Die, die.

Yuan Changwen felt that he was rotting, and it was getting deeper and deeper.

The hateful thing is that he is still bound by the teacher's words. It seems that you must have this feeling of decay, and if you don't have it, you prove that you are not moving forward.

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How do I know that rot is a sign of progress? Maybe rot is just a stop, and that ease is a sign of progress?

I don't know, something that is completely impossible to know.

I could describe the current state, but it is only a guess to analyze the current state and find out what it means internally. Although this kind of correlation has followed me for many years, even if a person can't make a connection with things, then that person's life must be very bad.

I don't know the deep meaning of the other party's words, how to crawl in the workplace?

I don't know the impact of this event, how can I seize the opportunity faster?

I don't know what trends certain situations represent, how can I predict the future and keep myself one step ahead?

Yuan Changwen saw the way he used to live, and couldn't believe that he had really lived like this. A lot of shit in my head, constantly stirring, I can't even smell the stench?

There is no need to analyze, there is no need to think, those things about the future will jump into the mind on their own. It's so magical, it's so unscientific, it's so unreasonable.

The empire has been preaching the meaning of hard work, as if it is a matter of course that without hard work, it will never succeed. Indeed, if you act according to the distortion in your head, how can you succeed without hard work.

Once you go downstream, everything unfolds naturally. Without the distortion of the mind to interfere, naturally there will be no force, and there will be no need to obtain something that you don't need at all. The necessities that are twisted in the mind are nothing more than nonsense.

The characters will become natural, and almost everything will be as natural as. There is no need to plan, no need to plan, and no pointless worries and panics about the future. The appearance of a heartbeat, the kind of luck that is so good as to explode, the kind of words that are almost prophetic, will naturally appear.

It's not that I analyze that this is happening, it's that my mind is suddenly pounding, and all I do is not to hinder this excitement. Don't use fear to organize the pounding heartbeat, and don't use the distortion in your head to analyze the pounding heartbeat, it's like.

Who will analyze that sudden feeling?

Only people who are twisted to the point of disbelief will ask themselves when they should go to. Even after getting an answer, I still can't find the time to, and I still want a definite answer, not the perfunctory words of "if you want to".

I don't know, so why pretend I know?

Yuan Changwen found that he really knew too many things, and he didn't need knowledge or too smart to kill, determination was the key. All the falsehoods themselves do not exist, and the strong emotions make it all very real. To kill is to shatter this strong emotional protective layer.

As long as you are honest, you can easily see that the distortions in your head are, and what I know is actually a guess at all. Therefore, you must have a strong determination to break your emotions, and you can ignore the pull of fear and see that what you know is a piece of shit.

Those who know are their pride. Logical ability, literature, earth, mathematics, physics and chemistry, etc., cutting-edge reports of the industry, the latest scientific research, higher emotional intelligence, richer cognitive upgrades, these are all shit.

Your pride is not allowed to be trampled on, and when you destroy it with your own hands, you can't do it without determination. Who would want to ruin their pride if it weren't for the false hatred to a certain point?

In any case, I live in this world, even if this world is false, and the character of Yuan Changwen is false, but after all, I am standing in the mind of the character of Yuan Changwen and experiencing this world.

Why kill?

Without determination, it is easy to be shaken. Still asleep, still bound by the role. Of course, this kind of reasonable existence, dreaming, right, shouldn't wake up in itself.

I'm rotting and don't know what that really represents. I shouldn't know if that means moving forward or stopping, it's all just speculation.

Even the words of the teacher are not qualified to stay in my head.

Rot, rot, rot, I don't know. Just recording my state, slashing, seems to be in an inexplicable position.

I don't know anything, which means I don't know if it's all right or wrong, and can my own killing lead me to the truth? Or is it just a joke that makes me a socially outcast loser?

However, no matter how you look at it, the distortion in your mind is distortion, and that awareness is everything. All beliefs are just wishful thinking, just baseless affirmations.

And those reassuring words are clearly gibberish. There is not a single apple here, but if you want to say that there is an apple here, everyone thinks that there is an apple here, and they still have to eat this apple after all...... However, there is still no way to prove that there is an apple here.

Things seem to be getting interesting, the twists in my head are fading, and while the fears are still there, more of them make me sick and angry. Obviously, you can feel the notes of the world, and you can also feel the absurdity of your own time.

There's still a lot to kill, those self-definitions that are protected by emotions, whether it's my pride or whatever, once discarded, it's fear. There are also those reassuring words, every sentence is so reasonable, but unfortunately I am no longer reasonable.

I will die, not at the end of my life, but while I am alive. I don't know what kind of power made me take all this as real, and I don't know what kind of illusion made me think that the character of Yuan Changwen was me.

None of these inexplicable powers exist, only infinity, only awareness. These limitations, these graphic elements, are also part of infinity. The elements of the picture are one with that awareness, and there is no such thing as "not that awareness".

All this seems very irrational and meaningless.

Yuan Changwen himself couldn't see the road ahead at all, or rather, killing was not advancing at all, because there was nothing to block it, and there was no need to advance anywhere. Right now, right now, slash the twist in your mind, cut the anchor that holds the ship of life.

For the rest, let it happen slowly.

Maybe it's death, maybe it's failure, maybe it's a waste of time, maybe it's a killing, maybe it's just a matter of finding out in the end, it's not worth it at all.

I'm not being reasonable, though.