111. Grievances
I just wanted to refute Lin Rongshen something, but after the words came to my mouth, I couldn't help it, it's a little inappropriate to quarrel over the previous things during the special period, and Lin Rongshen is only starting from reason, his words are indeed right, but emotionally speaking, I can't accept this kind of treatment, I only have one mother, do you let her sit in the guest seat like a stranger and look at me at my wedding banquet?
How aggrieved will this be for her?
But if I insist on letting my mother sit at the table, it is really inappropriate, the Jian family is not a small family, reputation is very important to them, if they make a fool of their family at this wedding, I think, this cannot happen, and the method that Lin Rongshen just proposed is indeed a more compromise method.
I fell silent and didn't speak.
Lin Rongshen said: "Lailai, I know that this matter will wronged your mother, but I hope you will think about it, after all, this kind of thing is not a joke." ”
I said, "How are you going to tell me to talk to my mother? Do you know how long she changed her clothes at home today so as not to embarrass me?"
Lin Rongshen said: "This is no way, I hope you understand." ”
I said, "I want to understand, but ......."
Jian Lihua heard the conversation between the two of us, and he said on the side: "If you can't bear it, you will make a big plan, what you mother and daughter did at the beginning, do you really want to let others talk about it on such an important day? It's just a ceremony, why are you so ignorant of this kid?"
Jian Lihua's accusation made me very unhappy, and I wanted to say something, but Lin Rongshen on the side pressed my hand and motioned for me not to talk anymore, and he didn't ask my opinion anymore, and directly made a choice for me and said to Jian Lihua: "I will discuss this matter with Lailai's mother." ”
After Jian Lihua heard Lin Rongshen's words, she was satisfied and said, "Since this is the case, then this matter is like this, you go and prepare." ”
When Lin Rongshen took me out of Jian Lihua, I asked him unhappily, "Why did you make your own decisions for me?"
Today's Lin Rongshen was very strange, and did not give in to me as usual, but said in a relatively cold tone: "If you have a better way, I will naturally worry about it." ”
I said, "What do you want me to tell my mom about this?"
Lin Rongshen said: "I will explain to her." ”
This kind of thing asked Lin Rongshen to explain to my mother, I was crazy, I even refused and said, "No, I will tell her in person." "I didn't bother to care about Lin Rongshen, I just wanted to go to my mother with my skirt.
Lin Rongshen said a word on the side, and then found someone to follow me, I didn't say anything about his decision, and walked forward quickly with his skirt.
In the process of looking for my mother, I kept saying to myself in my heart, don't mind this little pleasure, this is the beginning, I can't be so careful, I took a deep breath, adjusted my mood, and continued to look for my mother in the banquet hall, and the people sent by Lin Rongshen always followed me carefully to prevent me from being knocked down.
After finding my mother, she was standing with Zhang Xiaoya and them, standing at the door with a nervous smile to greet the guests, she was really dressed beautifully today, she valued this wedding more than me, the bride-to-be, but unfortunately......
I stood there without the slightest courage to walk towards her, but Zhang Xiaoya, who was still greeting guests with my mother, saw me standing not far away looking at them, and she immediately trotted over and asked me why I was not with the groom, why was I standing here alone in a daze.
I smiled and said to Zhang Xiaoya that I had something to discuss with my mother.
Zhang Xiaoya said: "Then I'll call you your mother." ”
I nodded.
Zhang Xiaoya walked towards my mother, and when she arrived at her, she whispered something to her, and my mother looked at me at this time, she quickly walked towards me with her bag, and when she stood in front of me, she began to nag me why I was standing here alone, and asked me where Lin Rongshen went.
In order not to affect her mood, I could only pretend to be casual and replied, "He has some things to deal with." ”
My mother said, "But I can't leave you here, this wedding hasn't started yet, what are you running around, hurry up and stay in the lounge, you're still pregnant, there are so many people here, what if someone hits you." ”
She said and pulled me towards the lounge, I didn't refuse, just silently followed behind her, Zhang Xiaoya found that I was in a strange mood, she wanted to talk and stopped looking at me, but still didn't say anything, for me to carry the skirt and followed us to the lounge, after arriving in the room, I said to Zhang Xiaoya: "Xiaoya, I discussed something with my mother." ”
Zhang Xiaoya said: "What happened?"
I smiled and responded, "It's fine." ”
She didn't ask too much, and after putting down the hem of my skirt, she closed the door for me and my mother.
My mom happened to go to the water dispenser to pour me water and told me to sit down and rest.
I saw that my mother was so busy, so I pulled her to sit down beside me, and she thought I was letting her rest with me, so she said that she was going to greet the guests for me.
I took her hand and shouted with a serious face, "Mom." ”
She just realized that there was something wrong with my expression, and she asked with a hint of tentativeness, "What's wrong?"
I said, "I'll discuss something with you." ”
Unexpectedly, she didn't ask as much as before, but looked at me and said, "You say." ”
I didn't know how to speak, but such things always had to be said, so I thought about it and said, "That's the case, just now Jian Ting's grandfather called me and He Jian Ting over and discussed something with us. ”
My mom waited quietly for me to speak.
I said, "Jian Ting's grandfather said that he wanted to skip the part of his parents' speech and toast on stage, do you agree?"
My mother saw my expression solemn like this, thinking that I was going to discuss something important with her, but after hearing my words, her tense heart also relaxed, she said: "Hey, this kind of little thing, why do you have this expression, if you don't speak on stage, you won't go on stage, anyway, you also know that your mother and I haven't read any books, I'm still a little afraid of this kind of thing, it's better to cancel it now, and I'm also relieved." ”
I said, "There's one more request, you can't sit at the table." ”
My expression was immediately stunned, and the words in my mouth were as if someone had pressed the stop button, and they were silent in an instant.
The two of us didn't speak, so we looked at each other silently for two or three seconds before I held her hand and whispered: "Mom, there are a lot of Lin Haixin's former friends at this wedding, and the Jian family said that in order to prevent my previous relationship with Lin Rongshen from being known, the Jian family has prepared another identity for me to deal with today's wedding." ”
My mom understood what I meant, and she said, "You're saying I won't be at this wedding?"
I quickly said, "That's not what I meant, I didn't say that you can't attend this wedding, but let you sit in the guest seat." ”
I thought my mother would be furious, after all, it is impossible for a person like her not to mind this kind of thing, and this is a very unreasonable request for her, I am her daughter who has raised such a big daughter with her own hands, and on the day of her wedding, she was allowed to sit at an ordinary guest banquet like a passerby.
I also sat down and prepared to be scolded by my mother, thinking in my heart that no matter what she said to me later, I would not talk back, and I would let her vent.
But my mother's sharp scolding did not come, she just sighed very calmly, and then said very calmly: "Okay, yes." ”
I looked up at me, a little incredulous that she could be so calm.
My mother raised a reluctant smile on her face and said: "It's just a seat, it's okay, you just tell the Jian family that there is no problem on my side, you don't have to think about anything, now that you are married, you must not just think about yourself, the Jian family is a big family, just look at today's scene, so, let's arrange it according to what they said." ”
After she said these words, she immediately got up and said, "By the way, Xiaoya just said that she was looking for me for something, so my mother won't accompany you first, I'll go out and have a look." ”
As soon as I called out to Mom, she hurriedly turned around and ran out the door, her back as hurried as she could.
I suddenly thought, how good it would have been if she scolded me just now, I wouldn't be so uncomfortable now, but she didn't, the reason why she didn't, I also knew in my heart, she knew my difficulties, after all, after getting married, it was not my own business, but the business of two families, and Lin Rongshen and I still had a long time to go together in the future, if I offended the Jian family for this matter at the beginning, my life would definitely not be easy in the future.
My mother actually understands the relationship better than anyone else, so she didn't scold me for such a thing, but suffered the grievance herself.
I sat alone in the lounge for a long time, and then I called Zhang Xiaoya and asked her if my mother was by her side, and Zhang Xiaoya said on the phone: "I was still trying to tell you about your mother, what did you just tell her? Why did she run to me with red eyes and say that she was not feeling well and wanted to go home to rest? ”
Zhang Xiaoya said: "Lailai, what happened?"
I said, "Xiaoya, can you help me take care of my mother?"
Zhang Xiaoya said, "What's wrong?"
I said: "You should also know about my mother's relationship with Lin Haixin back then, as well as my relationship with Lin Rongshen, the Jian family didn't let my mother sit at the table because they were afraid that others would know about it, and someone familiar would know about it." ”
Zhang Xiaoya said in a sharp voice: "What are you talking about?
There was a knock on the door, I thought it should be the ceremony that was about to start, I didn't have time to explain to Zhang Xiaoya, so I sped up and said, "Please, I'll explain to you the rest of the wedding and get married." ”
After I said this, I hung up the phone.