048. The main character is not me

Zhang Xiaoya's foul language made Song Li frown, and she said to me, "Do you want to talk?"

I said, "Of course." ”

Song Li said: "But not here. ”

I said, "Okay, you pick a place." ”

To tell the truth, after so many years, it is really God's eye to let me meet Song Li again today, I Charlailai will never forget what happened that day in my life, although I kicked her into the hospital, but she was not necessarily polite to me before, and now I found out that I kicked her and did not have any loss, but I lost a child.

It's really life like a play, and drama is like life.

Song Li asked Lin Rongshen: "You haven't told her yet?"

Lin Rongshen didn't speak, Song Li's smile suddenly had a hint of bitterness, she didn't look at Lin Rongshen but said to me: "The café nearby." ”

I said, "Let's go." ”

Song Li walked in front with the child, I followed behind, Zhang Xiaoya wanted to follow, I stopped and said to Zhang Xiaoya: "Xiaoya, this is my private matter, I can solve it myself." ”

Zhang Xiaoya said: "But I don't worry about you." ”

I smiled slightly sarcastically and said, "What are you afraid of, the current Charlais is no longer the Charlais of the past." ”

When Zhang Xiaoya saw me say this, she didn't want to insist on anything, but just warned Song Li: "You give me care." ”

Song Li smiled helplessly, and could only pick up the little boy on the ground and walk towards the outside of the airport, and I naturally followed behind her.

When we arrived at the nearest café, Song Li ordered a lot of desserts for the little boy and asked me what I wanted to eat, and I said briefly, "Coffee." ”

Song Li looked at me carefully, the smile between her eyebrows was very soft, which was very different from her previous flamboyant beauty, she said, "You have changed a lot." ”

I said, "You mean to say I'm old?"

Song Li said: "You are much more mature than before, and you are getting more and more beautiful." ”

I tugged at the corners of my mouth and said, "Fake or not." ”

Song Li said: "Forget it, if you don't believe it, forget it." ”

After the waiter brought all the things ordered, Song Li fed the child on the side, I stared carefully at the child's eyebrows, and found that he looked more like Song Li.

Song Li didn't raise her face to look at me, buried her head in feeding the child cream cake and said, "He is not Rong Shen's child. She didn't wait for me to react, she suddenly raised her face to look at me, and saw that I couldn't turn around, the smile on the corner of her mouth rose, and she said: "I didn't expect that after many years, Lin Rongshen still didn't tell you this fact. ”

I said, "What do you mean?"

Song Li said: "I have never understood what happened between you and Rong Shen, but I am sorry for your child's affairs." ”

I didn't understand what Song Li was talking about at all, and said expressionlessly, "What the hell do you want to say." ”

Song Li asked me, "Still don't understand?"

I said, "I want you to be clear." ”

Song Li suddenly laughed, and she said, "Charlelai, should I say you're smart or should I call you stupid?"

I just said, "Clean your mouth for me." At that time, Song Li suddenly said loudly: "It was true that Lin Rongshen had a relationship with him back then, but it was also true to use me, you don't know how painful it was to be his girlfriend, three hundred and sixty-five days a year, in addition to being able to say a few words often, he didn't even hold hands, the only time he had the most intimate time was when you came to him, in the final analysis, my girlfriend is just an actor who cooperates with his performance." ”

When Song Li said this, there was still a trace of resentment in my eyes, she said: "The first time we kissed, it was in the library, you were standing outside at the time, you didn't know how involved he was in kissing, but as soon as you turned around, his input instantly became not interested at all, Charlelai, I don't understand where I am worse than you?

The more Song Li spoke, the more excited she became, the hands holding the water cup were white, and she didn't react when the child was clamoring to drink water.

I couldn't speak, I could only look at her indifferently the whole time.

Song Li said: "Don't look at me with such eyes, I don't think I lost in front of you, I just lost to time, if I meet him before you, you think Charlais is just an ordinary passerby in life to me." ”

I said, "I've never felt prettier than you, it's you who want to compare yourself to me." ”

Song Li said with a wry smile on the corner of her mouth: "Yes, the poor thing is that you have never regarded me as your opponent, and I have regarded you as an enemy for so many years, but in the end I am still an enemy who does not take me seriously at all." ”

I said, "Why did you and Lin Rongshen break up?"

Song Li said: "After the play, I will naturally break up." ”

Song Li saw that I didn't understand, so she smiled mockingly and said, " After Lin Rongshen sent me to the hospital, after saying sorry to me for you, the plane flew back to O City that night, I think he was about to look for you, because you left not long ago, he called you, after no one answered, he bought a ticket for that night, but I don't know what happened to him after he went back, after he came back again, people became very depressed, and he didn't like to talk much, he stayed in the laboratory every day, at that time he became very scary, and he ignored everyone, no matter how many methods I tried to make him happy, but it was useless, he was never cold, and sometimes he didn't even bother to care about what I saidDuring that time, no one in the lab dared to talk to him. ”

Song Li said: "But when I saw you come to me today and talk about the child, I think his abnormal mood during that time is probably related to what you just said, right?"

She said: "I really didn't know that your child was gone, and if your friend didn't say it today, I probably wouldn't know it until now." ”

I said, "And whose child is yours?"

Song Li said: "A scumbag." ”

I said, "That is, during your relationship with Lin Rongshen, you also had a relationship with another man?"

Song Li said: "I just want to see if he cares about me. She sneered and said: "But it turns out that even if I, as his girlfriend, am pregnant with another man's child, he doesn't dislike it, and naturally he doesn't care, because in his eyes I am a dispensable person, and in this world, only you Chararei have the ability to influence him, right?"

I said, "He said to me at the time, 'If your child has three longs and two shorts, he will die." ”

Song Li sneered, she said: " I don't know what happened between you, why did he say such a thing, I don't know, I just know, he is really ruthless to me, anyway, not long after you left, we broke up, after the breakup Lin Rongshen never had a girlfriend, although there are still many sisters in the school who have followed him one after another, but in the end they all died, over time, many people think I am amazing, after all, I am the only girlfriend Lin Rongshen has ever had, and said that after we broke up, the reason why he didn't talk about it was entirely because of my unforgettable old love, to be honest, sometimes I really hope those rumors are true, but unfortunately, I know better than anyone else, in Lin Rongshen's emotional world, the protagonist has never been me. ”