when I was uncomfortable, why did you go to the bathroom alone? I don't know if I fainted in pain? How can I rest assured, if it's daytime today, I go to work, and you're home alone, how is it good?" Lin Cheng kept counting me down and teaching me a lesson.

It's obviously a lesson, but I feel warm in my heart when I listen to it.

"I didn't faint, I just couldn't stand up for low blood sugar. I saw that you slept well, so I didn't wake you up, who knows about low blood sugar?" I exhaled lightly and said, "I guess I ate too little last night, and then I was hungry, you know, this one has low blood sugar when I'm hungry, hehe." ”

Lin Cheng glared at me angrily, then pinched my nose fiercely and said, "You are really .........."

"Okay, isn't I fine?" My gaze gradually recovered, and I looked at the tense expression on Lin Cheng's face because of nervousness, and somewhere in my heart was touched.

"You lie down, I'll go get you medicine. Didn't I buy you medicine before? I still bought it as before, you used to have a stomach ache, and you would be fine if you took that medicine, why didn't you know that you had found it?" Lin Cheng frowned, blinked helplessly, and then prepared to find medicine for me.

I suddenly grabbed Lin Cheng's hand, and said a little stubbornly but aggrieved, in a low voice, "I don't want to take medicine.........

"You're willful, Gu Wanjing, you can't do this. If it hurts like this and you don't take medicine, do you think I'll say yes?" he said, breaking free of my hand.

I held Lin Cheng's hand tightly, I didn't want to let go, my eyes stared at him deadly, with a little pitiful gaze, and pleaded, "I really don't want to ........"

"No, this matter is not discussed, everything else can be discussed, this plan is absolutely not possible. You can't be willful," Lin Cheng reached out and stroked my hair, looked at me gently, and said with some seriousness, "You wait, I'll go get you medicine." ”

"Lin Cheng, you wait. I dragged him who had already gotten up, pulled him back and sat down, a little embarrassed, I buried my head, "Lin Cheng, I'm pregnant." Pregnant women should not take medication casually. ”

For a moment, the whole room was silent, except for the rustle of the wind blowing through the curtains.

I buried my head and didn't see Lin Cheng's first reaction was panic, not a fleeting panic, but, staying, stunned, and unbelievable.

Human expressions usually say a lot about things, and I missed it.

And I buried my head, thinking that Lin Cheng was just too surprised, after all, he saw me vomiting a few days ago and asked me, could it be pregnant, go to the hospital to check it out. At the time, I swore frankly that it couldn't be. After all, the day before yesterday, I also instructed Wu's mother to go out to buy sanitary napkins, and when I came back, I put them on the sofa, and Lin Cheng also saw them.

I thought he was just too surprised. After about a minute, I saw that Lin Cheng didn't react, and then looked up at Lin Cheng hesitantly, I don't know how to describe the expression on his face, I said it was surprise, it didn't seem to be like it.......... It's a bit of a surprise, but I can't see how many.

I tugged at his arm and asked a little stupidly, "Lin Cheng, what kind of expression do you have? What do you mean?"

He looked at me in disbelief and asked, "Wanjing," after calling my name, he grabbed my hand in turn, "Wanjing, you look into my eyes." Are you really pregnant?"

I thought to myself, Lin Cheng was not stupid by my sudden news? At that moment, I could still burst out laughing, and said with a smile, "What do you say? Can this be fake? I have already done an examination, and I wanted to tell you what I wanted to tell you last night, but I don't know how to say it." ”

Before Lin Cheng could react, I heard the sound of smashing things coming through the door. The person standing at the door was Mother Wu who went down to help me bring hot water, the cup in her hand had already slipped to the ground, the glass slag shattered to the ground, she looked at me and Lin Cheng in a panic, at a loss, and put her double search in the air, not knowing where to put it.

An honest person like Wu's mother can't hide things, and everything is written on her face.

Lin Cheng frowned, turned his head and shouted, "Mother Wu, you clean up first!"

Wu's mother reacted, and then prepared to go downstairs to get a broom, but she was dizzy, took two steps in the direction of the study, and then retreated, and then went to the staircase.

I was a little stunned, pulled back to Lin Cheng, and asked, "You haven't answered me yet, what do you mean?" ”

Unconsciously, I was already a little coquettish to Lin Cheng like this.

Lin Cheng suddenly smiled, pinched my face, and said with a smile, "Of course I am surprised and surprised that such good news came suddenly!

I grinned and jokingly said, "Ouch, I don't look like a surprise." It's like a fright!"

Lin Cheng shrugged his eyebrows, then kissed me with water on the lips, held my face and looked at it carefully, and said warmly, "How could it be? I don't know how to express my joy! You should have told me earlier! I was worried when I saw you throw up that morning, ......... you said" Lin Cheng thought for a while and said, "Was it at the hotel?"

I nodded embarrassedly, thinking it was really warm at such times. Although I forgot for a moment the fact that my life was short.

"Do you still have a stomachache now? Get up, let's go to the hospital and have a prenatal check-up or something. Lin Cheng said.

"No, my stomach doesn't hurt anymore. Just minor issues, you don't make a fuss. ”

"You also get up, let's go for a prenatal check-up to see how the child is, now it's more than two months, and the prenatal check-up is a must. Lin Cheng said.

Between the eyebrows, there was an indescribable worry. At the time, I thought he was just worried about his children.

Unexpectedly, the reason behind it turned out to be ......

Innocent, I smiled and said, "No, I have already had a check-up yesterday, it's okay, the doctor said that the child is fine now, but it has just started three months, so you should pay special attention." So," I took Lin Cheng's hand and put it in the palm of my hand, and said a little coquettishly, "I can't take medicine." Stomach medicine has an impact on the child, and for the sake of the child, I just endure it. ”

Lin Cheng looked at me with a deep frown, not knowing what to say. His mouth opened, he stopped talking, and finally said, "But it's not a good way for you to go on without taking medicine if you continue to hurt like this, right?"

"I'll pay more attention. I suddenly remembered that the child before was deformed because of the contraceptive pill, and I felt very uncomfortable, but I was afraid that it would be uncomfortable for Lin Cheng to say it directly, so I said it very tactfully, "The embryo is very weak, and the damage of the medicine to it cannot be predicted, and it is easy to be deformed." ”

However, Lin Cheng still understood. During the previous quarrel, I said that the child was deformed because of the birth control pill he forced me to take. He buried his head in discomfort, his face resting on my hands, and in a few moments I felt tears.

The more he did this, the more determined I was to give birth to this child anyway. I gently touched Lin Cheng's head, followed his hair, and cried in my heart.

At that moment, my heart was extremely firm, and I thought to myself, no matter how much hardship I endured, this child, I must.

After Wu's mother went downstairs, it took a long time to come up, Lin Cheng and I didn't know, before coming up to clean up the mess, Wu's mother went to Zhao Suyun's room first, and told Zhao Suyun what I said word for word.

Lin Cheng's tenderness made me think that my dead love was alive again, and made me think that in the year when my life was about to end, I relived the beauty of love and the unforgettable first love.

I even believed what they said that love melts all hatred.

I put my daily life into my daily life with a thirst for love, and I told myself, Gu Wanjing, in the last time of this life, let go of everything and be brave to love.

Even in the middle of the night, every time I dreamed of my sister Gu Yunyi, looking at her unchanged face, I said bitterly, I am so like you, so desperate to learn from you, you can definitely forgive and understand me.

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However, all my hopes are like a return to the light, and after a short period of vitality, the lamp is gone.

So is my love.

A woman immersed in love is a fool with a zero IQ, and everyone watched her jump into the pit, gloating, indifferent, crying and grabbing the ground, only her, with an innocent smile like a fool, desperately plunged into it.

People are cheap, and until the last moment, they never know how much pain it will be.