059. Leave
I originally wanted to avoid them, but who knew that Zhan Dong and his ex-girlfriend Zuo Xiaoting were holding me in the hand, and suddenly found me with sharp eyes, and shouted at me sharply: "That woman!"
This sentence successfully attracted the attention of Zhan Dong and Zuo Xiaoting, and they looked over to me at the same time, to be honest, it was a little embarrassing.
After the divorce, I never thought that I would have the opportunity to meet my ex-husband, so now that we meet, I am a little caught off guard and I don't know what to do.
Should I go up and say hello?
But seeing Zhan Dong, they didn't leave, but their eyes fell on my side for a long time, if I turn around and leave now, it must be rude, I sighed in my heart and thought, divorce is still a friend, and it won't be a piece of meat to say hello.
I took the initiative to walk up and greet Zhan Dong as an old friend I hadn't seen for many years, and Zhan Dong also had some embarrassment on his face, but the embarrassment was embarrassing, and he smiled at me and said, "What a coincidence, why are you here?"
I smiled and said, "I want to buy my mom a dress at the mall." ”
Zhan Dong listened to it.
I asked again, "By the way, what about you, what are you doing as a family?" I looked at Zuo Xiaoting.
But who knows, she actually took a small step back in my sight, and a look similar to a weak heart flashed in her eyes.
I wondered in my heart, what was she afraid of?
Just when I was a little strange, Zhan Dong said on the side: "We have to buy some things when we go out, the child grows quickly, so the change of clothes is fast." ”
Zhan Dong did not deny the family I just said, and seemed to confirm with me from the side that they are indeed together, and they are indeed a veritable family.
To tell the truth, it is a good thing for me that Zhan Dong's family is finally consummated, although I am not uncomfortable, and I smile sincerely and say: "The child is like this, he is growing up at this age." ”
Zhan Dong smiled and said, "Yes." ”
Suddenly, no one spoke, and I couldn't find anything to say, so the atmosphere was a little awkward, and I thought that the greeting was over anyway, and it was time to leave, so I just wanted to say goodbye, but a thought suddenly popped up in my heart, and I didn't even think about asking Zhan Dong if the person who sent him those photos had been found.
I suddenly came to this topic, Zhan Dong's thinking was obviously a little unable to keep up, looked at me for a long time, and replied to me: "Photos?"
The moment he answered, I immediately looked sideways at Zuo Xiaoting on the side, and sure enough, her mood was very abnormal, and her hands even unconsciously clenched into fists, and I instantly understood something.
smiled at Zhan Dong and said, "Oh, it's nothing, I'll just ask, it's all in the past anyway." ”
I glanced at the time on my phone, and then said to Zhan Dong again: "It's not early, the mall is about to close, so I'll go first." ”
Zhan Dong didn't keep it, but just said: "Be careful on the road." ”
On the way back, the more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong, at first I always thought that the person who sent the photo was Lin Rongshen, but now that I think about it, it doesn't seem right, Lin Rongshen doesn't seem to know what's going on, and even if a person like him wants to do such a trick, he won't use it so despicably and obviously.
With his cleverness, if he wants to do something, he must have left himself clean, and he will not have a chance to make me doubt the first person to doubt.
So this matter, is it Zhan Dong's ex-girlfriend?
Thinking like this, it is not impossible, and the possibility is still very great, just her empty eyes and clenched fists have to make people suspicious.
However, things have come to this point, it doesn't matter who it is at all, Zhan Dong and I are already in the past, and he has re-formed a family with his ex-girlfriend, and finally has his parents, and I have also got the freedom I want.
Her methods didn't do me much harm, so I don't know.
Thinking about it this way, I was really relieved, and I also put this problem behind me.
In the next few days, I was busy with the things of entering the new company, because it was a new company, there were many departments that I needed to be familiar with, and I had not worked for a long time, so I always felt a little weak in writing, and the speed of speech was not as smooth and clear as before.
Fortunately, my new colleagues are all nice and know that I have been away from journalism for a long time, so if I have any questions I don't understand, they will cooperate with me and help me.
On Saturday, Sister Tan saw that I was almost familiar with the work at hand, so she asked me to audition and asked me to read a script, and when I faced the camera, I was a little nervous, I just read out one line in my mouth, and the other line was forgotten by me, and the speed and clarity of my speech could not keep up with before, and my expression was very stiff.
After repeating the recording for a long time, the photographer felt that I was not in the right state, so he announced that I would be allowed to take a day off and let me audition again when I was proficient.
It was almost 10 o'clock in the evening, everyone was a little tired, and the staff in the studio called it a day.
I sat alone in my chair, looking at the white light above my head, and suddenly felt very tired, it turned out that many things were not as beautiful as I imagined.
There are things that you throw away and pick them up again, and it turns out to be so difficult.
When I was alone in a daze, Sister Tan came to the studio, and saw me sitting there expressionlessly, she seemed to know my state today, so she came to comfort me and said: "Xiao Lai, when you just graduated, Sister Tan took you up, you are a very enterprising person, at the beginning your professional quality was worse than now, but at that time you have overcome it, let alone you now?" You must not feel that you have degraded, there is no time for you to start learning again, on the road of journalists, we are always on the road of learning, you don't put too much pressure on yourself, these days think about the previous posture in front of the camera, okay?"
To be honest, I was a little tired, I didn't expect that the things I loved before would one day leave me without me even noticing.
I was a little uncomfortable, and I had so many people to adapt with me.
But I naturally won't say these words to Sister Tan, because it's useless to talk to her, others can't help you with this kind of thing, instead of adding trouble to others, it's better to work harder and think about how to solve it.
For Sister Tan's comforting words, I could only smile and say, "I will work hard, Sister Tan, don't worry." ”
Sister Tan said: "I'm very relieved, you didn't give up on it, as long as you don't give up, it will always be waiting for you in the same place, and you naturally need to spend time to get familiar with him now, after all, after so long, even if it stands still, but after so long of ups and downs, how many parties will feel strange." ”
I nodded and said gratefully, "Thank you." ”
Sister Tan stuffed a cup of coffee into my hand and said with a smile: "Okay, let's get off work, it's so late, go back and take a hot shower." ”
I nodded.
After Sister Tan left, I didn't stay in the studio for long, I drove home alone, I looked at the neon sign in front of me and suddenly thought of something, Lin Rongshen seemed to have no news all of a sudden, and he didn't come to me.
Thinking of this, I suddenly stepped on the brakes, and a thought suddenly popped up in my heart, could it be that he returned to China?
He said before that he would leave after attending Zhang Ze's wedding, but now that a week has passed since Zhang Ze's wedding, he has no news at all, and it seems a little abnormal.
I immediately turned off the car, looked for my mobile phone everywhere, and took it out of the messy bag for a long time, I called Zhang Xiaoya on the first phone, Zhang Xiaoya didn't answer, I called Zhang Ze again, the phone was connected, and Zhang Xiaoya answered.
At that time, she seemed to be still eating, and asked me a little unexpectedly why I called her family.
I didn't care so much, but asked Zhang Xiaoya if she had seen Lin Rongshen in the past few days.
Zhang Xiaoya was on the other end of the phone, eating slowly, and said, "What's wrong? We haven't seen each other since we played cards on the wedding day, what's wrong?"
I said, "What about the rules?"
Zhang Xiaoya said: "He has been with me all this time, and he doesn't seem to have seen him." ”