070. Lies
I know that Zhang Xiaoya is very anxious to match the two of us, and she is really good for me, because she knows how much I liked Lin Rongshen in the past, and in her eyes, being with Lin Rongshen is my biggest wish in my life, so she is so anxious to fulfill my wish.
But this kind of thing is not something she can do by herself at all, and she can't be together in situations like that before, let alone now?
It's a completely unrealistic thing to do.
Thinking of this, I shook my head and lowered my head to clean up in the room, but the house was too messy, and it was still a mess in the room in the middle of the night, and I felt a little hungry and tired, so I didn't continue to clean up, but went to the kitchen to live a bowl of noodles for myself.
Zhang Xiaoya is a person with a knife mouth and a tofu heart, and she yelled that she would break off her relationship with me if she didn't clean it up for me, but the next morning she came down to me with Zhang Ze to sweep the floor and wipe the table.
When the two were cleaning, Zhang Xiaoya was still looking for opportunities to talk to Zhang Ze about whether Lin Rongshen was married anytime and anywhere, and Zhang Ze was also very cooperative, but I didn't listen, just washed things in the bathroom wholeheartedly.
Zhang Ze refused at first, and talked to Zhang Xiaoya with lip shape for a long time, but in the end he couldn't resist Zhang Xiaoya's insistence, and walked slowly towards me with a rag, Zhang Ze still seemed to feel inappropriate, and when he arrived behind me, he turned around and shook his head at Zhang Xiaoya, and said don't want it with his mouth?
But Zhang Xiaoya's eyes were full of threats, and Zhang Ze's final dying struggle could only choose to compromise.
He stood behind me and said, "Lyle." ”
I pretended not to hear it, and continued to crouch on the ground and rub my clothes.
But Zhang Ze didn't flinch this time, nor did he ignore my ignorance, but said like a complete task: "Lailai, although I don't know very well about the matter between you and Rong Shen, but as his friend, I still know better than others about whether he is married, and if he gets married, he won't fail to tell me, in the past few years, I really haven't received any invitations from him, and he hasn't even said anything about his marriage, did you misunderstand something?"
I rubbed my hands on my clothes, I turned to look at Zhang Ze outside the door and said, "I don't know why he didn't tell you, but he told me about this matter personally, and I have seen his wife, Zhang Ze, you don't have to mess with Zhang Xiaoya anymore." ”
Zhang Ze asked unexpectedly, "What? He told you?"
I nodded and said, "Yes." ”
Zhang Ze didn't believe it and said, "How is this possible? Even I haven't seen his wife." ”
I sighed and said, "Even if he's really not married, so what? We can't be together, it wasn't possible before, and it's even more impossible now." ”
After I said this, I went straight from the bathroom to pick up the washed things and go to the balcony.
Zhang Ze followed and said, "Could it be that after so many years, the two of you haven't had a good chat?"
I said, "There's no need to talk at all, we ended a long time ago." ”
Zhang Ze said: "Think about it again, I heard that he will go back to foreign countries the day after tomorrow, I don't know that he has a wife, but I know that someone on his grandfather's side introduced him to a girlfriend, but for many years, the two have not been together, but I believe that if Rong Shen likes this person, it will not be delayed for so long, it can be seen that there should be nothing between them, but ......"
This time Zhang Xiaoya was in a hurry, she seemed to notice some things that Zhang Ze might not have told her, she couldn't help but step forward and asked, "But what?
Zhang Ze frowned and said: "But Lailai, I heard from the grapevine that after Rong Shen returns abroad this time, he may be engaged to that young lady, it seems that the people of the two parties have the intention of urging, as for whether Rong Shen compromises, I don't know." ”
Zhang Ze saw that I still didn't react, and he didn't seem to want to say too much, so he could only put down the rag in his hand, held Zhang Xiaoya on the side and said, "That's what I've said here, the rest of the things are up to you to think about yourself." ”
After Zhang Ze finished speaking, he led Zhang Xiaoya away, but Zhang Xiaoya didn't come back to her senses from Zhang Ze's words just now, and said in confusion: "No, what did Zhang Ze mean by what you just said? I don't understand it." ”
Zhang Ze pushed her and said, "Okay, let's get out of here first, let Lailai be quiet." ”
Zhang Xiaoya said: "But ......"
Zhang Ze didn't give her a chance and pushed her out of my room.
After the room was quiet, I stood on the balcony and looked downstairs in a daze for a few moments before continuing to dry the sheets on my hands.
At night, because it was too late to clean up, there were no ingredients at home, and I was too lazy to cook, so I took my wallet and planned to go downstairs to find something to eat, but just out of the gate of the community, a person came to me, this person was Millie.
I didn't know how she knew where I lived, and I knew so punctually that I would be going downstairs at this time, I looked at her in front of me, frowned, and said, "How did you find here?"
Millie said with an apologetic look on her face, "I know it's rude for me to ask for your address without permission, but Lailai, I really want to talk to you." ”
I said, "What are you going to talk about?"
Millie: Hmm...... It's been a long time.
I said, "If it's about Lin Rongshen, I'm sorry I'm not available." ”
I was about to move forward, but Millie immediately rushed in front of me to block my way, and said anxiously, "I won't delay you, it's just a few things." ”
I said, "No matter what you know now, Millie, I can only tell you unequivocally that I have nothing to do with Lin Rongshen anymore, so you don't have to worry about anything." ”
Millie suddenly said angrily, "Since you don't have a relationship with each other, why don't you even talk to me about him?"
I said, "I don't talk about his respect for you, do you want to hear from him how much he loves me, or how sweet we used to be together?"
When Millie heard my words, she didn't feel jealous, but said with some sadness: "If that's the case, then I'd rather hear you talk about your past, you don't know, I don't know anything about his past, he never mentioned a word to me, no matter how much I wanted to know about him before, no matter how much I wanted to participate in the previous him, but he always turned me away." Millie looked up at me with tears in her eyes and said, "Lailai, sometimes I envy you for being able to have him before, and now I don't know anything about him before. ”
I said, "Millie, you know what? ”
Millie didn't understand what I was saying.
I smiled and said, "Look, you are her wife now, even if you can't have his past, but you can have his later, later...... How long, long enough that you can have him for the rest of your life. ”
Millie suddenly frowned and asked, "Wife?"
I said, "Isn't it?"
Millie said, "Who told you I was his wife?"
I said, "Isn't it?"
Millie shook her head and said, "We're nothing now. ”
I was surprised and asked, "What?"
Millie smiled bitterly and said: "I don't know what kind of relationship we have, his grandfather wants us to be together, my father also likes Rong Shen very much, and even said that if we both agree, we will be engaged at any time, but Rong Shen has never let go, and has never admitted anything to me, my friends around him are not like friends, and lovers are not like lovers, let alone wives." ”
A big tear ran down her eye, and she said, "If only that were the case." ”
I said, "But that's what he admitted." ”
Millie asked incredulously, "Did he say it himself?"
I said, "Yes." ”
Millie wondered, "Why did he say that?"
I said, "You're really not married?"
Millie shook her head and said, "No, how can we get married without even holding hands, but ......" She hesitated, as if deciding whether to say something, I didn't speak, just looked at her lightly.
Millie looked at me cautiously, as if she was afraid of hurting me, and whispered, "Lylai, I know there are some things I shouldn't have said to you, but...... I still have to tell you that my family and Rong Shen's grandfather's family are urging us to get engaged, and we are talking about this when we go abroad this time. ”
When I heard this, I immediately laughed and said, "Ahhh ”
Millie said, "Aren't you upset?"
I said, "Why should I be upset?"
Millie said, "But ......"
I glanced at the time on my phone and saw that it was getting late, and the restaurant was about to close, so I said to Millie, "I haven't eaten yet, so I won't talk to you." ”
Millie wanted to say something, but I didn't want to hear anything more from her, so I just walked forward with all my might.
Luckily, Millie didn't come along.
I sat alone in the restaurant and ordered a lot of dishes and snacks, but I suddenly felt bored inexplicably, so I asked the proprietress for a few cans of beer and thought about eating.
But after drinking, the more I drank, the more energetic I became, and before I knew it, the empty beer bottles on the table occupied more than half of the table.
After drinking, even the proprietress couldn't stand it, and whispered to me on the side not to drink too much to get drunk.
I smiled, thinking in my heart, how could I get drunk, I know very well in my heart, what did Lin Rongshen do not hesitate to use marriage to deceive me? Aren't you still afraid that I will stalk him?
He's trying to put an end to my thoughts about him.
It's funny that, after all these years, he still thinks I'm still as brazen as I used to be.
After drinking, even I didn't know how much I had drunk, but I cried while drinking, crying and crying, and my tears dried up, and someone called me, I don't know who it was, and I answered in a daze.