I said, "Are you sure?" I was afraid that Zhang Xiaoya would say nonsense, so I asked her to help me confirm with Zhang Ze, Zhang Xiaoya could only ask Zhang Ze according to my words, and when she came back after asking, she was sure that Zhang Ze and I had indeed not seen Lin Rongshen.

I received her answer in confirmation, and I didn't speak for a long time.

Zhang Xiaoya sensed that something was wrong with me, so she asked me what was wrong.

I don't know why, I suddenly couldn't lift my energy, and naturally it was impossible to tell Zhang Xiaoya the reason, so I just whispered: "No, it's nothing." ”

Zhang Xiaoya still felt that something was wrong, and when she wanted to ask further, I had already hung up the phone and sat in the car in a daze.

After a long time, I was woken up by a phone call from my mother, and I reacted, re-fired the car, pulled up the handbrake, and began to drive forward slowly.

When I got home, my mother was already sitting at the dining table waiting for me, and when she saw that I was in a weird mood, she asked me what was wrong, I changed my shoes and smiled and said nothing, then went to the kitchen to wash my hands and ate silently at the table.

My mom knew that I had just started working during this time, so I was very stressed, and she didn't think much about it, but just comforted me and said, "If you really can't adapt, it's okay if you don't work, anyway, the family doesn't lack you so much money." ”

I hummed twice, indicating that I knew, my mother put some dishes in my bowl, she suddenly mentioned Zhan Dong, I heard that he got married again just a few days ago, and the object of marriage was naturally his ex-girlfriend, although my mother didn't like Zhan Dong very much before, but in order to put an end to my thoughts about Lin Rongshen, even if she was not satisfied, she would only say good things about him in front of me.

Today, he uncharacteristically scolded Zhan Dong for having no conscience, and he didn't divorce me for two months, so he found a new love.

I knew she was fighting for me, but I didn't feel anything in my heart, I just replied very normally: "It's normal, we divorced a man and a woman are unmarried, and now he is remarried, and he hasn't broken any laws." ”

My mother was a little angry and said: "But this is too fast, isn't it? What is he when he is he? At the beginning, our family helped him in everything, and he only took such a little alimony after the divorce, Zhan Dong's mother also spread rumors everywhere that you are not clean with a femme fatale, and you have the face to take away so much money from his Zhan family, don't say it, her mother's words, I really feel stuffed in my heart, do you understand." ”

I naturally know that after our divorce, my mother-in-law will not let me go so easily, after all, it is really difficult for her to let go of the word money, and she will definitely make some trouble outside to make up for herself.

I could only comfort my mother and say, "Zhan Dong hasn't read much books in the first place, what do you and her do, and others can say whatever they like." ”

I didn't want to listen to my mom babble about it, so I ate a few bites of food and went upstairs to take a shower.

In the following days, I kept an eye on my mobile phone, and there were no strange calls or suspicious text messages, except for advertising text messages from communication companies, the mobile phone was basically silent.

After about three days, in order to confirm the doubts in my heart, I decided to go to the hospital where Lin Rongshen worked in person, and in the afternoon of the same day, I took a sick leave in the company and rushed to the hospital.

After I got there, I went directly to the registration window to hang up Lin Rongshen's number, and the staff there didn't tell me that Lin Rongshen was leaving, but just collected my money as usual, and then told me to go to the third floor to find Dr. Lin.

His number is still hanging, which proves that he is still working in the hospital?

I didn't have time to think about it, so I hurried towards Lin Rongshen's office with the formalities in my hand, but after arriving at the door of his office, I stopped my steps, because inside Lin Rongshen's wife Millie was tidying up the desk for him inside, and Lin Rongshen was supporting his chin with his forehand, quietly closing his eyes and resting, he was still wearing a clean white robe.

The afternoon sun fell on him, bathing him in a golden light, and there was a halo of light jumping on his long hanging eyelashes.

Millie was carefully tidying up his desk, as if afraid of waking him up.

After the things on the table were cleaned up, Millie took the blanket from the sofa and walked over, she covered Lin Rongshen with extremely light movements, and did not rush to turn around, but slowly squatted down, staring at Lin Rongshen's side face with a little obsession in her eyes for a long time.

I'm standing outside the door, and suddenly I can't get through this door, what am I doing?

Lin Rongshen is a person with a wife, and I obviously said before that I would like him to go back abroad immediately and never come back, but now, why is what I said diametrically opposed to what I did?

I suddenly despised myself deeply in my heart, and with the list in my hand, I quietly withdrew from here.

After returning to the stage, it was another audition, but I was still no longer in a state, this time even Sister Tan was a little anxious, she personally came to ask me what was going on, and asked me how my state was worse than the last time.

But after seeing my face, she stopped talking again, and instead held my hand and asked, "What's wrong?" tell Sister Tan if something happened. ”

I reluctantly smiled and said, "It's okay, Sister Tan." ”

Sister Tan sighed when she saw that I didn't want to say it, and she didn't ask more, but said in a serious tone: "Lailai, we may have to go on a business trip today." ”

I subconsciously asked, "Where to go?"

Sister Tan said: "Today, Taiwan received news that more than 10 people died at the entrance of a village in Zhangyu County this morning, and I heard that all of them died violently, and the cause of death has not yet been investigated. ”

I frowned and said, "More than a dozen people died at the same time, how could this happen?"

Sister Tan said: "I don't know yet, the police are investigating, this time it may be the first feature of our show, and we have to start it well." ”

Sister Tan saw that I was in a bad mood, so she asked, "Do you have a problem?"

I immediately shook my head and said, "No, I'll go back and clean up right now." ”

Sister Tan said: "If you have a problem, I will let Xiao Liu replace you." ”

I said, "No, Sister Tan, I can do it." ”

When Sister Tan saw me say this, she could only nod.

The two of us talked roughly for a while, I immediately went home to pack my things, my mother saw my hurried appearance, and knew what I was going to do, when I used to work, I also ran out for three days, and now I started working again, the familiar picture began again, my mother looked at me coldly and asked me how long this business trip would take.

I stuffed something and said, "I don't know yet." ”