Zhan Dong and I immediately looked at each other.

Zhan Dong sat there for three seconds without moving, but the bell continued to ring, and he suddenly asked, "Do you have friends?"

I immediately picked up and said, "No, I live here only you know." ”

Zhan Dong frowned and said suspiciously, "Who could that be." ”

The bell outside the door became more and more urgent, I didn't speak again, but got up and walked directly in the direction of the door, after arriving at the door, I didn't rush to open the door, but bent over to look at the cat's eye door, when I saw the person standing outside the door, I was so frightened that I immediately turned back to look at Zhan Dong, Zhan Dong found that my eyes were wrong, and also stood up from the chair, just wanted to ask me, I immediately made a shushing motion, signaling him not to say.

Zhan Dong suddenly understood something, walked over to me and bent down to look at the cat's eye, and when he saw the woman outside the door, his face changed greatly.

I didn't expect that Zhan Dong's wife Li Ting would know that I live here, and I also found here, if I open the door, how should I explain, as Zhan Dong's ex-wife, I should have drawn a line with Zhan Dong, but now I live in the house in his hand innocently, and it just so happens that Zhan Dong is also here with me, no matter how I explain it, it seems to be a little unclear.

But what if you don't open the door? If you don't open the door, it seems even more unclear.

Just when I was in a dilemma, the doorbell outside the door rang harder, if the longer the time dragged on, the more suspicious it would be, I thought about it, glanced at Zhan Dong, didn't say anything, walked over and opened the door directly.

When Zhan Dong's wife, Li Ting, completely appeared at the door, I didn't panic, but said hello very calmly and frankly, "Hello." ”

Li Ting asked with a cold face: "Are you really here." ”

I said, "Don't get me wrong, it's just that something happened to my family, and Zhan Dong happened to see me and temporarily borrowed a place for me to live." ”

Li Ting sneered and asked, "Really?"

I said, "Of course." ”

Li Ting asked, "Where is my husband?"

I said, "He just looked for me for something, and now he's in there." ”

Li Ting said, "You go and help me call him out." ”

I asked curiously, "Aren't you coming in?" I was about to treat you two to a meal. ”

Zhan Dong's wife said expressionlessly: "No need, just let him come out." ”

I didn't think much about it, I turned around and spoke to Zhan Dong behind me according to her words, but before I opened my mouth, Li Xiaoting, who had been standing there without moving, suddenly slowly pulled out a knife from her pocket, and when I just said the first word, she suddenly rushed towards me fiercely, and at that moment when I was panicked and couldn't even tell the situation, Zhan Dong, who was standing in front of me, rushed over as fast as he could, stretched out his hand and pushed me hard, and I was pushed out by him and flew out directly.

At that moment, my mind was blank, I didn't even know where I fell, I felt a sharp pain in my body, and there was an extremely painful snort from behind Zhan Dong, and when I raised my face to look, the knife in Li Ting's hand just sank into Zhan Dong's heart.

Blood splattered out of the knife, spraying directly on Li Ting's face, her hand holding the handle of the knife was trembling slightly, but her expression was very confused, as if she didn't understand what she had just done, she only felt that the warm blood splashed on her face made it very uncomfortable, she raised her hand to wipe it, and glanced at Zhan Dong with a painful expression.

She suddenly held the handle of the knife and pulled the knife out of Zhan Dong's chest directly, and at the moment of pulling it out, I shouted: "Don't!"

But it was too late, the knife had already left Zhan Dong's chest, and the bright red blood splattered even more, directly dyeing half of Li Ting's pale face red.

Zhan Dong covered his chest and knelt directly in front of Li Ting.

Li Ting seemed to understand at this time, and her steps were a little hasty and took three steps back, and after three steps, she whispered: "No." ”

Then she shook her head and said no, she looked at Zhan Dong who was kneeling in front of her, the handle in her hand fell off directly from her fingertips in fright, she covered her head with her bloody hand, and soon she let go again, without saying a word, she staggered out of this house in despair.

After she left, I crawled to Zhan Dong's side little by little, regardless of the pain in my body, I don't know what happened to him, I don't even know how to deal with such a thing, I have never seen such a scene, so much blood.

Just knelt beside him and asked in a low and hoarse voice, "Are you okay?" Zhan Dong, are you okay? Zhan Dong, you are talking." ”

He always kept kneeling on the ground with his chest covered, and he didn't answer me, only the blood in his chest kept flowing out of the cracks in his fingertips, and I said with a trembling voice: "Zhan Dong, don't stop talking, don't scare me." ”

I was just about to reach out and touch him, but Zhan Dong suddenly fell down without warning.

I was so scared that I sat there crying, I didn't cry, I didn't know what to do, and finally I took a minute to force myself to calm down, and then I got up from the ground little by little with my stomach in my hands, and after crawling for a long time, I went to the sofa and found my phone, and then called the hospital.

After the phone call, I called Zhang Xiaoya again, told her the address on the phone, and asked her to come over immediately.

Zhang Xiaoya didn't know what was going on on my side, but she could hear that the emotions in my voice were very different from usual, and she had never been so flustered, she didn't ask more, just said: "You wait, I'll come over immediately." ”

After we hung up the phone, I threw my phone on the sofa, and crawled to Zhan Dong's side little by little, seeing him unconscious underground, and a pile of blood flowing out, I raised my head and cried.

When the doctor and Zhang Xiaoya arrived, they were all startled when they saw the picture in the room, especially after Zhang Xiaoya stood at the door, she was so frightened that she basically didn't dare to move, but she just looked at me in a daze, and then looked at Zhan Dong who was lying in a pool of blood.

She suddenly screamed directly.

The doctors quickly lifted Zhan Dong, who didn't know whether he was alive or dead, from the ground, Zhan Dong's condition seemed to be very bad, because the doctors who arrived almost didn't care about me on the side, and when they carried the bloody Zhan Dong out, I was the only one still sitting in the pile of blood.

After screaming, Zhang Xiaoya stood there and watched me for a long time, and she came back to her senses from this scene that she couldn't accept at all, she rushed to me, threw the bag in her hand in a panic, grabbed my hand with her hand, and asked with a pale face: "Don't tell me that you know you killed." ”

I said weakly, "No." ”

Zhang Xiaoya asked again: "How can this be?"

I shook my head and said, "I don't know. ”

Zhang Xiaoya was so anxious by my appearance that she shook my body and roared at me, "What do you mean you don't know?!

I was a little annoyed and said, "I really don't know, I don't know anything, I don't know why it's like this, it's fine just now, how did it become like this." ”

I didn't want to listen to Zhang Xiaoya's questioning anymore, after getting up from the ground little by little, I just wanted to go to the sofa to sit and rest for a while, but as soon as I stood up, I found that there was blood all between my legs, I don't know if the blood was Zhan Dong's or my own.

I just felt that something kept flowing out of my lower body, flowing down my inner thighs and into the ground, no less than what Zhan Dong was doing.

I turned my head to look at Zhang Xiaoya, Zhang Xiaoya also looked at me, I couldn't tell where the blood came from Zhang Xiaoya, suddenly seemed to understand something, she got up from the ground, rushed out of the room like crazy, and shouted in the corridor: "Doctor! Doctor! Come on! There is still a pregnant woman here! There is also a pregnant woman!"

But no one responded to her.

I stood there for a long time, feeling the blood coming out of my lower body a little hot, so I continued to move towards the end of the sofa with what little strength I had left, and the moment I sat on the sofa, I felt that the pain in my body was relieved a lot.

Later, when Zhang Xiaoya called the doctor over, I didn't have the slightest strength, let them check me on the sofa, and then lift me on the sofa, I just closed my eyes tiredly, and quietly listened to Zhang Xiaoya crying behind me and calling Lin Rongshen.

The phone call was very short, and Zhang Xiaoya just cried and said: "Lin Rongshen, it's not good, something happened to Lailai, you hurry up." Not long after the words fell, the phone was hung up by Lin Rongshen on the other end, as for whether he heard Zhang Xiaoya's words clearly, I don't know.

I just thought in my heart that this marriage between us was already going to die before it even began.

The next day I was woken up by a burst of crying, when I sat up from the bed, I happened to see Zhang Xiaoya sitting on the other end of the sofa whimpering and crying, before I could react from her crying, there was a cold voice in my ear that said, "You woke up." ”

When I heard this voice, I turned my head to see Lin Rongshen sitting beside me with cold eyes.

There was no trace of warmth on his face, and the coldness was piercing.

I looked at him in confusion, and then looked at Zhang Xiaoya, who was sitting on the sofa and only criing, and asked in a low voice, "Where is this." ”

After Zhang Xiaoya heard my voice, she glanced at me with red and swollen eyes, she moved her lips to say something, closed her mouth again, and lowered her head again and cried.

Lin Rongshen, who was on the side, responded to me and said, "Hospital." ”

I shook my head and felt a splitting headache, Lin Rongshen saw my painful appearance, and just sat there indifferently and looked at me from beginning to end.

After I felt that the pain on my forehead had finally eased a lot, I suddenly ran out of the lightning and flint, and I felt cold inexplicably, so I asked Lin Rongshen, "Where is Zhan Dong?"

When I asked Zhan Dong, Lin Rongshen just sneered, that sneer made people feel creepy, I didn't know what he meant, and asked again: "What about Zhan Dong?"

Lin Rongshen said without a trace of superfluous expression on his face: "I was sent to the hospital for rescue at 8:20 last night, and I was given a critical illness notice this morning, and I don't know what the result was." ”

Alive, alive, okay, okay, my body relaxed.

Lin Rongshen saw that I looked like I was living for the rest of my life, and he smiled and said, "Don't you ask yourself?"

My hand in the quilt tightened, and I frowned and looked at him, Lin Rongshen smiled like a Shura, and said in a cold tone: "You have a miscarriage." ”

After hearing this, Zhang Xiaoya, who was on the sofa, cried a lot higher, as if to confirm what Lin Rongshen said.

I didn't know what kind of expression I should use to face this fact, but I looked at Lin Rongshen with a stiff expression, he also looked at me, the smile on the corner of his mouth widened and widened, and his smile made me feel that he wanted to kill me.

In fact, as early as the moment I was carried out of the room by the doctor, I had a premonition that the child would be left behind after all, and sure enough, it was not surprising to wake up and hear this fact.

Lin Rongshen saw that after I heard this result, he was not surprised at all, not excited at all, but very calm, he raised his hand and gently stroked my face, and asked in a low voice: "Lailai, don't you think you should give me an explanation?"

I felt as if his hand on my face would move to my neck and strangle me directly in the next second, I felt that the temperature of her fingertips made me feel a little suffocated and a little panicked, and I even felt my skin under his temperature, and oozing dense cold sweat.

His tone and eyes became more and more gentle, and he said, "Well, why don't you speak? Don't you think there are some things that need to be explained to me?"

I turned my face sideways, dodging his fingertips, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

Lin Rongshen's fingertips fell into the air, he laughed out loud, and he said: "What are you sorry for me? The mother of the child is you, and you are the one who decided to abort this child, and you are the one who gave birth to this child, and it is you who let him die, what are you sorry for me? Isn't this matter always decided by you from beginning to end? Do you think you need to say sorry to me?"

I was frightened by Lin Rongshen's tone and expression and kept retreating, and he kept approaching me, and finally when I had no place to retreat, I said in a hoarse voice: "This is an accident, the child is gone, I am sorry for you, I will do whatever you want." ”

Lin Rongshen smiled and said, "What can I do to you?

He was getting closer and closer to me, but at this moment, a nurse suddenly rushed in from outside the door, and when she arrived at our ward, she saw Lin Rongshen sitting next to my bed, and said loudly: "Dr. Lin, the patient in Ward 360 is no longer good, and now Dr. Chen is informing the patient's family, and he asked me to come and ask you, if you are ......."

The nurse's voice grew weaker as she said this, and she glanced at me on the hospital bed, and then silenced her words.

I didn't understand what she was talking about, but Zhang Xiaoya got up from the sofa as soon as she heard these words, and even stopped crying, Lin Rongshen sat there for a long time without moving, and did not look back to see the nurse, but his face was much heavier than before, after a long time, he took a breath, and after suppressing his emotions, he got up from the chair, walked towards the nurse, and said to her, "Take me over." ”

The nurse glanced at me, then at Lin Rongshen, seemed to understand something, and quickly walked out of the ward, Lin Rongshen followed her unhurriedly, just as he was about to leave the ward door, he stopped and said to Zhang Xiaoya, who was standing there: "Take care of her." ”

After saying that, his pace quickened a lot, and he hurried away with the nurse.

After Lin Rongshen left, Zhang Xiaoya cried even louder, and I directly sat on the sofa and broke down and cried.

I didn't understand what was going on at all, my lower body couldn't move at all because of weakness and pain, so I could only call Zhang Xiaoya's name, and Zhang Xiaoya raised her face from the palm of her hand to look at me.

I said, "Who is the person living in Ward 360?"

Zhang Xiaoya wanted to say something, but in the end she just cried and said, "I don't know." ”

After finishing speaking, I quickly brushed my face, I had a bad premonition, and continued to ask: "You say, who is the person living in the 360 ward?"

She still turned her back to me and didn't answer me, but she was a person who couldn't hide her emotions, and even though she tried her best to hide it, the crying still exposed her.

I instantly understood something, and as soon as I lifted the quilt on my body, I rushed off the bed, and as soon as my feet hit the ground, I felt a sense of weakness, and the person fell directly to the ground.

Zhang Xiaoya rushed over to help me, I grabbed her hand, stared at her eyes and asked, "Who is the person living in the 360 ward?"

Zhang Xiaoya had nowhere to escape under the gaze of my eyes, she was stunned for a long time, and broke down again and cried a name, she said, "It's Zhan Dong." ”

My hand on her wrist slipped limply, and I sat there stupidly, not moving.

Zhang Xiaoya cried and said: "Lailai, when Zhan Dong was sent to the hospital yesterday, he was already dead, it was several doctors who worked hard to hold on until now, you hurry up and take a look, this may be the last time." ”

I whispered, "How so? Why is this happening?" ”

I covered my head, and didn't want to listen to Zhang Xiaoya's words, just when I couldn't accept this fact, an old woman suddenly rushed in at the door of the ward, she arrived in front of me, she knelt directly in front of me, crying heartbreakingly: "I kowtow to you, I kowtow to you, can you give my son back to me?" I beg you, it's okay for you to let me die, can you give me my son back?"

This person is Zhan Dong's mother, my former mother-in-law, her wrinkled face is so hideous at this time, her face is full of tears, I don't know if the corners of her eyes are because of crying too much or what, there are a lot of yellow secretions, and her lips are already dry and cracked because she didn't drink water or say too much, and there are white foam at the corners of her mouth.

There she kept kowtowing to me and crying.

Zhang Xiaoya tried to pull Zhan Dong's mother up from the ground, and she loudly emphasized: "She didn't kill your son! Even if you plead here, it's useless! The person you should ask for is the doctor, not her!"

But Zhan Dong's mother didn't listen at all, just cried blindly, patted her chest and said: " I am a widow, I only have this one son in my life, I am a rural woman, I have not read any books, in order to support him, I have to go to the construction site to work on the construction site to earn money to support him, now he is good, he has grown up, my life is also bitter, he has also come out, he has bought me a big house, give me a lot of money every month, let me live the next life smoothly, I thought my good life has come, I thought I can finally enjoy happiness, but now he is going to die! What should I do! I only have this one son!"

After she said these words, she excitedly worshiped in the direction of the window sky, blood came out of her forehead on the ground, and she prayed to the sky over and over again: "God, if you want to accept me, this useless old thing, he is still young, he can't die, my Zhan family only has this one single seedling." ”

Just as Zhang Xiaoya was looking at Zhan Dong's mother in a daze, I grabbed her hand and whispered, "Help me up." ”

Zhang Xiaoya came back to her senses, after I heard my words, I immediately used my own strength to lift me up from the ground, after I stood firm, I said to her: "Take me to him, just now, hurry up, it's too late." ”

Zhang Xiaoya didn't procrastinate any longer, and walked quickly towards the door with me, while Zhan Dong's mother was still crying and worshipping the sky in despair.

When Zhang Xiaoya helped me to find it one ward after another, her footsteps finally stopped at the door of an intensive care ward, staring at the door with a little straight eyes.

I sensed her gaze, and stopped to look with her, and I saw the situation in the ward through the doorway, where four or five doctors were sitting and resuscitating.

Nurses were constantly walking back and forth in the cramped wards, anxiously handing over movements to doctors.

But when everything inside was busy, after hearing the alarm of some kind of instrument, they all looked at each other, just one glance, each stopped what they were doing, and they all stood on the hospital bed and looked at the patient on the hospital bed.

The patient still had a trace of breath, and his fingers kept pointing at the door, and one of the doctors glanced at Lin Rongshen opposite, Lin Rongshen took off the blood-stained gloves from his fingertips, and then raised his hand to take off the mask, he leaned down and said to the person lying on the hospital bed: "What other wishes are not fulfilled." ”

The man in the hospital bed couldn't speak, just kept pointing to the door.

Lin Rongshen whispered to the doctor, then glanced at the nurse, seemed to ask the other party to prepare for the future, and pushed the door and walked out of the ward.

When he saw me standing at the door, he didn't speak, but said to Zhang Xiaoya, "Help her in." ”

Zhang Xiaoya reacted, nodded and said to me, "Let's go." ”

I don't know how I walked into this ward, but I moved forward little by little with Zhang Xiaoya's movements, and when we walked in, the doctors in the room walked out one after another in silence.

And I, only then did I see clearly the person lying on the hospital bed, the person with a pale face and a half breath was Zhan Dong, and it was not wrong.

He couldn't even open his eyes, he just gasped heavily, and the fingers on his side kept moving, Zhang Xiaoya brought me a stool and let me sit on the edge of the bed.

I looked at Zhan Dong like this for a long time, and then slowly stretched out my hand to hold his broken hand, I didn't cry, but said very calmly and quietly: "I'm here." ”

The room was silent only for the sound of his heavy breathing.

When my hand shook Zhan Dong's hand, he gently shook me, his lips under the oxygen mask kept moving, and I asked calmly, "Is there anything you want to say?"

Zhan Dong tapped the back of my hand with his index finger.

And I said, "Speak, I'm listening." ”

I leaned my head close to him, and he uttered the word mom with what little strength he had left......

When I heard this, I whispered, "Are you asking me to take care of your mother?"

Zhan Dong was speechless and continued to point his fingers at the back of my hand.

I understood, and I said, "Well, don't worry, I'll take care of her." ”

Then he said another word, but I didn't hear it clearly, but I could tell from the way he spoke who he was trying to say, and I continued to ask him softly, "Is the child?"

Zhan Dong continued to point his index finger at me.

I smiled and said, "Don't worry, I will take care of the child for you." ”

A big tear suddenly flowed out of the corner of Zhan Dong's eyes, after this tear fell, his hand holding me gradually loosened, I held him with one hand, and gently patted his chest with the other hand and said: "Do you know? In fact, after so many years of marriage, I have never felt that you are bad to me, nor have I ever felt that you are useless, in fact, I know that in order to make me live a good life, in order to match my family, you have worked very hard, Zhan Dong, you are really a responsible man." I've always felt that I am convinced to be able to marry you in this life, otherwise who can endure my stinky temper like you?"

I smiled and said, "My mother has to be right, I have abused you for five whole years, using the excuse of not loving you to get rid of the responsibility of being a wife, and you don't say a word, always respect the obsession in my heart, and try to make your family live a good life." Zhan Dong, you always need to say goodbye in life, don't have regrets, go with peace of mind, it's okay, I'm here, I'll help you take care of everything, if you're tired, just rest and make yourself easy for a day, okay?"

After I finished saying these words, finally, Zhan Dong's eyes were completely closed, and the hand holding me was completely released, but I was a little unwilling to hold him, wanting him to be less afraid and less lonely when he was separated.

I think that's the last thing I can do for him.

When I felt the temperature in his palm receding little by little, I smiled, then gently hugged him and whispered in his ear, "Goodbye, Zhan Dong." ”

The door of the ward was Zhan Dong's crying, there was a dead silence around, no one spoke at all, I think this moment was really terrifyingly quiet.

And human life is really wonderful, one second he is still talking and laughing with you, the next second, he is lying on this bed, no longer conscious.

I still remember the smile on the day when Zhan Dong came to bring me breakfast in the morning, faintly, there was a trace of joy hidden in the smile, as if it was a beautiful thing to be able to see me in the morning.

But that day I was always avoiding the way he looked at me.