Su Guangnan frowned slightly, sighed for a while, and continued.

"My relationship with my mother, that's a long story, after so many years, I don't want to mention many details. But I can tell you clearly that her death that year was not because of my relationship with Qiao Yiran...... Or rather, I never did anything to be sorry for my mother. ”

At that time, Su Guangnan's whole heart was on Sun Jing, and he wanted to warm a heart that was not on him at any cost. He didn't mind that his emotions were consumed, and in the end, he regretted that he didn't even have a chance to continue the roundabout. Even when he was wronged, Su Guangnan was reluctant to really be angry with Sun Jing, how could he fall in love with someone else?

"I was real, huh...... Never mind. ”

After listening to this explanation that could not be explained, Su Yiyang didn't say anything for a long time.

These so-called truths are reasonable, but they are also unexpected. Everyone is a mortal, there are difficulties that cannot be passed, in front of the uncontrollable life written, in fact, everyone is the same, when encountering a choice, they are powerless and reluctant, but when it comes to giving up, they are not willing to compromise easily, and they have struggled countless times, just to get closer to their hearts.

Whether it's for ideals, feelings, or something else.

I don't know how long it was silent, Su Yiyang finally chuckled, breaking the excessive silence.

"Earlier, the partner in Z City heard that I like to drink tea, so they gave me a lot of tea, and I have been thinking about sending those packets of jasmine slices, but unfortunately I have never found the opportunity. When I get home next weekend, I'll bring it over, and when the jasmine blooms after a while, it's better to make a pot of tea and cool off in the backyard than to be stuffy in this living room. ”

It seemed that he didn't expect Su Yiyang to suddenly say such thoughtful words, Su Guangnan was slightly stunned, he raised his head and handed over an inquiring gaze, and Su Yiyang's low and nice voice continued.

"Ah, at this age, you should learn to let go of something, don't hold everything in your heart, it's normal to talk to others, there's nothing you can't say. I know that I am proud and strong, and I can't get used to anyone being disobedient, but nine times out of ten, life is not as good as it should be, and being too demanding will only tire myself..... I never knew to bow my head and give in before, but now that I think about it, I have really done a lot of regrets, and I have probably suffered a lot this year, but I can see it thoroughly - Dad, the past has passed for so many years, dust to dust and dust, to put it bluntly, it is all the past, and it is time to let go. ”

It was probably because his son's concern was too rare, Su Guangnan looked at him in surprise for a while, and then he snorted coldly for the sake of face: "Now I am sharp-toothed, I don't listen to what I say, but I have learned to educate me?"

"Dad, it's wrong, how can I be qualified to educate the elderly. Su Yiyang half-hugged his elbows, and his voice was full of undetectable half-chuckles, but the sincerity that was unintentionally revealed could not be hidden, "It's like seeing that I have to help me when I encounter difficulties, I can't see that I'm having a bad time, and the knots in my heart can't be untied....... To put it bluntly, I'm distressed. ”

As Su Yiyang's straightforward words fell, Su Guangnan's cruel words to his lips were completely unspeakable.

The many emotions that were surging and shouting boiled in his heart, and in the end they all turned into a sigh, as if he had suddenly let go of something at that moment. When the father and son looked at each other, neither of them looked away, smiling and grudging.

Both father and son are sensible people, and they both know what tonight's conversation represents. The inextricable contradiction between them, which has lasted from more than ten years ago to the present day, initially began with a cold treatment of each other, and now it has been reconciled in such a way that it is unbelievably gentle, which can be regarded as a good beginning and a good end.

At that moment, the dust finally settled on what had been inconclusive for a long time.

After being silent for a few seconds, Su Yiyang took over the topic again, his beautiful smiling eyes were half-drooping, and his tone was very light, without any intention of raising the bar or questioning, just with a little carelessness: "Dad, I always wanted to ask back then, but I was too young to tell me this." Later, we were so suspicious of each other that I gradually felt that there might not be any need to dig into the answers, so I didn't bother to ask. Those words have not been spoken, and I was quite curious to come first. ”

Su Guangnan vaguely guessed what Su Yiyang meant, and looked at him with interest, but just said lightly calmly.

"What do you want to ask?"

"Of course it's with my mom. ”

Su Yiyang didn't shy away anymore, and generously told the former minefield. Probably when it came to this, the knot between each other's hearts was finally untied, and he simply said directly: "Today I chatted with Xiaoyi, and when my mother was still alive, her kindness to her can be called a textbook level, and even Xiaoyi's mother used to envy her." At that time, I also remembered, and in my eyes on my mother's various performances, feelings were the most deceiving. Dad, who loved my mother so much, how did it get worse?"

Hearing his children ask about this, Su Guangnan's heart was full of mixed feelings. He shook the red wine glass gently, the bright red liquid reflected his face, and a very light and faint sigh rolled out of his throat, and the indescribable melancholy and old age in the tail note also came straight into Su Yiyang's ears.

The villa was too quiet, the dim lights outlined the outline of Su Guangnan's cheeks, and the crystal chandelier on the roof of the shed was not turned on to the maximum, only the dim halo was reflected in the huge living room, and the refracted light and shadow were sufficient. When waiting for Su Guangnan to speak, Su Yiyang turned his head slightly and looked at his father seriously for the first time. Over the years, he has rarely cared about Su Guangnan, and he can avoid contact alone, until this time Su Yiyang suddenly discovered that Su Guangnan's eyes have more wrinkles, even if he is a successful person in a suit and leather shoes, he can't hide his old state invisibly.

In fact, everyone is a mortal, there is love and hatred, there is also birth, old age, sickness and death.

As for the deepest fear in my heart, it is also the most inevitable thing.

"My mother and I are in a bad relationship, right..... At the beginning, I was begging, if Qin Jing hadn't met me back then, maybe he would have lived a lot happier in this life. I always feel that she has failed me, in fact, what did she do wrong, she did nothing wrong, everything was fine, I was just forcing it. ”

Su Guangnan never thought that one day he would talk about this to his son, those feelings and love about Sun Jing were a scar he didn't want to touch, at first because he couldn't ask for it, and it was only shocking to say it. Later, I felt that such a beautiful love fell to the end, but it was just asking for hardship, so it didn't matter if I went deeper.

In the face of love, whether it is a hero or an ordinary civilian, they are all equal.

In the end, no one can escape being affected by love words.

"What happened back then...... Hey, back then......"

With this sigh, the past that had been buried for many years also came back to light.

Few people know the inside story about Sun Jing, mainly because Su Guangnan covered it quite tightly, and since he said it to make others laugh, he simply didn't mention it. What kind of person is the old man of the Su family who dominates the business battlefield, that is the leader of the performance industry in the entire Xinguang City, the person who can change the market trend of the entire performance industry with a casual decision, he is an authority, a benchmark, and an unattainable peak, and it is beyond the reach of peers in the industry.

But in Sun Jing, he is just a person who can't ask for it.

In the early years, Su Guangnan didn't think about confiding in anything at all, and he didn't feel that he had any fault. Now these words that have been hidden for many years are spoken, and there is no too much hesitation, just like telling a story from the past, a knot in my heart that cannot be untied.

"When I met my mother, I knew that she had someone in her heart who couldn't let go, but she was so amazing at that time that I couldn't help it. No one is a saint, who can be willing to let go when they meet someone they really like, and since they are reluctant, how can they not fight for it?"

.......

Su Guangnan knew that Sun Jing and Feng Sunan were childhood sweethearts, and they were the white moonlight in her heart, a thorn in the bone that she couldn't let go.

They grew up together since childhood, and they are both descendants of Peking Opera families.

Tracing back to those years when even the wind was gentle enough, the girl with black hair and white skirt and the handsome young man, singing the tenderness and sweetness in the book at the age of the beginning of love, secretly holding hands and walking through the long alleys after school, the warm-colored sunset stretched the shadows of the two of them to grow old. The young man's immature eyebrows and eyes that have not yet fully grown are still green, and even when he talks about his liking, he is arrogant and not afraid of heaven and earth, as if he doesn't care about the world and the future years, confident and determined.

That's true feelings that don't mix a little fake, it's really made in heaven.

After all, the young love can't stand the toss, and the quarrels and breakups that are willful and matter-of-purpose soon make those ambiguities and entanglements come to an end. Later, Sun Jing and Feng Sunan were one south and one north, they hadn't seen each other for many years, those promises when they were young were half-truths and half-truths, there was no possibility of continuing, and the only thought was just that Sun Jing couldn't let go of it in the depths of his heart.

Su Guangnan still remembers that when he confessed to Sun Jing, the girl lowered her eyes slightly. is obviously rejecting others, but her voice is gentle and moving, with a bit of tactfulness unique to practicing singing since childhood.

"I have someone I like, I don't have a chance. ”

At that time, Sun Jing gave an almost unequivocal refusal. But at that time, Su Guangnan still had a bit of a juvenile heart, especially in terms of feelings, and he didn't know what it was to retreat.

He thought to himself, if he likes it, he must fight for it, and he must do everything he can to get it.

Otherwise, what kind of like?