158. Promises are meant to be broken

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I asked Ye Shengyin: "What else can she do?" She has already made a mess between me and Lu Xudong just like this, what else do you want?

Ye Shengyin didn't blink before saying, "Maybe she came over after a while to tell you that she was pregnant, you can be careful." "Eight" "Eight" Reading "Book", .∞.o◎"

I don't doubt that Guo Yuqing would do that kind of thing, and when I think of the recent calm, I feel more and more that this possibility is very great.

She can break the kettle and gamble on Lu Xudong's attitude towards her, who knows if she wants to make a small life to make Lu Xudong helpless?

It's just that Lu Xudong has always sworn that he has never touched her, where is she going to get pregnant? Or, Lu Xudong is actually ...... Just deceived me?

In the days of recuperation at home, I was thinking about Guo Yuqing's psychology when I was idle, and I estimated that she might have misunderstood Lu Xudong by not returning overnight, plus a woman who had never hidden Lu Xudong's thoughts from me, which woman could calm down after knowing that her husband and the woman who had been eyeing him had spent the night together in the hotel?

Of course, this trick is actually to hurt the enemy by 1,000 and damage 800 to herself, because Lu Xudong will definitely think that she did something in his wine afterwards, and of course she has to pretend to be innocent at this time.

Just like Guo Yuqing did in the hospital that day, she shouted what an accident was, saying that she didn't want to...... Of course, Lu Xudong won't believe her sophistry when he is angry, but what about after calming down?

After all, if Guo Yuqing really had a heart, why didn't he let something that shouldn't have happened? Of course, this premise must be based on the condition that Lu Xudong really didn't touch her.

When I thought about this, I suddenly believed Lu Xudong's defense.

Guo Yuqing definitely didn't expect me to have an accident when she designed all this, she probably really wanted me to have a gap with Lu Xudong because of this matter (in fact, Lu Xudong and I are indeed as she wants at the moment......

After that, if Lu Xudong really believes that he has misunderstood Guo Yuqing after calming down, then the disagreement between me and Lu Xudong will become bigger and bigger...... With her acting skills, she will not be allowed to play the role of various intimate sisters at that time, just like she became the goddaughter of the Lu family in order to prove to others that she had no heart for Lu Xudong, God knows if she will come to a play of "Brother Xudong, don't pay attention to me in the future, don't hurt your relationship with your sister-in-law because of me"?

However, my accident magnified Lu Xudong's indignation because of this incident, he questioned Guo Yuqing, and at the same time felt guilty that he could not get to my side in time, so before I recovered, it was basically impossible for him to calm down and think about whether Guo Yuqing was really innocent...... But my accident, who knows if it will make Guo Yuqing suddenly change his strategy?

My mother-in-law's kindness to me is all based on Lu Xudong's care for me, although she comforted me and said that I could have another child, but she must also be beating a drum in her heart, after all, my chance of pregnancy is now less than half of that of a normal girl.

At this time, if Guo Yuqing jumps out and says that she is pregnant, God knows if her mother-in-law will change the direction of the wind at that time? After all, she has always loved Guo Yuqing very much.

With the support and recognition of Lu Xudong and his parents, although Lu Xudong may not succumb, will my mother-in-law think of starting with me?

Even if Lu Xudong can screw it again, what if his mother-in-law is angry because of this? Can he really protect our marriage without hesitation?

The more I think about it, the more I feel that I admire Guo Yuqing's meticulous thinking, and I especially want to give her a big thumbs up, Lu Xudong always says that she has no love for him, I think she is Lu Xudong's true love fan at all, okay? !

No wonder she chooses to be silent these days, she is afraid that silence is just to magnify her moves, after all, there is such a thing as pregnancy, and she can't just say that she has it after rolling the sheets.

And her silence at this time can persuade Lu Xudong more effectively in the future: "I really don't want to disturb you anymore, don't you see that I'm already trying to fade out of your life?"

At that time, the children all came out, and everyone knew that the two of them disappeared together overnight, even if Lu Xudong really didn't have anything to do with her, who would believe it?

I just suffered from loss and depression for a month, and when I came out of the small month, H City had completely entered the cold winter of Layue, and the Spring Festival arrived in a few days.

In order to appease me, who had been "imprisoned" for more than a month, Lu Xudong deliberately took his annual leave early and took me on a trip.

We went to the ancient town we went to on New Year's Day, and the isolated water town in the south of the Yangtze River soothed my anxiety and depression, and even the estrangement between me and Lu Xudong seemed to ease a lot.

He is no longer so cautious in the face of me, and I no longer wonder all day if something happened to him and Guo Yuqing.

It is only in this tranquility that I can seriously think about Ye Shengyin's sentence: "Do you really want to give up your husband as that little slut wishes?"

Of course I don't want to! It's not easy to meet someone you love, not to mention that even if it's not because of the so-called feelings, I can't make Guo Yuqing happy!

On the afternoon of the second day after arriving at the ancient town, there was a small snowfall, and it was extremely cold outside, so Lu Xudong and I had to stay in the room and not go out.

Fortunately, there was also a beautiful view to see in the house, and we sat by the window and watched the snow particles scattered outside fall on the eaves and on the river...... The outside was transformed into a silver world carved in pink and jade, and it seemed that only Lu Xudong and I were left between the silent world and the earth.

For a moment, I looked at Lu Xudong beside me, and felt that time seemed to be slow down and long in an instant, and we would grow old overnight in such a long silence.

I think I'm still too uneasy, I can't talk to Lu Xudong overnight as the song sings, if so, I'm not afraid that there will be anyone or something in this world who will separate us, right?

That night, I had a very real dream, dreaming that Lu Xudong and I were strolling in a certain house in the ancient town, a deserted old house, with several courtyards, light orchids and sparse bamboos, like scenes from old movies.

It was very cold, and it was drizzling, Lu Xudong kept holding my hand, we walked slowly, out of the house, it was a long bluestone road, there were no other pedestrians on the street, it was as quiet as a roll of ink paintings.

But the peaceful picture soon shattered before my eyes, and I saw another lonely self appear at the other end of the long street, soaked in the rain because there was no umbrella.

I looked at my sad look, and inexplicably felt a chill in my heart, and turned my head to look at Lu Xudong next to me in a panic, and he was also looking at me steadily, as if he didn't notice the "me" on the other side at all.

There was even a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and my panicked face was reflected in a pair of dark eyes, but that face was clearly Guo Yuqing's!

I woke up from my dream, covered in cold sweat.

Lu Xudong had already turned on the small lamp at the head of the bed, and asked me with a concerned face, "What's wrong?

He leaned over and hugged me, and I put my arms around his waist, buried my face in his chest, and was silent for a long time before I whispered to him, "Will you not want me?"

"Fool, what are you thinking nonsense?" Lu Xudong lowered his head and gently rubbed the top of my hair twice, and then said, "I said that I would take care of you for the rest of my life, but you forgot?"

Of course, I have not forgotten that beautiful night in Half Moon Bay, he half-knelt in front of me and said to me, please rest assured that I will leave the rest of my life to him, and he said that he is willing to do his best to give me a stable home and accompany me to old age.

But...... I sighed, raised my head and looked at Lu Xudong seriously and intently: "What if...... What if I never have children again?"

Lu Xudong was stunned for a moment, and immediately bent his lips and smiled again: "Then the two of us will live a lifetime by ourselves!"

He lowered his head and pecked at my face, and finally rubbed my hair and asked me in a low voice, "Are you dreaming of the baby again?"

After I was discharged from the hospital, one day I was lying in bed watching a movie, and I saw a single mother who had to give her child to someone else to raise because of life. At that moment, I suddenly remembered the blood and bones that had been cut off from my body, and I thought of the fetal heart and fetal buds written on the discharge summary, and I cried so much that I couldn't watch the movie anymore.

When Lu Xudong came back from work, he saw that my eyes were red and swollen, and he asked me nervously for a long time before I told him the dream I had in the hospital that day. After listening to this, he hugged me and was silent for a long time, and then comforted me: "It's okay, wait until you are well, and then take the child back!"

In fact, I knew in my heart that there was such an accident, Lu Xudong was very sad than me, he was looking forward to that little life like that, after knowing that I was pregnant, he checked countless precautions during pregnancy, and even bought a particularly thick book on pregnancy guidance, not only to read it myself, but also to force me to read it......

After the accident, he had to take care of me, but he was alienated by me because of Guo Yuqing's affairs, but he never showed any sadness in front of me, and he always had to be very strong to comfort me.

When I lost my baby, he advised me to take good care of my body, and when I was afraid that I would never be able to have children again, he wanted to comfort me, "Then we will live by ourselves for the rest of our lives"...... I have to be blinded by lard for a few layers of heart to be cold to him for so many days?

When we left from the ancient town, it was already the twenty-eighth day of the lunar month, and as soon as we arrived in H City, we received a call from my mother-in-law, asking when we would come back and reminding us not to miss the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.

That Spring Festival was actually very peaceful, Lu Xudong and I returned to the previous life track, he took me to visit relatives and friends, and also accompanied me back to my parents' house, my mother was especially glad that Lu Xudong never gave up on me, my brother is still not good at words, and my sister-in-law is still warm and polite...... It was as if none of the arguments and weepings that had ever happened at home had happened.

My heart gradually calmed down in this calm, as if all the dark clouds above my head had gradually dispersed.

But in fact, it was just a short period of tranquility - I heard my mother-in-law say that Guo Yuqing went abroad to spend the Spring Festival with her mother, and she would not come back until after the Lantern Festival.

But before the Lantern Festival, the Lu family's old house received a summons from the court. Jiang Junxiu and Lu Yanxi failed to negotiate a divorce, and when Lu Yanxi shouted, "If you really want to divorce, you can sue", he really handed a complaint to the court.

The mother-in-law almost went to the hospital again for this, and the father-in-law was even more furious, only Lu Yanxi looked like she was out of the way, no matter who persuaded her, she simply said: "Don't leave!"

At that time, the Spring Festival holiday had ended, and Lu Xudong had to go back to his old house every day after work to persuade Lu Yanxi to look away and stop being persistent.

But Lu Yanxi didn't get in at all.

I went with Lu Xudong to see her once, she was basically numb by Lu Xudong's persuasion at that time, and when she saw us, she said: "Don't waste your lips, I said that I won't divorce and won't divorce, he wants to appeal, just go, anyway, as long as I refuse to leave in the first instance, the court will not divorce...... I'd rather die than fulfill him and that little vixen outside!"

I looked at her hideous face when she spoke, and I felt distressed inexplicably. If it were me, I was afraid that it would be difficult to let go and let Lu Xudong go hand in hand with others until he grew old, right?

In the end, it is a marriage that has been solemnly promised to each other, how can it be said that you can let it go?

I asked Ye Shengyin about this question, and she was silent for a long time before answering me: "I have never been married, how can I understand." But if the relationship between two people is exhausted, what is the amount of promises that have been made, haven't you heard people say? Promises are used to break them!"

These words made my heart cold, and then I thought of the various posts I had seen on the Tianya forum crying that my marriage was broken up by Xiao San, and the uneasiness that had been suppressed with great difficulty suddenly became ready to move again.

Because Lu Yanxi had said that she would rather die, her mother-in-law was very worried about her, and even Guo Yuqing returned to China early.

Lu Xudong was worried about my mood, since Guo Yuqing returned to China and lived in the Lu family's old house, he no longer ran there every day, but instead called Lu Yanxi.

He is really worried about his sister, but he is also really worried that I will have trouble with him again because of Guo Yuqing. I should have been comforted by his actions, but I didn't know how, but a voice in my head whispered, "Could this be because of a weak heart?"

I especially despise this little darkness in my heart, so I tried very hard to help him share something, but I really didn't want to see Guo Yuqing's face, so I simply called to ask Lu Yanxi to come out.

I took my mother's birthday as an excuse and wanted to pick a birthday present for her, so I asked Lu Yanxi to go shopping with me, but she refused me twice, and finally I couldn't resist my pitiful pleading and agreed.

Shopping with Lu Yanxi, I am also experienced, anyway, it is a visit to the famous stores in major shopping malls, she usually swipes the card to pay directly for what she likes, and she doesn't even try, so we haven't been shopping for a while, and we have already carried several bags in our hands.

I didn't really want to go shopping at all, I just wanted to find a chance to chat with Lu Yanxi, so when she despised me and said, "You still said that you want to go shopping, what do you buy?", I smiled very doggedly and flattered: "I just want to buy my mother a practical birthday present, didn't I get it." Sister, why don't you find a place to sit for a while? I haven't walked so much for a long time, my feet are so sore, and my mouth is so thirsty!"

Lu Yanxi glanced at me, but she didn't object, and walked to the elevator with her high heels.

On the top floor of this mall is a variety of restaurants, bars and desserts, and even KFC McDonald's.

Lu Yanxi and I chose a coffee shop to take a break, and after ordering drinks and snacks, I hadn't figured out how to move and say "heartfelt words" to Lu Yanxi with affection and reason, she had already raised her chin at me very simply, "Say, what words did you think of to persuade me today?"

I was dumbfounded, didn't I? With an embarrassed smile on his face, he laughed a few times before he said in a hurry: "Sister, you misunderstood, I didn't want to persuade you, I wanted to ask you to help relieve me!"

Lu Yanxi stared at me suspiciously for a few seconds, and a self-deprecating smile appeared on her face: "I can't get out of the horns myself, so what ability can I persuade you?"

She paused, probably looking at me seriously and not like I was joking, and let out a long breath: "Then let's talk about it, do you have any knots that need to be untied?

I shook my head and pondered for a moment before saying, "Mainly...... Because of Yu Qing!"

"Qingqing?" Lu Yanxi raised her eyebrows, with a look of understanding on her face, "You won't be jealous of her, will you?"

She didn't wait for me to answer, so she said to herself: "I said that Ah Dong has not come to the house for the past few days, it turns out that he is hiding from Qingqing! Why, are you still angry that she didn't send the drunk Ah Dong home, but took him to open a room?"

Lu Xudong and Guo Yuqing's cocktail party that night, except for Lu Xudong and Ye Shengyin, I didn't mention it to anyone again, as for how he and Guo Yuqing explained to everyone, I never know, I was a little stunned when I heard Lu Yanxi say this.

I didn't speak, and Lu Yanxi thought that she was right: "I said that this time, how could Adong be angry with Qingqing about this matter, it turned out that the vinegar jar at home was overturned!"

She smiled and said disapprehantly: "Don't worry about it, Qingqing said it, she also drank too much at that time, so she was drowsy and spent the night directly with Ah Dong in the hotel, they used to sleep in a bed in the same room, frankly, nothing!"

I almost couldn't help but want to tell all the things Guo Yuqing had done before, and I wanted to take out the voice recorder that was still in my bag and show it to Lu Yanxi, but in the end I pursed my lips and said, "Really?"

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