Qin Zeyang wanted to take me home, but I wanted to go shopping alone, so I said goodbye to him and took the subway to Xinjiekou. Although it is working time, there are still many people in Xinjiekou, and the most crowded subway is still this station. When I got off the subway, the wind from the vent was really strong, and it blew my hair out of my way in three or two strokes.

I was a little hungry, turned around, and finally ate the signature rice noodles at the tomato girl downstairs in Xinbai, because I was afraid of indigestion, I ate very slowly, every bite was chewed slowly, for fear of a stomach ache for a while.

I like the taste of this house very much, when I was studying, Lin Cheng and I would occasionally come over, he didn't like to eat tomatoes, but he made an exception to this family's tomatoes. Every time we came, we both rushed to get soup, but every time he said it badly, and finally let me.

A bowl of rice noodles is full of the taste of memories.

After eating, I went upstairs, carrying the bank card that Lin Cheng gave me in my bag, went to Qianbai to buy a pair of flat shoes, and then went upstairs a few times, bought a coat, and then I didn't see what I liked. A person was bored, and I felt uncomfortable, and when I saw that there were baby products at the mouth of the escalator, my heart moved, and my feet stepped out first.

The doctor's words are still in my ears.

Looking at the pairs of small cute shoes and small clothes, I was stunned. That motherhood spread all over me. At the same counter, there were two pregnant women, both of whom came to pick up the goods accompanied by their husbands. Their bellies are already obvious, and they can be seen at a glance that they are expectant mothers.

I secretly looked at the happy appearance of others, and I couldn't help but fantasize that if Lin Cheng accompanied me......

Thinking of that picture, the corners of my mouth unconsciously rose slightly, and I smiled.

I put down my little soft clothes and prepared to go home. I decided, I was going to tell Lin Cheng that I was pregnant. I want him to come with me next time.

Didn't he say that he was going to have a good time with me in the future? Even if I only had the last few days of my life, so what? I was going to finish with him in the last few days.

What's more, I was determined to give birth to his child.

On the way home, I texted Qin Zeyang and asked him to help me ask his mother what the chances were if I wanted to have a baby. In any case, I must, child.

Qin Zeyang didn't reply to my message until the evening, I don't know if I didn't see it, or if I was entangled. He said, Wanjing, you are too stubborn.

I said, remember oh, it's a secret, don't tell anyone else. I touched my lower abdomen and said to the child in my belly, baby, mommy loves you, you must fight, you must.

When I got home, Wu's mother was preparing dinner, and I was in a good mood. smiled at her, "Mother Wu, what do you eat at night?"

Wu's mother looked at me a little flattered, "Shrimp soup, egg custard, celery beef, steamed sea bass, and spicy chicken." ”

"Can you help me prepare oatmeal porridge?" she said, I basically can't eat it, I can only eat porridge, otherwise it will be difficult to digest.

Mother Wu nodded, "Okay." ”

I went upstairs happily, Zhao Suyun just came out of the room, and Lin Nan didn't know where to go. When she saw me carrying the bag in my hand, she gave me a blank look, and snorted coldly, "Hmph, look, it's starting to lose." ”

I wanted to reply a few words, but thinking about what Lin Cheng said in the morning, I held back.

But I don't provoke people, people want to provoke me, cold words and sarcasm to me.

"Gu Wanjing, don't be complacent, there will always be a time when you can't regret it. If you think that you can live with my son so easily, you are too naïve. I'm waiting to see when you cry, don't be polite when the time comes, and be willing to scold yourself for being stupid. ”

At that time, I didn't hear anything in Zhao Suyun's words, I just felt that she was deliberately stimulating me, and it was not the first time to sow discord, so I glanced at her lightly and turned to go upstairs.

When I came out of the shower, I found that there was a missed call, which was from Qiao Chen.

She left me a text message and told me to check my email, and the information was sent to my mailbox.

While wiping my hair, I took my ipad to surf the Internet, logged in to my mailbox, and then, at a glance, I saw Qiao Chen's email.

It took me about five minutes to read the material. How would you describe my mood?

Complicated, pitiful, lamenting?

I do not know.

After reading it, I sat quietly by the windowsill and thought about it for a long, long time. Lin Cheng's face kept shaking in my mind, and I suddenly understood why his relationship with the proverb was like today, and why he suddenly turned a hundred and eighty degrees.

Thinking about it, the door was pushed open and he returned.

"What are you doing sitting on the windowsill?" Lin Cheng frowned, then walked towards me, stretched out his hand to pull me up, and said with some reproach, "How many times have I said? ”

I looked at Lin Cheng, and my mood couldn't change a little. There was heavy fatigue in the corners of his eyes, and his whole face was a little dull, I don't know if it was because of the light........ Anyway, the moment I looked at Lin Cheng seriously, I suddenly felt that I had gone too far before.......

He was tired and took my hand, but there was a faint smile on his face.

"It's fine, I just sat there for a while. After only a while, I was caught by you. "Unconsciously, I found that my voice was much softer.

He smiled slightly, his eyes crooked, "You can go down to eat, Mother Wu is just making a table." ”

I nodded, let him take my hand, and before going out, he saw that I was wearing only a thin single shirt, and opened the closet to find me a knitted cardigan to put on. He saw the bag on the couch and asked, "What did you buy?"

"A piece of clothing, a pair of shoes. ”

"It took so long to buy this?" he said as he poked me in the nose.

I chuckled, "There aren't many wives like me who can save money." "When I faced Lin Cheng calmly, when I let go of all hatred and faced Lin Cheng, I found that I had the heart of a little woman.

"Well, I see. I should cherish it and hold it in the palm of my hand all the time. After speaking, Lin Cheng took my hand, held it tightly in his palm, and led me downstairs to eat.

I appeared in front of everyone side by side with him, Zhao Suyun has always been white-eyed, Lin Nan sat next to Zhao Suyun, his eyes were full of thorns, looking at me, eager to kill my eyes in minutes. I was holding the oatmeal, and before I had time to take a sip, I heard Lin Nan say disdainfully, "Don't eat a good meal, but ask Mother Wu to prepare oats for you alone, Gu Wanjing, you really can toss people!"

Lin Cheng glanced at Lin Nan lightly, and said with a somewhat cold look, "Nan Nan, eat well." He's my wife, your sister-in-law, don't have this attitude. ”

Lin Nan snorted coldly and said disdainfully, "Brother, I didn't admit that she was my sister-in-law." ”

Lin Cheng had nothing to say, he grabbed my hand under the table and shook it hard. I looked at him, smiled faintly, and looked at him to indicate that I was fine.

After reading Qiao Chen's email, I realized how uncomfortable Lin Cheng should be in the face of Lin Nan and Zhao Suyun every day.

Then, the whole room was silent except for the sound of eating at the table. I ate very little, Lin Cheng ate very quickly, and when it was over, we came to hold hands and go upstairs, completely ignoring Zhao Suyun and Lin Nan as nothing.

After going upstairs, Lin Cheng was going to read the materials for a while, and I sat on the side with a book to read. I read it for a long time, but I always stayed on that page, and I didn't turn it for half an hour. I sneaked a glance at Lin Cheng from time to time, his expression was serious, not slacking off at all, I thought he was so serious, I didn't know I was looking at him, but when I peeked at him again, he suddenly turned around, looked at me, pouted slightly, and said a little mischievously, "I've watched it so many times, haven't you seen enough?"

I shyly lowered my head and looked at the book, but it was a blur and I couldn't see anything.

"I'll come here, you've seen enough. Lin Cheng put down his things, ran to my side, and simply sat beside me, looking at him with a little provocative twisting of my face. I was beaten by him, but I was embarrassed to look at him, and he said softly, "Wanjing, you look at me." ”

He touched my chin with one hand, slowly lifted it, and then realized that I was shy in his clear eyes........ Suddenly, I remembered that when we fell in love, both of us were embarrassed at first, especially me, Lin Cheng was cheeky and took the initiative every time, and I was shy and unspeakable.

When the four eyes meet, more than three seconds, it is a good time to kiss.

When Lin Cheng's mouth came up, I didn't dodge, but closed my eyes very cooperatively, and he took my hand and slowly put it on his chest, close to his heart. I burst into tears, just like I did back then.

The first time was in the school grove, the freshman was still studying at night, every night when he sent me back, we always had to stay in the grove for a while, there was no street light there, he kept holding my hand, and then found a place to sit down, illuminate a place with his mobile phone, and then I leaned on his shoulder and chatted. We often kissed over there, no one saw it, and Lin Cheng always liked to put my hand on his chest, where his heart was beating.

I once read in a book that said that the man who puts your hand on his chest when kissing really loves you.

The night outside the window is getting grander little by little.

"Let's move out. I leaned against Lin Cheng's chest, his back against the bed, holding my hand and caressing my fingers.

He replied to me in a low and powerful voice, "Good. I'm already looking for a house, and soon, you can bear with me. ”

I thought to myself, it's not me, it's you. Zhao Suyun and Lin Nan have never been in my sight, I don't need to endure it, never.

"Hmm. "I put my hand on Lin Cheng's chest, and I kept thinking about how to tell him, how to tell him that I was pregnant.

I didn't think about what to say for a long time, and then Lin Cheng asked me, "Are you sleepy?"

I nodded, "yes, okay." ”

After Lin Cheng helped me cover the quilt, I kept scolding myself for being stupid, I didn't know how to say this, it was really hopeless.

Forget it, just go with the flow and pick a good time to say it.

The heat is not as good as the sky, I didn't expect that the opportunity would come early the next morning.