Song Li saw that I was indifferent to her words, and she didn't seem to bother to say anything more, because no matter how much she said, she was just proving her failure repeatedly, but she herself was not a person who liked to admit defeat.

She picked up the child on the side and said to me: "I have said everything I should have said, or that sentence, I am very sorry for the child's affairs, I didn't expect that there would be these episodes, so many years have passed, I also have my own family, and Rong Shen is just an ordinary friend, I think we should let go of the past." ”

After Song Li said these words, her frowning eyebrows finally became relieved, and she said: "Although I don't know what you and Rong Shen have become after so many years, I have to explain everything, so don't bother, the child will have to make up for the class in the afternoon." ”

Song Li didn't say anything more, and after calling the waiter to buy the order, she left with the child in her arms.

I sat alone in the café looking at the pile of desserts in front of me, and the person suddenly became very confused, no matter whether what she just said was true or false, what was the use of me hearing it now?

But it is obvious that he used Song Li to force the child in my belly to death in disguise, although the child was a decision I made without authorization, but if it wasn't for his words that day, I wouldn't be willing to give up this child at all.

The child is gone, it's just a matter of following his wishes, what's the point of talking about it now.

I sat there and looked at Song Li's distant figure outside the door and thought, if the child was born, it should be as old as the little boy, he would laugh and make trouble, call his mother sweetly, and eat the desserts on the table very greedily.

So much so that now, it will not be so wasteful.

Just when I was in a daze, there was a person sitting in front of me, this person was naturally Lin Rongshen, he looked at me with tears on his face and was stunned for a moment, but soon, he recovered his expression and called the waiter to ask for a pack of tissues, raised his hand to wipe the tears on my face and said, "What did she talk to you about." ”

I sat there motionless, and said in a hoarse voice, "Aren't you going to get on the plane?"

Lin Rongshen said: "I didn't catch the plane. ”

I sneered twice, knocked his hand off my face, and wanted to leave when I picked up the bag, Lin Rongshen grabbed my hand and said, "The ticket has been changed to after Zhang Ze and Zhang Xiaoya's wedding, Lailai." ”

I said, "You don't need to report anything to me at all, you can leave if you want, and this city is not my private property, isn't it up to you if you want to leave or want to stay?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Accompany me to see Lin Haixin." ”

I shuddered.

Lin Rongshen stood up from the sofa and said with a smile: "After so many years, I guess he also wants to see you." ”

I said, "I'm not going." ”

Lin Haixin's death has always been a thorn in my heart, for so many years, whether it is his yin life or Qingming tomb sweeping, I have never dared to step into his cemetery half a step, I think, I will never go in my life.

Lin Rongshen's hand landed on my chin, pouting my stiff face towards him, and he asked softly, "Are you really not going?"

Before I could say a word, Lin Rongshen said, "Maybe he doesn't blame you, he just wants to meet you." He likes you so much, why is he willing to blame you?"

I didn't dodge, but met Lin Rongshen's eyes and asked, "What about you?"

Lin Rongshen did not answer immediately.

I chased after him and said, "Then do you blame me?"

Lin Rongshen smiled and said: "Blame, why don't I blame you, but what can I blame you, I can't hurt you at all." ”

There was some helplessness in his tone, which I didn't understand.

Lin Rongshen put aside the topic, and asked with a hint of sign in his tone: "Okay, after all, tomorrow is his birthday." ”

I didn't say yes for sure, I didn't say no, this is undoubtedly a difficult problem for me, I still don't dare to face Lin Haixin, I didn't dare to face it before, it's still the same now, how could he want to see me, he should be a ghost and not let me and my mother go.

But such a difficult choice, in the end was Lin Rongshen sat down, he led me out of the café, after we got into the taxi, it happened to be heavy rain, waiting for the car to arrive at the destination, it was lucky, at the foot of the mountain happened to be someone selling umbrellas, Lin Rongshen took a handful, and after holding it open, he took me in his arms.

To be honest, after reaching the foot of the mountain, my legs became weak, and the thunder in the sky made me not have much strength to take a step, but I was also unable to struggle to escape, and the whole person was led forward by Lin Rongshen.

He kept me in his arms, and the rain basically didn't hit me, and when he saw that I saw those tombstones, his face turned pale, and he naturally kissed me on the forehead, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

I know how unruly we are at this time, but I can't push him away, I can only be carried forward step by step by him like a puppet, and I don't know how long we walked in the heavy rain until Lin Rongshen gently reminded me in my ear: "It's here." I suddenly looked ahead.

But this glance happened to fall on Lin Haixin's posthumous photo, and when I saw that familiar face, my first reaction was to shrink into Lin Rongshen's arms, and my eyes were buried in his chest.

Lin Rongshen sensed my fear, he just patted me on the shoulder twice, didn't say much, and didn't force me to go to see it, just looked at Lin Haixin's tombstone with a slightly complicated expression.

It's been five years, and the tombstone is stained with traces of time, revealing a cold blue-green color, Lin Haixin's posthumous photo has also faded, and his eyes have been on our side.

Although there is a light smile in his eyes, under the light smile, it makes people feel that there is a trace of weirdness hidden inexplicably.

Lin Rongshen seemed to want to tear off some of the weeds in front of his tombstone, so he tried to take me one step further, but I didn't move, but grabbed his shirt and begged, "Don't go over, don't go again." ”

Lin Rongshen's movements froze, he looked down at me who was still buried in his arms, and said, "It's not as terrible as you think, he's dead." ”

My face buried in his chest was covered in cold sweat, and the shirt on his chest was wet with me.

I didn't know what to do, I closed my eyes and pushed Lin Rongshen in front of me, and ran down the mountain without caring about anything, Lin Rongshen looked at my back in a hurry, and shouted in the back: "Chararei!"

But I don't pay any attention to him, this place is hell for me, I don't want to breathe here, not a minute or a second.

It was probably because I was in too much of a hurry, coupled with the heavy rain, and the sound of Lin Rongshen following closely behind me, when I was going down the mountain, I wiped a handful of mud under my feet and rolled down the mountain directly.