I was stunned for a few seconds, I don't know, what should I do, I really haven't seen Yi Jin like this, his voice is so helpless at this time, will he be scared too?

I didn't move at all, I could only let him hold me, and I don't know how long he held me, Anne walked in from outside the room, and saw Yi Jin holding me, she immediately wanted to retreat, I immediately struggled in Yi Jin's arms, and said to Anne, who was in a hurry to go out: "Eh, Anne, come and pour me a glass of water." ”

In this case, how dare Annie come over, even if I call her name, she is in a hurry to leave, I am too inconsolable, and I am most afraid of such a situation, how can she go, I even forgot that I can't move, I rushed down from the bed and was about to pull Annie back, but who knew that the body backhand was hugged by Yi Jin, and he hugged it back.

I immediately struggled and said, "Don't touch me, I have something to do with Anne, you let go of me, let go of me." ”

I struggled a few times, and Yi Jin suddenly ordered me: "Sit down." ”

I tried to move, but he grabbed my hand. reiterated again: "Yi Xiaofan, you sit down for me!"

I couldn't move, so I could only sit and look at him, seeing that his expression finally returned to normal, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, I am not suitable for such a sad Yi Jin, he is a hard-hearted person, how could he cry because I am about to die, I don't believe that his tears just now will be true.

The embarrassing atmosphere just now finally disappeared after I made such a fuss, Yi Jin looked at my innocent appearance, and asked with some tears and laughter: "Don't you want to comfort me like this?"

I said truthfully: "You are very infiltrating, okay?" After I finished speaking, I felt that my body was soft, so I lay down, and then touched my suffocating stomach and said: "Anyway, I won't be able to die for a while, I'm not afraid of anything urgent, what are you afraid of." ”

I didn't want to face this topic, so I pulled the quilt onto my body, sighed, and said with a look of seeing through the red dust: "Life and death are fate, wealth is in the sky, don't worry, what's there to hurry." ”

I waved my hand at Yi Jin and said, "You go, I'll sleep for a while." ”

Yi Jin looked at my pretending not to be afraid and didn't speak, for a long time, he stretched out his hand and pulled the quilt on his body for me, and he whispered: "What you have to do is to sleep well, eat well, and rest everything." ”

He patted me on the chest and said, "Have me, sleep." ”

I didn't speak, pretending to be asleep, but after a while, I whispered, "Brother." ”

I didn't open my eyes, and Yi Jin answered me.

I said, "If you can't do anything, don't push yourself, we're all going to have a hard time." ”

I don't know if he understood me, but I think he is so smart that he won't not understand, I hope he can understand my thoughts, and my attitude, rather than let me live in such pain, it is better to let me leave happily, which is actually a lucky thing for me.

I want to live, but I'm more afraid of living in pain.

I don't want him to make himself so miserable in order to save me, and I don't want to be his burden, God wants people to leave, then no one can keep them, I still see it very openly, I hope he is the same as me.

Yi Jin didn't speak, the room was quiet for a few minutes, and when I thought Yi Jin wouldn't answer me, he spoke, and he said, "As long as I'm still here, I'll keep you alive and healthy, and no one can stop me, including God." ”

After he finished speaking, I don't know if my frustrating words just now made him unhappy, he didn't say anything more, but got up and whispered to me: "Have a good rest." He left my room.

When I heard his footsteps disappear with the sound of the door closing, I opened my eyes and looked at his back as he left, and I was stunned for a long time, I turned my head sideways in exhaustion and cried silently.

After I woke up this time, the high fever gradually stabilized, and I heard Anne say that I was in a coma for a few days too frightening to death, and the doctor said that I would be in danger of life at any time, and even so serious that I might not breathe evenly, which could lead to cardiac arrest and kill me.

And this is a critical and dangerous few days. Yi Jin almost always stayed by my side, and he never closed his eyes for a few days and nights, so it can be said that this time I really died for a lifetime.

Actually, I didn't feel anything myself, I just felt like I was asleep, I had a lot of weird dreams, and the rest of me really didn't feel anything, and sometimes I felt like I had trouble breathing, as if something was pressing on my chest, but now that I'm stable, everything doesn't matter.

After knowing what kind of situation I was, I didn't know why, but my heart was a lot more relaxed, and I began to enter a state of eating when I should eat and drink when I should drink.

And Yi Jin, since that day, he has been sick, I heard Anne say that he had a cold, and after taking a bath from me, he has been having a fever, he didn't dare to come to see me, for fear that it would infect me, so Anne has been guarding me here for the past few days.

If he doesn't come, I'm still much more relaxed, I can take medicine whenever I want, I can do whatever I want, in Anne's words, it is the grandson monkey who left the Buddha, and almost didn't make a fuss in the sky.

But on the third day that Yi Jin didn't come to the hospital to see me, although my body was all back to normal, I was still a little worried about him, so I borrowed Anne's mobile phone and gave Yi Jin a call, wanting to ask him if he had a better cold, but after the phone called, no one answered there, and Chen Su's call was not answered.

I was a little worried, when I put down my phone and looked at Anne who was watering the flowers and asked, "Anne, do you think anything will happen to Yi Jin?"

When Anne heard me, she looked back at me and said, "Didn't the phone go through?"

I said, "Chen Su doesn't answer the phone either." ”

Anne put down the kettle in her hand and walked up and said, "It's impossible, if you have something, you have something, Yi can always have something." ”

Hearing Anne say this, I think it seems to be the same thing, but I am still a little worried, after all, he is still feverish, and he is still a workaholic, I used to know that I often work all night, often I get up in the morning, and there is still a light in his room.

He wouldn't work overtime, so he fainted at home, and the more I thought about it, the more I thought about it, the more I hung up, so I hurriedly said to Anne, "Help me down, and we'll go and see." ”

Anne saw that I was so anxious, and that I didn't know what was going on, and I was already sitting on the edge of the bed. Said to her: "Take me to Yi Jin, I'm him." ”

When Anne heard that I was going to leave the hospital, she immediately became anxious, and she said, "You can't do this, the air quality outside is so bad, what if you get infected with the virus." ”

She didn't listen to me, and I was a little anxious, urging and saying, "Hurry up, don't give me nonsense." ”

Anne was still trying to persuade me, she said, "Don't be in such a hurry, Mr. Yi will definitely be fine, didn't he just call you yesterday? ”

When Anne didn't come to help me, I said to her, "Then I'll get up and go by myself." ”

Anne wanted to stand up when she saw me holding my hands. She was frightened by my posture, and when she came over, she helped me and said, "Don't worry, I'll take you there." ”

She saw that I was trembling and crooked like this, and she became more and more anxious, she said: "Miss Yi, if I take you away, Mr. Yi will definitely punish me again if he knows, can you think about it for me." ”

I didn't bother to think for her, I'm going to be discharged from the hospital now.

Just like Anne said, the only person who can suppress me is no one else except Yi Jin, and now there is no tiger and monkey in the mountains to be the king, and Anne can't do anything about me. She couldn't be stubborn about me, so she could only honestly help me into a wheelchair, then pushed me out of the ward and took me to find Yi Jin.

After we left the hospital unimpeded, I put on my mask and hat, looked up at the bright sunshine, and was in a surprisingly good mood, thinking that this weather was too suitable for shopping, so I said to Anne: "By the way, I heard that the square has been rebuilt, I haven't been there yet, Anne, you can take me around." ”

As soon as Anne heard my words, she frowned and asked, "Didn't you mean Mr. Yi?"

Of course, I know that an adult like Yi Jin has a cold, so naturally nothing will happen. The reason why I was in a hurry to come out was just to take advantage of Yi Jin's absence to go around outside, but I couldn't show it blatantly, so I immediately said again: "There is something to buy, you can take me there." ”

Anne was a little bit and didn't suspect anything, so she really pushed into the car and asked the driver to drive us to the square.

It's been a long time since I've been out shopping, and Anne seems to be too, and it just happened that this autumn model had just hit the market, and the clothes on it were beautiful and fashionable, and Anne and I couldn't forget what time it was, and happily went shopping.

We even walked around until we forgot I was a patient. We strolled around until twelve o'clock in the afternoon, and the two of us had a meal in the mall by the way, during this time, for the sake of the body, the diet was forbidden in terms of spicy, in order to satisfy ourselves, at noon and Anne happily ate a table of perverted and spicy food.

After the two of them, they were satisfied and wanted to leave the mall, but who knew where we walked to the door, but I was called by a man behind me, the man's voice was a little familiar, I subconsciously looked back, this glance, let me pause.

I saw Zhao Zhou, holding a four-year-old child, at first I thought I was wrong, because this person is far from my impression, but after a closer look, there is nothing wrong, even after so many years, his eyebrows have changed over time, much older, and a lot of beard on his face, which is far from his previous image, but I still recognize him at a glance.

Anne on the side was a little confused, it was obvious that she didn't know Zhao Zhou.

I didn't expect that the two of us really didn't succeed, and I knew that he was holding a child, it should be his son, who looked about the same as him.

I can't tell if it's joy or surprise.

After all, my memory is still stuck in the picture of us meeting my parents together, and today he suddenly rushed to me with his son, and this feeling is as if I have been green in just a few days.

Zhao Zhou led the child step by step towards me, and when he arrived in front of me, his eyes were a little red, and he seemed to want to cry a little?

But what do I have to make his eyes red, in such a short period of time, we who were supposed to make a private decision for life, but he suddenly appeared in front of me with his son, the one who should cry is me, okay?

Zhao Zhou's first sentence was: "How did you lose weight like this." ”

When a sentence fell, it really caught me off guard, could it be that even he could see that I was going to die?

No, so godly.

I don't have any memories of Zhaozhou now, but from his words, we can know that we haven't seen each other for many years, because even Anne, who is waiting for a long time by my side, doesn't know him, so it shouldn't be a year or two.

I was a little embarrassed, a little unfamiliar with him now, so I raised my hand to him and said hello: "Hi." ”

Then he smiled at him twice and said, "Long time no see, Zhao Zhou." ”

It was about me who was so thin that he felt too frightened, his eyes became redder and redder, and it took him a long time to stop his emotions, and he took the child to ask me normally: "It's been a long time, I didn't expect to meet you here." ”

I also smiled and said, "Even I didn't expect that." ”

In fact, I didn't know what I should say to him, and then I looked at the child he was holding in my hand, and immediately pulled the topic to his child to ease the atmosphere and said, "This is your son?"

Zhao Zhou said: "Yes. You've seen it before. ”

Then he immediately said to his son: "Zhao Fu, call Auntie." ”

The child was very well-behaved, standing beside Zhao Zhou, and after hearing his father's words, he immediately called me in a low and shy voice: "Hello, Auntie." ”

Oops, this made me blush, but I still couldn't adapt to it, and I became an aunt all of a sudden, after all, two months ago, I thought I was a sister, and I became an aunt in a blink of an eye.

I immediately searched on my body, wanting to search for something as a gift, searched for a long time, and found a piece of jade from my pocket, and heard that it was safe. That day, I casually fished it in the Yi family's old house, and I stuffed it into Zhaozhou's son's hand, and said with a smile: "This is Auntie's meeting gift, don't be polite to me." ”

When Zhao Zhou saw that it was a piece of jade with a green body, he knew that it was very precious, and immediately pressed the child's hand and said, "When he was full moon, you gave a red envelope." ”

He shoved it back into my hand.

What? When the child in Zhaozhou was full moon, I also stuffed a red envelope? This is a bit interesting, it seems that I and Zhaozhou are not green, but broke up peacefully.

I was obviously unable to come back to my senses, but Anne was even more so, and when he saw that I couldn't react, he asked, "Have you forgotten?"

I was stunned for a few seconds, and immediately smiled and said, "No, no, I just don't remember." But after you mentioned it, it's true. ”

I looked at his child, who was born like a flower, smashed my tongue twice, and said, "Tsk, I didn't expect that you and Zhao Xiaowen are now the parents of the child, I really can't imagine it." ”

My words made Zhao Zhou's brows furrow again, and he said, "Zhao Xiaowen?"

I checked the child's face, and felt that it was too tender, so I took a few more strokes before I looked at him and asked, "Is there something wrong?"

Zhao Zhou subconsciously said: "Isn't Zhao Xiaowen dead?"

I withdrew my hand from the child's face, looked at Zhao Zhou and asked, "What did you say?"

Anne seemed to sense that something was wrong, so she immediately cut off our conversation, laughed twice and said, "Oh, it's not early, we're going back to the hospital now, Miss Yi, let's go first." ”

She pushed me and wanted to leave. I grabbed the tires of my wheelchair and said, "Wait." ”

After the wheelchair stopped, I looked at Zhao Zhou again: "What about my parents?"

Zhao Zhou subconsciously glanced at Annie, Annie shook her head at him slightly, as if to signal him not to say anything, Zhao Zhou is not stupid, after looking at Annie, he immediately turned his head sideways to look at me, smiled awkwardly and said: "I was wrong just now, Xiaofan, I still have something to do, so I'll go first." ”

He hugged the child and wanted to leave, but I said behind him: "Zhaozhou, you stop!"

He immediately didn't dare to move, and turned to look at me. I didn't care about Anne behind me, I pushed the wheelchair directly in front of him and said, "Tell me honestly, where did my parents go, what about Zhao Xiaowen? Didn't she marry abroad and give birth to two children? Is there something wrong?"

Zhao Zhou didn't dare to face my eyes, he said in a cold sweat: "I don't know what the situation is, Xiao Fan, I don't know anything." ”

He raised his hand and glanced at the time, then said, "I really have something, so I'll go first, and we'll get in touch later when we have time." ”

He got up with the baby in his arms and left, leaving me with a hurried back.

He said that he would have time to contact him in the future, but in fact he didn't even leave me a number, how to contact him.

I sat there looking at his departing back and didn't speak for a long time, when Anne said behind me, "Miss Yi." Let's go back to the hospital. ”

I said, "No, take me to Yi Jin." ”

Anne didn't dare to disobey me too much at this time, so she pushed me out of here in a wheelchair, Yi Jin took me to the hospital here, and I have been living in a hotel in this city, which is not far from where Yi Jin lives, she took me directly to Yi Jin, but there was no one where Yi Jin lived, even Anne felt strange, just wanted to call Chen Su, I immediately said: "You give me the phone, I will call Chen Su." ”

Anne glanced at me, and then slowly handed me the phone, this time the call went through, and it was Chen Su who answered it. I asked on the phone, "Chen Su, where are you?" ”

As soon as Chen Su heard my voice, he smiled on the other end of the phone and said, "We're in the hotel, what's wrong?"

I said, "What about Yi Jin?"

Chen Su said: "Mr. Yi is handling work and may not be able to answer your calls. ”

I said, "If that's the case, then you ask him to call me later, just say I'm bored in the hospital alone." ”

Chen Su immediately said, "Okay, I'll tell you about it." ”

After Chen Su and I hung up, I handed the phone back to Anne, Anne asked me what was the situation, I had already turned my wheelchair and walked in the direction of the elevator, I said, "Go back, he is not there." ”

It was obvious that Chen Su had lied just now, where had Yi Jin gone. Why can't you let me know.

Just as I was thinking about this in my mind, the elevator door opened at this time, and I was about to push my wheelchair into the elevator, at this time, a person stood in front of us, and when I looked up, I found that it was still a man, he seemed to know, and was smiling at me.

I looked at him suspiciously, and he directly called out my name, and it was: "Xiaofan, don't you remember me?"

Just when I was full of doubts, he stretched out his hand to me and said, "I'm your grandfather's assistant, Jiang Hua." ”

Jiang Hua?

I looked at his outstretched hand towards me, and I didn't touch it for a while.

This person who claimed to be Jiang Hua was not unhappy because of my vigilance, but continued to smile patiently and said: "I know that you have no memory now, but if you think about it carefully, we met when you were twenty years old, and your grandfather also went, and I followed him at that time, and we also said a few words." ”

I looked at his face carefully, looked at it for a long time, and suddenly caught something, and I immediately pointed at him happily and said, "You are my grandfather's assistant!

When he saw that I remembered, he was also very happy, and even a little relieved, and said, "You finally remembered me." ”

In fact, I didn't know my grandfather's assistant very well, and I didn't even say a word, but on my twentieth birthday, everyone gave me gifts, and the gifts were very valuable, only his, it was a homemade doll, very rough, but the doll was very special, I remembered him at a glance, but time passed for a long time, but I didn't remember it so clearly, only vaguely remembered that there was a tear mole at the end of his eye.

But when I saw the tear mole at the end of his eye just now, I immediately understood that it was him, my grandfather's special assistant, Jiang Hua, who was cultivated by my grandfather with one hand, and when I used to go to the Yi family's old house to play, I could always see him following my grandfather.

I didn't expect to meet several old people one after another today.

Jiang Hua was not surprised at all when he saw me sitting in a wheelchair, but wrinkled his brows and asked, "How is your body?"

It seems that he knows about my condition, and it can be seen from this that we usually have frequent contact, and we have been in contact for the past ten years, so I suddenly let go of a lot of my heart, smiled at him and said, "What else, get by." ”

Jiang Hua comforted me and said, "Don't worry, now that medical skills are so developed, it will definitely be fine." ”

It seemed that he knew about my condition, but I didn't ask directly. Because Anne is standing behind me now, she will definitely not let others say it casually, about my condition, everyone is hiding from me, Yi Jin has not revealed a word to me, I even wondered several times whether I have cancer and other incurable diseases, but cancer requires surgery and chemotherapy and radiotherapy, but obviously I have not done these things.

Cancer probably not, but now that someone has finally come out who knows me very well, I immediately smiled and asked, "Can I have a cup of tea?"

He smiled and said, "Of course there is no problem, I also want to ask if you would like to have a cup of tea with me and have a chat, we have indeed not met for a long time." ”

As soon as Anne saw such a situation, she immediately spoke out and said, "Our Miss Yi is not in good health. So I can't go to tea with you for the time being, or you can wait until she gets better. ”

Annie pushed me to leave again, I held the wheelchair again and raised my eyes to look at her coldly, as soon as she saw my gaze, she said: "Miss Yi, your current body is really not suitable for walking around, let's go home first." ”

At this time, Jiang Hua, who was standing there, walked up and said, "I am very good friends with your young lady and her subordinate, and you Mr. Yi still know me, you don't have to worry about what I will say wrong, or say something that shouldn't be said." ”

After all, Anne's momentum is still a little worse, especially in front of Jiang Hua, she can't hold on to anything as a woman. just looked at me anxiously and said, "Miss Yi, I also do what I am told, I hope you will understand me, if something happens to you, I really can't afford it." ”

I said, "If there is anything you can do in broad daylight, don't scare yourself, push me away." ”

Anne still couldn't resist me, so she could only push my wheelchair in compromise and walk towards the elevator, Jiang Hua followed behind us, very strange, he and I didn't seem to be embarrassed when we met Zhao Zhou, it was natural and harmonious. I asked him which teahouse he was going to.

When he saw that I was unable to move, he said to me, "If you are close to the hospital, it will be convenient for you to go back." ”

Hearing him say this, I also nodded, after we left the hospital where Yi Jin stayed, we went directly to the nearest teahouse to drink tea, and after arriving at a private room, I directly ordered Anne: "You wait outside." ”

Anne was naturally reluctant to accept such an arrangement, and just as she wanted to say something, I directly added: "Don't talk nonsense, you can also call Yi Jin now." ”

Anne glanced at Jiang Hua, although she didn't want to leave, but she still didn't dare to disobey, and gave my wheelchair to Jiang Hua, and Jiang Hua took it. He pushed me in, and after he pushed me in, Jiang Hua glanced at Anne outside, and walked over naturally, closing the door with his backhand.

After the two of us were left, he walked straight over again, and when he reached me, he crouched down in front of me and looked at me.

I knew that I had lost a lot of weight during this time, and I must have scared him, so I pretended to joke and said, "You are the second person to look at me like this today." ”

Jiang Hua frowned and said, "I didn't expect you to be so sick after not seeing you for a while." ”

I smiled and said, "I didn't expect that when I woke up, I would be like this." ”

Speaking of this, I immediately thought of something, and in order to save time, I asked directly: "By the way, do you know what kind of illness I have?"

(Tianjin)