112. Cold War
After hanging up the phone, I walked to the door and opened the door, Lin Rongshen stood outside the door and looked at me and asked, "How is it?" β
I said, "That's it." β
Lin Rongshen stretched out his hand to me and said, "Let's go, the ceremony has begun." β
But I didn't stretch out my hand, but looked at him with a blank face, " Lin Rongshen, I didn't expect this unpleasant thing to happen when we just got married, I know that it is inevitable that there will be a lot of small friction between us after we get married, but this time it is really difficult for me to accept, because from the solution you proposed today, it is not difficult to see that you still have a deep prejudice against my mother, of course, I am not qualified to ask you to be able to let go of everything, because it is also unfair to you, but I don't ask how understanding and polite I usually have to her, but today, I hope you can understand the heart of a motherγ β
The corners of my mouth pulled out and said helplessly: "However, now that the matter has been resolved, my mother has also left here, I won't say anything superfluous, and I have forced this grievance to my mother, but I hope you can be considerate of me as a daughter next time, do you know? My mother is the most unbearable person, but she didn't say a word for such humiliation for my daughter today, and swallowed it in her stomach." β
Lin Rongshen listened for a long time, he didn't speak, but looked at me for a long time, I also looked at him, and after a while, he said, "Let's go, the ceremony has begun." β
I didn't know if he listened to me, but I nodded slightly, and handed him my hand, and after he took it by the hand, he led me towards the banquet hall.
Today's marriage is destined to be an unhappy beginning, don't destroy the good mood, and then I can only follow Lin Rongshen with a reluctant smile, and Lin Rongshen has always been a good hand at controlling emotions, when entertaining guests, he can still talk and laugh with those guests with a perfect smile.
On the other hand, my expression was much stiffer, the wedding lasted until 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, when all the guests dispersed, I sat in the dressing room and changed all the wedding dresses on my body, and took off the makeup on my face, and was about to turn around and leave, Lin Rongshen happened to walk in from outside the door, he saw that I was going out, so he asked me: "Where to go." β
I stopped in my way of getting dressed, looked at him and said, "I'm going home and have a look." β
Lin Rongshen reminded me: "Today is our newlywed. β
I said, "I know." β
Lin Rongshen loosened the bow tie around his neck and walked towards the sofa, lying on the sofa a little tired, he sighed and asked, "So you still want to go now?"
I said, "Gotta go." β
I said that there was no room for negotiation, and I didn't care about Lin Rongshen who was sitting on the sofa, and left here directly.
When I arrived at my mother's house, what I saw was my mother holding Lin Haixin's posthumous photo and crying in the living room, the room was empty, and the nanny was not there, so my mother's crying was amplified several times in the quiet and empty room, which seemed a little sad.
I stood at the door and didn't move, just looked at her quietly, she cried until she was the most excited, she leaned on the sofa and cried a little tiredly: "What kind of sin have I done, I have to be treated like this, I know that your son will never forgive me, and I don't want to embarrass Lailai, after all, this is the second marriage, and I can't be too selfish to interfere with her life, but I'm so unwilling, I raised it with my own hands, and I can't participate as a mother on such an important day of marriage." Lin Haixin, your son is here to torture me. β
She felt so sad that I was standing in the doorway like that and she didn't even notice it.
Crying to the end, her voice was hoarse, even a little out of breath, I knocked on the door, my mother was frightened, immediately turned her face sideways to look at the door, she still had tears on her face, seeing that it was me, she immediately wiped the tears on her face, immediately stood up from the sofa, and said in shock: "Lailai!"
I walked in and closed the door, and said with a smile, "What's wrong with you, can't you bear me?" β
My mom said, "Why are you here?" β
I changed my shoes and said, "Can I not come? β
My mother, as if afraid that I would see that she had cried, wiped her eyes with her hand and said, "Shouldn't you go back to your own house?" β
I walked to the sofa and sat down, hugged my mother's shoulder and said, "Even if you get married, this is also my home, you won't be so ruthless to get rid of me, right?"
My mother still had a grudge against me, and she shook my hand on her shoulder and said, "You better go back, lest the Jane family talk about you again." β
I hugged her again and said, "What's the matter with Guan Jian's family, you are your mother, this is a fact that no one can hide up." β
My mother sneered and said, "I really don't dare to be, how can a person of my status be worthy of being your mother?"
I didn't refute her, but said in a somewhat choked voice, "Mom, I'm sorry." β
My mom said, "What are you sorry for me?" β
I said, "It's useless for me to make you ...... today"
My mother said: "Needless to say, things have passed, it's not interesting to say too much, this road is your own choice, it's okay for me to be wronged, the important thing is yourself, there will be a lot of such things in the future, I think you should understand that people like the Jian family have many rules, you can't be as willful as the first marriage in the future, you should know how to deal with it, Rong Shen can't blindly protect you, sometimes you should also think about him." β
After my mother said these words, she threw Lin Haixin's posthumous photo on the sofa, then got up from the sofa tiredly and walked into her room.
The moment the door closed, I looked down at the sofa, Lin Haixin's posthumous photo was quietly placed there, I stretched out my hand to touch it, but I touched the frame, felt a trace of cold, and immediately came back.
Inexplicably, I don't seem to want to leave here today, but Lin Rongshen's phone called again, and he asked how my mother was doing.
I said in a cold tone, "That's it." β
He said: "When are you going to come back." β
I was going to say no, but when the words came to my lips I swallowed again, and I said, "I'll go back now." β
Lin Rongshen said: "Well, I'm downstairs at your house." β
I said, "You're at my house?"
Lin Rongshen said: "Yes." β
All I could say was, "Okay, I'll come down right now." β
After I arrived downstairs, Lin Rongshen's car really stopped there and waited for me, after he saw me go downstairs, he turned on the headlights of the car so that I could see the road clearly, I walked to the door of the car, and directly opened the door and sat in the car.
Lin Rongshen asked, "Do you need something to eat?"
I said, "No." β
Lin Rongshen said: "But you don't seem to have eaten much at the banquet. β
I put my hand on my forehead and said, "I just want to sleep now." β
Lin Rongshen didn't talk any more nonsense and started the car directly, the car arrived downstairs in the apartment, I followed him out of the car, the two of us got on the elevator in silence, and walked out of the elevator in silence and entered the new house together, I didn't talk to him too much, took off the shoes on my feet and entered the bathroom, and after taking a shower from the bathroom, I went straight to bed.
After Lin Rongshen also came out of the bathroom, he glanced at me on the bed, turned off the light and lay on the other side of me silently.
I thought he would hug me, although we couldn't do anything, but on the wedding night I thought he would hug me, but he didn't, and we always kept a short distance between us, and the night passed peacefully.
The next morning, when I opened my eyes, Lin Rongshen was gone, the room was quiet, I walked into the living room, there was a strange nanny who was cleaning up in the kitchen, and when she saw me coming out of the room, she immediately wiped the water droplets on her hands and greeted me and said, "Madam, are you awake?"
I opened my mouth and asked, "What about Lin Rongshen?"
The nanny smiled and said, "Mr. went to work at the company." β
I said, "Go to work?"
The servant nodded and said, "Yes." β
I didn't speak, I sat at the table very quietly, the nanny immediately prepared breakfast for me, and I ate breakfast alone on the second day of the wedding, and Lin Rongshen was absent.
I thought that this thing would happen and it would happen, and there was no need to go to the stomach again, so that night, I personally went to the vegetable market to buy a lot of vegetables, and then began to prepare at four o'clock in the afternoon.
I was busy alone until six o'clock in the evening, and finally after a table of dishes was served, I gave Lin Rongshen a phone call and asked him when he would come back, and he told me on the phone that I had a party today, and there was no way to come back, so let me rest early.
I said, "Have you eaten then?"
He hummed to indicate that he had eaten, and then asked me again, "Is there anything else?"
I said, "Oh, it's fine, I'll just ask." β
With that said, the call should have ended, and the two of us said goodbye to each other before hanging up.
I glanced at my phone, then at the dishes on the table, and inexplicably felt a little tired, so I could only get up and bring the cold dishes on the table to the kitchen to clean up.
The nanny followed me and cautiously asked me, "Madam, isn't the gentleman coming back for dinner?"
I said, "No, he's going to socialize." β
The nanny said, "But you have been preparing this dish for a long time, and you haven't eaten it yet, so it's a pity to throw it away like this." β
I said, "What's the pity, it's a waste to put it here to cool down, so it's better to dispose of it while it's a little warm." β
The nanny seemed to think I was pitiful, and complained at the kitchen door: "It's true, it's only been a few days since I got married, why is my husband so busy that he doesn't even have time to go home for dinner, what is this like?" β
yes, what does this look like, I thought to myself.
After a few days, as long as I called, he was always busy and always socializing, sometimes after leaving in the morning, he would greet me in advance, and then return late at night, and when he came back, he would go to the bathroom to take a shower and then lie in bed, I didn't talk and he basically didn't speak.
He didn't have time to be home until the day he got home, and he was still home after I woke up for breakfast for the first time in the morning a week after we got married.
That day, both of us were very silent about breakfast, his assistant was sorting out the gifts to take home, after Lin Rongshen finished the meal, his assistant gave him the gift list, asked him if there was anything else to make up, he glanced at it, and handed me the list and said, "Well, you see if there is anything else that needs to be added." β
I took one look and saw that I was quite well prepared, so I said, "That's all." β
Lin Rongshen said to the assistant: "Well, that's all. β
His assistant brought the prepared gifts downstairs with others.
After we all packed up, Lin Rongshen and I set off to my mother's house, and on the way there, I said to Lin Rongshen: "If my mother says something wrong later, you must hold back." β
Lin Rongshen said: "Okay. β
I said, "On this day, I also hope that you can let go of your old prejudices. β
He snorted.
I said, "Are you busy?"
He looked up at me while reading the papers, and I said, "It's nothing, I'll just ask casually, if you are very busy, you can not accompany me, and I can go home alone." β
Lin Rongshen said: "Sorry, it's a bit busy. β