Qu Fei helped her book a ticket back to her hometown early in the morning, she refused to let Qu Fei send her back, she had been taken care of for so long, and she was almost fine, and her days in the hospital had made Qu Fei choke enough, and she really didn't want to trouble her anymore.

Qu Fei couldn't resist her, so he could only help her settle everything and watch her leave.

Through the car window, she felt a kind of loneliness like never before, everyone would leave her, there was no accident, no matter how happy she once believed, she couldn't escape this curse after all.

She tried to move her wrists and fingers, but there was still a dull pain, the bones of her arm were slowly healing, but she was still a little immobile, unable to exert her strength, and the ankle injury was even more serious, and she didn't know when she would be able to fully recover. This car accident not only made her miss the opportunity to compete and the review of Baoyan, but also made her lose the feeling she was most afraid of losing, she never knew that she already had a weakness that she couldn't let go.

Before she was discharged from the hospital, Teacher Yue had already taken other classmates abroad to compete, and asked her to go home to recuperate before leaving, and everything would be talked about after her body recuperated. There were no classes in her senior year, and she couldn't play the piano in her state, so all her plans and arrangements were disrupted by this sudden accident, so she had that free time in her life.

Also before she was discharged from the hospital, Ran Ning had already gone to the game, she had nowhere to go, the so-called home was only an empty old house, she successively promised the Ran sisters separately, and went to Ran's house as a matter of course.

Because of her inconvenience, she waited until the last to get out of the station, the crowd had almost evacuated, she dragged the box hard, and when she looked up, she saw Ran's father, who had come to pick her up.

She and Ran Ning grew up together since childhood, often staying in the Ran family, the Ran family's parents have long regarded her as the majority of their daughter, since she left this small city in college, the Ran family has spent all her energy because of Ran Rong's illness, and she has not been like when she was a child to treat the Ran family as her own home without scruples.

She saw Father Ran waving to her at the exit of the station, and her steps couldn't help but slow down, this picture was something she didn't dare to hope for in her dreams, but now it really appeared in front of her eyes, even if she was not the person she was expecting, she still moistened her eyes.

Seeing her slow steps, Ran's father thought that her leg injury had not healed, so he hurried over, reached out and took her suitcase lever, and just said "Does the wound still hurt" made her throat sour and speechless, so she could only shake her head. Father Ran didn't care about her silence, and tried his best to say in a cheerful tone: "Let's go home, they are still waiting." ”

She also tried to make her voice sound normal, saying, "Okay." ”

She followed behind Ran's father, looked at the back that was obviously much thinner, almost red eyes again, and quickly took a deep breath, trying to suppress the sourness back.

On the way, she looked through the car window at the scenery along the road, and when she had nowhere to go, she returned to the place.

Ran's father opened the door, "Ah Su, Rong Rong, Zhuan is back." ”

The smile she was ready to stand behind was shattered by the words 'back', but she desperately took a deep breath but still didn't suppress the tears that had gushed out, and quickly reached out to wipe it.

This city where she was born and raised, a city where she didn't dare to stay longer, a sentence of 'back' hooked up all her memories and smashed the protective wall she desperately built.

Ran's father entered the door and put down the suitcase, and when he looked back and saw that she was still standing outside the door, he reached out to pull her in and said, "Don't worry, it's still the same, you won't change if you haven't come back for a long time." ”

Before she could enter the door, she was hugged by Ran's mother who came out, "Zhuan, let Aunt Su hug you, you've lost weight, your feet are fine, right? ”

"Mom, which question do you want Zhuan to answer?"

When she came out of Ran's mother's arms, she saw Ran Rong with a warm smile, but the whole person was thinner than the last time they met, and her complexion was not very good, her skin was white and abnormal, with a hint of flushing, and the clothes she was wearing were obviously more than the temperature of this season. The obvious sick appearance can't completely hide her original beauty, but this kind of appearance makes Yan Lianxin feel really uncomfortable.

From the time Ran Rong first confirmed this disease, she went to check the information, and now seeing Ran Rong's appearance, she already has a rough idea of Ran Rong's physical condition.

Ran Rong stretched out his arms to her, and took two quick steps to hug her, the hug that was originally extraordinarily hard because he hadn't seen her for too long and missed it too much was then loosened again, Ran Rong Bingxue was smart, how could she not know what she was thinking, she just smiled and whispered: "It's okay, I'm not to the point where I will break if I touch it." After speaking, she hugged back hard, but after all, she didn't have much strength, which made her feel a little more sad.

Ran's mother was still holding a shovel in her hand and said, "The room is all cleaned up, Rong Rong can take Zhuan to take a look, if you don't like it, change it, I'll cook first." ”

She glanced back at Ran's mother and wanted to speak but choked in her throat, Ran's mother reached out and habitually touched her cheek, and said gently, "Go with my sister, be good." ”

This is still the habit of Ran's mother every time she came to Ran's house when she was a child, she has good skin, Ran's mother always likes to pinch her face, and she has not changed this habit for many years, and now she has grown up, and only in Ran's house, especially Ran's mother, has always treated her as a child, the little girl who doesn't like to talk, but always likes to stay here and is unwilling to leave.

She followed Ran Rong to the room, and Ran's mother still remembered that she liked blue, and the sheets and quilt covers were blue. Father Ran dragged the suitcase into the room, "Shui Lian will take a break after eating for a while and then pack up your things, I'll help you Aunt Su cook, and you two will talk." ”

Ran's father's figure disappeared at the door, Ran Rong turned his head and took her hand, and said softly, "Zhuan, thank you for coming back to accompany me." ”

She burst into tears, she didn't know how she had already experienced two despairs and suddenly became so fragile, especially in front of Ran Rong, she was even a little fragile, back here, any word could make her heart hurt like being cut by a knife. She had too many questions and puzzles, but she couldn't say a word, so she could only keep them in her heart, let them run rampant, and swallow everything.

During the meal, Ran's mother gave Ran Rong a bowl of very light porridge, and a white porcelain plate was placed in front of her, and the vegetables in it looked like they had only been boiled in water. She tried her best to hide the sadness in her heart, but Ran Rong patted her hand with a smile, her voice was a little weak but still warm, "Zhuan, you don't have to worry about me, I told my parents that the rest of the days will be good, live happily, I want to leave you the happiest memory, and you will laugh when you think of me in the future." ”

She looked at Ran Rong's firm and brave gaze, her heart moved, and then nodded, "I understand, Sister Rong, I will always accompany you, and accompany you for Ning Ning and me." ”

She looked back at a table of sumptuous dishes, looked up and said to Ran's mother: "Aunt Su, in the future, I can eat the same thing as my sister, and I can detoxify if I eat lighter!"

Ran's mother said while serving her vegetables: "You, your body has not recovered yet, and if you want to eat the same as your sister, you have to gain weight first." Ran's mother turned around to serve the soup, "I asked your uncle to buy a fresh big bone pot in the morning, even if the fracture is healed, you still have to take care of it, you obediently drink all these soups, Aunt Su guarantees that you will have no problem going to the Olympics!"

The atmosphere at the table suddenly improved, and Ran Rong said with a smile: "Mom, you are still a child, eat and eat, although there is no taste, I still have to eat more." ”

Ran Rong's optimism made her heart feel a little better, she worked hard to eat, and blurted out praise for Ran's mother's good skills for many years, and only after saying that she realized that Ran Rong had not been able to eat the dishes made by Ran's mother for a long time, she subconsciously went to see Ran Rong, but she didn't care about eating the things on her plate, "Mother's skills have always been very good, but unfortunately I have no talent for cooking at all, so I can only let Ning Ning learn from my mother, so that in the future, you can coerce and lure Ning Ning to make it for you." ”

Ran's mother glanced at her daughter's naughty appearance, and said with a smile: "If you want Ning Ning to do a lot of trouble, if you want to eat, tell Aunt Su, and Aunt Su will make authentic ones for you." ”

The dining table of the Ran family is square, the four of them sit just right, and they sit in the seat where Ran Ning usually sits, she has not eaten happily like this for too many years, she envies Ran Ning for having such happiness, and feels sorry for her to face such a separation, and the contradictions in her heart are mixed, and she can't tell what it feels like.

After eating, she took the initiative to ask to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, but Ran's mother refused, she pretended to be angry, "Aunt Su, you still treat me as an outsider, I can't do housework well, but don't deprive me of my right to learn, I can do what Ning Ning usually does." ”

Ran's father patted his wife's shoulder, "You can teach Zhuo Zhuo" and turned his head to Zhuo Zhuo and said, "But let Aunt Su do it today, and when your body is completely recovered, it's not too late to learn, go sit over there with Rong Rong." ”

Yan Lianxin's left hand was not very neat, so he helped put the dishes and chopsticks together, and obediently went to the living room with Ran Rong. Since she was a child, she rarely went into the kitchen, because she had to play the piano, Yan's mother never let her do housework, and she was extra careful to protect her hands. She held her left hand in her right hand, she didn't pay much attention to it just now, and the contusion was already a little painful.

Lying on Ran Ning's bed at night, she couldn't sleep as expected, she didn't sleep well, plus she chose a bed and had a lot of worries, so she was very awake all night.

After another two days, maybe she was starting to get used to it, maybe she was really tired, and she was finally able to fall asleep in a daze.

Ran Rong's condition is better than what she imagined, at least her spirit is not bad, in addition to talking a little weak and resting for a long time, chatting about the day will even make Lan Xin have the illusion of returning to the past, but the large number of pills she wants to take instantly pulls Ran Lianxin back to reality, even if she doesn't dare to ask, she can guess that Ran Rong's situation is really not good.

When the weather is good, she will accompany Ran Rong to go out to breathe, sometimes in the garden of the community, sometimes on the rooftop.

The sun was very good on this day, and the wind was not strong, Ran Rong said that she wanted to go out to bask in the sun, she sat in a wheelchair, pushed her to the rooftop, chose a place that was sheltered from the wind and could get the sun, and fixed the wheelchair, but she stood at the very edge of the railing, looking down on this small city, standing against the wind.

From the side of her face, Ran Rong saw helplessness and confusion, even despair.

She knows the situation of the Yan family very well, and she also knows her character very well after watching her grow up since she was a child. In the past, she was very happy to hear Ran Ning talk about Zhuan and Cheng Shuo, such a good girl, finally someone knows how to cherish and love her, since she is willing to give him this opportunity, it also proves that she likes him.

Ran Rong had never seen Cheng Shuo, and learned from the message in Ran Ning's mouth that he loved Lian very much, and when he heard that he was so determined to leave, Ran Rong didn't believe it in his heart, and his intuition told her that there must be a secret behind this that could not be said.

In the hospital in T City before, the dejected appearance of Zhuan Shuo made her understand how important Cheng Shuo was to her, and he once came to her when she needed it most, just like the life-saving straw grasped by a drowning person, whether it was the best or not, but it must be irreplaceable.

Counting most of her younger sisters, she hopes that she can be happy like Ran Ning, just like she used the last period of her life to weave a lie in exchange for Ran Ning's happiness in the future, she also wants to help Ran Ning in the last days of her life.

When she was about to come to the end of her life, she came to her side, even if her parents had seen it, even if she could leave calmly, but the sadness and pain that she revealed from her eyes couldn't reassure her.

She understands that this girl's parents who used to rely on her the most have left, and she finally got out of the haze, but the happiness does not last long, the person who originally thought she could be by her side forever has also left, and Sister Rong, who she has always trusted, is also about to leave, if she can't untie her heart knot, I'm afraid that despair will swallow her.

"In this world, every day, every moment, there are many people who desperately want to be gone. Ran Rong said this in a very casual tone, and in her afterglow, she saw that she moved her head slightly, but she didn't turn her head to look at her, so she also looked into the distance.

"It is not easy to die, if a person is not even afraid of death, he should have the courage to live well and face everything. Life in the world has always been far more troubles than happiness, often the more cherished, the easier it is to lose, but it is precisely because of this imperfection and regret that life is colorful.

No one can have smooth sailing, no one can escape all the tribulations, you have to believe that God is fair, and whatever he takes from you, he will definitely compensate you in other ways.

Even if I am no longer qualified to choose life and death, I will no longer feel that there is any unfairness, and my life is too perfect, so my regrets cannot last long. ”

Ran Rong turned his head to look at Zhuan, who had already turned his head to look at him, and showed a shallow smile: "Zhuan, no matter how hard and difficult life is, as long as you keep persevering, you will definitely get better one day." How many people in this world give up all their feelings, wealth and even everything they have, just to stay in this world for a while longer, but they don't have this opportunity.

It's very simple to forget the pain and the past, change to a new life, change a new path, as long as you have the courage to start over, nothing can't be overcome. ”

Ran Rong looked back at the sky: "No matter how terrible the night is, the sun will rise as usual, the sun will always shine on all things, and the world will still belong to light and warmth."

He squatted in front of the wheelchair and rested his head in Ran Rong's arms, neither of them spoke. From childhood to adulthood, everything she has not been able to hide from Ran Rong, even if she doesn't say it, even if they are not common, she can always see through everything she has.

Early the next morning, she accompanied Ran Rong to the hospital for treatment, and she stood in the white corridor, as if she was not in the world. Looking through the glass, she didn't dare to look at it anymore, her cold fingers clicked on the short message sent by Ran Ning, but she hesitated and didn't know how to reply.

She slowly walked to the chair and sat down, and typed word by word on her mobile phone: Sister is fine, she is in good spirits, we are taking a walk.

After a while, Ran Ning sent a message back: That's good, don't let my sister be too tired, I'll go to class.

She put her phone back in her pocket and reached out to cover her face.

Sister Rong, I really want to go on well and bravely, but why, this world is so cruel, the people I love will always leave me, father, mother, him, you, why the more I am reluctant, the more I will lose. All I want is the most ordinary feelings and love in this world, why can't I keep anything in the end?